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58 -Why Can't You Love Me?
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2021-11-11 22:54:10Alex's POV;
It's been weeks and we've heard nothing of, or from Ava. I don't even know what to believe. Is she truly carrying my husband's child? I mean... I can't zero out that possibility.
Even if she is with his child, what then? Am I expected to leave my husband for another woman? It's not my fault she dug a hole and fell into it...
But it's not the child's fault that its mother is a whore. Is there even a child? I'm so confused. I don't know what to, and what not to do.
I pick up my phone and decide that I need to talk to Damon. I miss him. He's reclined ever since Ava showed up. Guilt had been bugging him before, but after she came to us with such news, Damon became a shell of his former self. He... let guilt consume him fully.
I am forced to sit up when I find a message from Damon. It's not the fact that he messaged me that's frightened me, but the content of the message
Aider KwinNever beg anyone to love you, never agree to be anyone's second choice. You deserve so much, and you're worth so much more. Never give up on love, not yourself💕💓💜💙💚💟💗💌😽💝💖💘💓💕🙌 Aider loves you🙈
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