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Living Hell 61 - Pain
Nivi's POVIt's hurting........It's hurting like hell ......I can't endure this pain, whenever I think of Azad is not in this world anymore deep inside my heart is churning.How we met ? He we shared that good friendship ? How that friendship turned into a crush and how much I was happy thinking that finally I have someone trustworthy with me. Each and every images were flashing inside my mind. We both were really happy for each other . Only after meeting him I began to feel like my life has a meaning. Places I visited with him, late night drives through the roads of Delhi and Manali.He was bit rough and tough but still nothing wasn't awkward. He wasn't someone who is restrict me , scold me or stop me from doing anything. It's all about myself I was the real me when I am with Azad. A hand that always came to help me. More than a friend with whom I can share everything and lean to let out all my tensions. Now there is no one for me in this world. Mom , dad, Azad .......no one, I
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 62 - Talks
Nivi's pov" You are free Nivi...... Now you are a free soul. There is no one to stop you, no one to restrict you, no one to scold you . It's all your world now. Nivedita Varma is a free girl now " I couldn't believe myself when I stood at the middle of Khurana mansion's huge living hall. I am not held here neither as a culprit or as a slave. I can walk around as much as I can like I want, I can laugh , I can cry , I can think and do whatever I want." What are you waiting for Nivi... Just go .... That door is opened for you now " my happy mind screamed to myself. I looked at the huge main door of Khurana mansion. Swiping my tears I walked towards it , no actually I was running to pass that door before it closes in front of me." I am free now " I mumbled to myself with all happiness. When I kept each step forward there was a fear inside me that someone will call me back or catch me but nothing like that happened. I walked out through that door and cold breeze touched my face which
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 63 - Alone
Siddharth's pov"This office doesn't have any toilets at ground floor or anywhere else ? " Coming back from toilet Nivi stood in front of with her both hands on hips and a serious look on her face." Yes...... There is.." I replied" Then why the hell you took me here and made me suffer like this ? " Nivi yelled at me" I ..... In that situation I c....." Actually why is didn't do that ?" Mr Khurana can't you live for a second without torturing me ? What kind of human being you are ? Are you even one ? I have this doubt from the day you raised your hands on me because that's how your tortures are " Nivi was literally roaring at me." I know one I can't take back anything I did to you. Only I could do now is begging in front of you and repent on my mistakes. I can do anything for you .... Anything thing Nivi... "" Nivedita..... " She shut her eyes and said gritting her teeth." Yeah Nivedita " I corrected" huh ... ? What did you said ? Anything ? And what is that anything ? " Scoffi
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 64 - Divorce
Nivi's pov" How much ? " I shouted at the real estate broker who stood in front of me." 5000 rupees monthly and 20000 rupees as advance " he replied." For this pigsty ? " I frowned my face and mumbled." Sorry mam within your budget it is very difficult to find a house in this Mumbai city. If you are saying this is a pigsty then you don't have to look other houses they are much pathetic than this " he replied.I was with an real estate agent introduced by Arjun. This is the fourth house I am watching with him and soon after hearing the rent I decided to drop this also. I think finding a decent rental house is very difficult in Mumbai city and I don't have any money with me. Only a few which Arjun gave me how can I ask him for more where he is my junior in job and still on probation. What I am going to do now ?Why my stupid mind is having second thoughts about regretting the offer Siddarth gave me ? After all that house is my dad's and I have some authority on it. But he broug
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 65 - Getting concerned
Nivi's povOh God ! what the hell I said to him ? I was angry at him for forcing me into a relationship. But I think I poked on his most sensitive part. Looking at Siddarth who is just starting at space my heart began to beat like drums.I don't understand what I am doing ? Actually what I want from this man ? Neither I am going to forgive him or I am going to punish him then what ? He did mistake , a grave sin , not only me but whoever in my place he can't torture her for anything. If I did a crime then it's not him who have to punish me it's law. Just because of his blind revenge look what all mishaps happened in everyone's life. Ridhima, Azad, Veer infact his own life.Okay I will try understand his love , may be at somewhere he is true to his feelings but his obsession take over that pure love into something bad. It's very difficult for me to accept him. As a woman if I accept him then I will be the most shameless women in this world.I saw Siddarth coming back to car and that'
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 66 - The Real World
Nivi's pov" Why you didn't utter anything about what I really did to you ? If you would have given divorce petition with domestic abuse as the reason then chances for getting divorce will be high " after first session Siddarth came to me and asked for having a coffee together. Since I was hungry I didn't put his invitation down." Mam order please " one girl came take our order." Two coffee " Siddarth ordered. What the hell ? Does this man forgot about the manners ? I am the lady here I will order and can't he ask whether I need anything else ?" Excuse me " I called her back." Do you have anything to eat ? '' Siddarth looked at me with a frowned face." We have pastries and brownies mam. " She replied." No need cancel the coffee " he quickly stood from the chair and I looked at him like what happened ? Did I do something wrong ?He held on my hands and dragged me out from that shop." Where are you going ? I just asked for something to eat nothing else? Is that a crime ? " I was
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 67 - An Impossible Dream
Siddharth's pov" What is this ? " Spreading my both hands I asked to her ." This is a house...." she replied looking around" oh..... I thought its a cattle shed " I replied faking a laughing sound." Not cattle actually bull shed and the most maddest bull is standing in front of me .. " Nivi replied sarcastically." Funny...... Just look around nothing is there... No bed , furniture , curtains, not even cleaned properly " I point out each and every faults which I saw at first sight." I just came here now also not every get to sleep in a mansion like you have. If you open your eyes and look around more than half of people who live in Mumbai are living a life like this . I am not any special case that audacity you have ......... Ahhhhhhhhh " breaking her philosophical speech she screamed and jumped towards me encircling her both legs around my waist.Fortunately I gripped her and support myself not to fall." What .... What happened ? " I was also panicked to see her like that sudd
Last Updated : 2022-11-15Living Hell 68 - First Session
Siddharth's pov" Can't you explain them what really happened ? Do you want me to do anything ......" Before I could complete Nivi put a sarcastic smile on her face." Yeah..... Power of Siddarth Singh Khurana right? Please don't do anything ... whatever you did for me was more than enough and I am getting it's results day by day don't add more " she said" Nivi I didn't mean anything wrong. I genuinely want to help you since this is caused because of me and my family so I am responsible ....."" Siddarth..... If you put your nose in this matter then matter will get worst. I am already an eye sore in that department then if they get to know that Mr Khurana is my back up then everything is finished " Nivi reacted very arrogantly" Okay fine then when it will be over. ? " I asked" Who knows ? It's our government's matter No one can predict. Also those who are in charge of my case. They already don't like me so I am sure it's not going to finish so soon. " She replied and again smiles
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Living Hell 16 - Beauty and the Beast
Writer's POVSiddarth's car stopped with a skid at Khurana mansion compound . He get down from the car in a rage and went straight to his room. He didn't mind anyone or anything that came in front of him. Even if this earth splits into two at this moment nothing is going to affect him because right now it's only his anger for Nivedita matters him more.His room's door swing opened making a thud sound and he roared for Nivedita." Nivedita...... " Every maid who heard him shouting gathered at living room looking upstairs in fear.Switching on the lights Siddarth ran his eyes through out his room but he couldn't find her anywhere. He raged towards his closet and checked each and every corner to find Nivedita. But she was nowhere to see and that only made him more angry. He came out quickly and looked at maids the maids who stood there. He didn't asked them where is Nivedita before that they said where is she. His anger and those eyes talked first before any words." She... She is in d
Living Hell 15 - Hedious
Writer's POV Without even giving any attention to Nivi She stood there silently after getting humilate by her husband in this morning itself . Siddarthgot ready to go office and went out closing the door which made a thud sound. When he was about to go down his mother appeared infront of him all panicked. " Sid, down Rudra came to meet you. Don't let that girl come down " his mom said . " Ok " he sighed and then agreed. He head back to his room and saw Nivi coming out from his room. He quickly went towards her side and without saying anything he pushed her back to room and locked the room from outside. Nivi was shocked to see such a behavior from his side. What's his deal for toady ? First showered Nivi with all love and now he is chasing her away. Siddarth went down and joined to have his breakfast. He was sitting beside Rudra. Seeing Siddarth's face Divya was laughing and she was trying hard to not make any sound. Seeing Divya Abhi asked her what happened and she signed him to
Living Hell 14 - My First Love
Siddarth's POVDriving me to the world of ecstasy her each and every touch was causing an outburst of my sex hormones. How I controlled not to fuck her up even after all these time I myself don't know.I have to admit this, for me she is an extra ordinary beauty. I have met lots of girls during my business meetings, parties. They are ready to throw themselves on me but nothing made me attracted or even raised my heart beat for once. That's how Nivedita affected me and I have never find a natural beauty like her. That aroma of her is the rarest like a wild flower. Special ability to attract any men around her with just that smell.Forcefully though whatever I made her do with me will drive me crazy into another world of pleasure. Those intimate touches with her soft hands and tender fingers. Her long hair which always covers her breasts. I always found that very sensual when she stood me infront of like that. Hiding what to hide with what she has yet revealing everything. Feirce like
Living Hell 13 - Reward
Writer's POV" Aadarsh I really don't know yaar what to do? . I don't understand a thing happening right now with my life. I am fed up and all alone. You come back as soon as possible. I can't handle everything . " Siddarth was talking to one of his best friend Aadarsh Singania. He is currently out of country because of some personal issues."Sid relax , after hearing what really happened I was so shocked. I wanted to come back and help you out but here mom's condition was very bad. But don't worry I am coming back soon. Now mom is getting better day by day and my brother is also back. " Aadarsh tried to console Siddarth." Veer what about him ? Did you tried to contact him ? What does he said ? " Aadarsh asked to Siddarth." I don't know , I didn't get him. I tried many times but his phone is switched off. I also went to his house but seemed like he didn't visited his house for months. You also know there isn't anyone whom we can ask about him. Other than we he don't have any relativ
Living Hell 12 - Possessive
Writer's POVSiddarth was in a fury when he was driving back to home after hearing what Rudra said. It was all banging inside his head made his mind more and more outrageous. He put a sudden break to his car after entering into his house compound.Raging towartd the room where he locked up Nivi for all these hours first he hesitated to open the door thinking that she has to die without getting anything to eat or drink.Then he shut opened the door making a bang sound and found Nivedita on floor only half conscious. She was talking something to her own but nothing was clear. When Siddarth walked towards her and knelt down to floor grabbing a fist of her hair and raised her head like she touched something dirty.Nivi was smiling at him which made Siddarth all confused. Because his grip was tight he expected she would scream but now she is smiling at him. Nivi slowly raised her one hand and began to stroke on Siddarth's face gently." Azad......." Nivi was conscious but she was not real
Living Hell 11 - Raise of Devil
Writer's POV" See Mr Khurana there is nothing I can hide from you. Rudra is fine now as his doctor I can guarantee it. Burn marks will be there and we can't do anything about that at least for now but his vitals and rest of the conditions are all right. He can talk very well. As for walking and doing regular things it can take some time. For few weeks he have to use wheelchair. After that we will see " Siddarth was talking with doctor who treated Rudra all this time. Hearing a positive reply from him Siddarth was so relieved." Thank you , thank you so much " Siddarth thanked him and went to meet Rudra..........." What ? Mom are you serious ? You are saying that girl Nivedita is now Siddarth's wife ? How that happened ? How dare he ? " Rudra yelled at his mother and brother who went to see him. They told him everything that happened in this past six months gap.Rudra couldn't believe that Siddarth married Nivedita." Why you are so Shocked? This marriage is not like you are thinkin
Living Hell 10 - Back To Hell
Nivi's POVThis is that golden opportunity I got after a long time to escape from this monster. I don't think so I will get one like this any time soon. I don't know what made Siddarth took me to hospital from that closed four walls.Today I saw someone else in him. Word psychopath will be under statement he was more than that. Pain I endured when the right got tightened around my fingers is more than any human can endure. I felt like flesh around my finger was burning. He is cruel but at the same time he is caring. He himself give me all pain and now showing concern. For what ? To give more pain after that.Enough is enough I don't want to think anything more. I already fell for that caring and loving side of him but not anymore . I am not going to fall for that. I already wake up from my dream world thinking him as someone else. He can't be that man. Siddarth can't become that man. Siddarth is a wild hungry lion who can kill me at any time but he is ..... He is a pure soul who never
Living Hell 9 - Special Gift
Siddarth's POVSixty lakhs rupees withdrawal in a single go and that's taken from a diamond showroom.I get all it's details and find out that Rudra bought a diamond ring worth of sixty lakhs, but for whom ?I didn't see anything on Ridhima's hands. When she was taken to hospital she was literally wearing nothing as ornaments.From the shop I got to know that it was Nivedita's name wrote in their card and a young girl was indeed with Rudra when he brought that ring. From the time and period I think he should have definitely brought that ring for Nivi. That filthy..........All these shopping were for her, he spent his each and every penny on this filthy girl and without any shame she was receiving everything." Why Ridhima ? Why you endured all this ? "I threw all files towards floor in a rage. Anger was rushing inside me to kill Nivedita." You likes expensive things right ? Then as your husband it's my duty to gift you with a very expensive things. " I grabbed my coat and car key
Living Hell 8 - Fear
Nivi's POVEven though many times I protested and dare to do many things for the ill treatments they given to me I never did this. My hands were shaking like hell with racing heart beat because it's Siddarth Khurana's mobile in my hands now.Yesterday with much difficulty I got his phone password. He is now taking shower so I took his phone to call my friends and ask for help. Only they can save me now from this hell. There isn't much time for anything. If I don't escape from this house now then there is no use.I can't go anywhere outside from this room because in this whole mansion only his room which doesn't have a CCTV camera. That's the another main reason when ever he abuses me he always dragged me to this room.Without wasting time I opened his phone and dialed one of my friend's number. After few rings he took my call. I was so happy to hear his sound and it was like a summer rain on dessert." Hel......" Before I could say hello phone was snatched from my hand. With flinch I
