A staff caught up with us as the performance reached the finale to get our order. What was that for? Is he dedicating it to me? The song that they played. The lyrics still linger on me. Another thing that took my breath away was when He held a bouquet of red roses. Where did that come from? Hell no! I won't be deceived. Cara seriously told me already that her brother's gay. That was all clear in my mind, not until tonight. Should I reconsider? Or maybe Craig's bisexual in preference. With that thought, I could not help but again expect something that would hurt me in the future if I fucked up on this. "Hey, Babe.." My bubble thoughts popped as Craig took my attention after I put down what I was holding on the side. His smile was torture. Mentally, I slapped my face so I could wake up from this dream. This isn't real. "Hey! Are you alright?" He asked as I stayed speechless like an idiot for how long, I don't know.Damn, Daphne! Don't be such a loser. "Yeah, I'm good." I fired b
It took me a while before I finally gave her the privacy. If I did not have to change clothes, I may have stayed with her. When I was already in my room, I began to remove my accessories and followed with my outfit before I wore my flower-pink robe. Looking at the mirror, the moment I had with Craig came to mind. He still has this effect on me that I'm having a hard time to wash out and just ignore it. How am I going to deal with that for ten years? I heaved in distress, looking down as both hands gripped the table's edge.Meanwhile, I decided to take a bath. Perhaps it could wash out my frustration. Unfortunately, his image popped up again when I shut my eyes off. I could feel the refreshing warm water on my body coming from the shower, yet it didn't help to ease what was bothering my mind even a bit.After I showered, I left the bathroom wearing my robe again while wiping my wet hair with a towel. I ceased when I saw Cara lying on my bed. What is she doing here? Can't she sleep
"We saw the news. You look like real mates. No one would think that was just for the sake of the will." It was Ziggy who commented. We are currently here at Miho's Club. "What's wrong, Daphne? Are you alright? You seem so quiet today." Paul uttered while actively eating his chips. "Where's Zekiel?" Altering the subject, I thought of something that would shift the discussion. I don't wanna talk about it, nor even have a drop of it in my senses. "You said. You don't want to entangle yourself with him?" Bridgette, with her inquiring look. "Can't I have a change of heart?" I fired back, devouring straight my booze. "Woah. Easy, kitty," Miho's surprised retort when he saw me finish my whole drink once. "Who knows Zekiel's phone number?" Abruptly, it came out of my silly mouth. At first, no one dared to respond, but later on, Ziggy gave it to me. I took my phone out, dialing Zekiel's number. Without a single thought of hesitance, I called him. Not even 15 minutes later, Zekiel showe
"What was that?!" With a hint of annoyance, Cara retorted. I didn't know she was already behind me as my mind was so preoccupied with a bunch of bullshit. I turned to face her and responded with her irritation towards me. "What?!" I tilted my head as my eyes narrowed, my lips pressed, forming a straight line as my body trembled. "Are you flirting with that girl?!" "Woah.. Woah!" I opposed, blinking my eyes, raising my hands in disturbance. "What the hell are you babbling about, Cara? Flirting? Are you for real? I-I'm not-" "You are not what?" Her looks seem to slice me into two. "I'm not like what you are thinking. I'm damn straight. Can't you see? I'm hurting right now 'cause I-I'm in love with someone I am not supposed to." [3rd Person Point of View]Cara couldn't understand why she seemed disappointed when Daphne said she was straight.Cara even felt a tightness in her chest when she heard from Daphne that she was in love with someone she shouldn't be—Cara knew that Daphne was
THE SEMESTER was over, so Ziggy and I, and of course with the gang, decided to go out of town.Besides, that is what I ideally needed to divert my one-sided love for Craig into something else. "Zekiel is coming, Daphne. It's okay, right?" I nodded to Ziggy, approving because last time, I said I would try to like someone else. Of course, my friends are full support. "Maybe you can invite your sister-in-law, too, Daphne," Paul spoke. "I'll try, but no promises, Paul. She might be busy on something," I explained, and he smiled. He indeed has a crush on Cara. I can't blame him either 'cause who would not? Cara is a complete package of beauty, brain, and good traits. What more could you ask for? I bid them goodbye as I hopped in the cab I booked earlier. Today was the last day of our class. As a typical day, nobody was at home when I arrived. The twins are nowhere to be seen—just the maids. I went up to my room to freshen up and change. For a moment, I rested on the bed, fidgeting w
WHAT A SMALL WORLD. Little did I realize Zekiel Arhon Mondrade is Cara's ex-boyfriend's younger brother. I already confirmed when I asked Zekiel. He even got inquisitive about how I knew his brother. I just came up with an excuse and made up a sort of story. Now I am in the urge to know why Cara and his brother broke up. What did he do to Cara, and why did he shatter Cara's heart? I am not the one who got hurt by her ex-boyfriend, but I seemed to feel it all of a sudden. "If you don't mind me asking, why did you break up?" I asked Cara when we reached the mountain peak, and after, I drank from the bottled water she gave me. "That's in the past, Daphne. Let's not talk about it," she replied, dodging my eyes, but I was still enchanted. I can't accept what that man did, leaving Cara, that left a big hole in her heart. At some point, I thought that was the reason for Cara's behavior, partying all night and barely staying home. Even the last time she had a dream, stopping someone in
Cara and I sat on a big rock in the shade so we could talk properly. She threw me a smile before opening her mouth. "Craig and I were just kids when I noticed our parents always fought over something. I don't know why. Craig and I are very close. He's like my best friend, Daphne," she started like reading me a story."We love to have fun and explore things. There are times when I dress him in my clothes, and I'm glad because I see him happy. Sometimes, we also play with my makeup kits," smiling as she delivers every single word. "..I thought that was normal until Dad saw us, and he was outraged and was beating Craig. I cried a lot 'cause I felt like it was my fault Dad hit him. I didn't know what was happening back then." From what Cara was saying, it gradually became clear in my mind why their parents made such a condition in the will.I think their Father purposely did that, so until the end, Craig would be forced to straighten himself out. At that point, I was hurting for Craig
WHEN I was given a chance, I approached Zekiel to talk to him, and we apologized to one another regarding how we had behaved earlier. I learned that He didn't fully accept his brother being gay, but I could tell he loved him because of how he defended him to me. Maybe life is like that. Some things are hard to understand, but in the end, true love still prevails. I believe when the time is right, Zekiel will bravely accept his brother wholeheartedly. On that day, his heart will finally be at peace and happy. "So, you did it well?" Cara unexpectedly turned up behind me, placing her arm around my shoulder.We are now at the hotel where we booked our rooms for the rest of the day."Where have you been?" I asked, ignoring her words. "I just checked the room. Aren't you hungry yet?" She's right. Honestly, I'm starving to death as we haven't eaten anything since morning. Cara just chuckled when she heard my tummy groan. "I guess that's a yes," referring to the sound from my belly. We
It was challenging to leave Cara, but I had to, despite not wanting to protect the company she built and worked hard for. Even though our time apart would be brief, it felt like an eternity. I entrusted Kazzy to look after her, knowing she would provide excellent care. We have made plans to Facetime daily to bridge the distance and alleviate the feeling of being away. Since arriving discreetly in Spain two days ago, my mind didn't leave Cara. Craig made an excuse for a leave of absence as he needed time for us. We must go together to avoid suspicion. However, my heart yearns to be back with the woman I love. If I could just do things fast, I would. "Are you ready?" I stood up to meet him with confidence when I heard his voice. We rented a hostel that was not eye-catcher to proceed with the plan. "Of course. I have to be." I assured him despite my initial doubts about becoming a mother at a young age. I know that I am capable of embracing this new chapter in my li
"Daph, I'm really concerned that you might get sick if you keep this up." I was lost in thought when a familiar voice broke through. It's been a whole week now, and I haven't left the hospital once. It's starting to feel like a second home to me, but not in a good way. It's as if I checked in, and there's no check-out date in sight. My attention shifted from Cara to Craig as he walked in, looking like he just got off work. "Have you eaten?" I asked, not paying attention to his words from earlier. He seemed like he was neglecting himself already due to his heavy workload. I didn't want him to end up in a hospital bed, either. "Let's not change the subject. I'm serious. If something happens to you, my sister will never forgive me. Worst.. She will definitely, no doubt, kill me." I stood up to tend him but felt unsteady. Luckily, Craig quickly caught me before my face hit the floor. "This is exactly my point!" He said firmly. "You're asking if I've eaten, but you're sk
A few months passed, and Cara still didn't wake up, but I never dared to give up or stop hoping that one day she would come back.. to me. She needs to come back to know how much I love her. That I am ready to love her completely, love only her. "Daphne.. Why don't you take a break? Go home. Rest assured, I'll keep an eye on her." Craig uttered, patting my back, but I don't want to. "No.. She might open her eyes today. I don't want her to think I'm not on her side." "Of course not. Cara will not think that way, Daphne. She knows you. You know each other well." He said those with a bit of a laugh in the end. "You guys are like twins. Something connects your gut. Okay." For an instant, I come to think of it. "Besides, don't you have class tomorrow?" He's right, and I'm kind of losing track of my Acads as my focus was on Cara's recovery. "Fine.." I lifted my hands in defeat. "..But call me asap when she gains consciousness." Craig nodded. From that day forward, Cara is a sl
[DAPHNE WHITE]When I got conscious and gradually opened my eyes, I instantly closed it again 'cause of the pang in my head. I held on to it. "Don't move yet." I should have gotten up. There was this urge I could not stop from igniting within me. I must see Cara before it's too late. "Where's Cara? I have to go see Cara!!." I screamed out at the top of my lungs as I cupped my bandaged head. I heard Craig sigh, an indication that something terrible had happened. "Please, Craig. I need to talk to Cara. I can't lose her." I begged, trying to take off my bed. "Yes, Daphne. I understand you, but in these times, you have to put yourself first. Get well first." What I perceived was not processed in my brain. All I could think of was Cara. I have to stop her from leaving me for good. "You don't understand me, Craig. I can't lose Cara. She needs to hear what I have to say." I feel like I'm losing her. I seem to be late, messing things up, and I could not afford that to happen. This time
[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE] "Let me help you," I said, not heeding her words that seemed like a knife that could easily make me bleed. "Stop, Daphne! Just... Just go away. Get out!" She struggled with my touch. "Alright. Alright. I'll leave you alone after this." I just want to help her change and feel comfortable so she can go to sleep. "You are not listening, Daphne. I said leave!" She pointed to the door out. I gulp and freeze on my stand. This is the first time Cara has driven me away. She must be distraught by me. I couldn't do anything but follow her because I was already feeling pain from her sudden treatment. THE FOLLOWING DAY.. As I stepped out of my room, I was thrilled to see Cara heading out. We were so engrossed in our own thoughts that we accidentally collided. Our eyes locked, and in that moment, time seemed to stand still. Without a word, Cara drew nearer, and before I knew it, we were wrapped in a warm embrace, sharing a heartfelt kiss. This was only my s
[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE] We just finished our two classes, and we are now heading to the cafeteria. While walking, my mind was too preoccupied. It's been two days since Cara unleashed her true feelings towards me, loving me romantically, in exactly fine words. It's just a simple fact, yet it seems like a storm that literally washed the hell out of me. Suddenly, my world had gone wild enough to sabotage my sanity continuously. I'm so fucking confused about what to feel anymore. What exactly is inside my chest? Is this just a phase that, as days go by, it will all pass? The day Zammy asked Cara if she likes me and I found out that I was only a responsibility and obligation to Cara, I felt terrible. Now that Cara said she loves me, I still can't get what my heart really yearns for. This is fucking fucked up damn shit.... "What's with the long face, Daph?" Bridgette's brows knitted as we settled in our seats. The noise surrounding us was like nothing, as chaos ran through my w
From the stairs, I already smelled the aroma of something that was definitely coming from the kitchen as I got to see the dining still empty. I walk through it, following what my nose lingers with. "Good morning." I heard her greet me without even paying gaze on me. How did she sense my presence as I stepped soundless? "G-good morning," I respond, stuttering. I can see that she's in the mood, literally not sick at all. What a trap, Daphne. You, indeed, know how to tame me. Lucky for you.. What bad luck for me. I was taken aback when she suddenly turned around, facing me while holding a spoon. "Taste it, Cara." Hesitantly, I still obeyed her, opening my mouth. I swallow and lick. "Not bad." Her brows wrinkled in awe. "You don't like it?" I just hissed, turning my back on her. Everything about her... I don't just like it. I love it, except for her mixed signals. Her confusing motif, actions, and behavior.Before I could go far away, she already stood in front of me. "Tell me
"The fuck! You are going, Cara." Kazzy yelled at my back after I said to Daphne that I'd be home, just give me a half hour, and don't sleep yet. "I'm sorry, Kazzy, but I have to go. She's sick." I explained, walking inside to grab my things. "Sorry for your damn self, Cara. And please.. She won't die. It's just a simple sickness. Oh Gosh!" I just threw her a 'my decision is final.' look. "I love her. I will always put her on top of my priorities." Before I turned my back to her, I saw her sympathetic face as if saying that tonight was my funeral. When I reached home, I went directly to my room. Abruptly, I come closer to the woman who's lying in the bed. "Hey... Are you alright? Did you drink your medicine already? Since when have you been vomiting? Did you consult the doctor already? What did they say?" Non-stop, I murmured as I sat beside her after she lifted to tend me, leaning on the headboard. She did not say any words and slowly caressed my cheek. Her eyes were red,
Many days had passed like a breeze without seeing Cara. As time went on, I couldn't bear to be without her presence, so I thought of going to her office, to pay her a surprise visit. I was walking in the hallway and was about to open her office door when I was stopped. She was with another woman. It's not Kazzy because I know her voice anyway. Perhaps her assistant or whoever. I didn't think about it anymore and just went in."What's happening?" Suddenly, my heart beat faster when I saw someone sitting on her lap. They stood up together, but the image of their previous position was left in my mind. "What are you doing here, Daphne?" I can't speak suddenly. It was as if something blocked my throat. My chest is tense up. I don't like how I feel. "Nothing in particular.. I just brought you lunch. I barely see you at the mansion, so I thought of coming here. Alright, I'm leaving." I quickly turned around after placing what I was holding on her table because my tears were about to fa