Capri questions Leo’s every thoughts. He would cry as she’d reject his advances on moving past his mistakes. He was not shut out entirely, but for him he was not getting enough of her time and attention. She would not sleep with him, but there were other ways to satisfy his desires. They would face time and she’d show her perky breasts as he stroked his shaft. He would send videos of him in the shower jerking off and climaxing all over the tub and that would drive Capri wild wishing it was her. She could not help but wonder if the feeling was the same of his hands all over her body, grabbing her throat from behind and spanking her ass.
Those feelings led her to his living room couch on top of him, riding his perfectly hard cock. She was like an ocean of silkie sweat for him and he thrust as she bounced up and down. This is what she had been scared of all along. Getting physical before becoming friends again. Craving him that it didn’t matter if she got hurt, she just had to have that feeling of euphoria. Shivers down her spine and him verbally letting her know how good she felt wrapped around his mini. Every time they seen each other it was magic, they were drawn to each others scent. They could not help themselves. Leo knew every inch of her body and what made her tick. Her nipples were her weakness, the harder he bit and pulled them the better. He could get her wet just sitting there and her feeling the heat from his body. They would often have to cover each other’s mouths because Belle was in the other room, but that was even hotter. The secrecy and the spontaneity of finding a place where the sounds wouldn’t bounce from the walls and could conceal the groans and moans that would randomly escape through their fingers over each others mouths. These actions made Capri easily forget the fact that she still did not trust him fully. Leo could not wait for her to call back when she said she would so he would send a message about how long it was since they spoke. Capri however was trying to put distance between they’re physical attraction considering that was the trap they fell into every-time. Leo could care less because In his mind he had her. For Capri she was Content with keeping him at a distance because she knew she had parts of him she couldn’t even imagine from before. Capri would often talk to her sisters about the situation and of course they did not like it one bit because to them she was falling back into a trap. They could not help but express the concerns of her getting her heart broken as the signs of caring too much for him was visible in her tone. She wanted to give him everything he’s never had and experience new adventures. All while she ignored her desires and wants she was slowly fading into all his pleas. After capris return to work Leo even attempted to make sure she ate the way she would. He would go on his boating trips and bring her favorite foods on the way back. He was really trying, for her it won’t last. She would push his buttons to test him with his temper and impatience failing him cause the reservations she had to be on the forefront. She’d loved this man without knowing him for less than a few months he was now back slightly different, but also everything she loved. They would not hang up until they both said I love you. She always told him to be careful when he was getting in a car or going out on the boat. Everything from before was back, she would just not allow herself to be let down. She was loving him cautiously because honestly she was not the same person from the years prior. Her whole life had changes from Taurus cheating and being left by Leo without a real explanation Capri had to pull it together. Her happiness was not dependent on a man or any other factor besides what she needed to do for herself no matter the consequences it was her life and only her opinion mattered to her. She was standing up for herself at work and in her personal life. She was eliminating anything that did not serve her or affected her mindset. She even hung out with a few friends every-now and then. Capri started dressing up again and really doing what made her genuinely happy. She cooked every day before going to work to ensure she had a healthy meal before and after. The biggest thing she did was ensure her hair was kept up and her nails were acrylic. This made her feel pretty even though she did not need it. Her lips were full and often times would be asked where she got them done and her facial features were perfect. She did not always feel this way about herself, but that was slowly changing. She did not need to spend too much time in the mirror for anything. Capri could pick out her clothes without standing in her closet and every time she would look amazing. Her frame was perfect for her height, perky breast without a bra and a bum like a perfect peach. Her waist was thin and her skin was golden like honey. Her teeth were perfect and the only person that would gladly tell you the dentist office was her favorite place. Now you do not have to guess her smile was everything. She was well spoken and very intelligent at the same time curious to the world and the lessons it still had to teach her. She was not a know it all, but knowledgeable about things one her age would be clueless about. By the time she though she had it figured out she still has a lot to learn especially with her social life. The expectations she had for others would cause her a lot of disappointment in her life, but that is something she will soon figure out. We will never get what we give to someone else. People do not treat us the way we treat them.Capri often spent a lot of time babysitting, before work and after work. She had a hard time saying no to anyone for just about anything. Even if she was tired and would cause her to do extra hours to catch up and not be her best. she still said yes. She had one nephew, and three Nieces from her best friend. In all reality her reason for wanting the babies around was so she wasn’t alone even though she was changing diapers and cleaning up messes. She’d rather always be busy than leaving too much time for her mind to wonder. Most of the people she was friends with had babies and no sense of responsibility, they wanted to still live the single life and play mommy or daddy part time. They would go out drinking or on dates. Social media for them looked like model reality because they were always posting their kids playing at the park or at her house just without her in the picture. Most often than not the kids were dropped off without snacks, diapers or wipes. She was often getting babie
Capri was finally at a place where she could walk around and not have a sinking feeling in her heart. Little to her surprise that too would be short lived. Tarus’s play thing Ella started making random appearances at her job. She would walk in an not make purchases, which was enough to put Capri back into a depressed state. She would appear with friends as if it was enough seeing her face but also B****** that were notorious for causing trouble that most often resulted in violence. On this particular day Capri was stepping off a ladder onto the counter doing her cig scan audits. This ugly troll decided it was a smart idea to pull on her combat boot strap causing Capri to stumble backwards and injuring her elbow. If that wasn’t embarrassing enough, Ella as Taurus had her stored in his phone called her a “home wrecking bitch!” Capri…. Maybe I’m overthinking, but wasn’t I the one in a relationship with him for years since high school or was I a delusional twenty-one year old that mad
Taurus was sitting on the balcony in the dark when Capri arrived. She did not suspect anything as he’d not been showing up if she was at home. Taurus….I see you’ve moved on to where you’re comfortable having him drop you off at a place both of our names are attached to.Capris inner thoughts… This F***face! Who does he think he is?On the other hand let him think what he wants to. It’s good that he doesn’t realize that was Holly. One of my employees. Taurus…..What a bitch! You can’t speak!? I don’t know what I ever seen in you! Capris thoughts….How arrogant of this community d***.He must not look in the mirror too often. He’s completely let himself go. Better yet he must have a bag over that crater face b****** head when he’s f****** her. I have always been that and then some. Little does he know his friends have been trying to get at me and tells me all his business. Hahahahahaha someone has been boosting him up. How pathetic? Taurus…You must think you’re hot shit? You think
Capri woke up to a bunch of texts and missed calls from various contacts, but the ones that were heart sinking was from her boss. Holly sent messages saying ‘’ you’d better respond to Nab quick he’s hella pissed!’’ ‘’ don’t worry boss lady, when you get here if he tries it we’ll all walk out!” Nab… [ I’m not quiet sure what the hell happened, but this shits unprofessional and against Company policy]I’m not sure what the hell Capri was thinking and letting Holly instigate like a damn coach at a boxing match. If I didn’t know better I would never have guessed she was the same person that did so well for us year over year. She never raised her voice and never brought any scandal to us. Shit she was always polite even to the most ruthless customers. She even told Splinter the stick wielding ninja that would loiter in-front of the store that she would follow suit onlyAfter he was capable of being considered worthy. The gas station sold playboy and sports illustrated magazines from be
Good morning Capr, just wanna give you a heads up. We will be picking up the Racking at all your locations today. On an upside, I would like to thank you and your team for making sure we were ride ready! The ride went well!Good morning, this was the ask by the K buyer and I wanted to make sure we were all aligned. Thank you!I will be on the call. But on register. All audits, trends, schedule and device inspections completed for both stores.Do we have any service tickets? If not, let's please start a trail so we can get it fixed. It may not be bandwidth as much as server connection issues. For Capri, work never stopped she would often go to sleep at random times in the morning and woken up by work. Between supply partners , upper management, customer complains and co-workers. It never seems to stop.Today should have been a day off, which means answering work related questions off the clock all while she was running personal errands. There was little to no time spent on just ta
Capri had a healthy habit for the finer things. Only if health insurance would support her retail therapy, she would be cured of all misery. To her anyways! Her favorite stores were Neimans, saks and Bloomingdale’s. She didn’t care too much about the outfits so Marshalls was the go to and one would think she was addicted to that place. She could make anything look good with that figure of hers. Her shoes and bags however were all the top designers. It was an understatement to say the girl who only had one pair of shoes now had many. Moreover, she bust a** to get where she was, she absolutely deserved to enjoy the fruits of her labor. She was often a loner in certain aspects.She was fighting battles with herself that no one would fathom just looking from here physical being. Most of her outings would be accompanied by her grandmother for which Capri would take care of the tab no matter the cost. That was now also short lived as her grandmother tend to be a negative person.Capri w
Capri was exhausted from all the back and forth. Between personal and professional aspects she was drained. Her friend Ki would often try to get her out the house. Capri would always take rain-checks, so no one bothered to ask anymore. To everyone’s surprise this one instance, she said yes. She was unaware of where she might be going and the quality of patrons that might be there but that was the least of her worries. Capri was a bit nervous, but also very excited. It had been a long time she got dolled up for a party. She put on a yellow tube top and a pencil skirt that was just inches above the knees and a pair of Versace sandals. This outfit hugged her in the right places and she looked like a model on the cover of a magazine. If that wasn’t enough she put on a Patek Phillippe rose gold watch and a matching bracelet, a Diamond choker with the diamonds earrings to match. She was dripped and blinged to the gawds. No one would be able to tell that she had never gone to such places
It took a while before Capri realized this person had stopped in her store a few times. He was even following her on her social. Intruder….. “ so what you do for fun, I ain’t never seen you out before!?”Capri was a bit annoyed at the slang talk and the fact that anyone would approach her with such poor vocabulary skills. However his smile was warm so she decided to just have a conversation without judgement.Capri… “I don’t make it a habit of visiting such places. I only decided because my friends enjoy the night life and I’m sure sooner or later they’d dump me. I always say no, but lately life’s been a bit overwhelming and I needed a change of scenery.” Intruder…. “Well I’m glad you did, I’ve always wondered what you were like in real life outside of work.”Capri thought for a second. “ So he does speak propped and not just in slang, how Interesting !” They talked for a while longer in the empty lot until she started feeling nauseous and lightheaded. She’d only drank four mixed
“No, that’s all behind me. What’s happening in their life now has nothing to do with me.” “I’ve already said it enough, moving forward please try your best to leave me out of any drama!” Capri was quiet over her employees, they always had some tea to spill. Whether it was about her past or the customers. She’s quite honestly had enough. As if the day wasn’t hectic enough, Capris workload was doubled when Nabb decided to transfer an assistant from a different business unit. This is against the policy at K. All transfers had to go through interviews with the manager and Market manager to ensure they’re a right fit for the business unit and the team they would be interested to join. “What a hypocrite? If anyone else did that, they’d be threatened wish a written documentation for policy violation. My manger’s could have really used some slack as they are swamped with tasks and it being snowbird season.”In a workplace everyone should be held to the same standard in each department, bu
On the other side of things, Capri had a bit of a distraction. Her ex-mother in-law was fired from her job as a clergy assistant for fucking a client in her bosses office. Dexter was a good gossip he knew everything and anything. He was like the damn cops. Honestly, better than the cops, they should just employ him. He was also no other than Roxy’s best friend aka Taurus sister. They weren’t too close these days apparently because he talked nothing but trash about her. Apparently, he got the tea straight out the kettle.‘“Girlllllllllllll, did you read the paper miss ma’am was caught red handed by the janitor fucking a client!” Laments DexterCapri stares at him in confusion…..She said “what are you reporting now? No scratch that, who are you reporting now?”Dexter****“ none other than your mother in law Bitch, she was popping that dusty P**** on a longgg c*** last night at her job. The janitor apparently only snitched after she turned him down to slob on his banana….. he went and t
Capri could not immediately commit to her assignment verbally. In the upcoming days, she wrote down names and circumstances that created trauma and fear from her past. The biggest challenge would be talking to her mom. Growing up she was never present for her daughters. A man seemed to always be more important than her kids. Capri would leave school after her practices to go home and cook. In the mornings she would also get her sisters ready for their day including on the weekends. The random times her mother would do anything with them, involved being in sketch places and she would be drinking beer and smoking cigarettes. Most often than not she wouldn’t even make sure they were fed. The courage to have the conversation……“I haven’t been around lately due to my increase anxiety, I finally decided to see a therapist in regard to my mental state. There are some things from the past that I feel would be important to discuss and get off my chest in order to move forward in a healthy
“Lately I have been depressed. I feel like I have no purpose and quiet lost. When the people around me say things that hurt my feelings, I’m not quiet sure how to handle it and it stays on my mind for a long time.”Capri would often question herself, wondering what was so wrong with her. All she wanted was for her family and friends to love her.“Do you ever tell them that their words are hurtful?” Asked her therapist.“I tend to just let them talk, they won’t acknowledge that they’re saying anything that affects me because they think as long as they’re speaking facts, I shouldn’t be bothered.” Capri responded with her head down.“Are these facts based on personal conversations you’ve had with them?” asked the therapist.“Yes! Mostly from a place of vulnerability when I can’t control my emotions. I’d call my older sister and before I know it I’m crying and tellingher about my ailments.”“I see and how does that make you feel that she brings up such conversations?!“I feel like I can’t
Capri always felt that taking to a therapist meant she was crazy. “These things are meant for the rich people!” Capri muttered to herself as she brushed her teeth. However, she could not help the overwhelming feeling that she had to vent. Quiet honestly she could not continue to walk around with such burdens from the past and present on her heart. “ let’s just look at the options that they have, looking won’t actually hurt. It’s a step in the right direction, maybe.”It took Capri quiet sometime to admit she needed the help and finally opened her laptop. She was amazed at all the options. What was even surprising, she didn’t actually have to go in an office, lay on a couch and be hypnotized. At least in her head that’s what she envisioned going to a therapist would be. “Wait a minute, pills! Who the hell said I needed drugs?! I just want to talk to someone who is not biased and will help me deal with my emotions and why I react the way I do in situations.”“This is a bad idea I do
Capris phone went off for about an hour straight. She didn’t answer and decided not to respond to any messages. She did however listen to the voice messages and read the texts after a while. “You selfish b****, you can’t even answer the phone now!” Chika yelled in the blocked voice message tab.“How can you just tell your sister you’re not talking to her!” Voicemail from grandmother****“Who on this earth says they’re choosing happiness and peace, and all of a sudden decides that their sister is affecting that?!” Text message from ChikaCapri decided it would be best to not respond after all to any of people who though she was being selfish. She never focused on herself and was always giving and overextending. She was an enabler for poor behavior and gave into people who were self entitled for what she could do for them. Most of the people around her never noticed her sadness. they would just assume she was ok. She never complained; she literally just didn’t know how to say no. ****
“I never wanted to be this person, I don’t even recognize myself anymore!” Capri said to Ki. “How can people be so mean and totally unaware?”Ki had been going to Capris house almost everyday since her doctor’s appointment. She was fearful that her best friend would fall back into a depressed state like the years prior. It took a long time to get over her heartbreak and realized she was better than her circumstances.Ki…. “Babe you have to understand. We have expectations of others based on how we treat them. Most do not appreciate the effort we put in to be there for them.”“Look at your state and the same ungrateful sister of yours is no where when you need her. To be honest you’re better off, she only talked shit and upset you all the time.”Capri….“I know, but she’s my blood.”Ki…..“Would you tolerate this mistreatment from anyone else?”“Why do you continue to be her punching bag?”Capri….“Ok! I think it’s best if I don’t talk to her for a while, I could honestly do without t
A few days had passed before Capri came back to being almost like herself. She took a few extra days off work because she was a bag of emotions. These days she was struggling with her faith. Capri didn’t frequent church, but she was a firm believer. She believed that what we put into the universe would affect us and play out in our life’s. She was careful with her thoughts and what came out of her mouth. ****Capri has a sister that is only six months her senior that she often talked to on the phone. The conversations were mostly one sided. Chika did not care if Capri would contribute to the conversation. Moreover it wouldn’t have mattered because it was all about Chika. Chika lived her life in lala land. She was desperate to be bigger than the stars and was never satisfied. This cause Capri to keep all her personal troubles to herself. One night Capri broke down; “I’ve been holding all this in and it’s killing me!” Capri uttered through her tears. “One of my ovaries had to be
Capri did not fully process the magnitude of the information she received from the hospital. She has always wanted nothing more than to be a mom. This now seems like it would be impossible. “I can’t possibly not have a baby of my own!” Capri said to herself…. “This is so not fair!”She’d taken care of so many kids throughout her short time on earth and quite often dreamt of getting married and starting her own family. She was given a specific diagnosis as to what the underlying issue was and the cause of the hemorrhaging. Moreover, there was no real solution.The doctors ran a lot of different test, and still nothing. “I have been on birth control for a long time.” Capri said to her best friend Ki, “but I never though it would be a big deal when I was ready to slow down working to have babies!”She could help but feel broken and not whole . There was a feeling of not being a real woman. Too often everyone would ask her when she would have kids and she would pass the issue off. She