Damian was more than just a producer to Brylski. He was his potential friend and the man who had discovered the pleasures of physical intimacy to Rafał. Rafał shouldn't, no he couldn't like a helpless child run to him for help. He has to deal with the problem alone. But does he have the right to do so?
His hand dropped.
This blackmail is not only Rafał's private affair, after all, he knows it very well. When the good of the whole production is at stake, Brylski has no choice but to seek help from someone responsible for it, and he will not ask Różycki for help. This left only Damian. Rafał must swallow his masculine pride and inform Radosz about the potential trouble, even if it costs him a role in the series.
The young actor took a deep breath and called. As he waited for the connection he felt like the pain was going to burst his chest. What Tomek had done now hurt. How could he so cruelly use the trust placed in him?
Damian didn't answer and Raf
“It's wet,” Tobiasz Mońka pointed out the obvious fact without taking his eyes off the huge puddle that stood in the middle of the set. “There will be a slip in shooting again...”Jarek Kurek, the assistant director standing next to him, shook his head.“It will not happen," he reassured his colleague. “The actresses' skirts will be rolled up and only the upper parts of the body will be shot. What needs to be filmed in its entirety will be processed by computer. Różycki said.”“Thank God! Don't get me wrong, but I have a less than favorable impression of this location. I would bemoan the fact that we've already moved to another location.”“I know what you mean," sighed Jarek Kurek. “People are even starting to say that Radosz is the one who brought us bad luck.”Mońka snorted and smacked his lips. Sure, everything started to flow differently when Damian Radosz appeared o
No matter. Jarek was not one of those people who would stick their nose into other people's business. Although this time he felt like making an exception.Life on the movie set was getting more and more energetic. In a moment the shooting was about to start. Jarek Kurek looked through the gathered extras and actors trying to find Brylski with his eyes.Brylski himself, already in the costume, was looking around carefully as if he was looking for somebody. It was strange, because the young actor usually did not show such a commotion. Perhaps he was expecting some guest on the set? But Kurek did not know anything about it and he was the one responsible for issuing passes to the film set.Jarek decided to ask directly. Perhaps the actor did not know about this procedure or he simply forgot about it and was expecting someone he could not see because he had not registered this person as a guest?“Good morning, Mr Brylski” the assistant director app
Damian was a human being, not an animal, so how could he have so thoughtlessly given into his urges and had sex with this innocent, absolutely sweet man that was Rafał? He, who was not gay and on top of that was engaged!It was the height of decency. Totally irresponsible. But it had happened, Damian had started something and now he would be acting like garbage if he didn't take responsibility. If after that night Rafał, overcoming his shyness, tried to contact him, it meant he had a reason. Radosz couldn't just ignore him. That would be pigheaded.“Danusia, I'm sorry, but someone on the set tried to contact me. It could be something important...”Damian stepped aside and called Brylski. He wasn't sure if the actor would answer the phone, since he might currently be on set, but at least he would know that Radosz hadn't pounced on him.Brylski, however, picked up after the fourth beep and Damian's heart leapt.“Rafal, I'm sorry I d
Justyna showed up at the hospital as quickly as if she had arrived on a private jet rather than waiting for a cruise connection. As she ran to him down the hospital corridor, Damian felt his heart grow lighter for a moment. But when the young woman threw herself into his arms assuring him of her devotion, love and concern for his mother's health, Radosz felt as if he had just been led to torture.“How is your mother?”The question was full of sincere concern and anxiety, as if asked not by a future daughter-in-law, but by a native daughter. Justyna's voice and her embrace were warm and healing, and Damian again felt a peace sweep over him.Justyna is the woman he loves. She is his fiancée. What Radosz did that night was a stupid mistake that he will never repeat again. Justyna is the person he will spend the rest of his life with and he will be happy with her.“It will be okay," he reassured his fiancée. “Thank you fo
For Rafal Brylski, the coming day was going to be very important because of the scenes happening there. But despite this knowledge, Rafal was unable to sleep a wink. Not when he had in his mind the conversation with Tomek awaiting him in the morning.The first swallow of spring was also a cause of insomnia for him. Could a man, who almost all his young life thought that he would never experience pleasure from being with another human being, that he was broken, flawed and in general lacking something as a human being, sleep peacefully when the night before his heart and body had turned to pleasure?For Rafał, no matter how he looked at it, the night with Damian was such a powerful sensation that every passing moment from it did not bring him reassurance, rather more anxiety. Once someone has had a taste of heaven, they miss it, crave it, and waiting to return to it is agonizing for that person. That was exactly how Rafał waited for Damian to return.It was abnorm
Rafał looked at Anita, a really pretty young woman who now, instead of being at the university doing a master's degree, was accompanying him on a film set. Anita said that she could always finish her studies, and the chance to work on the production of a series happened to few people and perhaps once in a lifetime. That is why she decided to follow him.Brylski knew, however, that this was not true. His friend dropped out of college not for the fun of working on the set, not for the dreams associated with it, but for him. Anita followed him because she had to take care of him.This compulsion was not imposed on her by anyone. Not now that they were both adults. However, Anita still felt a responsibility for the boy she had saved many years ago. She still wanted to take care of him. Rafał knew that well.Following him through all those years of high school, college and now work, Anita didn't even have time to start dating. Who knows if she even had the opportunit
Marzena Skierska yawned and stretched. With regret she threw off the remains of the sleep that had been so wonderfully pleasant... But she had no choice but to get up and get ready for work. Though young and though an artist, she was ultimately a responsible working woman. Yeah, right! “Miss Marzena, please get up now!” This grumbling of the assistant was the most important reason for Skierska to get out of bed. Marzena was an owl, a person who goes to bed late and gets up late, not a lark. Practically every morning when she had to get out of bed she cursed in her mind her choice to become an actress. On the other hand, in life one had to make some sacrifices to get something good in return. Marzena summoned all her determination and not only rolled out of the bedclothes, but also started to prepare for her morning jog. After all, someone who sells their body on screen has to look like the object of desire to buy that body, and even someone as
Marzena was somewhat confused.The man Rafał spoke to seemed to be an old acquaintance of his, someone who knew him very well, and yet it seemed that he did not know him at all.That in itself was not so intriguing, but the man accused Brylski of being impotent, and that was already quite a bit of information.Rafał Brylski impotent? Impossible! I mean, Marzena had never seen him in any intimate situation, but he had never seen her in such a situation either, so there was nothing to worry about.Nevertheless, the accusation made by Brylski's friend made a clear imprint in the young actress' imagination.Rafał Brylski impotent? Intriguing, really intriguing.Even if the statement wasn't true, it definitely caught her attention, and if such a rumor went viral in the media, Skierska was convinced that it would ignite doubt in the minds of many people as to whether Rafał really had everything right with his manhood.Is that why Brylski st
WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SOME HURSH SCENES. NOT ADVISED FOR MINORES. PLEASE BE WARNED.“Rafal, are you okay?” Mońka asked thoughtfully. “Aren't you too hot? It's hot again... Listen, the preparations will take a few more minutes, go to the shade, sit down and drink some water.”“I don't…” Brylski wanted to resist, but he was really a bit too hot in his dark, thick costume. “All right. Thank you” he agreed.It seemed that his leaving the set did not cause any sensation. It was true that Radosz led him away with his eyes, but Mońka, who had just approached the director, apparently explained everything.Rafal sat down in the shade and immediately someone handed him a bottle of cool water. He thanked kindly surprised that it was not Anita, but Marzena Skierska's assistant. He even asked about it.“Anita?” the girl answered. “She had just received a call and went aside to tal
Exactly right. Justyna may have been the ideal, but she wasn't Rafał. If he had to compare them both...“She is...” no, Damian couldn't put it into words at that moment. He could not, having Brylski with him. He shook his head helplessly. “You are like a lightning that pierced my mind and body. This electric shock...”Rafał stretched out his hand to him, but he did not touch Radosz. He lacked boldness.“I know we can't be a couple,” he announced, and there was resignation in his voice. “I never expected that. I am grateful for what I have received from you so far. Without it... I would never have had the pleasure of sex.”Damian's heart squeezed with pain. Don't let Rafał talk like that! Don't let him see himself in such darkness and Radosz in such light, because that is not true!But are you sure?“Never say never.”Rafał laughed upon hearing this expletive. He changed his p
How it was that Damian was now standing in front of the door of Rafał's room, he himself could not understand. Nor could he understand why his heart was beating so hard when he knocked on that door. Damian felt as if he had suddenly, without knowing at what point, lost control of reality.The door opened and Damian saw two bright green jewels sparkling like stars. Two meadows bathed in spring sunlight, full of joy and life. Two mystical green flames.Something happened, something strange. Something squeezed Radosz's heart, burning it to the temperature of molten iron. Reason left him suddenly, all thought left him, and like a gaunt animal he threw himself at Rafał's ponderous mouth, parted in astonishment.The door closed behind Damian with a slam. Did he close it or did Brylski? It didn't matter. What mattered were the gentle yet strong arms that embraced him passionately and the nails he felt even through his shirt.Rafał was asexual? That had to be a j
Pushed against the wall, Jakub groaned, letting the air out of his lungs. It didn't hurt, what not, it was shock and excitement that shook his body, not the actual impact or pain.“No, not here...” he asked desperately, but his words were lost in Różycki's hungry mouth.Jakub Wolak did not know whether the director did not hear him, did not understand, or simply ignored him, because Różycki's hand was already reaching for the waistband of his pants.The young actor looked around. Here, in some side alley, a small street somewhere behind the apartment buildings, no one should see them. Even if someone did spot them, in the falling dusk, where no streetlights reached, no one should recognize them. Yes, they shouldn't, but if someone sees them, if someone recognizes them?Jakub was shaken by a thrill of simultaneous fear and excitement. He was afraid of being recognized and of the scandal that would ruin his life, but he also felt s
Rafal really wanted to sleep with a woman. He wanted to see if he would be able to feel the pleasure of intercourse with another person. Marzena's foot that was playing with his intimate zone did quite a good job and Brylski's manhood came alive.In that case, maybe he could actually satisfy his partner and himself? After all, he was not impotent. His manhood was alive and becoming more active under the caress. There would be no problem putting it where it needed to be and doing what needed to be done and the way it needed to be done. Rafał knew the practice. He would definitely give Marzena pleasure. He would definitely bring her to orgasm. He himself should too...But there was ice in Rafal's mind and heart. Even for a moment he couldn't ignite the passion inside himself. The extremely beautiful and sexy actress was no temptation for him.Brylski could have gone to bed with Marzena. He could have made his own, but it would have been an empty physical act where
Inside the bar it suddenly got much warmer, maybe even too warm.Rafał shook his head. 'Focus,' he admonished himself. 'Don't fantasize! Focus on the here and now! On this, or rather on someone you have in front of you!' And in front of him Brylski had a beautiful woman who was his on-screen partner and who had invited him to dinner to strengthen their camaraderie. It would be rude to ignore her and think about someone else.The young actor dismissed the hot memories from himself.“You know, Rafał, today I saw you in a completely different light “Marzena brought him back to reality. He looked at her more carefully and it seemed to him that the actress was more open towards him than usual, even including today. “You were very manly.”“Really?” he was surprised.“At first sight you seem weak, but today you showed that if the situation demands it, you can be very strong. If I was being blackmailed, I think I w
His mother should see him happy. She should be able to sit his child on her lap. But if Damian marries solely for her sake, he will hurt not only himself, but more importantly, Justyna and the child that may come from their union.“What's going on there? I don't think it's Mom?”Radosz turned his head toward the woman speaking. Danusia, who had just come in, was pale with fear.“No, it's her neighbor” he explained.“Oh, God...!”Justyna stood right behind her, equally anxious and pale. Beautiful and good, too good for Damian to look at without feeling ashamed.He lowered his head.“Damian, are you all right?” Justyna asked quietly. “You didn't sleep well that night and you had no appetite...”“I'm fine," he said. “Don't worry about me. I have had a few stressful, intense days, but once Mom gets out of the hospital everything will be fine. It's already bette
In the evening Justyna cuddled up to Damian. He put his arm around her. That was all.Justyna tried to touch his lips with hers, but Damian turned his head away.“I'm sorry," he said. “I'm too worried about mom...”That was only half true. Yes, he was worried about his mother, but somewhere in the depths of his mind and heart there was some strange dam saying that getting close to Justyna was not a good idea. That dam strangely brought to mind a spring meadow strewn with flowers and decorated with dew, reminiscent of tears...Damian had no idea what was happening to him. Why he couldn't honestly and sincerely embrace the woman he was engaged after all.He hesitated before he could say the word 'love' and again it seemed strangely insincere.Justyna did not see anything else in his behavior. She understood that the situation, where his mother had undergone a second heart attack and a stent operation, did not inspire physical
Marzena was somewhat confused.The man Rafał spoke to seemed to be an old acquaintance of his, someone who knew him very well, and yet it seemed that he did not know him at all.That in itself was not so intriguing, but the man accused Brylski of being impotent, and that was already quite a bit of information.Rafał Brylski impotent? Impossible! I mean, Marzena had never seen him in any intimate situation, but he had never seen her in such a situation either, so there was nothing to worry about.Nevertheless, the accusation made by Brylski's friend made a clear imprint in the young actress' imagination.Rafał Brylski impotent? Intriguing, really intriguing.Even if the statement wasn't true, it definitely caught her attention, and if such a rumor went viral in the media, Skierska was convinced that it would ignite doubt in the minds of many people as to whether Rafał really had everything right with his manhood.Is that why Brylski st