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34 -Have I Really Lost Him?
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2021-08-28 08:09:46Damon's POV;
A cord snaps in my head as I stare at Alex. What on earth is she doing here? Who called her here? What gives her the right to be here and who on earth told her I want to see her tonight of all nights!?
Perhaps my mom sees the look on my face, so she begins to stutter.
"Uhm... Uhm. I... Damon, I invited Alex. "She says, and I glare at her with wide eyes in shock.
She what!?
"I... I thought s... seeing her would... would lighten your mood. "She adds, and my brows furrow.
She thought me seeing the same woman who left me for no reason, the same woman who's been going on dates with another man despite being married to me, she thought me seeing that woman would lighten my mood!?
I make to speak but stop myself as the crowd in the room is staring at us, and I wouldn't want to embarrass my mother.
I gently release my grip from her hand and look up at Alex. I really can't tell what this woman wants. My mother invited her, a
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