Chapter 057

I don't think I can ever get to this point with any other man. Nobody can bring me here. I have had sex with others. Guys my age. In college. In boarding school. I am not a virgin. And I have orgasmed before. But nothing compares. Nothing compares to what Linc brings out of me. The savage cry for more even as my muscles scream out with the sustained pleasure assault. The total surrender I experience in his arms. With complete trust that he has me. That he wouldn't let me go. He always makes me orgasm first. He puts me first. It is an heady feeling.

A kind of sadness overwhelms me as we lay there in stunned silence, relishing the aftermath of the magic we just experienced with our bodies, the sadness as I come to the realisation that no man after Linc would ever measure up. This was the standard I would be holding onto for the rest of my sexual life. I feel sad for myself. Because I can't even see myself moving on from this. From him.

"That was..." Linc's arm is wrapped tightly around