Chapter 4

Audrey’s POV

I turned in my sleep and opened my eyes to find stormy grey ones looking directly into my orbs, I would have thought Logan would have me sleeping in another room or on the floor even but to my surprise I’ve been waking up next to him for the past four days, he is not there when I go to bed but he is there when I wake up.

He hasn’t said much and I haven’t attempted to speak to him either, what can I possibly say to the man who killed my brother? I have nightmares about that day every night, Scott was the most important person in my life, He was the only person that brought any kind of happiness in my life and now he was no more.

“Get dressed” Logan said interrupting my thoughts and finally speaking after our last interaction.

“What?” I silently asked getting up. He got out of bed standing on his feet, his tall frame towering over me as he looked down, he wore nothing but grey sweatpants which hung dangerously low his toned abs in full view, I felt a bit flush seeing him that way also thinking about the fact that I was in his bed, Alpha Logan might be ruthless but he was no ugly man. His body was perfectly sculpted like that of a Greek god he had muscles in all the right places, he looked lean and athletic multiple tattoos covered his muscles his back and some areas on his chest which added danger to his physique.

“Perhaps you should take a picture, then you can stare at it all day” He said smirking at me and I’m sure my face was as red as a tomato. I stirred out of the blankets asking him why he requested I get up. I began removing the covers as well as the pillows from the bed and he began fixing the sheets, we made the bed together like we had been doing for the past four days and I was still as surprised as I was four days ago.

As we had been doing the past days I went to take a shower and when I was finished found him downstairs having prepared breakfast.

“What is this?” I asked pissed off at all the little gestures he was doing, I couldn’t help but be skeptical all these things are supposed to be sweet but they were just pissing me off.

“Orchids, they are your favorite aren’t they?” He replied like he had just done the most normal thing and he continued with his meal.

“NO!” I exploded “What are you doing? What games are you playing Logan what are you hoping to achieve? Five days ago you had me strapped to a pole whipping the life out of me now you’re making me breakfast and getting me flowers and you don’t see the problem in all of this?”

Logan looked at me with the calmest expression he took a sip of his juice then stood up to where I was. He cupped my face in his hands causing the crazy voice in my head to scream like we were at a Justin Bieber concert and he actually smirked at the effect he was having on me, could he hear the voice? I mean I know mates can hear each other’s thoughts through a bond but Logan and I were not bonded, he hadn’t even marked me and I was certain he wouldn’t I also wasn’t part of the pack link so I’m not sure if he hears the voice but he sure seemed satisfied at the effect his touch was having on me. “Five days ago you weren’t my mate”

“Mate or not, it doesn’t make me hate you any less alpha so just stop.” I shot attempting to walk out of the room but my arm was yanked causing my back to bump into the alpha‘s rock hard chest. He buried his face in the crook of my neck breathing me in like he was trying to register my scent to memory, butterflies erupted in my tummy my knees turning jelly like at the effect.

“I’m not too thrilled about having you for a mate but a mate is a gift little one and I’m no ingrate”

 He whispered in my ear grazing his teeth along my collarbone where a mate’s mark lays I had to clench my thighs hoping he could not smell my arousal because the last thing I need is this man thinking he has any sort of impact on me.

“I’m going to bath” he said sitting me down and setting a bowl of fruit-salad in front of me, “Make sure you’re ready when I get back.”  

I sat down and actually had my meal because I was starving, I couldn’t help but think of ways to get out of here, I can’t possibly accept the reality of being Logan’s mate, he killed my brother and he has mistreated me for so long as much as some parts of me may react to him, I hate him, I hate him and I will find a way to get out of here, he won’t let me reject him so that leaves me with two options, I either run away or kill him, I’ve attempted to run with my brother and that didn’t turn out so well so I have one last option.

I have to plan this right and it has to happen before he marks me as his, I can never be his, I refuse to be his, the moon goddess made a mistake and I will rectify it.   

I got up to go do the dishes and before I could even set them down in the sink Logan was already there taking the dishes from me to wash them himself.

“you do know I am perfectly capable of doing things myself right? ”

“I know” he shrugged

“Why won’t you let me do anything?”

“Mate” he whispered, “My mate will not be a slave” he concluded, putting a mug in another sink, I attempted to rinse it but he quickly grabbed it from me.

“You’re enjoying this aren’t you?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“This whole mate thing”

“Show me anyone who wouldn’t be happy to find their mate”

“A few days ago you had me cooking and cleaning for a whole pack house”

Silence

“Okay then look at it this way, my mate also won’t be a slave my alpha won’t be a slave” I hoped this would soften him up but he did not respond, I grabbed the telephone part of the tap aiming directly at his face, I switched the water temperature to cold then pulled the faucet, the force of the water taking him by surprise he gasped and coughed before making the water turn on me showering my whole face, I turned the tap off and ran laughing my lungs out and he was already on my heels.

He tackled me to the ground and began tickling me until I was almost out of breath, I couldn’t get him to stop but because he’d let his guard down I knew he wasn’t applying much muscle I quickly rolled us over putting myself in a very compromising position, Logan was completely under me his hands lay on my waist and I was straddling him like I was about to go for the ride of a lifetime.

“I think I like looking at you from this position” he said as the laughter died down, moving his hands gently along my waist line, I felt a vibration move up my back and a throb make its way between my legs.

“just, please let me do stuff” I begged softly, my voice coming out a little more softer surprising even me.

“I’ll think about it” he twirled his fingers in my hair his right hand still holding on to my waist. “your shirt is wet” he motioned to my now visible nipples that were currently harder than mount Everest and I quickly raised my arm to try and cover them, he smirked holding my arms away goddess I really wished I could wipe that smirk off his face with a slap, “I said I liked the view” he whispered running his hands along my waist line resting them right above my ribcage his thumbs drawing small circles right below my breasts.

My lips parted and I locked my eyes with his finding it hard to breath, he bit his lower lip looking incredibly cute as he did so his eyes laced with pure raw desire, he moved his hands a little higher cupping the sides of my breasts.

“Lo…L…Logan”

“Hmm?”

I moved my lips but I couldn’t find the words, I was completely lost in the moment, his movements had caused my shirt to fold rising and exposing my skin which felt like it was burning every time he touched it. He got up off his back wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his shoulders so that I don’t fall off, “This is more comfortable don’t you think?” He smirked fixing me so that I was right on top of his throbbing hardness our noses were only inches from each other and somehow the room had gotten smaller and much hotter my throat was dry and I found my eyes fixed on Logan’s lips, they looked so tasty, so juicy and inviting I just wanted to devour them and savor every moment as I do so.

“Excuse me alpha we are ready to…..” Meagan walked in immediately stopping in her tracks at what she had just walked in on, I jumped off Logan’s lap and off of the floor leaving Logan‘s very visible hardness exposed.

“I’m sorry I.. I’ll um.. wait outside.” She swallowed and that was my que to go and re shower and get my thoughts in order.