As I changed out of the luxurious silk and into my simple dress, Angus's gaze lingered on me, his expression solemn. I knew what he was thinking about. What he has come to realise. I could sense the weight of his thoughts, the unspoken words that hung between us. I knew that he was thinking about the vast differences between our worlds, the societal boundaries that separated us. To imagine it is vastly different from seeing it.
As I fastened the last button on my dress, I caught his eye, and for a moment, we just looked at each other. I could see the longing in his gaze, the desire to bridge the gap between us. But I also knew that there were forces beyond our control that would not allow it to be easy. I stared at his elegant attire to my very worn out cotton and I gulped in. I'm sure he could see it too, and I wonder if the nature of our relationship would have been any different had I have been of a different status. With a quiet sigh, I tuThe floor was cold tonight. Not that it had always been different but this night is freezing cold.This is how I know whenever winter is on the way. Cindy wouldn't stop snoring and Lyla has taken the cover all to herself. I looked around and I found the girls, both old and young ones sleeping in different directions. We are the slaves of the most successful woman in Thores, Sumaya. She owns the largest population of slaves in the townNot even the king could compete with her wealth. We were dressed. We were not to be shackled during the night but when we were on the farm, except during festivals that we have visitors in the compound. And When I think about those girls that tried to flee, a cold shiver ran through me. Loud snores from different angles, but that was not what kept me awake tonight. It was not even the cold weather.It has been a month since I've started sneaking out of the slave chamber. Sneaking out was common among the slaves, especially during cold nights like now. Fem
It happened so fast that I couldn't stop it. My chest wrap was tugged loose and my breasts exposed to him. I gasped. My first reaction was to cover my chest as I stared at him with my mouth agape. When I saw the hungry look in his eyes, I began to move backwards. At that moment, he has suddenly become a hunter while I was the prey. I started thinking of ways to escape him but I couldn't think of any. I knew I was doomed and would definitely be beheaded the following morning. What was I thinking? Why did I even come to his room. I was definitely do e for. Sapped out of my thoughts when I suddenly felt a brush on my breasts and I shivered at the intrusive contact. My breath catches and I came to realise that he had me caged in his arms, staring intensely into me. I couldn't meet his gaze. Not when it was so cold and void of emotions. I tried to step away from him but it was futile with nothing to run to but the hard brick against my back. I began to whimper with fear. He noticed my r
I ran. I ran and I did not stop until I reach out camp. I paused when at the entrance where Lyla was waiting for me with a mocking smile on her face. I paused to look at her and I realised that she must have known that Angus was not far away. I stared at her until she began to quiver under my scrutinizing gaze. But their was nothing I could do to her. Not when I did not want my life harder than it it now. I was about to walk past her when she spoke. "So, how was it?", she asked and my eyes widened lightly. Could it be that she knew what happened? My heart began to race as I think of several ways I could be punished for this. She twirled around until she was standing before me. She smiled into my face. "Don't you think you owe me for this?", she asked, placing her hand on my shoulder. "One word from me and your life is ruined. You know how cold Angus can be.". Leaning in, she whispered, "He would have you whipped until you lose consciousness", I imagined how a whip would feel
Jane was only a child. She was only 16 years old, three years younger than I am but she was not born into slavery. Her mother was a mistress to her father before she died during her delivery. She was raised by her stepmother who mistreated her all her childhood. And when her father died after falling from a palm tree, the stepmother became more powerful. When the woman's daughter became sick with a deadly disease, she went into debt and the child actually died and all her efforts went to waste. Out of spite, she sold Lola and used the money to pay her daughter's debt. It was while Lola was struggling with her master that she fell from a horse and hit her head. She came into the compound through Mikael. As usual, the mighty drunkard and gambler has gone to gamble. And after waisting 500,000 pounds, he finally won Lola whose master was desperate to get rid of that he made a bet with her. It was days after Mikael got home that he realised that the slave he bought was sick in the hea
I bent, picking up the knife and I stepped closer to him. I stood at the same distance which he stood before Lola. Holding his gaze with my own calm expression, I thrust the knife into his heart. I have envisioned the scene so perfectly but I could not take myself to do it. I'm not a monster. I'm not like them. I chanted continuously as my hands shook with fury. But I couldn't do it. I was not cruel. I was just weak and powerless, I realised this and I bursted into tears. Angus allowed me to cry for a while before he came to me. He placed his hand on my shoulders and he stared into my eyes. His touch was warm but his eyes still lacked warmth. it chilled my soul with fear. "You can't do it. Can you?", he asked and I felt like stabbing him with the knife again. "Believe whatever you like, I won't try to change your mind. Your friend is gone forever, you should let her go", he said and tears streamed down my face. "I hate you", I told him. And I meant it. "I know. You just can't he
Sneaking out, bathing, eating and sleeping has now become our habit. It became my routine. And everyday, while I suffer through the hardships, I comfort myself with imagining Angus and I looked forward to seeing him every night. Tonight, I have made sure the others were fast asleep before I jumped out. This was due to a confrontation I had faced with Mally two days ago. We were sun drying the bush meats when she asked me why I was not in the room when she woke up to ease herself during the night. I had instantly come up with an excuse to deny her allegations. Although the young woman said no more, I knew she was not convinced. And I had become extra careful since then. I sighed with relief when I got to my destination. But I immediately became worried when I saw Lyla coming out of Angus' chambers. And with the suspicious way she was looking around, I knew she has not gone there for a good cause. But what could she be doing with him by this time of the night? I hid myself before
I was shocked when I came into the quarters one night and I met most of the girls on their feets, standing with Karen who has a bread in her hand and all glaring daggers at me. I do not need to be told, I knew I had been bursted. I opened my mouth to speak but someone spoke before I could. "Where is the thief?" I looked to my back to find Lyla standing with her minions, her arms folded as she glared down at me. I looked back at Karen but she couldn't meet my eyes. She clasped her hands to her front, staring at the floor. But that wouldn't get me out of the coming crises. Lyla matched up to me and the next thing I felt was a thunderous slap. I gasped. "How dare you steal from the one who feeds you? Who is the unfortunate boy who gave you the food?", she yelled. When I refused to answer her, one of her minions side_hit my leg and I fell to the floor. I yelped with pain but they did not care. "Speak immediately!", one of her minions yelled but I refused to take my eyes away from the
It is cold here. It had always been cold but it became worse some times ago. And I think everywhere is wet too. I'm not sure, I might just be feeling the moisture of all the urines down here. But I did not think so. I think it rained yesterday or two days ago, I don't know. Time has become useless to me. I have waited, counting the seconds, minutes and hours, trying so hard to hold into my sanity. But I failed. Time is meaningless to me now. Whether it is the day or night, it was all dark in this new world. I think I heard some footsteps, thinking it was the one who brings me bread every night, I began to crawl to the gate. My knees were all battered and my arms peeled, but I did not care. I held on to the metallic gate, trying to pick out the human figure from the dark. I looked into the darkness but could not make out any form. The small gate was suddenly opened and I fell backwards, making me to groan with pain.I heard the approaching footsteps and then I was taken out of the
As I changed out of the luxurious silk and into my simple dress, Angus's gaze lingered on me, his expression solemn. I knew what he was thinking about. What he has come to realise. I could sense the weight of his thoughts, the unspoken words that hung between us. I knew that he was thinking about the vast differences between our worlds, the societal boundaries that separated us. To imagine it is vastly different from seeing it. As I fastened the last button on my dress, I caught his eye, and for a moment, we just looked at each other. I could see the longing in his gaze, the desire to bridge the gap between us. But I also knew that there were forces beyond our control that would not allow it to be easy. I stared at his elegant attire to my very worn out cotton and I gulped in. I'm sure he could see it too, and I wonder if the nature of our relationship would have been any different had I have been of a different status. With a quiet sigh, I tu
We made love a few times during the night, but it did nothing to ease the hurt in my heart, nothing to erase my memory of Lyla. The way she stared at him with such intimacy made my blood boil. It made me see red. But all the same, I felt helpless. I'm drowning in this river of emotions where only Angus could save me.My mind ran on many thoughts. I wondered if Lyla had recognised me earlier. Could she tell it was me? I could not tell. Not when she was so focused on Angus, with her body drawing to him like magnet. The scene repeated in my head and I gritted my teeth, seething with anger.I think he felt me tremble against him and he placed his calming hand on my shoulder. "You are not sleeping, is anything bothering you?".I hesitated before I spoke. "Can I ask you a question? And I want a sincere answer."He went silent behind me at once. It was as if he anticipated for the question. "Could you not ask?", his voice was gentle, tryi
Angus held me close to himself, , trying to pacify me. His warmth and scent enveloped me, calming my frazzled nerves. But as our bodies touched, the air seemed to charge with a different kind of energy. I felt my resistance melt away and my body relaxing into his embrace. Angus's chest rose and fell with steady breaths, his heart beating in rhythm with mine. He cradled my head against his chest, his fingers gently stroking my hair. My eyes shut close as the gentle touch sent shivers down my spine. I opened my eyes as he tilted my face up to his. Our eyes met, the connection sparking like electricity. The atmosphere suddenly changed and it became heated with our lust. I went lax in his arms and he crawled my head to his chest before his lips descended upon mine. The kiss, soft and gentle at first, but grew more insistent as it deepened. I could feel myself getting lost in the moment, my senses overwhelmed by the taste and scent of him. The world around us melted away, leaving only
The footsteps grew louder, and my anxiety spiked. I pulled the sheets closer, feeling vulnerable and exposed. The door creaked open, and my eyes met those of Lyla. My eyes widened.Lyla's eyes looked around the room, her expression guarded and searching, her gaze piercing as she moved closer to me. However, sensing her intensity, I looked away, my face hidden behind a veil of my hair. But Lyla wasn't deterred. She took another step forward, her movements quiet and deliberate.I could feel the weight of Lyla's probing stare. My skin prickling with unease and my heart beat loudly in my chest. I knew that look in her eyes. I knew it meant Lyla was piecing together fragments of suspicion and doubt. My heart beat faster, my breadth catching in my throat as Lyla took a step closer. The room seemed to shrink, the walls closing in on me like a vise. I began to sweat."Freye," Lyla she called, her voice low and her tone uncertain.My hands tremb
I twirled around to face him and my eyes locked onto his, shining with gratitude and desire. I wrapped her hands around his neck, my fingers tracing the nape of his neck, and pulled him closer. Our lips met in a tender kiss as my heart drummed in my chest. Angus's hands moved deftly, helping me out of the tight dress, until I stood before him in all my naked glory. The soft glow of the room's candles danced across my skin, highlighting my curves and I watched Angus who has paused to stare at my body as though he was seeing it for the first time, his eyes filled with admiration and longing. As we lay on the bed, my body arched toward him, anticipating the union while Angus's hands explored her skin, sending shivers downy spine. He bent, his mouth showering my body with kisses while I struggled to loose his trousers. When I finally succeeded, I took his manhood in my hand and I gave a firm squeeze.
I turned to leave. I have reached the door when he caught my wrist. Slowly, I turned to look up at him and he dragged his hand from my wrist, up my arm to my shoulders. My eyes closed as I struggled to fight my body's submission to him. With shaky hands, he held my cheeks and his lips descended to mine. As his lips touched mine, I felt a spark of electricity run through my body. Despite my initial intention to resist him, I could not. My lips seemed to melt into his, surrendering to the intensity of the moment. The world around me began to fade away, leaving only the sensation of Angus's lips on mine. His kiss was like a storm, wild and unpredictable, yet somehow familiar. My heart pounded in my chest as I felt myself getting lost in the moment. I tried to push back, but my body seemed to have a mind of its own, responding to Angus's touch in ways even I could not control. The kiss deepened, and I felt myself being pulled under, my senses overwhelmed by the sheer intensity of the
He looked at me for a while and then he smiled. He moved closer to me and held me by the waist. He cocked his head to a side. "I have missed you.", he said. Looking into my eyes, he placed his forth on mine. Our noses touched before he covered my mouth with his. My eyes closed as I drew him closer to me, getting lost in the sensation. Our lips crashed and I sucked on his lip, allowing him to take me another world where there was no worry for us, just me and him. He placed his palm on my buttock, pulling me to him and joining us together. He rolled his hip into mine and I stifled a moan. My hands moved from his nape and I threw my fingers into his hair. He trailed the kiss from my lips to the corner of my mouth, down to my jaw and I exposed my neck to him. I did not even know when, my clothes were already on the floor and I was standing naked before him. Staring into his blue eyes, I wondered why I could not be enough for him. But the thought could not linger in my mind. Angus had
"Last night," she began, staring grudgingly at me. "A girl was seen with Master Angus", she said, her arms folded as she encircled me. "Although her face could not be seen due to the concealing robe, it was reported that she entered into this chamber.", she said without breaking contact. My brow furrowed and I swallowed anxiously. "You do not suspect me to be her, do you?", I asked in a disbelieving tone, making her to pause. She closed the space between us and held me by my shoulders. "All I'm saying is that you should not let it be you." "Should it be you then? You want to be her, don't you?", I mocked. Her eyes widened and she scoffed before she pushed me off, making me to land on my buttock. I grinned through the sharp pain and looked up at her. "Why should we fight for anything that can never be ours?", I said to her and she walked out in anger. I smiled. But deep down, my heart raced with fear. I kep
Throughout the day, we all in a bright and energetic mood. It was that lovely mood that I took to Angus that night. But like almost every other night, he was not in. I decided to wait for him. I spent my time checking out the canvas. I found an intriguing one of a lake where a lamb sat staring at the lake while a wolf stares at it from a close distance. Another one was of a dove that flies elegantly in the sky. A smile took over my face. "Enthusiastic?", I made a U.turn to face Angus. "I guess the day has gone well.", he said with a smile, his face neutral. I turned back to the canvas. But I could barely contained my excitement. "It's just that Damascus visited the slave chamber today," I began, her eyes shining with enthusiasm as I reminisce on the day. "He's so kind and genuinely cares about our well-being. He even promised to get us new sandals and improve our living quarters.", I turned to face Angus and my smile froze in place. Angus' expression has darkened, his eyes