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Chapter 49 Like a Lonely Island
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2021-10-28 14:00:09And besides, Damian realized, if this was Rafał's first time, it must have been a very strong emotional experience for him. Emotionally, but also physically.
Radosz had had his first time a long time ago, but he remembered very well the anxiety he had felt then. Was it good enough? Did he give adequate satisfaction? Had he been a disappointment to his girlfriend?
Today was also his first time, but of a slightly different nature, because with a man.
Today, during the amorous raptures, he felt no anxiety, too engrossed in passion and pleasure, but for the inexperienced Rafał, this night must have been an extremely powerful experience.
Especially since for Brylski sex in general was in slightly different criteria than for a typical man.
So those tears in his eyes could have dozens of meanings, and Damian was afraid to ask which one was the right one.
Rafał's whole face was full of emotion which made it even more appealing. Damian had the urge t
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