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34. Sweet Beautiful Disaster
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Wake up, Avery.” Jude says for possibly the tenth time, following it up with a poke to my side.
I grumble, eyes still shut, and swat his hand away. “Stop,” I warn. I turn into my side, snuggling my face into my folded hands.
“Jo is sooo lazy,” Cole sing songs from my right.
I make a sound in my throat but otherwise ignore him. Can’t a girl get a little sleep around here?
“Tickle her,” a voice, belonging to my traitorous friend Nicki, comes from the spot right beside me.
I shoot up from my space against the wall immediately, and in time too because Jude is already reaching out. I glare at Nicki and flash her the middle finger.
Jude chuckles, chewing on his bottom lip. “Oh, so that’s the trick.”
“Don’t you ever dare, not even once,” I wa
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