NOTE: Alright. Phew. The next few chapters would be from Lucan perspective, it would take us back in time up to the coup. Also, how's everyone doing today? As for me, I plan on rewatching some episodes from my favourite anime — naruto. Watch Naruto, if you haven't.
“My life. . .I wish life had a reset button so I would reset mine.”-Lucan Trinigad.HEART TO HEART. I sheathed my gleaming, razor-sharp sword, falling to the floor as I panted loudly. My hands, cudgeled and swollen, bore testament to the iron grip with which I had clutched the hilt of my sword. The pungent aroma of sweat, mingled with the delicate scent of lavender, ambushed my senses as Azure Sophia, my best friend, laid breathlessly on top of me, her laughter echoing through the hall."That's 0-3," she triumphantly declared, her voice resounding with pride. "I won again, suck on that, sucker.""I let you win," I replied, trying to catch my breath. "You know that.""Whatever you say, my dear defeated Lucan."Sophia rolled away from me, stretching out alongside me, her head resting gently upon my shoulder. Both of us gazed in awe at the splendid candelabrum, ablaze with a luminous hue of vibrant orange-yellow. It extravasated an enchanting effulgence that perfectly harmonized with t
“My heart. . .it doesn't bleed, but it hurts.”-Lucan Trinigad.SENTIMENTAL FOOL.Even as I made my way up to my room in the palace, with Sophia next to me, I couldn't stop thinking about the breathtaking man known as Alexander Kuiper. I had heard little things about him before, but no one ever told me he was so handsome. He was the most handsome werewolf I had ever set my eyes on, and he made my heart beat in ways I had never felt before.Sophia dragged me into my room, closing the door behind. I walked absentmindedly to my bed, plopping down on it as I filled my head with thoughts of Alexander's face. His every feature, like an art work, I wanted to appraise them with my eyes. His eyes, like a phantasmagoria of intensity, I wanted them to study them. His hair, like tendrils of silk, I wanted to run my hands through every single strand. I clutched my chest as I rolled face down against my bed, squealing like a Lycan cub given candy."Is everything alright with you?" Sophia voiced her
“A heartbreak never heals, just like a cut it leaves a scar.”– Lucan Trinigad.TANTRUMS OF THE HEART.I trailed behind Alexander as we walked out of my father's study. My heart was beating in my hands as I studied his back. Even through the material of his cloth, I could tell his back was wide, ripped and tapered. He was perfect. Once Alexander was out into the hallway, I closed the door to my father's study as we began our journey downstairs to the back of the palace where my garden was. Alexander was quiet throughout the whole journey, and I also managed to stay quiet, although my heart couldn't. It threatened to break out of my chest with how loud and hard it was thumping. I graciously prayed to Cessi to not allow Alexander to hear the tantrums of my heart. As we entered my garden, I didn't miss the affable air that shrouded Alexander. He suddenly didn't look intimidating, and I wondered if it was because of the brightness of the flowers in my garden. "Is this your garden?" He
“They say hearts were made to be broken, but anything broken can be fixed again, so why can't mine be fixed?”– Lucan Trinigad.HEART HYMNS.I couldn't sleep throughout the night. Thoughts of how my journey with Alexander to the blood moon pack would go kept me awake. I couldn't wait to see his face again. To see his huge grin.Even before sunrise, I helped myself out of my bed and went into the bathroom. I had my bath and wore the clothes I had picked out the previous night. It was a blue chiffon shirt, and a white silk pants that complemented the color of my hair. My shirt was buttoned up to my chin; I never showed off my chest in order to cover up the full moon birthmark on it. I tied a white silk scarf around my neck and wore a midnight blue velvet jacket over my shirt.I left my room once I wore my boots and packed my hair into a ponytail. As I walked through the hallway to my father's study for my early morning greetings, I came across my mother, Selene Trinigad, and my elder si
Lucan Trinigad.As we rode on our horses through the scenic forest, his words from earlier lingered in my mind. "You look really beautiful today," he had said with a warm smile. It was a simple compliment, yet it echoed in my thoughts, making my heart skip a beat.I stole a glance at him, his strong profile etched against the backdrop of the leaves. The wind tousled his hair, and I couldn't help but notice the faint frown lines on his forehead. What was he thinking about? I wondered, my curiosity piqued.The ache in my heart deepened as I watched him, and an overwhelming desire to be closer to him surged through me. I yearned to reach out and touch his ruggedly handsome face, to erase that frown and replace it with a smile. But I hesitated, unsure of how he would react.Lost in my thoughts, I found myself falling deeper into a daydream, where our horses moved effortlessly through the grasses, and he and I were alone, sharing a moment filled with unspoken words.Suddenly, his voice jol
Lucan Trinigad. Upon our arrival at the Blood Moon Pack territory, Alexander and I were greeted by the vigilant guards patrolling the borders. They recognized us immediately and waved us through without a word, understanding the purpose of our visit.As we rode further into their lands, curious onlookers couldn't help but fix their gazes upon us. We attracted a fair share of attention, our horses' hooves echoing in the quiet anticipation of our presence.Finally, we reached the imposing house where the Alpha resided. It was evident that our arrival hadn't gone unnoticed, as members of the pack were already assembled in front of the pack house, their expressions a mix of curiosity and expectation.Alexander and I dismounted our horses, the soft thud of our boots marking our approach as we walked toward the gathered assembly. Alpha Caden Hughes, a commanding figure with a charismatic aura, extended a warm welcome to us, his smile stretching across his face."Welcome to the Blood Moon P
Chapter Seventy-FourLucan Trinigad. The dining hall buzzed with activity, filled with the cheerful chatter of pack members and the playful laughter of Caden's lively children. The atmosphere was brimming with a warmth and vitality that I had rarely experienced in my own home.Seated at a sturdy, long wooden table, Alexander and I indulged in a hearty meal while the vibrant conversations of the pack members around us buzzed like an orchestra of curiosity. The topic of mates and relationships was the focal point, and it seemed everyone had a question or a story to share.A middle-aged woman with a warm, inviting smile approached us, her eyes gleaming with friendly intrigue. "Alexander," she began, "have you been fortunate enough to find your mate?"Alexander paused for a moment, a playful glint in his eyes. "Not yet," he replied, his tone light. "Still keeping my eyes open for the one, hopefully I see the person on time."The middle-aged woman beamed at Alexander, her eyes dancing wit
Lucan Trinigad. It was a new day and I found solace in the heart of the forest, the lush greenery serving as a soothing backdrop to my racing thoughts. My body moved methodically, muscles contracting and releasing as I engaged in a rigorous workout. Yet, I couldn't escape the lingering remnants of yesterday's dream, like a stubborn stain refusing to be scrubbed away.The dream was a reminder of my own shortcomings, the disappointment that always coursed through me whenever I was caught in the act. I couldn't deny it any longer; the emotions I harbored for Alexander ran far deeper than mere care and concern. I was in love with him.As I continued my exercises, my mind drifted back to a conversation I had in the dream this morning again, one that had left my heart aching. I recalled the sincerity in his eyes as he spoke, his voice carrying the weight of his own doubts."Lucan," he had said, his voice soft but filled with uncertainty, "I don't know if I'm ready for this... for us."I ha