I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible.
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!
I'm snapped out of my peaceful sleep by the annoying sound of something beeping in my ear. I opened my eyes and it's like déjà vu. I groaned, blinded by the bright light shining down on me and shut them close before opening them again, this time usisng my hand as a shield. I looked around the room, confused of my whereabouts and
turned my head sideways. Dr Sanchez sat in a sofa not far from the bed I was laying in, with a newspaper in his hands.
“Dad??” I croaked.
Looking up, he said “You're awake” his lips stretched upward in a relieved smile as he folded his paper close. I nodded, smiling back and tried to sit up straight but winced quickly dismissing the idea when a short sharp pain shot up my scalp like lightning from the back of my head. The sudden pain causing my vision to blur a little and my head to spin.
“... don't move just yet” Dr Sanchez hissed, quickly getting up from his seat and rushed toward me.
“...rest, I'll call a doctor” he said, gently pushing my shoulders back and I let him. Lowering my head back on the soft pillow, I closed my eyes to listen to the pain and only opened them when I heard a door opening. A doctor walked in with a nurse following close behind him with a cart. He smiled when he noticed me awake and approached the bed.
“Good morning Dr Sanchez, miss Sanchez” He shook Dr Sanchez's hand begore turning to me “... how are you feeling?? I'm Dr Santiago'' He asked, just as the nurse pushed her cart inside and stopped on the other side of me.
“Like I'm having a migraine, my head feels like it is about to split into two” I said honestly, making him let out a soft chuckle.
“That's expected after your attack, it's a surprise you don't have a hematoma” he said as he checked my vitals.
“... do you remember where you were last night??” He asked putting his tablet away and got his stethoscope from around his neck.
“Yes, I was attending a charity event with my dad” I answered, he turned to dad as if to confirm my words to which Dr Sanchez nodded.
“In that case, take a deep breath in for me” He came closer to me and put his stethoscope on the center of my chest. I did as asked, taking in deep breath before letting it out and repeat as he moved the stethoscope around to get a good reading of my heartbeat.
“... well done, other than a minor concussion everything is alright. Just remember not to sleep for the next 24 hours and you'll be back to your old self in no time” he said with a smile, standing up straight and putting the stethoscope away.
“Thank you”
“You're welcome, nurse Regina will give you painkillers for your headache and you're free to go… excuse me” He said before walking out of the room. On cue, the nurse held out a small plastic cup to me containing the said painkillers. Taking them in one hand and a glass of water in the other, I tossed the two tablets inside my mouth and gulped them down with the water. Mumbling a small thank you, I gave her the glass back and wiped the corners of my lips clean with the back of my hand before turning to Dr Sanchez.
“What happened last night??” I asked just as she made her way out of the room too. Dr Sanchez let out a heavy sigh and said
“The auction got robbed and you got hit in the back of your head with a gun by one of the robbers” I groaned at the memory, hopefully the criminals will be caught soon.
“... I brought you some fresh clothes” he said, pointing at the black duffle back on the floor near the sofa “... go change so we can go home” I nodded and slowly got off the bed. I walked into the joint bathroom with the bag. I changed out of the hospital gown and put my clothes on, tied my hair up in a neat bun before leaving the room.
I met up with Dr Sanchez in the lobby and we made our toward the hospital's exit. Stepping outside, I took a deep breath in of the fresh air and got in the passenger seat. Dr Sanchez drove us to our house before the media embossed us with questions.
Later that day...
I sat in the living room with the tv playing, a mug of hot coffee in my hand and my laptop open on my lap. To keep me awake for the night I had decided to busy myself by writing a few chapters for my current ongoing book.
“Take this dear” Dr Sanchez said, holding out a mug of hot coffee for me to take.
“Thanks dad” I mumbled, accepting the cup and took a deep breath in of the strong aroma before putting it down on the coffee table. He went to seat on the one seater couch near me and crossed his legs into a four. He opened one of his project files and continued working. Shaking my head, I focused back on the screen in front of me. I tried to get him to sleep so many times buy all in vain. He stubbornly refused to leave me on my own, I think he's afraid that I'd end up sleeping and never wake up if he didn't keep an eye on me.
My fingers froze over my keyboard when my phone suddenly stared ringing. I ignored it for first couple of times and continued typing but the caller wasn't one to give up easily, he kept calling and calling and calling until i couldnt ignore it anymore. Groaning, I sat my laptop on the couch next to me and leaned forward to get my phone from the coffee table. I turned the screen toward me and immediately frowned at the unknown caller ID. I swiped my thumb across the screen to receive the call and held the up to my ear.
“Hello??” I hesitantly answered.
“Hey baby” a familiar yet annoying voice said from the other side of the call.
“Mr Magliolo” I said, trying not snarl.
“Dino” he corrected, making me roll my eyes.
“Where did you get my number??”
“I have my ways but don't worry, I didn't call to fight with you”
“Then why did you call??”
“To check on you, I wanted to stay at the hospital with your father but mom thought it would be inappropriate since we just met” he explained.
“I'm fine Mr Magliolo, you really don't have to worry about me and please refrain from calling this number again” I told him before hanging up and smiled at Dr Sanchez, taking my coffee back in my hands.
“Your plan seems to be working very well” Dr Sanchez said, I nodded taking a sip of my coffee. Of course it was, Dino Magliolo was used to girls always throwing themselves at him and begging ro be seen by him. I was probably the first girl to bluntly refuse his advances and I bet my life that an egotistic man like him doesn't know when to accept defeat. My cold, disinterested demeanour was only stringing him along closer to his death.
When I leave, you'll finally understand why storms are named after people.A week had gone by quicker than expected, the news of the robbery at the charity event had quickly faded into thin air and were now nothing but a rumour. As for me, my wound was healed enough… I no longer needed to wear a bandage around my head anymore. But Sadly, that also meant I now had to go on a date with Dino. Speaking of which, we went on a two hour drive to Acireale… the town I grew up in with my siblings before our parents moved us to Sicily.To make me feel and I quote “more relaxed and comfortable” on our date, Dino had decided to bring me to watch the carnival in Acireale just outside Sicily near Catania and if I were still the same girl I was five years ago… I would've been ecstatic. Of all the famous carnivals in Italy, the Acireale carnival used to be my favourite. I remember I used to get giddy with excitement during this time of the year. I liked its concentration of merriments and sense of hum
We all have demons, I just chose to feed mine...“Eva… Eva!!” I'm jolted out of yet another nightmare by Dr Sanchez. Gasping for air, I sat up straight and hugged him. Ignoring my sweat covered clothes, he wrapped his strong arms around my shaking body and pulled me closer. Clinging to him, I could still feel the sofa I was sleeping on spinning beneath us like I was still falling in my dream.“There there… I'm here, you're safe just breathe and everything will be alright” Dr Sanchez whispered into my ear, all the while comfortingly rubbing slow circles on my back. Listening to him, I took deep breaths of his musk. The woody scent that I had grown to like serving as a herb to calm my nerves down. I chanted in my head, the only words I'd known for the past five years… It was all a dream, a reminder of how cruel the world can be when you're poor before gently pulling back from his warm embrace.“Are you okay??” He asked, still worried. I nodded, sniffled and wiped the tears from my cheek
I control my demons, ‘cause I'm the leader.Pulling up outside the N&J PUBLICATIONS office, I hesitated when it was time for me to get out “What's wrong miss Sanchez??” Ivan asked, looking at me through the rearview mirror. I shook my head “Nothing… “ and got my purse from the seat next to me “... I'm a little nervous but I'll be fine” I lied, opened the door and stepped out of the car before I changed my mind.I was actually terrified out of my wits. I had a lot of questions going in circles up in my head without answers… a lot of what ifs. What if instead of Nico, the meeting was with Lorenz?? What if he recognized me and I messed everything up?? After all our relationship did last for a little over half a year, he knew me better than anyone. My hands got even more sweaty with every question as I approached the building's entrance… I was freaking out. Stopping in front of the big double glass doors, I remembered Dr Sanchez's words “They can't remember what they don't know” and too
Those who are heartless, once cared too much…I'm startled awake by the loud hurried banging on my bedroom door. Slowly sitting up straight, I tossed the covers aside and crawled out of my bed. I sleepingly made my way to the door and wrapped my hand around the handle. I pulled it open all the while rubbing my eyelids with my fingers in an attempt to ward the droopiness away. “What is it??” I asked, suppressing a yawn.“Have you seen the news??” Bruno asked, pushing past me and shamelessly let himself into my bedroom.“No, why?? What happened??” I asked, letting go of the doorknob and walked back to my bed. I had only just slept not long ago after spending the entire night just writing. I planned to stay in bed today but well... Bruno happened as always. When did he even get here??“When did you even get here??” I voiced out my thoughts but instead of an answer, Bruno grabbed my TV remote from my bedside table and turned the TV on. With my brows furrowed together in confusion, I watc
You get what you give, remember that shit…With those questions in mind, I quickly rolled out of my bed and ran out into the hallway. I tiptoed down the stairs to the living room, where most of mom's screams could be heard. Stopping on our living room's entrance, my eyes widened when I saw her crying on the cold floor with Arthur, Lorenz and his best friend Shane in the room standing over her. As usual the ring leader, also known as my so-called boyfriend, had his hands tucked away in his pockets while his best friend did his dirty work. Shane had his gun pointed at my brother to stop him from approaching mom. I stared at Arthur in disbelief, there was no better word to describe how his betrayal made me feel at the moment… he actually brought them to my house‽‽ all his weird questions made sense now, he was faking his concern for me just to find out my whereabouts."Hello Angela, surprised to see me??” Lorenz started, looking at me as I stepped out from behind the wall. I shook my hea
She's gonna forever say “I got this” even with tears in her eyes…An hour later, the car pulled up outside the psychiatric hospital. I looked out the window at the once beautiful building now run down with paint peeling off the walls. My eyes burned with tears as once again memories from my past threatened to come forth. Mom loved this place, she loved doing good by everyone… found peace in helping others but in the end that didn't matter because only selfish people get to live longer.Sniffling, I looked down at the screen of my phone and wiped the tears from under my eyes with the tips of my fingers before getting out of the car. I took a couple of deep breaths in to steady my heart that was already fighting to spring out of my ribcage and slowly made my way up the pavement toward the entrance. I got this, one step at a time and I finally made it. Walking through the sensor glass doors, a middle aged woman in a doctor's uniform, presumably the hospital's new manager approached me, a
She's the type of flower that can still grow after a forest fire…“Order for Eva” putting my phone down, I got up when the cashier called my name and walked up to the check out point “...One caffè macchiato and one Lungo” she said when I stopped in front of her. Placing a paper tray on the counter between us before putting the cups in it and informed me with a smile “...that will be four euros” I nodded and looked inside my wallet for some change before giving it to her.Mumbling a small thank you, I turned around to leave with the lattes in one hand and my bag in the other when all of a sudden my phone rang. Forcing me to take my eyes off where i was going and look down at my bag to get it. So I didn't notice someone coming straight at me.“Oof” I groaned, as we bumped into each other. The lattes in my hand spilled over us as they fell and over my phone now on the ground. “Fuck, I'm sorry” the person apologized, making me scowl at how familiar their voice sounded. I looked up and im
I have more scars than friends…After hours of running around the mall… going from store to store in search of an outfit best suited for tonight. Gia and I were now sitting in a restaurant to catch our breath and grab something to eat. People were speaking around us and the news played on a tv in the distance but couldn't make out what it was about, caught up in my own head. It had been two days since I last saw either of the Magliolo brothers, since I last heard from Dino and it was stressing me the fuck out… I didn't like his silence. My plan couldn't fail, I needed Dino tirelessly trying to impress me and make me his girlfriend.Clack clack clack!! I'm pulled out of my thoughts by Georgia, tapping her long nails against the glass table between us to get my attention. "Eva, are you even listening to me??" She asked when I looked at her, the question coming out in a whine.Nodding my head, I said reassuringly "Of course I am" She let out an exasperated sigh, clearly unconvinced and
I have more scars than friends…After hours of running around the mall… going from store to store in search of an outfit best suited for tonight. Gia and I were now sitting in a restaurant to catch our breath and grab something to eat. People were speaking around us and the news played on a tv in the distance but couldn't make out what it was about, caught up in my own head. It had been two days since I last saw either of the Magliolo brothers, since I last heard from Dino and it was stressing me the fuck out… I didn't like his silence. My plan couldn't fail, I needed Dino tirelessly trying to impress me and make me his girlfriend.Clack clack clack!! I'm pulled out of my thoughts by Georgia, tapping her long nails against the glass table between us to get my attention. "Eva, are you even listening to me??" She asked when I looked at her, the question coming out in a whine.Nodding my head, I said reassuringly "Of course I am" She let out an exasperated sigh, clearly unconvinced and
She's the type of flower that can still grow after a forest fire…“Order for Eva” putting my phone down, I got up when the cashier called my name and walked up to the check out point “...One caffè macchiato and one Lungo” she said when I stopped in front of her. Placing a paper tray on the counter between us before putting the cups in it and informed me with a smile “...that will be four euros” I nodded and looked inside my wallet for some change before giving it to her.Mumbling a small thank you, I turned around to leave with the lattes in one hand and my bag in the other when all of a sudden my phone rang. Forcing me to take my eyes off where i was going and look down at my bag to get it. So I didn't notice someone coming straight at me.“Oof” I groaned, as we bumped into each other. The lattes in my hand spilled over us as they fell and over my phone now on the ground. “Fuck, I'm sorry” the person apologized, making me scowl at how familiar their voice sounded. I looked up and im
She's gonna forever say “I got this” even with tears in her eyes…An hour later, the car pulled up outside the psychiatric hospital. I looked out the window at the once beautiful building now run down with paint peeling off the walls. My eyes burned with tears as once again memories from my past threatened to come forth. Mom loved this place, she loved doing good by everyone… found peace in helping others but in the end that didn't matter because only selfish people get to live longer.Sniffling, I looked down at the screen of my phone and wiped the tears from under my eyes with the tips of my fingers before getting out of the car. I took a couple of deep breaths in to steady my heart that was already fighting to spring out of my ribcage and slowly made my way up the pavement toward the entrance. I got this, one step at a time and I finally made it. Walking through the sensor glass doors, a middle aged woman in a doctor's uniform, presumably the hospital's new manager approached me, a
You get what you give, remember that shit…With those questions in mind, I quickly rolled out of my bed and ran out into the hallway. I tiptoed down the stairs to the living room, where most of mom's screams could be heard. Stopping on our living room's entrance, my eyes widened when I saw her crying on the cold floor with Arthur, Lorenz and his best friend Shane in the room standing over her. As usual the ring leader, also known as my so-called boyfriend, had his hands tucked away in his pockets while his best friend did his dirty work. Shane had his gun pointed at my brother to stop him from approaching mom. I stared at Arthur in disbelief, there was no better word to describe how his betrayal made me feel at the moment… he actually brought them to my house‽‽ all his weird questions made sense now, he was faking his concern for me just to find out my whereabouts."Hello Angela, surprised to see me??” Lorenz started, looking at me as I stepped out from behind the wall. I shook my hea
Those who are heartless, once cared too much…I'm startled awake by the loud hurried banging on my bedroom door. Slowly sitting up straight, I tossed the covers aside and crawled out of my bed. I sleepingly made my way to the door and wrapped my hand around the handle. I pulled it open all the while rubbing my eyelids with my fingers in an attempt to ward the droopiness away. “What is it??” I asked, suppressing a yawn.“Have you seen the news??” Bruno asked, pushing past me and shamelessly let himself into my bedroom.“No, why?? What happened??” I asked, letting go of the doorknob and walked back to my bed. I had only just slept not long ago after spending the entire night just writing. I planned to stay in bed today but well... Bruno happened as always. When did he even get here??“When did you even get here??” I voiced out my thoughts but instead of an answer, Bruno grabbed my TV remote from my bedside table and turned the TV on. With my brows furrowed together in confusion, I watc
I control my demons, ‘cause I'm the leader.Pulling up outside the N&J PUBLICATIONS office, I hesitated when it was time for me to get out “What's wrong miss Sanchez??” Ivan asked, looking at me through the rearview mirror. I shook my head “Nothing… “ and got my purse from the seat next to me “... I'm a little nervous but I'll be fine” I lied, opened the door and stepped out of the car before I changed my mind.I was actually terrified out of my wits. I had a lot of questions going in circles up in my head without answers… a lot of what ifs. What if instead of Nico, the meeting was with Lorenz?? What if he recognized me and I messed everything up?? After all our relationship did last for a little over half a year, he knew me better than anyone. My hands got even more sweaty with every question as I approached the building's entrance… I was freaking out. Stopping in front of the big double glass doors, I remembered Dr Sanchez's words “They can't remember what they don't know” and too
We all have demons, I just chose to feed mine...“Eva… Eva!!” I'm jolted out of yet another nightmare by Dr Sanchez. Gasping for air, I sat up straight and hugged him. Ignoring my sweat covered clothes, he wrapped his strong arms around my shaking body and pulled me closer. Clinging to him, I could still feel the sofa I was sleeping on spinning beneath us like I was still falling in my dream.“There there… I'm here, you're safe just breathe and everything will be alright” Dr Sanchez whispered into my ear, all the while comfortingly rubbing slow circles on my back. Listening to him, I took deep breaths of his musk. The woody scent that I had grown to like serving as a herb to calm my nerves down. I chanted in my head, the only words I'd known for the past five years… It was all a dream, a reminder of how cruel the world can be when you're poor before gently pulling back from his warm embrace.“Are you okay??” He asked, still worried. I nodded, sniffled and wiped the tears from my cheek
When I leave, you'll finally understand why storms are named after people.A week had gone by quicker than expected, the news of the robbery at the charity event had quickly faded into thin air and were now nothing but a rumour. As for me, my wound was healed enough… I no longer needed to wear a bandage around my head anymore. But Sadly, that also meant I now had to go on a date with Dino. Speaking of which, we went on a two hour drive to Acireale… the town I grew up in with my siblings before our parents moved us to Sicily.To make me feel and I quote “more relaxed and comfortable” on our date, Dino had decided to bring me to watch the carnival in Acireale just outside Sicily near Catania and if I were still the same girl I was five years ago… I would've been ecstatic. Of all the famous carnivals in Italy, the Acireale carnival used to be my favourite. I remember I used to get giddy with excitement during this time of the year. I liked its concentration of merriments and sense of hum
I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible.BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!I'm snapped out of my peaceful sleep by the annoying sound of something beeping in my ear. I opened my eyes and it's like déjà vu. I groaned, blinded by the bright light shining down on me and shut them close before opening them again, this time usisng my hand as a shield. I looked around the room, confused of my whereabouts andturned my head sideways. Dr Sanchez sat in a sofa not far from the bed I was laying in, with a newspaper in his hands.“Dad??” I croaked.Looking up, he said “You're awake” his lips stretched upward in a relieved smile as he folded his paper close. I nodded, smiling back and tried to sit up straight but winced quickly dismissing the idea when a short sharp pain shot up my scalp like lightning from the back of my head. The sudden pain causing my vision to blur a little and my head to spin.“... don't move just yet” Dr Sanchez hissed, quickly getting up from his seat and rushed toward m