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64. Why This Boy?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Clarissa also arrived at the boarding house. Almost eight o'clock at night. The girl immediately went to Yenny's room, not to her room. She couldn't wait to interrogate her best friend who was secretly in a relationship with such a bad boy.
With hasty steps, Clarissa arrived in front of Yenny's room. She tried to open the door and it was locked. It was unusual for Yenny to lock the door unless she was going to bed or leaving the room.
"Yenny!" Clarissa called out quite loudly. She did it on purpose not to have to repeat or she would disturb the other rooms and the occupants would appear at the door of the room to find out what was going on.
The bedroom door opened, Yenny appeared. She looked at Clarissa with her index finger over her mouth. Clarissa pushed the door wider and she entered. Upset, Clarissa sat on the bed, staring at Yenny who was closing the door. Then, Yenny walked over to Clarissa, sat on the study chair, facing her friend who had a grim face
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