When I leave, you'll finally understand why storms are named after people.
A week had gone by quicker than expected, the news of the robbery at the charity event had quickly faded into thin air and were now nothing but a rumour. As for me, my wound was healed enough… I no longer needed to wear a bandage around my head anymore. But Sadly, that also meant I now had to go on a date with Dino. Speaking of which, we went on a two hour drive to Acireale… the town I grew up in with my siblings before our parents moved us to Sicily.To make me feel and I quote “more relaxed and comfortable” on our date, Dino had decided to bring me to watch the carnival in Acireale just outside Sicily near Catania and if I were still the same girl I was five years ago… I would've been ecstatic. Of all the famous carnivals in Italy, the Acireale carnival used to be my favourite. I remember I used to get giddy with excitement during this time of the year. I liked its concentration of merriments and sense of humour along with its allegorical grotesque floats… I found them both scary and funny at the same time like clowns. The carnival always livened the streets and squares of the historic city, creating a truly unique and artistic display for both citizens and tourists to enjoy.But that was when I was a child, too gullible and naive to see the carnival for what it really was. A time of the year during which citizens are allowed the freedom to make fun of those in power.Shaking the thoughts out of my head, I looked down at the parade as it was about to begin from the Catarina restaurant's balcony. I leaned forward, resting both my hands on the glass railing and took a sip of my red wine.“It's beautiful, isn't it??” Dino said, standing next to me. I nodded, my eyes not leaving the now moving parade. If I were down there, I would've definitely felt out of place in my black clothes… they were a complete contrast to the beautiful decorations. The streets were full of bright colours and lights were hanging everywhere. People were dancing and laughing to the loud music playing on every corner. Even the air smelled different, a delicious mixture of flowers, sweets, lemons and oranges.“Does that mean I get a second date??” Dino jokingly asked. I chuckled softly, looking away and shook my head.“No Mr Magliolo but I will need you to drive me back home, I have a very important meeting tomorrow” I told him.“Of course, lead the way,” he said. Turning around, I walked back inside the restaurant and gulped down the rest of the wine in my glass before putting it down and grabbed my purse. Dino and I left the restaurant and walked up the street to the parking lot. He opened the passenger door for me, I mumbled a small thank you as I lowered my body inside the car. He smiled, closing the door and jogging around the car to get in the driver's seat.He reversed out of the parking space and got back on the road. He drove me to my house and pulled up in the driveway. Undoing my seatbelt, I turned to him and said “Thank you for the wonderful evening” before opening the door to get out.“Eva” he called just as I was about to close the door, I halted and looked back at him “...Goodluck with your meeting tomorrow” he said. I smiled and wished him a goodnight before closing the door. He waited until I was inside the house before driving away.Locking the door behind me, I took off my shoes and slipped on my sleepers before making my way into the kitchen in search of water. I pried the fridge door open and took out a bottle of water before going upstairs to see Dr Sanchez.“Dad??” I called, pushing his office door open and walked in. I frowned, looking around the dark room with only the light from his computer to illuminate it and flicked the lights on. The excessive light got Dr Sanchez's attention, he looked up from his computer screen.“Back already??” He asked. I nodded before asking “Why are you working in the dark??”He shrugged and said “I've been in here since you left, I guess I forgot to turn the lights off” I rolled my eyes, walked over to his office window and looked outside at the small luminous dots up in the night sky.“How was it??” He asked, referring to my date with Dino.“Good” I told him honestly, It was surprisingly good. Dino turned out to be less of a jerk than I expected. Having dinner with him tonight, he didn't exactly seem like the playboy the internet painted him to be. He was nice or maybe it's too early for me to judge?? After all, he's Lorenz's son and for all I know… this could be a family trick. A way for them to gain a girl's trust, by being nice to her until they don't have to anymore.I'm snapped out of my thoughts by the ringing of my phone. Turning the screen around, I frowned at the unknown number and put the phone on speaker mode before receiving the call “Hello??”“Good evening ma'am, am I speaking to Miss Evangeline Sanchez??” a polite, feminine voice asked from the other side of the line."You are" I verified."Miss Sanchez, I'm sorry for disturbing you this late… this is Mr Magliolo's secretary Anastasia speaking from N&J PUBLICATIONS …” my brows relaxed at the mentioning of the familiar name. I had applied earlier for a contract with N&J PUBLICATIONS to become one of their writers.“ …I'm calling to remind you of your meeting appointment with Mr Magliolo tomorrow at 11 pm" Anastasia continued.“Thank you Anastasia, I'll be there” the call ended, I turned to Dr Sanchez and said “...That's odd” thinking out loud. Companies don’t normally call to remind a person of a meeting they already know about unless they're desperate for something. As if having thought of the same thing as me, Dr Sanchez nodded and grabbed his phone from the desk. He typed something on its screen before putting it back down.“I just told Bruno to check it out, I'll let you know if he has found anything. '' I nodded, mumbling a small thank you and wished him a goodnight before leaving the office and going to my room. Putting the bottle of water in my hand down on my bedside table along with my phone and purse, I stripped out of my dress and got on my bed in just my panties. I snaked under the covers and fell asleep the exact moment my head touched the cotton pillow.We all have demons, I just chose to feed mine...“Eva… Eva!!” I'm jolted out of yet another nightmare by Dr Sanchez. Gasping for air, I sat up straight and hugged him. Ignoring my sweat covered clothes, he wrapped his strong arms around my shaking body and pulled me closer. Clinging to him, I could still feel the sofa I was sleeping on spinning beneath us like I was still falling in my dream.“There there… I'm here, you're safe just breathe and everything will be alright” Dr Sanchez whispered into my ear, all the while comfortingly rubbing slow circles on my back. Listening to him, I took deep breaths of his musk. The woody scent that I had grown to like serving as a herb to calm my nerves down. I chanted in my head, the only words I'd known for the past five years… It was all a dream, a reminder of how cruel the world can be when you're poor before gently pulling back from his warm embrace.“Are you okay??” He asked, still worried. I nodded, sniffled and wiped the tears from my cheek
I control my demons, ‘cause I'm the leader.Pulling up outside the N&J PUBLICATIONS office, I hesitated when it was time for me to get out “What's wrong miss Sanchez??” Ivan asked, looking at me through the rearview mirror. I shook my head “Nothing… “ and got my purse from the seat next to me “... I'm a little nervous but I'll be fine” I lied, opened the door and stepped out of the car before I changed my mind.I was actually terrified out of my wits. I had a lot of questions going in circles up in my head without answers… a lot of what ifs. What if instead of Nico, the meeting was with Lorenz?? What if he recognized me and I messed everything up?? After all our relationship did last for a little over half a year, he knew me better than anyone. My hands got even more sweaty with every question as I approached the building's entrance… I was freaking out. Stopping in front of the big double glass doors, I remembered Dr Sanchez's words “They can't remember what they don't know” and too
Those who are heartless, once cared too much…I'm startled awake by the loud hurried banging on my bedroom door. Slowly sitting up straight, I tossed the covers aside and crawled out of my bed. I sleepingly made my way to the door and wrapped my hand around the handle. I pulled it open all the while rubbing my eyelids with my fingers in an attempt to ward the droopiness away. “What is it??” I asked, suppressing a yawn.“Have you seen the news??” Bruno asked, pushing past me and shamelessly let himself into my bedroom.“No, why?? What happened??” I asked, letting go of the doorknob and walked back to my bed. I had only just slept not long ago after spending the entire night just writing. I planned to stay in bed today but well... Bruno happened as always. When did he even get here??“When did you even get here??” I voiced out my thoughts but instead of an answer, Bruno grabbed my TV remote from my bedside table and turned the TV on. With my brows furrowed together in confusion, I watc
You get what you give, remember that shit…With those questions in mind, I quickly rolled out of my bed and ran out into the hallway. I tiptoed down the stairs to the living room, where most of mom's screams could be heard. Stopping on our living room's entrance, my eyes widened when I saw her crying on the cold floor with Arthur, Lorenz and his best friend Shane in the room standing over her. As usual the ring leader, also known as my so-called boyfriend, had his hands tucked away in his pockets while his best friend did his dirty work. Shane had his gun pointed at my brother to stop him from approaching mom. I stared at Arthur in disbelief, there was no better word to describe how his betrayal made me feel at the moment… he actually brought them to my house‽‽ all his weird questions made sense now, he was faking his concern for me just to find out my whereabouts."Hello Angela, surprised to see me??” Lorenz started, looking at me as I stepped out from behind the wall. I shook my hea
She's gonna forever say “I got this” even with tears in her eyes…An hour later, the car pulled up outside the psychiatric hospital. I looked out the window at the once beautiful building now run down with paint peeling off the walls. My eyes burned with tears as once again memories from my past threatened to come forth. Mom loved this place, she loved doing good by everyone… found peace in helping others but in the end that didn't matter because only selfish people get to live longer.Sniffling, I looked down at the screen of my phone and wiped the tears from under my eyes with the tips of my fingers before getting out of the car. I took a couple of deep breaths in to steady my heart that was already fighting to spring out of my ribcage and slowly made my way up the pavement toward the entrance. I got this, one step at a time and I finally made it. Walking through the sensor glass doors, a middle aged woman in a doctor's uniform, presumably the hospital's new manager approached me, a
She's the type of flower that can still grow after a forest fire…“Order for Eva” putting my phone down, I got up when the cashier called my name and walked up to the check out point “...One caffè macchiato and one Lungo” she said when I stopped in front of her. Placing a paper tray on the counter between us before putting the cups in it and informed me with a smile “...that will be four euros” I nodded and looked inside my wallet for some change before giving it to her.Mumbling a small thank you, I turned around to leave with the lattes in one hand and my bag in the other when all of a sudden my phone rang. Forcing me to take my eyes off where i was going and look down at my bag to get it. So I didn't notice someone coming straight at me.“Oof” I groaned, as we bumped into each other. The lattes in my hand spilled over us as they fell and over my phone now on the ground. “Fuck, I'm sorry” the person apologized, making me scowl at how familiar their voice sounded. I looked up and im
I have more scars than friends…After hours of running around the mall… going from store to store in search of an outfit best suited for tonight. Gia and I were now sitting in a restaurant to catch our breath and grab something to eat. People were speaking around us and the news played on a tv in the distance but couldn't make out what it was about, caught up in my own head. It had been two days since I last saw either of the Magliolo brothers, since I last heard from Dino and it was stressing me the fuck out… I didn't like his silence. My plan couldn't fail, I needed Dino tirelessly trying to impress me and make me his girlfriend.Clack clack clack!! I'm pulled out of my thoughts by Georgia, tapping her long nails against the glass table between us to get my attention. "Eva, are you even listening to me??" She asked when I looked at her, the question coming out in a whine.Nodding my head, I said reassuringly "Of course I am" She let out an exasperated sigh, clearly unconvinced and
This is a story of how I die but am still living... "You thought being pregnant would make you Mrs Magliolo??" He growled, gripping my chin tighter between his fingers. I frantically shook my head, let alone being his wife. The thought of marriage alone never crossed my mind. My everything trembled in fear of his anger ...I had never seen this side of him. Warm fresh tears streamed down my cheeks like waterfalls as I tried to pry his hand away from my face, but his grip only grew tighter …so tight I could feel cracks forming on my jawline like streams to an ocean. "You were wrong" he punched me in the face before finally letting go. The force of his punch forced me to fall back on the ground and scrape my elbows when I used them to break the fall. I couldn't feel my nose and the sudden metallic taste in my mouth only enlightened me on the reason why, he broke my nose. As if that wasn't enough pain already he moved closer to me and, gripping a fist full of my hair pulled my head up an
I have more scars than friends…After hours of running around the mall… going from store to store in search of an outfit best suited for tonight. Gia and I were now sitting in a restaurant to catch our breath and grab something to eat. People were speaking around us and the news played on a tv in the distance but couldn't make out what it was about, caught up in my own head. It had been two days since I last saw either of the Magliolo brothers, since I last heard from Dino and it was stressing me the fuck out… I didn't like his silence. My plan couldn't fail, I needed Dino tirelessly trying to impress me and make me his girlfriend.Clack clack clack!! I'm pulled out of my thoughts by Georgia, tapping her long nails against the glass table between us to get my attention. "Eva, are you even listening to me??" She asked when I looked at her, the question coming out in a whine.Nodding my head, I said reassuringly "Of course I am" She let out an exasperated sigh, clearly unconvinced and
She's the type of flower that can still grow after a forest fire…“Order for Eva” putting my phone down, I got up when the cashier called my name and walked up to the check out point “...One caffè macchiato and one Lungo” she said when I stopped in front of her. Placing a paper tray on the counter between us before putting the cups in it and informed me with a smile “...that will be four euros” I nodded and looked inside my wallet for some change before giving it to her.Mumbling a small thank you, I turned around to leave with the lattes in one hand and my bag in the other when all of a sudden my phone rang. Forcing me to take my eyes off where i was going and look down at my bag to get it. So I didn't notice someone coming straight at me.“Oof” I groaned, as we bumped into each other. The lattes in my hand spilled over us as they fell and over my phone now on the ground. “Fuck, I'm sorry” the person apologized, making me scowl at how familiar their voice sounded. I looked up and im
She's gonna forever say “I got this” even with tears in her eyes…An hour later, the car pulled up outside the psychiatric hospital. I looked out the window at the once beautiful building now run down with paint peeling off the walls. My eyes burned with tears as once again memories from my past threatened to come forth. Mom loved this place, she loved doing good by everyone… found peace in helping others but in the end that didn't matter because only selfish people get to live longer.Sniffling, I looked down at the screen of my phone and wiped the tears from under my eyes with the tips of my fingers before getting out of the car. I took a couple of deep breaths in to steady my heart that was already fighting to spring out of my ribcage and slowly made my way up the pavement toward the entrance. I got this, one step at a time and I finally made it. Walking through the sensor glass doors, a middle aged woman in a doctor's uniform, presumably the hospital's new manager approached me, a
You get what you give, remember that shit…With those questions in mind, I quickly rolled out of my bed and ran out into the hallway. I tiptoed down the stairs to the living room, where most of mom's screams could be heard. Stopping on our living room's entrance, my eyes widened when I saw her crying on the cold floor with Arthur, Lorenz and his best friend Shane in the room standing over her. As usual the ring leader, also known as my so-called boyfriend, had his hands tucked away in his pockets while his best friend did his dirty work. Shane had his gun pointed at my brother to stop him from approaching mom. I stared at Arthur in disbelief, there was no better word to describe how his betrayal made me feel at the moment… he actually brought them to my house‽‽ all his weird questions made sense now, he was faking his concern for me just to find out my whereabouts."Hello Angela, surprised to see me??” Lorenz started, looking at me as I stepped out from behind the wall. I shook my hea
Those who are heartless, once cared too much…I'm startled awake by the loud hurried banging on my bedroom door. Slowly sitting up straight, I tossed the covers aside and crawled out of my bed. I sleepingly made my way to the door and wrapped my hand around the handle. I pulled it open all the while rubbing my eyelids with my fingers in an attempt to ward the droopiness away. “What is it??” I asked, suppressing a yawn.“Have you seen the news??” Bruno asked, pushing past me and shamelessly let himself into my bedroom.“No, why?? What happened??” I asked, letting go of the doorknob and walked back to my bed. I had only just slept not long ago after spending the entire night just writing. I planned to stay in bed today but well... Bruno happened as always. When did he even get here??“When did you even get here??” I voiced out my thoughts but instead of an answer, Bruno grabbed my TV remote from my bedside table and turned the TV on. With my brows furrowed together in confusion, I watc
I control my demons, ‘cause I'm the leader.Pulling up outside the N&J PUBLICATIONS office, I hesitated when it was time for me to get out “What's wrong miss Sanchez??” Ivan asked, looking at me through the rearview mirror. I shook my head “Nothing… “ and got my purse from the seat next to me “... I'm a little nervous but I'll be fine” I lied, opened the door and stepped out of the car before I changed my mind.I was actually terrified out of my wits. I had a lot of questions going in circles up in my head without answers… a lot of what ifs. What if instead of Nico, the meeting was with Lorenz?? What if he recognized me and I messed everything up?? After all our relationship did last for a little over half a year, he knew me better than anyone. My hands got even more sweaty with every question as I approached the building's entrance… I was freaking out. Stopping in front of the big double glass doors, I remembered Dr Sanchez's words “They can't remember what they don't know” and too
We all have demons, I just chose to feed mine...“Eva… Eva!!” I'm jolted out of yet another nightmare by Dr Sanchez. Gasping for air, I sat up straight and hugged him. Ignoring my sweat covered clothes, he wrapped his strong arms around my shaking body and pulled me closer. Clinging to him, I could still feel the sofa I was sleeping on spinning beneath us like I was still falling in my dream.“There there… I'm here, you're safe just breathe and everything will be alright” Dr Sanchez whispered into my ear, all the while comfortingly rubbing slow circles on my back. Listening to him, I took deep breaths of his musk. The woody scent that I had grown to like serving as a herb to calm my nerves down. I chanted in my head, the only words I'd known for the past five years… It was all a dream, a reminder of how cruel the world can be when you're poor before gently pulling back from his warm embrace.“Are you okay??” He asked, still worried. I nodded, sniffled and wiped the tears from my cheek
When I leave, you'll finally understand why storms are named after people.A week had gone by quicker than expected, the news of the robbery at the charity event had quickly faded into thin air and were now nothing but a rumour. As for me, my wound was healed enough… I no longer needed to wear a bandage around my head anymore. But Sadly, that also meant I now had to go on a date with Dino. Speaking of which, we went on a two hour drive to Acireale… the town I grew up in with my siblings before our parents moved us to Sicily.To make me feel and I quote “more relaxed and comfortable” on our date, Dino had decided to bring me to watch the carnival in Acireale just outside Sicily near Catania and if I were still the same girl I was five years ago… I would've been ecstatic. Of all the famous carnivals in Italy, the Acireale carnival used to be my favourite. I remember I used to get giddy with excitement during this time of the year. I liked its concentration of merriments and sense of hum
I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible.BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!I'm snapped out of my peaceful sleep by the annoying sound of something beeping in my ear. I opened my eyes and it's like déjà vu. I groaned, blinded by the bright light shining down on me and shut them close before opening them again, this time usisng my hand as a shield. I looked around the room, confused of my whereabouts andturned my head sideways. Dr Sanchez sat in a sofa not far from the bed I was laying in, with a newspaper in his hands.“Dad??” I croaked.Looking up, he said “You're awake” his lips stretched upward in a relieved smile as he folded his paper close. I nodded, smiling back and tried to sit up straight but winced quickly dismissing the idea when a short sharp pain shot up my scalp like lightning from the back of my head. The sudden pain causing my vision to blur a little and my head to spin.“... don't move just yet” Dr Sanchez hissed, quickly getting up from his seat and rushed toward m