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2024-10-29 19:42:56I go to see Landon before he actually does the pack meeting, I need to talk to him. I rush out to him, but he's not there, wondering where he went. I have no idea how to bring this up to him, but I need to. I just hope he believes me. He has no reason not to. Before I get to go outside, he comes out of the bathroom, I jump.
"There you are, I have been looking everywhere for you."
He looks at me weird. "I was in the bathroom. I didn't know that I needed to tell you where I go at all times.
I blush a little, thinking of him with his pants off. "I need to talk to you about Jayden. He just told me something very interesting."
"Well, he is a child and he has quite an imagination."
"I need you to have an open mind, I don't think he's imagining this because I experienced it too."
He looks at me, concerned, not really sure what I am about to say. "He told me that he gets hurt on purpose because it's the only way that he gets to see his mother."
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