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2024-10-29 19:42:56As I watch Landon's mother leave the room so I can shower. They offered to help but I want to be able to do it on my own. I stumble to the bathroom as my arms Reached the walls as I catch myself from falling. I do not feel pain just weakness like I've been laying forever. I need to gain my strength training is going to start. I will need to be prepared I already talk Landon into this. It must be ready when it starts so I will have to pull myself together.
As I walk into the bathroom I turn the water on as I can see the hot water builds steam into the bathroom I inhale it in my lungs the lungs then begin to cough it out but at the same time it feels good. It's like going to get into the shower I feel the water It's so hot it feels like it Burns my skin. I jump backwards and then Turn some cold on to cool it down just a tad. Then it's perfect I get in to the shower and just let the water pour over my nakedness.
The water feels so good I can feel my musc
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