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Chapter 65 A Heart Torn Between Duty and Desire
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2021-12-13 14:00:41In the evening Justyna cuddled up to Damian. He put his arm around her. That was all.
Justyna tried to touch his lips with hers, but Damian turned his head away.
“I'm sorry," he said. “I'm too worried about mom...”
That was only half true. Yes, he was worried about his mother, but somewhere in the depths of his mind and heart there was some strange dam saying that getting close to Justyna was not a good idea. That dam strangely brought to mind a spring meadow strewn with flowers and decorated with dew, reminiscent of tears...
Damian had no idea what was happening to him. Why he couldn't honestly and sincerely embrace the woman he was engaged after all.
He hesitated before he could say the word 'love' and again it seemed strangely insincere.
Justyna did not see anything else in his behavior. She understood that the situation, where his mother had undergone a second heart attack and a stent operation, did not inspire physical
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His mother should see him happy. She should be able to sit his child on her lap. But if Damian marries solely for her sake, he will hurt not only himself, but more importantly, Justyna and the child that may come from their union.“What's going on there? I don't think it's Mom?”Radosz turned his head toward the woman speaking. Danusia, who had just come in, was pale with fear.“No, it's her neighbor” he explained.“Oh, God...!”Justyna stood right behind her, equally anxious and pale. Beautiful and good, too good for Damian to look at without feeling ashamed.He lowered his head.“Damian, are you all right?” Justyna asked quietly. “You didn't sleep well that night and you had no appetite...”“I'm fine," he said. “Don't worry about me. I have had a few stressful, intense days, but once Mom gets out of the hospital everything will be fine. It's already bette
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Inside the bar it suddenly got much warmer, maybe even too warm.Rafał shook his head. 'Focus,' he admonished himself. 'Don't fantasize! Focus on the here and now! On this, or rather on someone you have in front of you!' And in front of him Brylski had a beautiful woman who was his on-screen partner and who had invited him to dinner to strengthen their camaraderie. It would be rude to ignore her and think about someone else.The young actor dismissed the hot memories from himself.“You know, Rafał, today I saw you in a completely different light “Marzena brought him back to reality. He looked at her more carefully and it seemed to him that the actress was more open towards him than usual, even including today. “You were very manly.”“Really?” he was surprised.“At first sight you seem weak, but today you showed that if the situation demands it, you can be very strong. If I was being blackmailed, I think I w
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Rafal really wanted to sleep with a woman. He wanted to see if he would be able to feel the pleasure of intercourse with another person. Marzena's foot that was playing with his intimate zone did quite a good job and Brylski's manhood came alive.In that case, maybe he could actually satisfy his partner and himself? After all, he was not impotent. His manhood was alive and becoming more active under the caress. There would be no problem putting it where it needed to be and doing what needed to be done and the way it needed to be done. Rafał knew the practice. He would definitely give Marzena pleasure. He would definitely bring her to orgasm. He himself should too...But there was ice in Rafal's mind and heart. Even for a moment he couldn't ignite the passion inside himself. The extremely beautiful and sexy actress was no temptation for him.Brylski could have gone to bed with Marzena. He could have made his own, but it would have been an empty physical act where
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Pushed against the wall, Jakub groaned, letting the air out of his lungs. It didn't hurt, what not, it was shock and excitement that shook his body, not the actual impact or pain.“No, not here...” he asked desperately, but his words were lost in Różycki's hungry mouth.Jakub Wolak did not know whether the director did not hear him, did not understand, or simply ignored him, because Różycki's hand was already reaching for the waistband of his pants.The young actor looked around. Here, in some side alley, a small street somewhere behind the apartment buildings, no one should see them. Even if someone did spot them, in the falling dusk, where no streetlights reached, no one should recognize them. Yes, they shouldn't, but if someone sees them, if someone recognizes them?Jakub was shaken by a thrill of simultaneous fear and excitement. He was afraid of being recognized and of the scandal that would ruin his life, but he also felt s
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How it was that Damian was now standing in front of the door of Rafał's room, he himself could not understand. Nor could he understand why his heart was beating so hard when he knocked on that door. Damian felt as if he had suddenly, without knowing at what point, lost control of reality.The door opened and Damian saw two bright green jewels sparkling like stars. Two meadows bathed in spring sunlight, full of joy and life. Two mystical green flames.Something happened, something strange. Something squeezed Radosz's heart, burning it to the temperature of molten iron. Reason left him suddenly, all thought left him, and like a gaunt animal he threw himself at Rafał's ponderous mouth, parted in astonishment.The door closed behind Damian with a slam. Did he close it or did Brylski? It didn't matter. What mattered were the gentle yet strong arms that embraced him passionately and the nails he felt even through his shirt.Rafał was asexual? That had to be a j
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Exactly right. Justyna may have been the ideal, but she wasn't Rafał. If he had to compare them both...“She is...” no, Damian couldn't put it into words at that moment. He could not, having Brylski with him. He shook his head helplessly. “You are like a lightning that pierced my mind and body. This electric shock...”Rafał stretched out his hand to him, but he did not touch Radosz. He lacked boldness.“I know we can't be a couple,” he announced, and there was resignation in his voice. “I never expected that. I am grateful for what I have received from you so far. Without it... I would never have had the pleasure of sex.”Damian's heart squeezed with pain. Don't let Rafał talk like that! Don't let him see himself in such darkness and Radosz in such light, because that is not true!But are you sure?“Never say never.”Rafał laughed upon hearing this expletive. He changed his p
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WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SOME HURSH SCENES. NOT ADVISED FOR MINORES. PLEASE BE WARNED.“Rafal, are you okay?” Mońka asked thoughtfully. “Aren't you too hot? It's hot again... Listen, the preparations will take a few more minutes, go to the shade, sit down and drink some water.”“I don't…” Brylski wanted to resist, but he was really a bit too hot in his dark, thick costume. “All right. Thank you” he agreed.It seemed that his leaving the set did not cause any sensation. It was true that Radosz led him away with his eyes, but Mońka, who had just approached the director, apparently explained everything.Rafal sat down in the shade and immediately someone handed him a bottle of cool water. He thanked kindly surprised that it was not Anita, but Marzena Skierska's assistant. He even asked about it.“Anita?” the girl answered. “She had just received a call and went aside to tal
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The second half of June was suddenly struck by a heat wave completely alien to the temperate climate zone in which Damian Radosz was located. Well, maybe not completely, because in summer the temperature could reach up to 40 degrees in the shade, but this was usually the case at the turn of July and August, not mid-June. After an endless winter, which lasted over eight months and a short spring that lasted a month, summer attacked definitely prematurely pouring real heat from the sky and sweeping through this part of Europe violent weather phenomena such as sudden, strong storms and even almost completely alien in this climate tornadoes.The sudden unpredictability of the weather must have spoiled the plans of the filming team for the historical series The Fifth Capital. Although the series belonged to the historical genre and told about the relocation of the court of Sigismund III Vasa to Warsaw in 1596, it was rather an exciting and adventure story with a strongly developed
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WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SOME HURSH SCENES. NOT ADVISED FOR MINORES. PLEASE BE WARNED.“Rafal, are you okay?” Mońka asked thoughtfully. “Aren't you too hot? It's hot again... Listen, the preparations will take a few more minutes, go to the shade, sit down and drink some water.”“I don't…” Brylski wanted to resist, but he was really a bit too hot in his dark, thick costume. “All right. Thank you” he agreed.It seemed that his leaving the set did not cause any sensation. It was true that Radosz led him away with his eyes, but Mońka, who had just approached the director, apparently explained everything.Rafal sat down in the shade and immediately someone handed him a bottle of cool water. He thanked kindly surprised that it was not Anita, but Marzena Skierska's assistant. He even asked about it.“Anita?” the girl answered. “She had just received a call and went aside to tal
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Exactly right. Justyna may have been the ideal, but she wasn't Rafał. If he had to compare them both...“She is...” no, Damian couldn't put it into words at that moment. He could not, having Brylski with him. He shook his head helplessly. “You are like a lightning that pierced my mind and body. This electric shock...”Rafał stretched out his hand to him, but he did not touch Radosz. He lacked boldness.“I know we can't be a couple,” he announced, and there was resignation in his voice. “I never expected that. I am grateful for what I have received from you so far. Without it... I would never have had the pleasure of sex.”Damian's heart squeezed with pain. Don't let Rafał talk like that! Don't let him see himself in such darkness and Radosz in such light, because that is not true!But are you sure?“Never say never.”Rafał laughed upon hearing this expletive. He changed his p
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How it was that Damian was now standing in front of the door of Rafał's room, he himself could not understand. Nor could he understand why his heart was beating so hard when he knocked on that door. Damian felt as if he had suddenly, without knowing at what point, lost control of reality.The door opened and Damian saw two bright green jewels sparkling like stars. Two meadows bathed in spring sunlight, full of joy and life. Two mystical green flames.Something happened, something strange. Something squeezed Radosz's heart, burning it to the temperature of molten iron. Reason left him suddenly, all thought left him, and like a gaunt animal he threw himself at Rafał's ponderous mouth, parted in astonishment.The door closed behind Damian with a slam. Did he close it or did Brylski? It didn't matter. What mattered were the gentle yet strong arms that embraced him passionately and the nails he felt even through his shirt.Rafał was asexual? That had to be a j
Love Begins with the Hot Summer Chapter 69 Knock, Knock on His Door
Pushed against the wall, Jakub groaned, letting the air out of his lungs. It didn't hurt, what not, it was shock and excitement that shook his body, not the actual impact or pain.“No, not here...” he asked desperately, but his words were lost in Różycki's hungry mouth.Jakub Wolak did not know whether the director did not hear him, did not understand, or simply ignored him, because Różycki's hand was already reaching for the waistband of his pants.The young actor looked around. Here, in some side alley, a small street somewhere behind the apartment buildings, no one should see them. Even if someone did spot them, in the falling dusk, where no streetlights reached, no one should recognize them. Yes, they shouldn't, but if someone sees them, if someone recognizes them?Jakub was shaken by a thrill of simultaneous fear and excitement. He was afraid of being recognized and of the scandal that would ruin his life, but he also felt s
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Rafal really wanted to sleep with a woman. He wanted to see if he would be able to feel the pleasure of intercourse with another person. Marzena's foot that was playing with his intimate zone did quite a good job and Brylski's manhood came alive.In that case, maybe he could actually satisfy his partner and himself? After all, he was not impotent. His manhood was alive and becoming more active under the caress. There would be no problem putting it where it needed to be and doing what needed to be done and the way it needed to be done. Rafał knew the practice. He would definitely give Marzena pleasure. He would definitely bring her to orgasm. He himself should too...But there was ice in Rafal's mind and heart. Even for a moment he couldn't ignite the passion inside himself. The extremely beautiful and sexy actress was no temptation for him.Brylski could have gone to bed with Marzena. He could have made his own, but it would have been an empty physical act where
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Inside the bar it suddenly got much warmer, maybe even too warm.Rafał shook his head. 'Focus,' he admonished himself. 'Don't fantasize! Focus on the here and now! On this, or rather on someone you have in front of you!' And in front of him Brylski had a beautiful woman who was his on-screen partner and who had invited him to dinner to strengthen their camaraderie. It would be rude to ignore her and think about someone else.The young actor dismissed the hot memories from himself.“You know, Rafał, today I saw you in a completely different light “Marzena brought him back to reality. He looked at her more carefully and it seemed to him that the actress was more open towards him than usual, even including today. “You were very manly.”“Really?” he was surprised.“At first sight you seem weak, but today you showed that if the situation demands it, you can be very strong. If I was being blackmailed, I think I w
Love Begins with the Hot Summer Chapter 66 Talking to One, Thinking About the Other
His mother should see him happy. She should be able to sit his child on her lap. But if Damian marries solely for her sake, he will hurt not only himself, but more importantly, Justyna and the child that may come from their union.“What's going on there? I don't think it's Mom?”Radosz turned his head toward the woman speaking. Danusia, who had just come in, was pale with fear.“No, it's her neighbor” he explained.“Oh, God...!”Justyna stood right behind her, equally anxious and pale. Beautiful and good, too good for Damian to look at without feeling ashamed.He lowered his head.“Damian, are you all right?” Justyna asked quietly. “You didn't sleep well that night and you had no appetite...”“I'm fine," he said. “Don't worry about me. I have had a few stressful, intense days, but once Mom gets out of the hospital everything will be fine. It's already bette
Love Begins with the Hot Summer Chapter 65 A Heart Torn Between Duty and Desire
In the evening Justyna cuddled up to Damian. He put his arm around her. That was all.Justyna tried to touch his lips with hers, but Damian turned his head away.“I'm sorry," he said. “I'm too worried about mom...”That was only half true. Yes, he was worried about his mother, but somewhere in the depths of his mind and heart there was some strange dam saying that getting close to Justyna was not a good idea. That dam strangely brought to mind a spring meadow strewn with flowers and decorated with dew, reminiscent of tears...Damian had no idea what was happening to him. Why he couldn't honestly and sincerely embrace the woman he was engaged after all.He hesitated before he could say the word 'love' and again it seemed strangely insincere.Justyna did not see anything else in his behavior. She understood that the situation, where his mother had undergone a second heart attack and a stent operation, did not inspire physical
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Marzena was somewhat confused.The man Rafał spoke to seemed to be an old acquaintance of his, someone who knew him very well, and yet it seemed that he did not know him at all.That in itself was not so intriguing, but the man accused Brylski of being impotent, and that was already quite a bit of information.Rafał Brylski impotent? Impossible! I mean, Marzena had never seen him in any intimate situation, but he had never seen her in such a situation either, so there was nothing to worry about.Nevertheless, the accusation made by Brylski's friend made a clear imprint in the young actress' imagination.Rafał Brylski impotent? Intriguing, really intriguing.Even if the statement wasn't true, it definitely caught her attention, and if such a rumor went viral in the media, Skierska was convinced that it would ignite doubt in the minds of many people as to whether Rafał really had everything right with his manhood.Is that why Brylski st
