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59. Obsessed
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2021-07-16 11:09:15"I need you to stay away from Jude."
I stare at my father across his study desk and wonder whether I heard him right.
"What?" I ask. When he called me to his study, I didn't think my boyfriend was going to be the topic of discussion. Maybe my plans now that high school is behind me and I have several months before leaving for university, but not this.
Dad clasps his hands on top of his desk and leans toward me. "I'm his doctor, and I'm your father. I have both of your best interests at heart. He's like a son to me. And right now what's best for him is that he stays away from you."
I press a finger to my temple. "We are not doing anything wrong, if that's what you're worried about," I say, my gaze fleeting to the ceiling. "And I don't want to stay away from him, he's my boyfriend!"
He nods. "I know."
I look back at him. "I love him, I can't just stay away from him."
"Jude's not well--"
"He's fine! His wound healed
S.H. WaenThank you for reading Knowing Jude! There will be a sequel to Jo and Jude's story. Title: Loving Jude. But, I'll start working on it when I'm done with the book I'm currently writing. I also plan to write Nicki and Cole's story in the future. I'll be very grateful if you could wait for them patiently. Thank you. 🙂
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