Chapter 063

I am sure she must be smiling in her grave. I catch myself pursuing that line of thought, it is so dark.

"Hm. So, you really didn't know they were separated because she cheated? You didn't even know why she was in Paris?" Her voice is laden with suspicion, but it flies over my head, I am so distraught, I can't think straight.

I didn't even know she had been in Paris. And yet when I got the call about her accident, I believed she was on vacation or something out there, I didn't know she had been living there for weeks.

"You know I didn't. Did you know how badly I beat myself up over what I had with Linc? If I knew, the guilt wouldn't have been as overpowering. And even when I did, it still felt wrong. I couldn't accept it. I mean, I knew my mother wasn't a saint, but I couldn't come to terms with how much Linc swept under the rug and was there for her in her last moment. He forgave her even when she didn't deserve it." I say, my thoughts rambling.

"Yeah. I don't know Linc, but he defin