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Lost Queen 85: Perfect Fit
ADRIANAThe conversation I had with Xander in the morning is still ringing in my head. I couldn’t believe he said any of what he did.I was too stunned, baffled that I couldn't even think of a response. I froze on the spot and kept staring at him like he had grown two heads.“I'm not saying you have to respond right now or even have an answer." He breathed out when I didn’t say anything even after about five minutes.It felt like five hours if I'm being honest.“Take your time. I’ll be here when you feel you’re ready and you’re comfortable with all this.” He brought my hand up to his lips and placed a soft kiss there.I’m not lying when I say it made my heart stop. For that second, I wondered why I ever thought he was so bad. I almost lost track of everything I stood up. Thankfully, my senses returned before I fully lost my mind. I didn’t say anything damaging. Silence was the best for me.“Patience has never been one of my strong suits,” he chuckled and I couldn’t believe myself when
Lost Queen 86: Vessel
ADRIANAXander takes a quick shower, coming out only a few minutes later. Now dressed in gray sweatpants and a black t-shirt. I tried to keep my eyes above his waistline. While I battled a weird disappointment I felt at the thought of him coming out dressed.I wanted him in his towel, which you can already tell is a very weird line of thought.He heads back out of the room without a word in my direction. I almost followed him to ask what was wrong but I stayed back. Simply because of my ironclad self control that was coming out of nowhere. I couldn’t say this was the right time for that.So, that probably meant that it was.After staying in bed with the same clothes I spent all day in. I finally got up to go and pee.I did my business and was about to walk out when I noticed Xander’s shirt folded perfectly. It was kept where the towels were supposed to go. I paused a little in shock, then I looked around thinking maybe he forgot it there.The towel he used was in the hamper and his pa
Lost Queen 87: Girls Day
ADRIANA“No, you can’t say no.” Daciana puts her hands over her ears and starts singing loudly.I laugh at her antics as I watch her do that. It was a bit childish but I loved how she didn’t try to hide that side of her. I would never have thought she was like this when I saw her at the party. It was refreshing though.“I didn’t say no,” I spoke, chuckling when she didn't hear because she was still too busy trying not to hear.I got up from the bed with a sigh and walked to her. Then I grabbed her wrists and pulled her hands away.She tried to fight me but when she heard me saying yes. She immediately relents. She smiles broadly, her eyes shining with it.“You’re the bestest sister in the world!” She pulled me into a tight hug.I laughed in her arms, not having the heart to tell her we’re not actually sisters. I didn’t even know what she meant by that but it felt good. It sounded good.“I promise you’re going to have the best time of your life.”“I don’t doubt it.” I smiled. And I was
Lost Queen 88: No Control
XANDERI wipe the sweat off my forehead and pull out another heavy box.Donovan coughs loudly and tells me to stop that. He doesn’t want to get some old forgotten disease in his system.And this, this is why condoms and birth control were invented. I couldn’t imagine having a child like him. I was already struggling with him as a brother.He makes murder seem okay.After his hissy coughing fit like a dying cat, he shoots me a glare which I promptly ignore.I’m going through Dreaya’s old stuff that I haven’t burnt. I always knew a day would come when I would need them to get to her. Except I haven’t found anything and we’ve been at this since last night. I haven’t even had the time to watch Adriana like I usually do.And that is adding to my pissed off mood right now.The only thing I’ve been able to gather after going through five boxes that are big enough to fit pharaoh. Witches like collecting weird items. Some really damn questionable looking things.If we didn't have enough reason
Lost Queen 89: Women's Only
ADRIANAI always thought Xander was rich, I mean I knew he was rich. He is the lycan king and he has been alive for over three centuries. But I never really got to understand what that really means.It is so easy to think he is not a normal man. But then I don't really see it.Now that I’m outside his pack and I’m not seeing him smiling at anything I say. I’m seeing the effect he has on people.Starting with the flight from the pack to the central. And yes, flight.Daciana said she didn’t want to stay in the car for hours and then have to deal with that on the way back. So she called a helicopter.Xander’s helicopter because he happens to have one on standby at all times because of emergencies.According to her, this was an emergency.I don’t think my mouth left the ground since it touched there because of the shock.This is looking a lot like the stories Ursula tells me about the powerful men of the world. Xander was one of them.We arrived at the Central and immediately moved to a f
Lost Queen 90: Relaxation
ADRIANAI had no idea what I was expecting from the club. Wait, my mind is completely empty.I feel like a baby, learning how to be human for the first time. Learning how to walk, talk, and eat. All of it.Daciana just takes my hand and leads me inside.There is a heavy red curtain separating us from what's going on behind the scenes. When the lever stopped. She glanced at me and waited until I didn’t look like I would pass out.The trip down here felt like dropping into a hole. It was quite literally that. Just that the end of the hole was something good. Or at least, I hoped.I wish I could say I was having second thoughts. I actually wasn’t.The curtains moved to the side. Exposing many round tables and women walking around in little to nothing clothing. Some are laughing and playing games. Some had cigars in their mouth and they went about, laughing and teasing each other.One thing I noticed immediately we stepped in was, there were no men.“Women only.” Daciana said as though sh
Lost Queen 91: Into Gilrs
XANDER“Hey! Why are you acting like a raging psychopath?!” Donovan screams as he gets to the room.I growl in his direction in warning. I am not in the mood to deal with his shit. Nor do I have the patience to. If he was smart, he would know to stay the fuck away from me.He doesn’t move back, but he doesn’t say anything stupid again.“How much longer?” I roared at the trembling man seated with a laptop on his lap.I have no idea how he ended up working for me if he was such a pussy. He looks like he is about to pee his pants and I haven’t even gotten my hands on him yet. It would be best if he avoided that happening.“Just a minute, alpha.” He stuttered. “I have already gotten where they are, I just need to pin down their—no, no, no, no.”“What?!” Donovan and I ask at the same time.He jumps, looking like he wanted to run away from his skin. He swallows thickly then blinks up slowly.. His lips were trembling when he met my eyes. My hands itched to claw the eyes out.“I lost them.”I
Lost Queen 92: Sweet Drunk Queen
ADRIANAI’m having the best time of my life. I giggled at Daciana who had a funny mustache on. Don’t ask me how she got it. Apparently, it is happy hour in the club. But it is always happy hour in the club. And since only supernatural women are here. The drinks are the types that would knock out even the lycan king. I think I got bat shit drunk after the first sip.But I couldn’t be sure. It might be after that, or after the tenth bottle.I’m sweating alcohol and it feels to elevating.I should have been doing this every week along with other pack members. You feel so great when you take drinks. Nothing matters, you care about nothing, you worry about nothing. Your mind is completely empty. No thoughts of revenge or stupid arrogant alphas and lycan kings. It is just pure happiness.“Oh, you have the prettiest eyes.” I barely spit all the words out.Daciana breaks out in a fit of giggles, along with the rest of the women at our table. She knows them because when they asked to join, sh
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XANDERI couldn’t mistake the pleased look I was seeing on Adriana’s face. Something about her possessive turns me on beyond inhibition. Without thinking to stop myself, I thrusted upwards, entering her and buying myself to the hilt. Her warmth clamps around me in a vice. It is the best thing I have ever felt. I gripped both sides of her waist and led her movements as she slowly adjusts to me. Since she was very wet. But after a few thrusts, I could easily slip in and out of her. She held her hands on my shoulders for balance and rode me like she was born for this. Made for me.We were perfect for each other. Perfect like this. Our bodies tailor made and fit like a glove. No one could ever compare. When she came, she cried out my name. Her voice hauntingly sweet. I know I’ll need forget it. It influenced my own orgasm. I started moving roughly . Ravaging her like she was my last meal and I was a man starved. I moaned her name and bit down on her neck without thinking. My fangs sunk
Lost Queen 158:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what came over me. I was just feeling a raw hunger for Xander and no matter how much I tried to remind my brain that he is the enemy. It didn’t work. If anthijg, the craving only got worse. In the end, it won. And I found myself doing things I didn’t even know I was capable of. The scene seemed like something out of a porn movie. Not once did it feel like i was actually the one doing that.Even though the emotions racking through my body was more than enough proof I’m not watching it from a third pov and in the one actually starting in it. I didn’t believe it. I felt Xander’s trailing up my inner thighs. It pulls me from my thoughts. “What are you thinking so deeply about?” He murmurs, placing small kisses on the exposed skin of my shoulders. We’re lying in bed. Well, I was sitting and he is doing the same now.We had sex again. Neither of us could stop it from happening. It is like our bodies were tired of the fights and constant back and forth. So they to
Lost Queen 157:
XANDERI half expected to wake up next to dead flower or something. But it was Adriana on the bed. I couldn’t explain accurately what I felt at that moment. I stared at her. Something warm and sickeningly sweet overtaking every part of my body. Her wake naked body pressed against mine has my morning wood straining under the covers. It doesn’t help when she lets out a soft moan as she turned and threw her leg over mine. I held back a grunt of my one when her knee teases the tip of my back. She was still fast asleep from the looks of it. So she wasn’t doing this on purpose. A devilish voice in my head suggested I reach under the covers and sink into he warm heat. It sounded like a good plan. The idea turned me on even more.But I held myself back. Last night hadn’t been in the cards. It happened and I’m definitely not complain . I just won’t take advantage of the fact that she is sleeping to get myself off. If we’re going to have sex again, it’ll be becaus she’s exclusively makes i
Lost Queen 156:
ADRIANAI almost smiled at how cute Xander seemed, trying to progenr me from seeing the body of the dead woman. Cute had been the word that came to my head. And it’s funny how I was relating that to, debated, the scariest man on earth. I met him carry me to his room. It felt extra nice for some reason. Maybe it was his attention on me. Or the way he was extra careful. You would think he was carrying some kind of prized possession. Knowing I was being respected like that made butterflies swim in my stomach. He deposited me on the bed. Gently. Then he walked to the bathroom. I was about to call him back, thinking he was trying to get away from telling me what he mentioned. But he stopped and turned by the door. “Give me a moment to freshen up then we can get this over with.”I nodded. Not really knowing what to say. Should I say I was feeling nervous? I didn’t know what exactly he was going to say. But it definitely involved my mither. I haven’t fully recovered from the dream I ha
Lost Queen 155:
XANDERAdriana and I stay in the quiet office for what felt like forever. The dead body growing cold by the minute. I had spared her a glance fo make sure she was fine. Seeing someone be killed right in front of you is horrendous. I was forced to witness this when I was five years old.I know how damaging it is. And she has probably never seen anything like it. She looked fine surprisingly. Save for the shock you could see. Nothing was amiss. I made a mental note to call someone for cleanup. But to actually mindlink them to get it done seemed like hardwork. The weight of what just happened settled in much later. Getting on my nerves more. What the fuck was Donovan thinking? This was the only hope we had. Now what does he expect us to do? And better yet, what the hell did she find out what she was about to say? Why did he stop her?I’ve known him for all my life. So I definitely know he has a reason for doing that. Donovan never does anything without thinking it through. Among the
Lost Queen 154:
ADRIANAAll three of us pause in shock after the loud thud of a body meeting the ground.Not that I recovered from the earlier one since Donovan walked in. It didn’t even have much to do with his foreboding presence but rather the unexpectedness of his presence. And for him to see us in such an…intimate position. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to face him again.I had found solace in Xander’s body. At first it was because I didnt know where else to go and it seemed like the safest option. I didn’t have a shirt on for God’s sake. And I wasn’t about to let him see me like that. He isn’t even someone I like particularly. If anything, his presence scares me. And I’m not about to add more reasons why I shouldn’t be anywhere close to hi. This time it would be because I’m traumatized he saw me naked and very close to sleeping with his brother. Damn Adriana, you are really gone. The thought of what mum would think crosses my mind. But for the first time in a long while, I didn’t really
Lost Queen 153:
XANDER“Holy shit.”The unexpected voice makes both Adriana and I turn towards the door where Donovan was standing. His mouth would be on the floor if it was physically possible for that happen.I almost bark out a laugh when Adriana ducks, after making a be dry funny sound. She ended up falling into me, since I was kttong directly in front of her. It must be because of the shock because she throws her arms around my neck and buries her head in the crook of ny neck. I have to force the effect her body has on mine to the back of my head. Because one, Donovan is still standing there and his eyes were on her. A loud growl rips from my chest. “Stop fucking looking at her!”If she wasn’t in my arms, I would have punched his eyes out of their sockets.The only thing saving him from me right now is her. And these damn binds that has my movements limited. How fucking well did she tie the tie? You would think she’d cemented my hands together or something. “What do you want?” I snapped wh
Lost Queen 152:
XANDERTeasing Adrian came at the cost of just sanity. But she owned every part of me so it was a small price to pay.As long as I’ll have her squirming in my thighs. The scent of her arousal the onky scent in the room. It fills my nostrils. And even at that, I inhale again deeply because I’m just greedy like that. “What kind of game is this?” She says, her voice slightly breathless. She tried to sound normal though she wasn’t successful. Her hands tightened on the edge of the desk. If she removed it and is as indents from her fingers. I wouldn’t be surprised. “A game I guarantee we’ll both like very much.” I replied in a raspy voice. Her breath hitches when I place a kiss where her neck and shoulder meets. It is one of her sensitive spots. She reacts perfectly by jumping a bit, offering the perfect friction to get my dick moving. He’s liking her very much now. I haven’t felt this calm in days. Weeks. Heck, even months. There was no war in my head. No voice arguing or fighti
Lost Queen 151:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what to say to Xander after his… confession?It didn’t help that he looked so sure when he spoke. There was no ounce of doubt in his voice. He knew what he was saying. And he was sincere. I didn’t need to Alaina to tell me that much. And it seems, she knew that part too. Everything was confusing. And how he acts makes it all the more crazy for me. The version of him in my head and the version of him I’ve been with for the past few months are entirely different people. He has also made it clear that he just changed. This isn’t how he was before. He changed for me. Anyone would be happy to hear they have such a powerful man wrapped around their fingers. On the other hand, it just made my life more complicated. I knew he was bad. If he had shown me that side. I wouldn’t be in this situation now. But he was different. He caused differently with me especially. And, he was painfully honest. I never knew I would be so annoyed at the thought of so some being uprig
