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59. Seeking an Opportunity
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Clarissa couldn't move. Her desire to come to Adimasta's house was to release the anger that had been raging in her heart. There were many words in her head that she wanted to pour out to let out all the annoyance. What pity! In front of Alicia, Clarissa was unable to start. Where was she going to scold Adimasta from?
"Isn't it good?" Alicia watched Clarissa chew slowly, not immediately answering her question.
"It is delicious. Really. Not too sweet, there is savory, crunchy. Just right." Clarissa smiled.
"Add more. Come on, take it." Alicia's hand brought the jar in front of Clarissa again.
Clarissa couldn't resist. She plucked another one and immediately took a bite.
"Why wasn't I offered? I want to." Adim
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