Azuriette's POV
"Class dismissed." Kasabay ng pag-deklara ni Ms. Cabrera ng pagtatapos ng session namin ay ang malakas na pagtunog ng bell.
"Ano, bes? Sa'n gora mo today?" Ani Elle, saka sinagi ang braso ko.
Isa-isa kong sinilid sa loob ng bag ko ang mga binders na nasa ibabaw ng desk ko. "I'm off to see someone." Saad ko pa't isinukbit sa balikat ko ang strap ng bag.
Noong una ay halata pang nagtataka siya't mukhang mas gusto pang mang-usisa, nguni't na-realize niya na rin later on. "I can already tell who it is, Azuriette. Go ahead, I know you've missed him so much." She gave me an assuring smile.
"Bahala ka sa kung anong gusto mong isipin. Sige na, una na ko. Ingat ka sa pag-uwi." Sabi ko pa saka tinapik ang balikat niya. Tumango lang siya bilang tugon.
Mabilis kong tinahak ang daan palabas ng campus, kung saan maraming estudyante na rin ang nagsisi-uwian, malamang ay tapos na sa mga sessions nila. Tuluyang napuno ang school grounds nang dahil sa mga seniors na nagkukumahog lumabas. Nang hindi ko siya mahagilap sa paligid ay nagpatuloy lang ako sa paglalakad.
Hanggang sa dinala ako ng mga paa ko sa isang lugar na nagbigay sa'kin ng napakaraming alaala.
At gaya ng inaasahan ko ay dito ko nga siya makikita.
"How long have you been waiting?" Tanong ko nang matanaw ko na siya. Kumaway din ako't ngumiti.
"It doesn't matter. I've missed you so much, love. Give me a hug." He spreads his arms open wide, tempting me to be wrapped in his warm embrace.
I granted his request and gave him a tight hug. It's been months since I felt this sensation. And I must say, I've missed it. I've missed his presence.
"I really feel safe within your arms." I muttered, suddenly noticed how his arms wrapped tighter in my waist.
"You might wanna come with me on my next visit to Toronto?" He said and smirked. "Mahirap na 'pag sobra mo akong ma-miss. Baka mabaliw ka na."
Such an exaggerating loser!
"Are you making fun of me again?" Hinampas ko ang dibdib niya saka tumawa.
"You actually look cute when you're annoyed. That's why I'll tend to do it more often."
Cute? Pfft. I honestly don't wanna look cute or childish when it comes to him. I'm actually far from those girls who loves pastels and cute things, but why is he seeing me as one?
"Holy crap, I quit!" Kumalas ako sa pagkaka-yakap sa kaniya. "You know that this is not my thing. Para akong isang childish girlfriend na panay ang aegyo sa boyfriend niya!"
Bahagyang kumunot ang noo niya habang pinipigilan ang tawa niya. "Aegyo? What's that?"
"It's some kind of a cute display of affection in a flirtatious and coquettish manner – a term widely known in Korea." Paliwanag ko.
"So, sa Korea mo siguro gustong pumunta? Sayang. Gusto talaga kitang isama sa Toronto. Kahit pagkasyahin lang sana kita sa maleta ko." Kunwaring nagtatampong aniya. Natawa naman ako sa huling saad niya.
"It's not like that. At tsaka anong pagkakasyahin sa maleta? Baka isubsob pa kita sa eroplano!" banat ko naman.
Dahil sa iilang minuto na nga rin kaming nakatayo ay niyaya ko siyang umupo sa hile-hilerang mga hagdan sa harapan namin.
In front of us is a long stairway, surrounded by cozy houses and trees. The scenery itself screams peace and tranquility. Naging saksi rin ito sa napakaraming alaala naming dalawa — mula pa man noong pagkabata.
Agape Street is quite a busy one, but this day is an exception. Walang masyadong nagkalat sa kalsada. Paniguradong busy ang mga estudyante ngayon dahil sa kani-kaniyang activities na ibinibigay ng professors.
Perfect timing. I'd be able to spend time with him freely today. I don't have to at least open my notes and take a quick peek at the pointers to review for the upcoming exams, just like what the rest are doing. The whole GAS-A knows why.
"So, anong balita sa campus? Dalawang buwan akong nawala. Most probably, mas nagkaroon ka na ng time para mag-advanced review at lamangan ako sa first sem." Aniya saka umupo sa hagdanan.
Ah, yes. Lamangan. Hindi na iyon bagong topic pagdating sa'ming dalawa. In fact, doon nga kami nakilala nang lahat.
"Of course, I still consider you as an opponent who's hard to beat. Even if I pull up an all-night study in Math, I still suck at it. That's how life works, right? Not everyone has it all. You would still have to stoop down, and at the end of the day, you're still not the greatest. You are still flawed." Where the hell did I even get these words?
He sighed and glanced at me for a second. A nostalgic moment came back to me, and here I am, completely lost in his sorrow glazed eyes. He had always been the same guy who won't speak up with his mouth - his enthralling brown eyes will speak for him instead. It was filled with compassion and sincerity, as it met mine.
"If I were to decide, I'd rather be involved in a fight beside you, and not the other way around. I can no longer stand any of this. I can't wait to introduce you to the whole world as my beloved girlfriend, and not someone I'll have to beat in class."
Ramdam ko ang sinseridad sa bawat pagtitig at pagdampi ng mga kamay niya sa kamay ko, na para bang nagsasabing kasama niya ako sa anumang labang kakaharapin ko sa buhay. Tama siya. Mas gugustuhin ko rin ang isang laban na kasama ko siya, kaysa sa isang laban na kung saa'y siya ang kalaban ko.
Everything is complicated between the two of us. I don't know where it will lead us.
"Hindi rin naman 'to ang gusto ko, but we have no other choice, but to keep our relationship private right now. What they all know is that we're opponents, and we never existed as lovers. That's it." I said and let out a sigh.
He moved his face closer towards mine and genuinely smiled. "Don't mind them. As long as we're keeping in touch with each other in a way that only the two of us know, there's nothing to worry about." He stood up and faced me.
"Whenever you feel gloomy and wretched, you can always visit this place. This will serve as a refuge exclusively for us." He added as he smiled coyly. "I love you, Azi."
His affectionate words always makes my heart flutter.
I mouthed, "I love you more."
I rested my head on his shoulders. Sabay naming pinagmasdan ang pag-iiba ng kulay ng kalangitan at pananariwa ng katahimikan.
Tumingin ako sa suot na wristwatch saka tumayo, "Uuwi ka na?" baling ko sa kaniya.
"Nope, I'll walk you home first. It's getting dark." sagot naman niya.
"Sounds nice!"
We both walked down the empty pathways of Agape. Luckily, no one recognizes us here.
Hindi ko na rin namalayan ang oras, kung hindi ko pa tinangkang tingnan ang relos ko. Mag-aala-sais na ng gabi. Isa-isa nang nagbubukas ang mga street lights na nadadaanan namin.
A stroll with my boyfriend while watching the beautiful sunset is my own kind of date. And I'm utterly contented with it.
"Kailan nga ba tayo huling nanood ng sunset nang magkasama?" Tanong ko habang naglalakad kami.
Kunot-noo naman siyang sumagot. "I can't remember. Is that even necessary?"
"Oo naman! I consider these moments as some of the best ones that's worth reminiscing."
"Senti." He chuckled.
Nagiging sentimental na naman ako. Ang hilig ko kasi talaga sa mga ganitong pagkakataon. Ito 'yung madalas kong tinatatak sa isip ko, para if ever na balik-balikan ko, matutuwa ako.
Lalo na ngayo't siya ang kasama ko. It makes it even more special.
It came to pass and we're just ten blocks away from my destination. The sky completely turned dark and there's a small hint of moonlight.
Tanaw ko na ang apartment na tinitirhan ko mula rito kaya't hinila ko siya palayo. Mahirap na 'pag may nakakita sa'min.
"Magmula bukas, paniguradong mahihirapan ka na namang i-maintain ang mataas mong grades. Your greatest rival is here." Pagmamalaki niya.
"Well, I don't give a damn. Alam ko namang mas magaling ako sa'yo. Just settle for being next to my name in the achievers' list, second placer." Panggagaya ko rin sa ginagawa niyang pagma-mayabang.
Nasanay na akong ganito lagi kami. Parang aso't pusa kung magbangayan. Laging nagmamataasan.
Well, we started off calling each other as losers anyway.
And guess where we ended up?
He grinned, for the first time in a while. "Let's see how long your name dominates the list. Anyways, see you tomorrow. You know the drill."
Ah, yes. Act like we're enemies. Maaasahan niya 'ko pagdating sa bagay na 'yan, since sa pagiging magkaaway din naman kami nagsimula. Magaling akong umarte at magpanggap. We're no longer enemies yet I still manage to show other people that we are.
He bent his knees to be on the same height as mine. With a kiss on my forehead, he turned back to leave, but I quickly grabbed his arm and pulled him closer to me.
I gazed at him before sealing his lips with a kiss. I don't know why I did it. My heart just urged me to do so.
We ended up, as lovers.
I grinned as our lips parted, "Good night. I love you, Treyton."
Yes. My rival also turns out to be my boyfriend, but our love story is just between the two of us.
It's like a contest of who could act like they care less, but I like it better when he's on my side.
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Azuriette's POV Tama nga ang sinasabi nila. Senior high might be the hardest phase of high school, obviously because you're just one step before college, where things get dead serious. Ramdam ko ang sobrang kapaguran sa sandamakmak na activities na ibinigay nila sa amin kanina. Some of which, I had to work on with, in my own pace. And because I felt so exhausted and tired, I decided to head home early than usual. It's five in the afternoon. Halos palubog na ang araw at paunti na rin ng paunti ang taong nagkalat sa paligid. Lumalamig na ang hangin. Gustuhin ko mang makasama si Treyton sa mga sandaling 'to ay hindi na kaya ng katawan ko, dahil pakiramdam ko'y bibigay na ito sa sobrang pagod. All I want is to lie down on a soft matress and give my mind some rest. Nag-iwan ako ng message sa kaniya na nagsasabing uuwi ako ng maaga. Sana ay nakita niya na 'yon. Kilala ko pa naman siya, he rar
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Azuriette's POV DID I HEAR IT RIGHT? Mas lalong lumaki ang kagustuhan kong umalma sa role na ibinigay sa'kin. Both Treyton and Danarie had some sort of a romantic past. Ayoko nang bumalik pa 'yun. [ Flashback ] 3 years ago... "Guys, malapit na ang Mr. and Ms. La Vermia! Time is running out, kailangan na nating pumili ng magiging representative natin!" The whole class, except me went troubled after hearing the announcement. Kami pa naman ang pilot section sa buong Third Year. Hindi puwedeng kami pa ang mawalan ng rep namin para sa darating na competition. Suggestions rose to the officials, until it was decided. "Listen up. Regarding to the competition, we've already chosen our representatives. Mr. Miller and Ms.
Azuriette's POV I faced myself in front of a full-length mirror inside a fitting room. Insecurities have been haunting me since the day I stepped into high school. Sa tingin ko'y hindi naman ako masiyadong kagandahan. But let's just say, I have some commendable features such as fair and clear skin. Long hair. Fine brows. Quite pointed nose, and rosy lips. Napansin ko lang naman 'yung mga katangiang 'yun nung nagustuhan ako ni Treyton. Siya ang nagparamdam sa'kin na maganda ako. Siya ang patuloy na nagsasabi sa'kin ng magagandang katangiang meron ako. Kahit maraming tigyawat, kahit nakasuot ng nerdy glasses, kahit mababa ang self-esteem. Yes, I looked like a total geek when I was in junior high. But he would always tell me that behind my blurry glasses, is a guy who's absent-mindedly smiling when she's around. A guy who's proud of having that girl in his life. A guy who
It's already 2pm. Naayos ko na't nailigpit ang mga gamit ko sa loob ng kuwarto.Nakaupo ako rito sa upuang nasa balkonahe, habang tanaw ang mga katapat na gusali.Lumingon muna ako sa likuran ko, kung saan ay nahihimbing na ng tulog si Treyton sa mahabang couch.Kung tumakas kaya 'ko? Kailangan kong humingi ng tulong. Dinukot ako ng isang lalaking gwapo na 'di ko naman kilala at ikinulong pa ako sa lungga niya. But what if, mabuti naman pala talaga ang intensyon niya sa pagdakip sa'kin? Baka siya na talaga ang forever ko.I'm nothing but a pathetic daydreamer.Dinakip pala, ah? Ginusto mo'to, self. Baka nakakalimutan mo.Lumapit ako sa kaniya't nag-squat para maging kapantay siya.Feast your eyes with the heavenly sight, Azi.This guy never fails to impress me. Wala siyang mintis. Sa kahit saang anggulo ng mukha niya ay 'di mo maitatanggin
TreytonToday marks the beginning of a long weekend break. Though it's no longer weekends, there are no classes to attend to. I was busy playing video games when it was interrupted by a text message.I grabbed my phone and quickly checked where the message came from.It's from Azuriette.Azuriette:Morning, love!Rise and shine!Treyton:Sup?Azuriette:SupasCharotI have something to tell u. Aalis na yung roommate ko dito sa apartment. Meaning to say, hahanap na ako ng ma
Azuriette's POVHindi na kami nagtagal pa sa mall nang dahil sa nasaksihan namin kanina. Sa biyahe namin pauwi ay hindi kumikibo si ate Pat. Ikaw ba naman, harap-harapan mong makita ang panloloko sa'yo ng partner mo.Isang disadvantage sa pagiging involved sa lovelife at a young age? Of course, the immaturity. Mas malala kung both sides pa ang mayroon no'n. Kung pareho niyong hindi kayang i-handle ang relasyong mayroon kayo, it's more likely to fall apart.Buti pa ako, single. #StudyFirst.Ang buong akala ko kanina ay hindi siya natinag o naapektuhan sa ginawang panloloko sa kaniya, pero nagkamali ako. Hindi naman manhid si ate Pat.Pinuno ko ang isang baso ng tubig saka ito inabot sa kaniya. Nakaupo siya sa monobloc chair sa apartment namin at hindi pa siya tumitigil sa pag-iyak."It's been four months magmula noong sinagot ko siya… Does th
Azuriette's POVAt that moment, I felt like there's a lump in my throat. I could barely open my mouth and speak up to answer her question.Kung iba ang tatanungin niya ng bagay na iyon? They would unhesitatingly say yes. Karamihan naman sa mga tao ngayon, bumabase sa physical appearance. Kung good-looking pareho ang babae't lalaki, they would ship them, o sasabihin nilang bagay ang dalawang taong iyon.Her question cuts through like a knife. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang isasagot ko."Az! Girl, ayos ka lang?"I blinked several times when Dana tapped my shoulder. "Y-Yeah.""Forget about it. I shouldn't have opened it up to you too early. Hindi mo rin naman masyadong kilala nang personal si Trey." Natatawang aniya. Kinuha niya 'yung cheesecake at marahang kumagat dito. "May pupuntahan
Treyton's POV It's already 6 in the evening. Azi and I are crossing the empty streets which leads to her apartment. I can't help but to recall everything that happened lately. We exchanged kisses for the second time, though I was overwhelmed by petty jealousy this time. It was never my intention to do such thing, but in the end, I've had no regrets. It just makes me fall in love with her even more. Of course, my respect for her never goes down. "Gusto mo bang tayo namang dalawa ang mag-date sa mall next time?" Bigla akong napabaling kay Azi nang magsalita siya. Iniisip niya sigurong nagseselos ako sa naging hangout nila ni Cohen sa mall. Of course, I would normally feel it. Let's just say, the three of us have been friends for many years, at kung may interactions man silang dalawa, I'm pretty used to it. But right no
Azuriette's POV I faced myself in front of a full-length mirror inside a fitting room. Insecurities have been haunting me since the day I stepped into high school. Sa tingin ko'y hindi naman ako masiyadong kagandahan. But let's just say, I have some commendable features such as fair and clear skin. Long hair. Fine brows. Quite pointed nose, and rosy lips. Napansin ko lang naman 'yung mga katangiang 'yun nung nagustuhan ako ni Treyton. Siya ang nagparamdam sa'kin na maganda ako. Siya ang patuloy na nagsasabi sa'kin ng magagandang katangiang meron ako. Kahit maraming tigyawat, kahit nakasuot ng nerdy glasses, kahit mababa ang self-esteem. Yes, I looked like a total geek when I was in junior high. But he would always tell me that behind my blurry glasses, is a guy who's absent-mindedly smiling when she's around. A guy who's proud of having that girl in his life. A guy who
Azuriette's POV DID I HEAR IT RIGHT? Mas lalong lumaki ang kagustuhan kong umalma sa role na ibinigay sa'kin. Both Treyton and Danarie had some sort of a romantic past. Ayoko nang bumalik pa 'yun. [ Flashback ] 3 years ago... "Guys, malapit na ang Mr. and Ms. La Vermia! Time is running out, kailangan na nating pumili ng magiging representative natin!" The whole class, except me went troubled after hearing the announcement. Kami pa naman ang pilot section sa buong Third Year. Hindi puwedeng kami pa ang mawalan ng rep namin para sa darating na competition. Suggestions rose to the officials, until it was decided. "Listen up. Regarding to the competition, we've already chosen our representatives. Mr. Miller and Ms.
Azuriette's POV It's been a week since that incident happened. Hanggang ngayon ay sariwa pa rin sa utak ko ang mga nangyari. Mabuti na lang at sinasamahan na ako pauwi ni Treyton. Unti-unti na rin akong nakaka-recover, and of course, I'm making sure to bring self-defense kits with me whenever I go. This week's schedule of ours had been very hectic, considering how the teachers give activities here and there. Quizzes, take-home activities, recitations, practical research at 'yung main project namin which is film making. Kada strand ay kailangang mag-undergo nito, walang exemptions. Mamaya na raw ibibigay ang list of groups para sa nasabing project. And since this is my last year in high school, I'm making the best out of everything. Hindi na puwede sa'kin ang puwede na. I want to exceed my standards this time. "Azi, you okay?" Napaling
Azuriette's POV Tama nga ang sinasabi nila. Senior high might be the hardest phase of high school, obviously because you're just one step before college, where things get dead serious. Ramdam ko ang sobrang kapaguran sa sandamakmak na activities na ibinigay nila sa amin kanina. Some of which, I had to work on with, in my own pace. And because I felt so exhausted and tired, I decided to head home early than usual. It's five in the afternoon. Halos palubog na ang araw at paunti na rin ng paunti ang taong nagkalat sa paligid. Lumalamig na ang hangin. Gustuhin ko mang makasama si Treyton sa mga sandaling 'to ay hindi na kaya ng katawan ko, dahil pakiramdam ko'y bibigay na ito sa sobrang pagod. All I want is to lie down on a soft matress and give my mind some rest. Nag-iwan ako ng message sa kaniya na nagsasabing uuwi ako ng maaga. Sana ay nakita niya na 'yon. Kilala ko pa naman siya, he rar