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CHAPTER 41
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2024-10-29 19:42:56VANESSA'S POV
I was about to get out of bed when my head suddenly pounded. I thought it was nothing and shrugged it off, but before I can even stand up, I fell down on the floor feeling so dizzy.
"UGHHH!!! What the heck? I feel like vomitting..." I said trying to get up.
"Argh!" I groaned as my head started to pound continously.
"Ha...ha... Argh..." I tried my best to fight the pain in my head as I gasp feeling out of breath.
"Shit! It hurts so much... It feels like the viens in my head are gonna explode."
I went to the bathroom and washed my face wishing the pain would go away.
"It can't be because I overslept, right?"
I looked at myself in the mirror and my appearance looks like a total mess. I slept for fifteen hours yet I have very dark bags under my eyes. I looked so exhausted and stressed, even when I change skin I wouldn't look this bad.
"Just what is this?"
I went out of t
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