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HE KNEW HOW TO BREAK AND MEND MY HEART
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2020-10-05 15:07:15SIA'S POV
"Now that's creepy, looking at someone and smiling like a psychopath". Hardin mocked me, looking at me raising an eyebrow."Look who is talking about creepiness and psychopaths..... I was not smiling at you. I was just lost in thoughts!!" I rolled my eyes and sneered at him, lying."Yeah, whatever makes you sleep at night" He said indifferently, dismissing the talk, like he had caught me red handed and nothing was going to work now.But I was still staring at him, wanting to ask for the first time, the question I had always wanted to ask,"Why me?".He didn't look at me or replied to me, even after knowing what I was talking about.He always chose to ignore this topic, that always made me more curious.He left my hands and folded his arms on his chest, indicating his disinterest.I grabbed his face lightly and turned him towards me. I need
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