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72. Please, Don' Go
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Yenny looked at Stemmy who was weak, trying his best to hold back the pain that was slashing every part of his body. He rolled over on the bed, still groaning. His face was pale, cold sweat kept pouring out because Stemmy was trying to survive the excruciating pain. Yenny could only hold Stemmy's hand while crying. Never had he seen anyone suffer this much. Even his father, when he was sick last time was not as bad as this.
Clarissa couldn't bear to see Stemmy either. She quickly called Adimasta, making sure Adimasta would come soon. But Adimasta didn't respond to Clarissa's call. Confused, anxious, frantic, that was what was raging in the hearts of the two girls.
There was a knock on the bedroom door. Clarissa quickly opened the door, and Adimasta came in. A sad sight appeared in Adimasta's eyes. Stemmy lay, helpless on the bed.
"Di, I don't know what to do. I can't see Stemmy like this." Clarissa looked at Adimasta with a confused feeling.
"Doctor,
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