I have been lenient with Arius, too lenient. The black eye he spotted was not enough to reduce my anger. I was not going to take trash from his sister!
“Can you believe that this is the person who is expected to give us new heirs? What a joke.” Vala mumbled into her cup as Arius rubbed his brow but he didn’t say anything to stop her.
“Yeah, you want to know what a bigger joke is? You going to be someone else wife and mother. What are you going to teach your children, how to leech off their uncles?” I asked, talking into my goblet too.
At my words, the room went quiet and then exploded into a flurry of activities as Kastav, the brother I am worried about rushed to hold his sister, while his sister shrieked and gripped the table knife and came at me.
“The next time you grip a knife to face me, I will take you up on that offer.” I stared at her in the face.
“You think that you are amazing and that you have a right to be here when the truth is that you don’t. You are not one of us...”
“And I don’t want to be. Not when it means being as awful as you are right now.”
“You cannot compare your skill to any of our warriors. Or me even if I am not a warrior, that is how inferior you are. I am just stating the truth.” Vala pushed her brother away and came at me again.
“If you raise your hand against my wife, you will be whipped sister.” Arius finally said but his words were not enough to pacify me, I was still seriously tempted to bury my own table knife in her eyes.
“And you Gwenn, you should know better than try to rise up to the bait, you know that it …”
“If you continue talking, I will give you a matching black eye.” I threatened and Arius sighed but he kept his mouth shut.
“Where is Silana?” Another sister asks.
“Who knows where that girl is, she does things in her head and according to her own timetable. She is so odd.” Vastae answered, I know of this one name because she was the second most awful sister after Vala.
“What about Faye?” The first one who asked about Silana, asked again and this time, the room went silent. Even the maids who were serving froze while serving. Everybody was avoiding my eyes.
Arius went red in face.
“Who knows, someone should ask the King, after all. She is his favorite.” Vastae said with relish while looking at me.
“I cannot bring anybody around you girls. Meal over. The rest of the royal females are to go without food tonight except the queen who will be served in her room and Silana whenever she is ready to eat.” Arius ordered as his sisters started protesting.
“Silence.” He ordered and they kept quiet although their looks were mutinous.
Meal was over, I stood up to walk back to my room, my mind kept on circling back to the fact that Silana was his sister but who was Faye? She certainly cannot be a sister or that reaction would not have been that intense.
The fact became prominent when I heard Vala add. “You can keep us away from her but you won’t be able to stop the rumors from getting to her as long as she is in the palace.”
“No, I can’t but I will bloody try.” Arius vowed.
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My mind was still thinking what that scene was about when I got to my room, waiting for my meal to be served. I needed to recalculate what I want to achieve because I meant what I said to Themis when I told her that nothing can harm my husband, the only person that has right to do that is me and that is because he is mine.
The door of my room opened without a knock as two maidens entered my room. We would call them Servants in Dar but here, they are called Nisses.
I don’t know what Arius was shouting about when it is clear that all I need is to just be around and I would catch up quickly, I mean I have been here for less than a day and I already know a touchy name, Faye.
“Can I help you?” I asked them. One of them, tried to make her body look small and invisible like she was supposed to do her job effectively and it would be better done if she was not heard or seen. The other was not with any tray, neither did she help the first one whose arms was over flowing with bowls which I knew contain my meal. I moved to help her and she actually looked scandalized over the fact that I wanted to render help to her.
“Your meal, your majesty.” The girl said softly after dropping everything on the table close to my bed while the other rolled her eyes at the action of the girl.
“Who are you?” I asked, My eyes was on the girl who was trying to be invisible but my words were directed at the girl who was standing like she owned the space I was in.
The three of us knew who my words were directed to.
“I am a Mareikura. The King’s favorite who he calls to attend his needs.” The girl said with relish in her voice, like her words were supposed to have a suggested effect on me. It would have if I knew the meaning of a Mareikura and if I didn’t know that Arius did not have a concubine, he promised be mine and just mine. Themis had the sense to add that to the list of requests for the marriage.
“What is a Mareikura?” I asked the other in the room.
“An attendant of the king. I am a Nisse, a normal servant.” The maid bowed.
“So that means that you are a servant but a fancy title?” I asked the Mareikura who lost her smile at my words.
“What information does my husband want to pass to me that he sent his attendant?”
“You think you are so special but you are nothing and you mean nothing to him. You will not remain in your position for long.” She growled as she walked out of my room and shut the door with a bang.
“Who is she?” I asked the Nisse who looked like she was caught between the devil and the deep sea when she does not know how to swim. “Never mind, forget I said anything.”
She nodded and walked to the door. Getting there she turned to face me. “There will be many thorns opposing to you as the queen of Northshore. She will be one of the most significant ones.” The maid ran out after her words and I paused.
Enemies are all around me, there is no friendly face around me at all. What kind of new home did I found myself in?
****************Arius
“What were you thinking? Why on earth would you show yourself in the presence of my queen, did you mistakenly lose your sense of reasoning?” I growled as I shook Faye with her shoulders.
“I wanted to see what is so special about your queen?” Faye grumbled out when I stopped shaking her. Her arms went to my waist as she squeezed out some tears. “I am so sorry My All, I want to see who my competition for your affections is. I don’t want share you with anyone, least of all, a foreigner.” Faye spat out the word foreigner like it is the biggest insult she could think of.
“That will be the last time you try to disrespect my wife in my presence.” I warned her, Faye’s brow pulled down.
“My King?” She questioned.
“Whatever I did with you should have never been done and you are aware of this truth. I want you to keep that at the back of your mind when you see Gwenn again. Her temper is volatile and I would do nothing to stop her from punishing you when you deserve it.” I warned Faye.
Her features was exotic even among us and we were considered an exotic race. I knew for a fact that she had used her face and shapely body to get whatever she wanted from me since I fell victim to her but this time, she went too bloody far.
I fell into her bed on a lonely night, when the stress of the kingdom and the faceless people who poisoned my father got to me. And since then, I have been weak to succumb to her charms every time she smiled at me.
It was an open secret that the whole Palace was aware of. Faye was my mistress. She fancies herself as my concubine but I know that Faye will be the death of me. I don’t want a concubine, I just need someone whose loyalty to me is strong and can be proven.
That was the reason why Gwenn was a valid choice, I have forced my people into accepting me, my marriage with her secured my position, she might be a foreigner but they knew she was the lesser of the two evils in the route I have forced them in, after all a foreigner was still better than tens of thousands of foreigners and that is what it will come to when Gwenn gives a cry that her husband position has been taken from him.
It is a fantastical dream to think she might love me in the future and I knew I was going to opposite way to enable us live peacefully at least by getting a mistress but I was weak.
When tears spilled from Faye eyes, I turned my face away from hers. “You should know better than to come to my room when she is around. Leave.” I ordered.
This time she released a sob as she turned to run out of the room only for her to bump into someone at my door.
“Prince Kastav.” She gasped as she bowed fully to him before skirting away from him and leaving the room.
“You are very lucky brother, to have such beautiful women as yours.” He raised an eyebrow at me. “Is it wise for you to be meeting with your mistress when your wife is just two doors away?”
Not one to admit it when I knew I had made a mistake, I shrugged. “Gwenn is not yet ready for me, she will be when she relocates here, as for now. I had an itch I needed to scratch. No big deal.”
Kastav nodded and moved into a topic, the topic why he was here, I gave all the necessary replies while hoping that Gwenn will not hear of my replies and draw her own conclusion.
Noble women no matter what empire they belong to are nothing but thorns at the side of an outsider. I had watched what Dar women did to Themis who was not a complete outsider and heard stories too, I even joined in the disciplining of some of the errant women who were below Themis in status and still thought that they could circulate rumors to tarnish her image. Now if that was the same people I had to deal with here, I would not have minded. I would have breakfast with them while counting each snide comments and when we are done with our breakfast, I would have them whipped for each foul word that was said to me or about me. But I couldn’t do that to princesses, not when their brother who happened to be my husband will have my head if I hurt them. I got to the same room as yesterday, the one where the meal was held while silently cursing the fact that I couldn’t have meals with my escorts from Dar. It isn’t done, I was told by
I needed an escape so when I saw a garden behind one of the courtyards, I thought nothing about it as I hurried there. The serenity was amazing, I sat under a tree and that was when the tears started.Homesickness. I was just here for barely a day but I was already feeling home sick because this was not the way I had envisioned my life to go.I thought that I would be beside my brothers, we protect Dar and then after a while, I would settle down with the person who had my heart from Childhood, Baxter, the Master healer but it didn’t happen that way.You would think that after years of watching life present lemons for me, that I would be used to the idea that I should expect the worst from life.I thought the worse would be getting married to a weird set of people but it apparently is not. The weirdest thing is getting married to someone who is not your choice only to discover that
AriusGwenn was crazy, totally and completely crazy! When Faye distracted me from my sparring session with my brother, Kastav which Gwenn accused of wanting to kill me, I actually thought that maybe Gwenn was wrong about who was going to kill me, it was not going to be Kastav but rather Faye. Well that was my thought until she started to talk about my wife who have a death wish.On getting there, the brat with no self-preservation in her actually turned to greet me with a smile on her face.“Gwenn I know that you are angry but this is a little bit out of hand, don’t you think?” I approached her and the council members who were strangely not doing anything to harm Gwenn, I had been on the receiving side of their wrath once, although it was a long time ago, I still remember the hopeless feeling that arose from that experience and how my father waged a war on the council. Kastav mother, after being punished was sent away fr
Arius“You requested to see me, my king.” Soren, the twin to one of the sixteen commander asked after he bowed when he let himself into the hall which I used for official business. Each king decorates the hall to suit his taste but my father decorations were still on the wall. I was not going to do anything about it until it is declared that my father is no more and the people responsible for his demise are brought to justice.The king was wasting away, everybody knew it was only a matter of time before he dies.“Yes I did. You are second in command to your legion right?” I asked Sorens who nodded.“Yes my king, I am the one in charge now since the commander died.” Sorens explains.The right thing for me to do will be to promote Sorens to be the leader of the of his Legion so he would be a commander like his brother has been for the past two years but I am known fo
GwennI thought that I was ready for anything, I thought that I was ready to take whatever the oath was but I was ill prepared.“My queen, please wrap yourself up in this.” The Mareikura which was assigned to me said as she presented me with a thin like shawl.This Mareikura was respectful, I learnt that the trait of Faye was only a characteristics of her as a person, not her friends or the position she held which was a good thing because if there was more than one of Faye in existence at the castle… well when I return, let’s just say that a lot of maidens would have either lost their jobs or their lives. Depending on how annoying they were to me at first glance.“Okay.” I replied in a tiny voice as I took the shawl and wrapped it around me, not like it helped to hid anything since the whole of me was on display.The Mareikura, held me by hand into another chamber and this ch
It’s been two days since that weird pit incidence. Two days since I have been down but according to Arius who spent the entire time with me, I was recovering faster than any commander he has ever seen.He makes it so hard to hate him, who could hate someone who ignored his supposed mistress to take care of a woman who don’t like him, a woman who would do anything than to be in his company.He was being the perfect husband and I hated it because it couldn’t be real. I was not strong enough to complain about it, two days ago but I was certainly strong enough now.While lying on my bed, watching him as he goes about mixing the herbal drink which was created to make an individual gain his strength back, I grew more incensed at his actions.“Stop it.” I tell him.He glanced at me with question. “You don’t want it, it is the best way for you to gain your strength,
Returning back to Northshore made me think of the last conversation I had with my husband. Tingles break out on my skin and they were not the good kind. I was going to face Arius and try my best not to sink a dagger in his eyes when he looks at me and pretend like everything was alright in our world when it is clear that it wasn’t.“My Queen.” Soren’s horse came to canter beside mine as he smiled at me.“Hello Sorens, how many miles remaining before we get to Northshore? We are not following the usual road that leads there so I cannot tell.” I asked, I had being riding with them non-stop for days as we hurried to get back into Northshore. I might be one of them now but I could still feel fatigue. The major reason why I was doing this was so that my legion could return home to their wives and children not because I was in a hurry to return to my ungrateful husband even though he had requested for that.
My head pounding was the thing that disturbed me from my sleep, I struggled to open my eyes and when I did, it was go see a council member face close to mine.The man with Themis hair color eyes widened when he saw my eyes was opened and he scrambled away from me. “Your majesty, her eyes are opened.” He rushed out and within second, his face was replaced with a younger looking face, a shock of black hair that looked like it was painted and if I ran my fingers through it, my hand will come out stained with some of the ink. A well-defined face with enchanting eyes that could leave even the most serious woman who was immune to men, speechless when they rest on the woman.In other words, My husband was leaning over me, with worry in his eyes, worry mostly false and as much as I would hate to prove him wrong that nothing was wrong with me, I couldn’t because my head was like a war drum.When I groaned, His attention cut
24 YEARS LATER. Gwenn Pov “I want to run a sword through you so badly that the feeling is visceral. After all these years together I cannot believe you still are a bigoted two timing jerk.” I yelled as I stormed into the throne room, Arius behind me. “I am Yama, I cannot be seen as the fool being controlled by the Alal. It would undermine my ruling…” Arius tried explaining but he just made me even more furious than usual. “Your ruling… I am right and the whole kingdom is aware of that, the forgotten world should not be explored.” “It has been over twenty years. I know that you don’t want it to be explored and that was why I came up with the suggestion that I did. Let it be explored by a selected group of youth, freed from the machinations of the council and led by our children. But you had to spoil it by talking out of turn.” “Did you hit your head without my knowledge?” I asked surprised. Whatever makes
Gwenn Pov“You and Orel will soon be going back won’t you?” I asked. Throughout that day, I had caught Themis and Orel sent each other glances.“Yes. We have to, our work here is almost done and we need to go back.” Themis answered. She would have given me more information but I had a feeling she stopped because I was no longer their citizen. I was now a Northerner.So was she but her loyalty lies with Dar because she was married to one of the rulers.“Almost?” I asked her.“Yes we still have one more task to do. Your curse has been broken and Arius own also has, the empire is slowly flourishing and getting itself back. It has been just three months but the repairs are almost done. Northshorians certainly do not let anything keep them down for long.”I winced at her words.“We prefer Northerners.” I answered as she smiled. “But I stil
Arius Pov I cannot believe that I slept through the period where my country was hijacked and my brother was possessed by an evil spirit that eventually killed him. Kastav was not evil, all he was, was greedy. Maybe I could have prevented this if I had listened to Gwenn warning at first. Gwenn thinks the death of others were on her but she could not be further from the truth. They were on me.Gwenn was Alal, her role was to keep the peace, mine was to fight if the peace was threatened. She was a foreigner and she had no vested interest in saving Northshore but she still did. She had nothing to feel, no weight to carry.I was supposed to carry them all because I could have prevented the death of my sister and Sorens and my councilors too but I did not. I chose to ignore the words of a seer. My fault but now, things are strange and Northshore us not as we know it to be. Old records are being dug. T
Gwenn Pov“You have to stand up and stop moping.” Orel started. “You have been lying in bed for two days now, you don’t have the luxury of lying around, not when you have a kingdom to restore and a husband to find.”“Sorens is dead Orel. He died because of my order that he should protect the king, if he is dead than Arius also is.” I stated as I sniffled while holding on to Elison’s hand while he laid beside me.“But…” Orel started but I grew annoyed.“Only three council members remaining, my husband dead, Sorens dead and his siblings, four dead. These are only the deaths I am aware of, excluding a legion which is dead and you are trying to tell me that I am not at fault. If I never came here, this would never have happened. This is all my fault.” I screamed at Orel and when Elison face wrinkled as he ope
Themis PovI had appeared at the right time. Gwenn was in shock, staring at a body on the ground. Without looking at the body, I knew that it was Silana, one of the blind spots in my gift. A blind spot that might have saved the world.“Would you look at that, the same way I killed Sorens, I also killed that brat. The next on the list is you.” Kastav crackled as he moved towards Gwenn in a leisured pace.I could not allow that to happen, there was not much I could do except throw a dagger, which I collected from Orel, his way. I needed to get Gwenn to snap out of her mind and tell her what I learnt. She needed to tap into my gift so she could win.When the dagger met its mark, I ran towards Gwenn even as he grunted.“You.” He growled as he sent something my way but it never had the chance to reach me becau
Themis PovI was tired of falling. I have been falling for what felt like hours now because since Kastav sent us into the portal he created, I have not been able to stop falling. My only consolation is that Orel and my son has been on the same length as me, no one of us ever leaving the same length so we could keep each other in the same eyesight. That should have been the first marker for me but I had ignored it. We stopped shouting when the fall did not stop and even started conversing and that was when something different happened.“I wish this would just end soon.” Orel grated.“It should have ended because we are not of the same weight and yet we are still falling at the level of falling.” I voiced“My wife must be tired of viewing my face since she wants me to fall faster.” Orel replied wryly.“No, that is not it.
Catia povMy brother is possessed by a drude. That alone makes him unable to rule but I would not be the person to tell him that, not when the last few people who did, died. I now know why Silana said I was the biggest scum at Kastav side. I pushed him to this. If I had allowed him to be contented with his life when he was just a prince and stop his ambitions then maybe this would have never happened.And now I was on my way to see my favorite brother who killed three of my other brothers and made me his queen. The only time I was ever this scared was when Father became ill and even then, he was present to calm me down but who is going to calm me of my fear from him.“You took your time.” Kastav growled the minute I entered the throne room. A room that has become his favorite in the castle even though he hardly do anything in it.“I got the message le
I wanted to ask so many questions, so badly but I could not. My tongue was tied as I watched the entity that was partly inside me since. I apparently crossed the world of the living to their world. I had passed through a physical gate and landed myself here both body and spirit.“Am I still alive?” I questioned.“Yes.” She laughed. “Very much so. Oh how I wished that I could get to spend time with you and know you, my newer self but I cannot. Time has ran out and our world is in jeopardy. Both of our worlds. You need to defeat Mazikeen but for that to happen, we need to go back to the beginning because for the future to be safe once more, the genesis of it all has to be known. Are you ready?” She asked.I nodded my replied. I have been ready ever since I started this journey.“Mazikeen did not go out looking for power, he stumb
“What is going on?” Catia approached me the moment, I entered. I watched as our other siblings eyed us, my brothers especially. They must have guessed what was.“What mother wanted for me.” I replied my sister. I watched as Catia eyes farrowed as she tried to reason what I said. I saw the exact moment she understood. The joy in her gaze and then she hugged me.“I am happy brother. Congratulations.” She replied before she went back to our siblings.I walked to the throne, the direction which everybody was facing and in front of everybody, I sat down in the seat meant for Yama. Utter silence filled the room, regardless of the people in it. All eyes on me as they realized that this was me over throwing my brother.“Any questions?” I asked.“What about the king…” A Mareikura asked