Louis pressed his forehead against the cool glass. The bus trembled on the move and this vibration was given in the whole body. He just called Kit, but she didn't answer. Maybe on stage... or already sleeping... or just busy... But I really wanted to talk. Hear her voice. Their conversations, of course ... Lou says something in Russian, she laughs, corrects. In English, he has to build phrases as if he is communicating with a small child. And she doesn't understand half of it. And yet, wonderful. Without another dose of this dope, Louis missed.
The guys were still awake, but no one was in Lou's room. Everyone was already aware of his great love and high suffering. And since he is sitting - eyebrows with a house, sadness in his eyes - the girl does not pick up his phone. And it's better not to joke about it. For some reason, Sparks' sense of humor at such moments completely leaves.
Louis was more sad, then took a picture of his sour face and sent it to her. Let him see how bad he is without her on this fucking tour. Sad puppy eyes in the reflection of dark glass. Then he thought and sent another message in pursuit: “What are you doing? Busy? Call as soon as you can. I miss…"
She never came, no matter how he asked ... And she didn’t allow herself anything like that anymore in the video chat, much to Louis’s regret. But she was sweet with him, gentle, willingly answered all calls ... when she considered it necessary. In general, she led him on such a strong leash. Lou understood everything, he's not a fool. But he couldn't do anything. Yes, I didn't want to. You see, he loved her. He liked this dying every second, this spring twisted in his heart, this heat shimmering under his ribs. Never before had another person become the whole universe for him.
After some more hesitation, Lou went to bed. Only in the morning did she receive an answer that seemed very strange to him, especially when he was awake. Kit wrote: “I spin your Galaxy! :)” Of course, this is a reference to the name of his band - Run Up My Galaxy*. But what did she mean by that?
Morning... Blinding sun. Another city. Another scene. A sea of heads and raised hands. Leaving the stage, Lu felt the usual pre-concert jitters. He was always worried - that was normal. But this time, some kind of eerie sweet trembling was added to the usual sensation. As if something should happen, and it is not yet clear - is it good or bad? Keith hasn't answered the phone yet. More precisely, the phone was turned off completely, as the robot politely and dispassionately informed him.
Louis worked himself up so hard that he trembled like a hot young horse at the start. However, when the microphone settled into his palm with its usual weight, he suddenly calmed down completely. Everything went like clockwork - one song, the second ... The crowd, who knew the lyrics perfectly, stood on their ears with delight. Energy splashed in waves, rolled off the stage and returned back, amplified hundreds of times. Lou felt like he was in the ocean surf...
At one point, he closed his eyes, bending over, exhaling everything that hurt in a scream, and then looked down at the ocean of faces, and his heart jumped up to his throat, and then thumped back. There, by the stage, on the left ... like a blaze of fire. Something bright, like a fox's tail. Can't be! He ran to the very edge. She... She! She stood calm in the raging crowd, proudly lifting her chin, like a duchess. She looked intently and attentively, as if she were at the opera, and not at a rock party. She didn't care that she was being pushed from all sides. An upturned face framed by torn red strands. She saw that he noticed her, stretched out her hand forward and up ... and showed him a protruding middle finger. And stuck out her tongue. And then she laughed.
Lou jumped into the crowd without a second thought. Dozens of hands picked up, carried. He worked his way over shoulders and heads towards that blazing fire of hair. The crowd, with an amazing collective intelligence inherent in such gatherings, figured out where he was heading, and rolled the light vocalist close to her.
— Keith!
She reached out her hands, catching his palms. Fingers intertwined, Louis pulled her out of the human mess and the living ocean rolled them back to the stage. The guards were already rushing about, trying to quickly catch the blissful object from the tenacious hands of the fans. He felt the fabric crack. The shirt will go for souvenirs. Someone not too successfully waved his hand, hitting him right in the nose. Fuck, the main thing is not to let her go. Whale! Crazy, crazy, adorable! Damn Kitsune!
The crowd threw them upstairs. The strong hands of the guards caught up. Lou did not open his fingers, afraid that if he let go, this red-haired bitch would melt like a hallucination. As soon as he stood firmly on his feet, he felt a warm trickle flow from his nose. He looked into shining honey-green eyes and trembled with joy. Didn't believe it was even possible. He's probably delirious. Or sleeping. Or stoned.
Kit freed her hand and carefully wiped away the blood. Louis caught her hand and pressed it to his lips. He closed his eyes and rubbed his cheek against her. Real. Smelling of warmth, grass, dust, some perfume. His blood. Kit clung to him and he hugged her, squeezing so that it probably hurt her to breathe. The crowd roared with delight.
It was only then that Lou woke up and realized that the guys were chasing the loss in a circle, improvising a little to give him time. I turned around and saw Jeff grinning from ear to ear. Kit patted his cheek, carefully disengaged herself from his arms, stepped aside and sat on the edge of the stage, immediately taking off her shoes and tucking her legs under her. Simple and cozy, like at home in your own armchair. She nodded - they say, continue ... Lou took off his torn T-shirt, wiped off the remnants of blood and shot it to the public. Then he also undressed. If Keith is barefoot, he will sing like that too. From behind the stage, assistants were already hauling the ice. Lou waved it off, picked up the microphone...
To sing when she looks at him… she spread her fingers and licked a drop of blood with a sharp tongue, smiling slyly and predatory. Trembling and heat permeate the whole body from head to toe ... He gives all the best in a crazy way, as if this is the most important performance of his whole life. He sees only those elongated transparent eyes, those cool wells. Everything, everything, anything, if only admiration shone in them. She sings along, occasionally glancing at the crazy fans. Her warm calmness robs Louis of the remnants of his will and reason.
In short breaks between songs, he comes up to her to touch, hold her hand, run his hand through her hair. She doesn't melt. Doesn't disappear. This is a real fucking miracle. Lu mentally prays to all the gods for this happiness. They don't say a word to each other - it's not necessary. So far it's not necessary at all. Hundreds of mobile phone cameras capture these moments. In a couple of hours, the entire network will be buzzing, looking for information about her, inventing gossip ... Fans will dump a bunch of lies and shit on Kit's head. He already hates them for it.
Finally, it's all over. All the occasional curtsies, drumsticks thrown into the crowd. Louis glares at Keith. She pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them. And is it comfortable for her, with her breasts? Curled up into a cozy ball. Fox. Ginger cat. Werewolf. He kneels down, literally crawling up to the woman he loves to the point of insanity. Looks into the eyes. She smiles and says:
“I hyped up your Galaxy.
“More, Kitty, much more…
Even signing autographs and taking pictures with fans, Lou would not let go of her hand if she would let him. But Kit, quite independently, chose a seat a little to the side, sat there on an empty table, dangling her legs, and carelessly licked ice cream, watching the lines of fans.
The first excitement from the meeting receded under the pressure of a completely understandable desire - to be alone with Kit as soon as possible. Autograph - sessions have never seemed so tiring, long and disgusting to Louis. He hated every squealing youngster who stole the precious moments he could spend with Kit. Instead of autographs, he wanted to draw members and write - and go to hell, you all!
That's why she did not pick up the phone: she was at the airport, on the plane ... She wanted to surprise him. Turned out great, just great! He had not yet kissed her ... for real, and tried to imagine - how it would be? How to do it like that ... what her lips taste like ... Now they are sweet, for sure, she is eating ice cream ... However, from the thought of a kiss, he naturally flowed to thoughts of sex. He imagined how he would touch her, undress, caress such a desired body ... There are such curves ... How she would moan, surrendering to him ... Or maybe, on the contrary, she would be assertive and active? He doesn't mind...
Crap! Well done! It's good that the t-shirt is long enough. It was not enough to earn another scandal with another fool who imagines that she is at least a princess, and he intends to fuck her at any cost.
Lou lifted his head from the 100th poster with his own cute face and looked at Keith. She smiled reassuringly. God, please let this all end soon! Please!
* Spin My Galaxy.
After finishing the autograph session, Louis decided that now he could relax, hide Kit's small hand in his and dump away from everyone. But it was not there. They didn't want to let them go. Especially after he finally took his beloved by the hand. Flashes, microphones under the nose:Is this your new girlfriend?- How did you meet?- How long have you been together?- What is her name?“Tell me, does Lou have a tattoo on his penis?” (this is Keith).She laughed in response, and then said:Yes, and not alone!And stuck out her middle finger at the aimed cameras.Louis admired the compliment and Kit's resourcefulness, quickly and almost politely kicked out stupid questions and whispered in her ear:- We're running. And they won't leave...Jeff, the clever one, took the fire, and they quietly crawled back, dived into some passage, turned another and another, crawled under some structures and ended up in a field behind the stage. Technicians, quarreling, slowly dismantled the equipment.
“Kitty is a kitten, we have to go…” Louis decided to say, touching her hair with his lips. They had several hours to sack this city, and the time was running out. Kit sighed, lifted her head, muttered something in Russian, and dropped it back. It could be “yes, of course”, “I don’t want to go anywhere” or “go to hell” - his choice. She was, of course, tired because of the night flight and the sex marathon they had arranged. Lou, too, would gladly send everything away and would not get out of this bed for another year. But - it is necessary. It is necessary, it is necessary, it is necessary ... Jeff already called, sarcastically wondering where the devils are.Lou kissed her again and stroked her back.“Baby, wake up… You’ll sleep on the bus, okay?”When Keith, in response to his question, for how many days she flew in, raised her fingers spread out, he squeaked like a youngster at the sight of Justin Bieber: “Will you go somnoyKit?!She nodded.Five days! For five whole days! Lou tho
There were six of them, these baubles-notches, on Louis' hand when she said she would leave him. And nine when he decided to get rid of them.After a few wonderful days together on the tour bus, Lou yearned for Kit to death. Lived from call to call, from sms to emoticons in Skype. The rest of the events were a foggy annoying background.As soon as he had free time, he immediately flew to her. Kitsune met him at the airport. Lou almost ate it on the way home in a taxi. The driver looked sideways in the rear-view mirror and grinned. He didn't give a fuck... he inhaled the scent of her body and shook with passion. They barely made it to her door. The shaggy red dog Kitty only barked in surprise and was immediately sent to the kitchen.The sex was fast, greedy, hard. Tenderness will be ... later ... but for now - to drink each other in one gulp, choking ... Kit scratched his back, the stripes from the nails burned. And bit her lip. Louis felt the coppery taste of blood in his mouth. And t
He cuts the lettuce. Drives a knife along the green elastic stems. No thoughts in my head, no sensations inside. Or does it just seem so? He's so drunk that he can't feel his fingertips. They were numb. What the hell is he cutting? Forgot. Probably it should be.Baubles Whale. Dangling on the wrist. One, two, three... Nine. He may not count. Knows exactly. He remembers how she tied - fastened each of them. He remembers every meeting from the first to the last second. There was another one, the tenth ... Instead of a bauble, he received something else. Instead of a commemorative notch - a fat dot. All. End. Finish. Apocalypse.He looks at them and realizes that he intensely hates these harmless trinkets. It's like notes from heaven, pages from the diary of happiness, which are pinned to your chest with hefty nails before they kick you in the ass. So that when you fry in a damn frying pan, you, bitch, do not forget for a second how happy you once were.That's right... gotta get rid of t
"Alive, you fucking bastard?" Fuck-I-I, how did you scare me ... freak ... I hate you!This is the first thing Louis heard after his failed self-drinking attempt. Tommy… beloved younger brother, blinking word after word, trying to be like him in everything… that’s who found him in a pool of his own blood, almost dead… He felt something was wrong in some place, rushed through half the city… managed.“I nearly died when I saw this!” Why Lou? What for?The blue eyes of the little brother, round from experiences, look at him with such reproach ... He sits on the edge of the bed and holds his tied hand. Louis pictured Tom shaking him, tying his belt over his shoulder, covering his wounds with kitchen towels, dialing the ambulance with his blood-slick fingers, and he felt excruciatingly ashamed.“I… don’t know… I’m sorry, Tommy… I didn’t mean it, really… it just kind of happened… by accident…”His tongue barely moves in his parched mouth.- How are you? Do you want something?"Drinking... I
Now Louis had plenty of time to think and remember. He, in fact, only did what he thought and remembered. Probably, this was facilitated by the drugs that he was injected with. He became very balanced, calm, somehow airy inside. Empty and light.He was no longer tied. They didn't put me in a psychiatric hospital. He said he would run away no matter what the cost. Then he was simply transferred to the department of neurosis, or whatever it was ... in the same hospital - and thanks for that. The cuts slowly healed and scarred.Louis wanted to go home. But it hasn't worked out yet. First, the dumbfounded parents insisted that he be treated. Pfft... from what? There is no cure for love ... Except perhaps with a lobotomy. To become a vegetable with arbitrary drooling is beauty ... Secondly, in this section of the bars on the windows and by the orderlies on duty, you will slip through the dick. Mini mental hospital...Tom... that little bastard... talked to Kit, knew her phone number, and d
How retarded he is, Lou realizes only when he starts to dress. Fingers barely obey. Damn medicine, soon it will completely knock him out ... And before that, a concert at the request of Mr. Simmons, who sings in the voice of Sailor Moon, will have to be listened to ... Colored glare is already creeping along the walls. Keith has to help him, button up his jeans, tie his shoelaces. It seemed to him that he almost strangled his beloved in his arms. In fact, it barely moves. It took him a lot of strength to fight - he cursed, spat and writhed like a snake, preventing his sister from injecting him with medicine. Then the nurse just lay down on him.Seeing him naked, Kitty cries again and says that if it weren't for the tattoos, he would just be transparent."Don't cry baby, everything will be fine..."Louis has to lean on her shoulder to steady himself on his feet. There is a noise coming from the corridor, definitely, something is already happening there. Keith opens the door, looks out
- Hello how are you?“Hi, it’s okay… right now, wait a second… Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu… don’t cry baby…”- What are you?— I blow.- What?- Not what, but where. I blow on Keith's finger.- Fuck, what happened?“The Walabi bit her… I told you not to go near him…”- Bitten by a walabee?!Tom, can't you hear me? Yes, walab. Such a small kangaroo. There are plenty of them.- Crying?No, he's already laughing...- Are you in the hospital?— No, we’ve poured some whiskey for now… Let’s go now.- Well, all right, blow on her finger from me too.- Yeah. OK Bye…Tom threw his cell phone on the bed and smiled. He rubbed his forehead. A leisurely autumn rain rustled outside the window, it was twilight and cool in the room. Kit stood before my eyes, with her bitten finger uplifted and her eyebrows raised in surprise. And paths of tears on the cheeks. Laughing. She does not know how to lose heart for a long time.The only time Tom saw her really upset and depressed was at the airpo
Kitty. The tip of the tongue pushes into the incisors twice, giving birth to the rhythm of her name. Like one of her bells jingling.Kitty. A drop of Metaxa on the lips. Two steps up the stairs to heaven.Ki-i-itti... It's like you're beckoning a wayward cat. Will he give a stroke or scratch his hands?Kitty. A syllable for each of her men. Two steps up the stairs to hell.Whale. One. The only one.Hank is drunk. Not too much, only to a pleasant dizziness, when the fingertips and the skin on the cheekbones become slightly numb, and the surrounding sounds become muffled. Yes, he drinks alone, so what? It cannot be called loneliness. She is here, with him, inside him, like the strongest alcohol, only this hop will not disappear with the dawn.Hank pushes the empty glass away with two fingers and reaches for the phone again. He doesn't let go of it anyway. The glass smells of roses. It smells of their first night, in which there was no one but the two of them, an empty park and a huge st
Her breathing and heartbeat stopped twice. Once while waiting for the ambulance. The second is on the way to St. Thomas Hospital. For the first time, Inspector Donovan had led her indefatigable, incomprehensible, bottomless heart. The second is a defibrillator.Of course she called him. Of course, she didn't wait...because she couldn't. They took Maniac. Miracle or divine providence, but with one blow of her almost toy knife she managed to blind him. Blind, he didn't get far. The kid the psycho used as bait wasn't physically hurt. Released from the ropes, he, sobbing like a child, pushed the policemen aside and held her head in his lap until the ambulance arrived.At the hospital, she underwent emergency surgery and received half a bucket of blood. The doctor said that the condition is stable, but life in general is not in danger.Tom flew along the night track at such a speed that he lost control and flew over the fence. The car is trash. He escaped with a broken ankle. The case was
The new taxi driver did not remain silent, but asked again - is the miss sure that she needs to go there? Kit irritatedly repeated that she was sure, and promised double the payment if they got there as quickly as possible. The Indian, swarthy as milk chocolate, beamed and said that the Fast and the Furious would seem like turtle races to her - with such speed he would drive Miss to her destination. Kit didn't listen to him. Her heart clenched in pain and horror. Harry got her... Even from prison, from solitary confinement, he could reach out to hurt her.Tapi… the baby's face came into view. He smiled and held out his plump hands to her. What will happen to him if she dies? Volume? Louis? What will happen to them all?But does she have a choice? She can't, she has no right to risk Hank's life... Because of her, only her fault, he got into trouble... She won't forgive herself if the Imitator kills this pure, innocent boy just starting to live. She can't live with it.“Here, miss. Ever
Kit tapped the end of the phone on the table, opened the case, closed it. She sighed. Strong coffee was cold in a tiny cup. She finished it in one gulp and beckoned the waiter to order more. Hank, who asked for a date, was running late. It didn't look like him. She agreed, reluctantly… After his antics with graffiti, the situation at home was like a minefield. Both pout. Both pretend not to pout. Both of them demonstrate in every possible way what magnificent husbands and even more magnificent fathers they are, in order to let her fully experience in this contrast what a cruel, heartless and immoral pig she is. Both secretly rummage through her phone, tablet and laptop. Both lay out in bed so that sometimes she crawls into the bathroom on wobbly legs - for five minutes to freshen up, and locks herself there for an hour to rest. She already hurts to sit.They did not hear any other answer to their question that evening. Lou grunted, "Do what you want with whom you want, but not in our
Tapi, say - Raivo. Well, repeat the same - Paradise, - Keith persuades his son.— Ay-oh! - the redhead chirps cheerfully and again tries to grab the smoky bobtailed ball on plump paws. And he is trying to grab a human cub, diligently opening his small, but already quite toothy mouth. The son laughs. The puppy growls, thinly, funny. Both are equally funny, clumsy. Louis watches this with a smile. She and Tom did not dare, but some damn mysterious HD did not hesitate, took and gave her a puppy. And she seems to be quite happy. Fuck! To the question - what kind of HD, allowing herself such almost intimate gestures, she waved it off - but, there is only one fan. Rrr. It seems that to feel with this woman something one thing, positive, for example: happiness, peace, peace, is absolutely unrealistic. There will definitely be a dark side, a fly in the ointment, a worm of doubt, a soul-rending minor note in a seemingly major melody.“There’s some moron under our windows drawing a heart on the
“The bullet is the last solid argument in our argument with you, in our argument with you, in our argument with you,” Keith repeated the chorus line and listened as the melody reached its highest point, to the climax, and then stopped. Phew... She's squeezed like a lemon. Exhausted and happy. She smiled and thanked the audience. I caught a plush animal thrown by someone on the stage. I put on my shoes. James was already waiting for her like a bayonet, escorted her to the dressing room and froze outside like a rock. The guys quietly hated him, unfairly believing that he was reporting to the Sparks about Kit's every move. Only with Lekha did he develop a warm, almost friendly relationship. Equally large, massive, they looked at this world and one small woman from one point of view accessible to them.Kit armed herself with a cotton pad and makeup remover. Let the boys hang out if they want, but she is tired like a dog. Erase this mask from your face and go to the hotel, bye.“Miss Keith
Hank took a deep breath. Turned over to the side. On the stomach. Again on the side. Opened, it seemed that it was too hot. The clock at the head of the room lit up part of the room with a ghostly light, showing 2:13 am on the clock face. There was no sleep at all. Pulling the pillow from under his head, he pressed it to his stomach, wrapping it around his knees. At least some illusion of a red-haired witch is nearby ... He had never fallen in love so quickly and painfully.Once he got on the Internet, he surfed for hours on end, looking at her photos, listening to her music, and reading articles, interviews, and gossip of all kinds. In the photo, she often appeared with one of her boyfriends, or even with both at once ... Jealousy was driven into her heart like a painful nail at the sight of their happy faces and remained there, burning. The brothers adored her, and it was impossible to hide it - the camera does not know how to lie. At one time they did not advertise their relationsh
Hank woke up completely numb. The water was chilly before dawn. The sky was already brightening in the east. Only his stomach and chest were warm, against which the Kitsune curled up under his windbreaker was pressed. Didn't dream. She and all this wonderful night he did not dream.Smiling, he pulled his numb hand out from under his red head as carefully as possible, gently stroked her hair, and got up to stretch his body, stiff from an uncomfortable overnight stay. We slept for three or four hours, probably ... I want to drink to death. Kitty sighed, curled up tighter like a cat, but didn't wake up. It's probably freezing... I wonder what time it is? His phone died at night. When will the damn gates open? A couple of cups of strong hot tea and a good English breakfast are a must for them. It is necessary to wake her up ... I wonder what awaits him after waking up? Will she smile? Get up and walk away with a stone face? It's kinda scary...Squatting down in front of her face, he strok
“Turn away,” she demands sharply, and Hank obediently turns away while she dresses. You could just watch ... and not only ... and suddenly - how you cut it off. Lowering his head, he picks up his clothes scattered on the grass and makes an attempt to pull his tight jeans over his wet body. It turns out badly ... His hands tremble, his knees give way. And not at all because spring in London is not Thailand for you. Oh, what was it? And now what? What's next?Once dressed, Hank turns around, unsure where to look. In the eyes? Perhaps best in the eyes. In the bottomless, with predatory sparks ... almost inhuman. They just had something like that ... and now? A cloud that has run into the moon hides Kitsune's face in a dense shadow, not allowing him to make out his expression. Blood rushes to his cheeks and a new wave of shivers wash over Hank from head to toe. He lowers his gaze, staring at her bare feet.“You are so beautiful…” he says softly, unable to think of anything better. - I…“S