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Chapter 30: Unreachable Stellar
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2024-10-29 19:42:56BECAUSE OF what occurred to our family, I swore to my mother that I would not like a person with a same-sex as me. But, in an unforeseen turn of events, my heart hammered for my friend. When I first arrived at college, I met Noah and we quickly became close friends.
No matter how hard I tried to keep my heart from pounding on him, it still gave it to Noah voluntarily. We were in a relationship for almost four years without telling my mother.
When I told my mother I had a boyfriend, I made a huge mistake.
“Babe?” Noah whispered into my ear as we lay side by side in bed, uncovered.
I gazed into his seductive eyes as I regained my collective breath. “What’s the deal, babe? Please, if all you’re going to do is beg for another round, put it down! My entire body is in pain!”
He just laughed playfully and placed both of his hands around my waist. &ldq
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