Noble women no matter what empire they belong to are nothing but thorns at the side of an outsider. I had watched what Dar women did to Themis who was not a complete outsider and heard stories too, I even joined in the disciplining of some of the errant women who were below Themis in status and still thought that they could circulate rumors to tarnish her image.
Now if that was the same people I had to deal with here, I would not have minded. I would have breakfast with them while counting each snide comments and when we are done with our breakfast, I would have them whipped for each foul word that was said to me or about me.
But I couldn’t do that to princesses, not when their brother who happened to be my husband will have my head if I hurt them.
I got to the same room as yesterday, the one where the meal was held while silently cursing the fact that I couldn’t have meals with my escorts from Dar.
It isn’t done, I was told by the Nisse who came to wake me up this morning, I would be seen as clinging to Dar when I should be embracing my new home, nobody wanted a queen or will accept one that still loves her former country more than her present one. I would always love Dar but they do not need to know that. The trick is to make them believe otherwise.
I was enduring the princesses of Northshore for the people of Northshore or Northerners as they prefer to be called.
“Finally, thank you for blessing us with your company.” Vala said, as she opens the tray before her.
“She forgot that not all of us went to our room to eat like she did last evening.” Vestae added.
“Or that we have manners here to wait for the room to be complete before we start eating.” The last princess who was being sly in her dislike of me concluded.
I rolled my eyes as I took the free seat.
“Good morning to you too, I can see that it wasn’t a nightmare, I conjured up in my head. The Princesses here are really nasty.” I returned as I sat down with a smile.
“My name is Severa, Catia spoke before you and our youngest sister, the silent one is Eliana. Silana is the second oldest among girls and is Arius full sibling but it would be rare if you can see her, she prefers her solitude and her own company.” One of the girls said, from her bearings and the mark on her arm. I knew she was married to someone important, her eyes glowed. Not in the same eerie light like those councilors but as if there was a fire lit behind her eyeballs. The sight was beautiful.
“You are the eldest.” I guessed and she nodded as she reward me with a smile.
“Yes and it is not often I come visit but I had to when my sister sent word that you were around. When you got married, I was not present because I had just delivered but I look forward to growing close with my new sister.” She said as Vala cleared her throat loudly.
“You are getting close to the wrong type of sibling, that was why you got married to someone whose standard was not worth half of yours. If you had drawn close to your brothers inside, you would have one of the section leaders as your husband.” Catia commented.
Severa shook her head. “Not everything is about prestige and power, I got married for love and I am happy where I am.”
Vestae yawned. “Boring and poor.” The three annoying imps from hell giggled together.
“Don’t mind your sisters, Severa. I would love to have a friend here and I totally understand about love.”
“We know you certainly didn’t marry my brother for love so you don’t understand.” Eliana said and when she spoke. The room went quiet. Her voice was very melodious and compelling others to listen to what she had to say.
“No, I was doing my duty.” I answered with a sad smile. “Love was no longer an option for me.”
“Hmmm.” Vala said.
“Happy endings are just not in the market for some people.” Catia said while Vastae tutted.
“Exactly, Love or duty. They can never get the heart of the other party.” Vala grinned at me.
“If you are trying to say something, say it?” I gritted out, not ready for the taunts which they were about to level my way.
“Enough you three.” Severa said glaring at her sisters.
“Shut up sister, we got the same blood flowing through our veins too. You cannot command us.” Catia leaned forward.
“Arius will never be yours, he belongs to Faye.”
My brows went down at her words. “Faye? Who is she?”
“The rightful queen, everybody knows her. You could never compare to her.” Vala smiled, I looked at her blankly, she wants me to feel like I am a stranger or feel insecure. She does not know that I have faced worst adversaries than her and her little petty games.
“If you want to say something, say it and leave me in peace to eat my morning food. I am not in the mood to listen to your whining and pathetic attempts at being annoying. Okay?”
“Faye is the King Mistress. The one he has been hooked on for weeks, since you left. Arius will never be yours. Even before you consummated your wedding, another woman was already in your husband’s bed.”
My frown was evident. “So?” I asked because I couldn’t get it.
I knew that Arius will keep to his word about being only mine, I was raised by a noble, I know what Noble men do all in the name of it was their right to do whatever they wanted.
“My lovely sisters.” Kastav entered the room. I watched as the three imps turned into all smiles, happy to see their brother. A devil in his own right. It seemed like it was right that those three ladies to like this brother more. Fitting that the evil ones band together.
“Hello Kastav.” They chorused.
“Hello My Queen.” Kastav, bowed to me as he smiled. “A pleasure being graced with your presence, I am sure you woke up after we left for the hunt but we are back now and your husband has not come to whisk you away?”
“Left?” I questioned, feeling out of the loop of whatever was going on. I hated not knowing something which I clearly should be aware of.
“We went hunting. He caught a big sized boar, I thought he would present it to you.”
“Why would he do that when he could give it to his favorite?” Vastae rolled her eyes, asking a question which required no answer.
“True. After all, they were quarrelling last night.” Kastav added.
“Last night?” I asked, my blood pounding. It was different with Arius being with this faceless woman when I was not in the same place with him but when I was…
“Yes. I saw Faye as she left his room.”
I sat there, speechless and hurting. Arius could disrespect me that way.
“Hello sisters.” The door opened as Arius and the rest of his brothers piled into the room, in a rowdy bunch.
“Gwenn.” Arius started. When I turned to look at him, he went pale at whatever he saw in my eyes.
“You all could not just keep your mouth shut.” He shouted as his sisters jumped, knowing what he was referring to.
“My king.” The Mareikura of yesterday entered the room, her eyes only for Arius. I watched as Arius bowed his head in guilt while his brothers shifted uncomfortably at the new arrival in the room. Could it be…?
“Faye?” I called, just to be certain. The Mareikura head jolted at the sound of her name and when she looked at me, a sardonic grin landed on her face as she slowly bowed her head to me while keeping her gaze on me. a disrespect if I have ever seen one before.
“Yes, Your majesty?”
“Faye.” Arius growled but the damaged was already done.
Message received, you belong and I do not.
“I understand.” Was all I replied, as I stood up from my seat.
“Gwenn.” Arius started.
“Was she in your room yesterday night?” I asked and when he did not meet my eyes or reply, I got my answer to my question. “That’s all I want to know. Later in the day, I will find you and we would discuss the new terms. I want to leave as soon as possible.” With those words, I turned around and left through another door as quickly as I could.
Nobody, I meant nobody has ever made me that angry. I was angry and hurt and that was never a good combination. I needed to leave before I would do something which was not going to reflect well on my reign as queen. Arius will regret this decision of his. I vowed.
He would get hell from me because that’s all he has ever shown me and still was showing me.
I needed an escape so when I saw a garden behind one of the courtyards, I thought nothing about it as I hurried there. The serenity was amazing, I sat under a tree and that was when the tears started.Homesickness. I was just here for barely a day but I was already feeling home sick because this was not the way I had envisioned my life to go.I thought that I would be beside my brothers, we protect Dar and then after a while, I would settle down with the person who had my heart from Childhood, Baxter, the Master healer but it didn’t happen that way.You would think that after years of watching life present lemons for me, that I would be used to the idea that I should expect the worst from life.I thought the worse would be getting married to a weird set of people but it apparently is not. The weirdest thing is getting married to someone who is not your choice only to discover that
AriusGwenn was crazy, totally and completely crazy! When Faye distracted me from my sparring session with my brother, Kastav which Gwenn accused of wanting to kill me, I actually thought that maybe Gwenn was wrong about who was going to kill me, it was not going to be Kastav but rather Faye. Well that was my thought until she started to talk about my wife who have a death wish.On getting there, the brat with no self-preservation in her actually turned to greet me with a smile on her face.“Gwenn I know that you are angry but this is a little bit out of hand, don’t you think?” I approached her and the council members who were strangely not doing anything to harm Gwenn, I had been on the receiving side of their wrath once, although it was a long time ago, I still remember the hopeless feeling that arose from that experience and how my father waged a war on the council. Kastav mother, after being punished was sent away fr
Arius“You requested to see me, my king.” Soren, the twin to one of the sixteen commander asked after he bowed when he let himself into the hall which I used for official business. Each king decorates the hall to suit his taste but my father decorations were still on the wall. I was not going to do anything about it until it is declared that my father is no more and the people responsible for his demise are brought to justice.The king was wasting away, everybody knew it was only a matter of time before he dies.“Yes I did. You are second in command to your legion right?” I asked Sorens who nodded.“Yes my king, I am the one in charge now since the commander died.” Sorens explains.The right thing for me to do will be to promote Sorens to be the leader of the of his Legion so he would be a commander like his brother has been for the past two years but I am known fo
GwennI thought that I was ready for anything, I thought that I was ready to take whatever the oath was but I was ill prepared.“My queen, please wrap yourself up in this.” The Mareikura which was assigned to me said as she presented me with a thin like shawl.This Mareikura was respectful, I learnt that the trait of Faye was only a characteristics of her as a person, not her friends or the position she held which was a good thing because if there was more than one of Faye in existence at the castle… well when I return, let’s just say that a lot of maidens would have either lost their jobs or their lives. Depending on how annoying they were to me at first glance.“Okay.” I replied in a tiny voice as I took the shawl and wrapped it around me, not like it helped to hid anything since the whole of me was on display.The Mareikura, held me by hand into another chamber and this ch
It’s been two days since that weird pit incidence. Two days since I have been down but according to Arius who spent the entire time with me, I was recovering faster than any commander he has ever seen.He makes it so hard to hate him, who could hate someone who ignored his supposed mistress to take care of a woman who don’t like him, a woman who would do anything than to be in his company.He was being the perfect husband and I hated it because it couldn’t be real. I was not strong enough to complain about it, two days ago but I was certainly strong enough now.While lying on my bed, watching him as he goes about mixing the herbal drink which was created to make an individual gain his strength back, I grew more incensed at his actions.“Stop it.” I tell him.He glanced at me with question. “You don’t want it, it is the best way for you to gain your strength,
Returning back to Northshore made me think of the last conversation I had with my husband. Tingles break out on my skin and they were not the good kind. I was going to face Arius and try my best not to sink a dagger in his eyes when he looks at me and pretend like everything was alright in our world when it is clear that it wasn’t.“My Queen.” Soren’s horse came to canter beside mine as he smiled at me.“Hello Sorens, how many miles remaining before we get to Northshore? We are not following the usual road that leads there so I cannot tell.” I asked, I had being riding with them non-stop for days as we hurried to get back into Northshore. I might be one of them now but I could still feel fatigue. The major reason why I was doing this was so that my legion could return home to their wives and children not because I was in a hurry to return to my ungrateful husband even though he had requested for that.
My head pounding was the thing that disturbed me from my sleep, I struggled to open my eyes and when I did, it was go see a council member face close to mine.The man with Themis hair color eyes widened when he saw my eyes was opened and he scrambled away from me. “Your majesty, her eyes are opened.” He rushed out and within second, his face was replaced with a younger looking face, a shock of black hair that looked like it was painted and if I ran my fingers through it, my hand will come out stained with some of the ink. A well-defined face with enchanting eyes that could leave even the most serious woman who was immune to men, speechless when they rest on the woman.In other words, My husband was leaning over me, with worry in his eyes, worry mostly false and as much as I would hate to prove him wrong that nothing was wrong with me, I couldn’t because my head was like a war drum.When I groaned, His attention cut
I knew better than to wish things would be better, that was just wishful thinking on my part. Wishful thinking because, not only did the side comments begin the minute I sat with them for breakfast that day but because they went ahead and brought Faye to have breakfast with us like she was someone of the same rank.It made me angry but I reined it in and never stopped smiling.Or at least I didn’t until they opened their mouth.“Gwenn, when you left and came back, I thought it would be with a better disposition, I mean. You didn’t say anything to Faye even though she is right opposite you on the table.” Catia said with a smile, the brothers were there watching to see how this would go down.I have learnt earlier on to not bank on any of them to correct their sisters. Their sisters are pet to them and they might not approve of their sisters ways of doing things but they will never side an outsider over
24 YEARS LATER. Gwenn Pov “I want to run a sword through you so badly that the feeling is visceral. After all these years together I cannot believe you still are a bigoted two timing jerk.” I yelled as I stormed into the throne room, Arius behind me. “I am Yama, I cannot be seen as the fool being controlled by the Alal. It would undermine my ruling…” Arius tried explaining but he just made me even more furious than usual. “Your ruling… I am right and the whole kingdom is aware of that, the forgotten world should not be explored.” “It has been over twenty years. I know that you don’t want it to be explored and that was why I came up with the suggestion that I did. Let it be explored by a selected group of youth, freed from the machinations of the council and led by our children. But you had to spoil it by talking out of turn.” “Did you hit your head without my knowledge?” I asked surprised. Whatever makes
Gwenn Pov“You and Orel will soon be going back won’t you?” I asked. Throughout that day, I had caught Themis and Orel sent each other glances.“Yes. We have to, our work here is almost done and we need to go back.” Themis answered. She would have given me more information but I had a feeling she stopped because I was no longer their citizen. I was now a Northerner.So was she but her loyalty lies with Dar because she was married to one of the rulers.“Almost?” I asked her.“Yes we still have one more task to do. Your curse has been broken and Arius own also has, the empire is slowly flourishing and getting itself back. It has been just three months but the repairs are almost done. Northshorians certainly do not let anything keep them down for long.”I winced at her words.“We prefer Northerners.” I answered as she smiled. “But I stil
Arius Pov I cannot believe that I slept through the period where my country was hijacked and my brother was possessed by an evil spirit that eventually killed him. Kastav was not evil, all he was, was greedy. Maybe I could have prevented this if I had listened to Gwenn warning at first. Gwenn thinks the death of others were on her but she could not be further from the truth. They were on me.Gwenn was Alal, her role was to keep the peace, mine was to fight if the peace was threatened. She was a foreigner and she had no vested interest in saving Northshore but she still did. She had nothing to feel, no weight to carry.I was supposed to carry them all because I could have prevented the death of my sister and Sorens and my councilors too but I did not. I chose to ignore the words of a seer. My fault but now, things are strange and Northshore us not as we know it to be. Old records are being dug. T
Gwenn Pov“You have to stand up and stop moping.” Orel started. “You have been lying in bed for two days now, you don’t have the luxury of lying around, not when you have a kingdom to restore and a husband to find.”“Sorens is dead Orel. He died because of my order that he should protect the king, if he is dead than Arius also is.” I stated as I sniffled while holding on to Elison’s hand while he laid beside me.“But…” Orel started but I grew annoyed.“Only three council members remaining, my husband dead, Sorens dead and his siblings, four dead. These are only the deaths I am aware of, excluding a legion which is dead and you are trying to tell me that I am not at fault. If I never came here, this would never have happened. This is all my fault.” I screamed at Orel and when Elison face wrinkled as he ope
Themis PovI had appeared at the right time. Gwenn was in shock, staring at a body on the ground. Without looking at the body, I knew that it was Silana, one of the blind spots in my gift. A blind spot that might have saved the world.“Would you look at that, the same way I killed Sorens, I also killed that brat. The next on the list is you.” Kastav crackled as he moved towards Gwenn in a leisured pace.I could not allow that to happen, there was not much I could do except throw a dagger, which I collected from Orel, his way. I needed to get Gwenn to snap out of her mind and tell her what I learnt. She needed to tap into my gift so she could win.When the dagger met its mark, I ran towards Gwenn even as he grunted.“You.” He growled as he sent something my way but it never had the chance to reach me becau
Themis PovI was tired of falling. I have been falling for what felt like hours now because since Kastav sent us into the portal he created, I have not been able to stop falling. My only consolation is that Orel and my son has been on the same length as me, no one of us ever leaving the same length so we could keep each other in the same eyesight. That should have been the first marker for me but I had ignored it. We stopped shouting when the fall did not stop and even started conversing and that was when something different happened.“I wish this would just end soon.” Orel grated.“It should have ended because we are not of the same weight and yet we are still falling at the level of falling.” I voiced“My wife must be tired of viewing my face since she wants me to fall faster.” Orel replied wryly.“No, that is not it.
Catia povMy brother is possessed by a drude. That alone makes him unable to rule but I would not be the person to tell him that, not when the last few people who did, died. I now know why Silana said I was the biggest scum at Kastav side. I pushed him to this. If I had allowed him to be contented with his life when he was just a prince and stop his ambitions then maybe this would have never happened.And now I was on my way to see my favorite brother who killed three of my other brothers and made me his queen. The only time I was ever this scared was when Father became ill and even then, he was present to calm me down but who is going to calm me of my fear from him.“You took your time.” Kastav growled the minute I entered the throne room. A room that has become his favorite in the castle even though he hardly do anything in it.“I got the message le
I wanted to ask so many questions, so badly but I could not. My tongue was tied as I watched the entity that was partly inside me since. I apparently crossed the world of the living to their world. I had passed through a physical gate and landed myself here both body and spirit.“Am I still alive?” I questioned.“Yes.” She laughed. “Very much so. Oh how I wished that I could get to spend time with you and know you, my newer self but I cannot. Time has ran out and our world is in jeopardy. Both of our worlds. You need to defeat Mazikeen but for that to happen, we need to go back to the beginning because for the future to be safe once more, the genesis of it all has to be known. Are you ready?” She asked.I nodded my replied. I have been ready ever since I started this journey.“Mazikeen did not go out looking for power, he stumb
“What is going on?” Catia approached me the moment, I entered. I watched as our other siblings eyed us, my brothers especially. They must have guessed what was.“What mother wanted for me.” I replied my sister. I watched as Catia eyes farrowed as she tried to reason what I said. I saw the exact moment she understood. The joy in her gaze and then she hugged me.“I am happy brother. Congratulations.” She replied before she went back to our siblings.I walked to the throne, the direction which everybody was facing and in front of everybody, I sat down in the seat meant for Yama. Utter silence filled the room, regardless of the people in it. All eyes on me as they realized that this was me over throwing my brother.“Any questions?” I asked.“What about the king…” A Mareikura asked