I needed fresh air. I couldn't stay in the room anymore. If I did I would have destroyed alot of things not only the lamb.I can't believe she slept with him.But do I blame her?No.Because after all I am to be blame for everything that happened in her life.I caused everything,from kissing her first to sleeping with and letting her fall in love with me only for me to abandoned her.Everything is my fault but damn I am angry. I am so angry I could kill.She is the victim in this case.Her therapist knew she wasn't mentally stable and he took advantage of her.I really hope they listen to her side of the story first.I couldn't bare to hear what she did with the man that is why I left.I have been standing in their back garden for hour now and I need to go back inside.Thank God I spoke called Piper to have dinner without me and keep an eye on her sister for me.I decided to go back inside and see what was happening.When I got to the living room no one was there.Where did they g
Thirty Minutes BeforeThey have all neglected me. I spent years picking after them and when it was my turn they have abandoned me.They have given up me when I never did,maybe I should just end it all.It took me alot of strength and courage to get into my car and drive home.Immediately I got I rush to my room and locked the door.I threw my phone on the bed and sat on my couch.I have nobody. I am all alone in this world,no one loves me and no one is going to.I burst into sobs after I couldn't control it anymore.'you have someone who loves you tho. And he waiting for you to come to him' the tiny voice whispers."no!no! You are not real, leave me alone"I yell tugging my hair.'Your son has been waiting for you. Don't you want to hold him and watch him grow'it taunts again."No!you are not real. My son is dead! Leave me alone"I yell."You are not real!"I begun to chant.'Elias is waiting for. He is calling out for you,just take the knife and kill yourself ' it whispers again.I be
We have been sitting here for another two hours adding up to make fourteen hours and still no news from the doctors or nurses.Mr. Jones has tried his possible best to get some information about his daughter but it is lost course.The nurses and doctors have been running in and out of the room but no one is willing to disclose information about her.Erica is finally worn out and has fallen asleep on the chair.I had to phone Annalise and Piper so that they could go the Jones estate and be with kids even tho there is a nanny around.Esperanza has been trying so hard calm her husband down but it wasn't working.Jayden has been stressed and sad through this entire fourteen hours.But it isn't compared to what I am feeling inside,I never felt this pain when Bryanna died. It is as if my heart is being pulled out of my body. "I am getting tired of not getting any information about my sister. I am going inside"Jayden angrily stands on his feet.But before he could could take any step, a do
Darkness.It is all I see around me. Pitch black darkness with nothing to see.That is untill a bright light suddenly shines my way. I begun to walk towards it wondering what it was.Suddenly I was under water struggling to breathe. After trying for a few moment I stopped and gave into death.But was suddenly I was pulled out of the water,I gasp to air. Breathing heavily.My vision blurs as I tried to open my eyes,I see blur visions of people standing over me wearing nose masks.The light was too bright for my vision as I tried to adjust to it.I hear loud beeping sounds and it was getting irritating. I tried to use my hands to block the light but I couldn't move it. It felt heavy, what is wrong with me?A few seconds later the light went deem and I groan fully opening my eyes.I make out the blurry people,three doctors and five nurses."Miss Jones can you hear me? If you can groan again?"one doctor says and I do it."Are you okay? Do you feel any discomfort?"he asks again and I shak
Hospitals sickens me.Everything in here is so dull and boring it makes want to tear my hair out.I have been here and awake for two weeks,yes two consecutive weeks.But I'll be leaving tomorrow,I have finally decided on going to rehab. I made the decision for my self and not my family.Erica was here to support me as usual,she even signed all the necessary documents on behalf of my family.Speaking of family,after two weeks of being talked into allowing them visit me by Erica and Piper,who was here on behalf of her father,I have finally agreed to see them. I want to make things right with them,besides Erica was right,Family is forever. I need to forgive them and let everything go.It is the first step to my healing journey and I need their love and support.Which eeis why they are coming to see me today. It is my last day of being here until I am transferred to the rehab.I have been anticipating this since morning, mainly because I am shy and embarrassed.I have been staring at th
Eight months laterI missed my home.I missed my family.Most importantly I miss my boyfriend.Boyfriend.I always blush at the thought of that and at the same time it makes me feel weird.I haven't said that word in like ten years but here I am blushing at the thought of it.Before I came here, Grayson asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. We spent some time together that evening and that was the last time I saw him or heard his voice.Infact that was the last time I heard any of my family member's voice.I decided to cut connection with them while I was here. Although they sent me letters and gifts I don't reply them.Doctor Hale said it wasn't healthy for me to always depend on my family for support.I have been making progress, and I will be out in no time.This place isn't like the isolation chamber I always imagined it to be.This place is free and beautiful, and the location makes everything worth while.During the day,I like to go outside to the grass where you can see
After kissing for two solid minute, someone cleared his throat and we broke from the kiss to see my dad glaring at Grayson."Give me my daughter"he rolls his eyes and I giggle."Daddy"I smile and hugged him too."I missed you my princess"he says into my hair"I missed you too dad. So much"I tell him.We broke from the hug and I turned to mum. She was an emotional wreck,I hugged her tightly and she hugs me back." My baby,I love you so much"she cries"I love you too mum"I say in the crock of her neck."Don't you miss me too sister?"my brother pouts and I giggle before going to hug him."We have a surprise for you." Esperanza says after I hugged her."Surprise? What is it?"I asked confused"I am the surprise. Well they are" someone says from behind dad.Dad steps aside to reveal Erica hold two babies, one in blue and the other in yellow.I gasp and cover my mouth,she had twins,"Jane, sister,I want you to meet your little niece and nephew also godchild, Oliver Jacob Adams and Olivia Jan
The party has been going on for an hour but I seem to be stressed and not enjoying it.I have one thing on my mind,which is talking to Annalise and Piper about us staying together and becoming a family.I am nervous,I don't want them to think I am taking their mother's place.She is and always will be their mother and I am not going to change that.I just want them to accept me so we can live peacefully and happily.I don't know what to do if they reject that idea and that is stressing me out. But doctor Hale said I should always confront the matter with courage in order to avoid stress and that is what I am going to do now.I took a three wine glasses and a bottle of blue wine with less alcohol percentage.I let out a sigh and walked to where the two girls were seating.Grayson is talking to my brother about the terminal and I don't want to disturb them.Once I got their table,I put on a big smile to cover my nervousness.They both look up at me, noticing my presence.One with a fr
Today is Christmas!Well Christmas Eve.And all my wishes have come to past over these few years.I have the best and loving husband, four beautiful and handsome children and Grayson and his children have the best relationship now.My twins,Allen and Keith Jones Dolan,are now nine years old,their sister and my only biological daughter,Aspen is now 6 going to 7 and finally my littlest son, Graham is 4.Grayson is even a grandpa,well I am also grandma Jane. Annalise is pregnant again. Ocean is now 7 and Piper already has a son, Eduardo.My brother and Esperanza have six kids in total but they lost one two years ago which was a sad year in our lives but we stuck together and got through it.My best friend Erica and her husband also have four kids including their twins, Olivia and Oliver. They are best friends with my twins.They are almost inseparable.My daughter and her niece are also the bestest of friends they even could pass out as siblings.So this year, since everyone is coming
"I am so sorry Isabella,I didn't want any of these things to come. Please baby"my dad tells me as I was a sobbing mess on my mom's lap."But why does it have to be me! You are not the heir of the company,aunt Jane is! Aspen is the one supposed to do this!" I cry."Baby,you know Aspen is only fifteen and your aunt and dad share custody of the Jones fortune. Even if Aspen was of legal age to marry she couldn't marry because she is the heir to Gomez-luna fortune" my mom's explain.Gomez-luna is my grandma's side of the family. Aunt Jane inherited the fortune and now she has passed it down to her daughter.They should have had more girls in this family,only two biological Jones isn't enough. Three,forgetting Jaredean but she is still in college.It is still weird I am older than my aunt."Also, Aspen is a Dolan not a Jones,you are. You need to do it for the family. I know this is all sudden and unfair,trust me I wish there was better way but there isn't"dad explains.I know he hates it as
16 years laterI walk down the hallway as my heels clicked against the floor.It was almost 8 am and my fifteen years old daughter is still sleeping.She is going to be the death of me. All my three boys are awake and already getting dressed for school.I opened the door to her room,the spacious bedroom comes to view.All her purple curtains are closed and her queen decorated room looks dark.I walk to curtains and opened it allowing the rays of sunshine into the room.I heard her groan and turned to face the other side.I walked to her and pulled the duvet off her body.She opens her with a whine and I hold my waist glaring at her."Get up Aspen! You are late for school"I hiss at her but she didn't give two fucks.Because her green eyes met mine and she smiled."Good morning mommy. I had a wonderful night"she say dreamily and stretches like a princess.Well she is because of her dad! And practically every man in my family!They say she is taste of my own medicine. I wasn't this sp
Someone is touching my cheeks with soft hands.Why is the person squishing my face,I don't like being woken up from my naps.Then I felt something wet on my cheeks,"Stop Gray,I am tired"I groan but only cute giggles filled my ears.I slowly opened my eyes to meet two pairs of amber eyes.When did Grayson turn so little and became two? I must be going crazy.I rub my tired eyes and they were still there."Mama..ma..mamma"they both chant looking at me.Ohh....I sometimes forget I am a mother. It still feels surreal to me."Hey babies"I coo at them but they only smiled and crawled closer to me.Keith climbed on top of me,whiles his brother stayed down,They used their tiny hands to pull my top down revealing my bare boobs to them.They quickly latch their lips on the nipples and begun sucking.They begun doing this act ever since they learnt how to crawl.I would sometimes wake up to them already sucking their breast milk.But the question here is,how the heck did they get here.Grayson
AnnaliseProm.I have been looking forward to this day ever since I was a child.I couldn't wait till my senior year of high school so I could go with my boyfriend or anyone who would ask me.I have already planned this day ever since I was a kid, wearing the perfect dress, having the perfect hair and shoe.And most importantly my mom helping me get ready for my prom.But now I don't think I want to go. The giddiness and happiness I was supposed to have wasn't there anymore.It all vanished into thin air.My mom was supposed to be here, helping me get dressed and taking pictures of me.My dad is also supposed to be here happy but still annoyed at the fact that a boy is taking me out and I won't be back till the next morning.But I have none,both parents gone,one dead and the other not giving two fucks about me.My dad doesn't care about me anymore,he was all I have left in this world but he abandoned me just like that.He is busily playing the caring father and lovely boyfriend to h
Three months laterI never thought raising a two sons could be this hard.Elias was a quiet kid, and loves to play but these two...Oh my God,they drive me nuts. Not only me, Grayson too.They always want to be held and would cry their eyes out if they are left in cribs.Allen is the worst,he would fall asleep but the second I put him in this crib,he would opened his eyes and start crying like he is being put into fire.My mom was with me for two months helping us out but she had to back home since she needed to take care of Jaredean.Now I was left with these two angels,so Grayson had move in with me so he could help out.The children like being in their father arms but only love to stare at me.They can stare at me the whole day without moving.Sometimes they even make me self conscious.Nonetheless I love them more than my life. They give me the strength to wake up every morning.I love them so much that I can't go a day without seeing them.Right now, little Keith had made a sti
Five months later"Don't fucking touch me Grayson! Hurry up and get the bags!"I angrily yell at the stupid man infront of me.Why did I even get pregnant with that fool!"Dad! Please hold me. I am going dying"I groan as my dad gently rubs my back.These baby decided to come today,out of all the days my mom isn't around.These men here are useless. Sorry dad and Jayden.My mom is at business dinner in my place with Esperanza,Piper and Anna.No,we not a family.Let me recap you on everything that happened the past five months.After I left Grayson's that day,I went to my mom's and cried practically the entire night.The following day,I began to look for a COO. I am still going to manage the CEO position from Paris.After two weeks,I decided to stop since no one was good enough for me.Vera my personal assistant came to mind. Although she was young,she is perfect for the job.She took that opportunity but under the supervision of my brother.I bought a beautiful two storey building in
Two weeks since I left home and I am back. Well I wished I could stay longer but I can't keep everyone worried.Plus I am pregnant so they'll think the worst happened.Not everyone is worried tho,I told Erica everything that happened and she suggested I needed break from them.I booked the next flight out of the country back to France. I didn't take the jet to arouse suspicion. I booked first class where I could be comfortable.And everything was worth it. I got to relax and think of my future and that of my babies.Doctor Hale said it is better to let go than hold on to something that will only cost you pain.That is why I am back. For the first time I am going to put myself first. Not only for me but for my baby also.I promised not to raise him in a toxic home and I am going to keep that.My baby is my priority now and I need to have a good mental health to raise him.Even if it means leaving everything I love behind and starting from scratch.I am not going to be a second best to
I don't know why I didn't follow her. I don't know why I am not running after her and desperately begging her to forgive me.I just stare at her , watching her as she drives off.The rate at which she is driving is making my heart beat abnormally. She is pregnant for fuck's sake and with my child too.Why did I bring up Bryanna! That was so low of me.I was just angry she hit Anna. I know she was a hand full but she didn't deserve to be hit.I heard someone clear her throat and I turned to see Piper standing there shaking her head."What?"I asked"That was low, even for you. You purposely wanted to hurt her,that is not right at all. You should listen to both sides. Anna can very be convincing when she wants to be. You know her and you know Jane. I am going to my room"she says shaking her head and then walking out.Fuck! It is true.I should have listen to her side before thinking.I need to find her. Now!.After leaving,I went to the only place I would feel safe. My son's grave