I sleep soundly , absolutely unaware of the shit I spout last night . Jace had refused to let Kayla drive so Alec drove us , since Jace and Alec came in the same car , it wasn't a problem . As soon as we had gotten to the university , I had kept begging Jace to sleep with me as in , in the same room . Not what you're thinking . He had refused . Something about how I'm the only one out of us who has decent control and right now I was out of it so we shouldn't .
I wake up with a splitting headache and place my hands on my temple with a groan . I manage to reach my phone and check the time . It was only 9 am ? It's a miracle I woke up this early , courtesy of the excruciatingly pressured headache , I suppose .
Embarassing memories of last night start flooding my head . I thought you weren't supposed to remember what happened if you were waasted . Ugh . I've been lied to ! I mean , it was foggy for sure , but it was slowly yet definitely coming back to me in pieces joining
" A .. mass murder ? " I asked with widened eyes ."So you guys have been around here for a while right? Did you notice anything strange?" I asked them, my curiosity settling in once again ." I joined at the same time as you " Kayla reminds me ." I'm a second year " Felicity tells us . Apparently you can change your subjects the next year if you're unsatisfied with your previous ones , except then you have to join again as a first year for that class." Changed your subjects ? " Michelle questioned and she nods .Michelle fidgets , looking around ." What about you ? " I asked her and she gulps ." I changed my subjects too . "" So both of you were here when this mass murder happened right ? " I ask and Michelle's eyes droop down , Felicity looks away with discomfort .Perhaps they were quiet violent murders ? Bringing it up seems to stir things inside them but my curiosity is getting the best of me . I can't hold bac
It was strange to say the least . The reputation of werewolves' senses precedes them and as Jace mentioned before , it's entirely more likely that they must have noticed some kind of fire brewing and took care of it's source . Yet the fact that 150 wolves were burned alive was etched into my mind . How was it even possible ? One thing is for sure , it was no ordinary being who did this . Their intentions were also suspicous , what would you gain out of it ?I'm sure different packs have made many enemies of each other and other species throughout their existence but even considering that, it was a bit too much .All of this darkness was drowning my heart and making me feel slightly uneasy . I have a really bad feeling about this ." What's wrong ? " He asked softly .I straighten out my face and replace it with a small assuring smile ." If you're worried then I'd be offended . I can do more than take care of you and our pack . " He reminds me .
"She was begging me to... But I told her the time wasn't right." Jace told Kayla in a serious voice and winked at me. I face palmed myself and glared at him. It's as if he was trying to ruin my innocent reputation , I would do no such thing ."Can I speak to you outside for a minute?" I asked Jace sweetly , sickened with other intentions as I glare at him at the same time."Sure but no honey.. I will not do it in the hallway." He said walking out.Kayla pressed her lips to stop laughing."We both know who was the one actually begging." I told Kayla.She nodded with reliance ."I heard that. She is lying don't listen to her." Jace said from outside the door."He is such a kid." I told her."You didn't seem to mind that when you were all over me." Jace said humming.I groaned and walked out shutting the door.I punched his arm."Nice punch." He said looking totally unaffected."Wipe that smirk off your
I try to scream , my mouth is open trying to enunciate the sound . Nothing comes out except a painful groan . His canines must be a damn metre long it felt like they sunk right down to my bone and perforated it . I bet there was some kind of canal in the middle allowing it to become a sort of bloody lake , the blood cells must be punching the air right now .My surroundings were getting slightly foggy and I felt hazy , I could tell I was slipping away ." J..Jace . Stop . " My voice comes out hoarse as he finally yanks his teeth out causing me to gasp in pain . Tears form in my eyes involuntarily in response to the excruciatingly painful laceration in my shoulder . I try to push at his shoulders but he was holding me steady , his hands on my waist . I wanted to look at the damage that was done . My arm hurt too much for me to push him . I can only hold back a sob .It hurt so fucking bad .Slowly , Jace pulls away and his eyes meet mine , colour had final
" I'm leaving for my dorm . " I tell him plainly ." You want some space , I understand that but .. " His eyes darken and I could feel his anger radiating from him in waves of piercing emotions." But ? " I question .What did he have a problem with this time ?" You can't break up with me . " He growls and I look away with a sigh .I guess I did say that in the heat of the moment , I wasn't entirely wrong about it either . The truth is , Jace and I are completely different people . This causes alot of misunderstandings between us .If this is always how it's going to be , then how am I supposed to live like this ? I don't want to leave him . I love him . I'm also tired of things like these happening over and over again . I'm not quite sure what to do." Listen what kind of relationship doesn't have it's ups and downs ? I have you , that's all that matters to me . I'm trying to control myself better . " He tells me." Well gues
It's been a few days since our fight .I look in the mirror , observing the scar . Alec's medicine was working like a charm and the wound had almost disappeared , leaving just a mark in it's place .It's amazing how Alec is as powerful as a beta but also has the potential to be a really good pack doctor , he seems like an all rounder sort of person .I sigh and wear a random top with some jeans , not particularly interested in dressing up . I was crazy to be excited to go to classes , now that I've attended them , they are no different from what I had back in the castle .Boring .A monotonous routine , words spoken in an uninteresting manner with no real intentions of teaching us anything . Why should I even know the history of wars in Russia with other countries ? It's not as if it's going on right now is it ? There's a different kind of war at play here , I'd rather focus on that .I pull apart the neck of the top to observe the mark once
I haven't seen her again .It's been a while . She didn't come to class either so there's no way of knowing . Honestly , I let the whole ordeal go . There isn't any reason for me to pry after all .There isn't . Yet why does it bother me ?" What are you thinking about ? " Jace lifted my chin .We were on a date , having some ice cream after class ." Nothing in particular . " I shrugged ." When you're with me . You should only think about me . " He growled teasingly as he brings his lips to mine ." Mmm your ice cream tastes good . " He grins as if he could taste it off of my lips ." Jace that sounds so wrong . " I look around me . There wasn't anyone here so that's fortunate . We had just gotten our order and were walking towards his car ." Do you want me to teach you to drive ? " He asks me as he licks the cream from his cone . I watch as his tongue darts into
I walk to the library to return some extra books ." Please , Alexis ? You're my best friend . It'll only take two minutes . " Kayla had said as she munched on crackers and watched her favorite show .I sniff ." I'm being used aren't I ? What has my life come to ? " I whisper to myself as I stand next to the checkout counter and swipe the books on the scanner before putting them in the cart . I whistle as I wait for the books to process the accepting procedure and clear them from the issuing card .There were 3 days left and I was already feeling strange . Apart form feeling a little nauseous after eating human food , I can't stand to be in warm places . The sun is irritating my skin constantly and I either have to lather myself in a bottle of sunblock until people ask me if I've showered in it or instead I could wear full sleeves and a hat and act as if I was hiding my scars from years of abusing . That's excluding the fact that I would die from the heat if
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" They are healing up nicely " the pack doctor tells me and I sigh with relief . I'm glad we decided to ask a neighbouring pack doctor for help ( Alpha Reiner ) . Apparently , Dianna .. I mean , Mom , was successful in convincing him after all and he doesn't seem to have a problem with her meeting me anymore as long as she doesn't come close to Dracula in the slightest . The pack doctor was a good call , those injuries were not my cup of tea at all . Michael was pacing around outside the room the whole time . The guilt was eating him alive . He was with Michelle at the time and his phone was outside their room . I don't blame him and I'm honestly glad that he wasn't there when it happened . Because then what happened to Alec could have happened to him as well . I blame myself for what happened to Alec . I was the one who called him , I should have just went myself without him . I'm the reason he's human now . ' Thank you . ' he had told me .
I see Noah entering the cottage as he goes to take a seat on the living room couch ." How did you frame her ? " I question ." It isn't hard for a powerful witch to use an element . " she says simply as she gets up and puts the leftover tea in the sink. " Enough with the questions .. a little birdie told me that you have exactly what I'm looking for . "I look away ." What are you talking about ? " I ask innocently ." Aren't we past pretending ? The channeling device , I know you have it . I saw it . With great power , you get a fraction of seer like abilities , if you know how to use them " she purses her lips , making her slight wrinkles more evident than they were before ." I have no clue what you are referring to . " I shrug . " I think we are done here . " I stand up slowly .What would happen if she used the dagger to steal Jace's essence . Would he die ?" Sit down . " she says calmly and I feel a force dragging me ,
" Since when ? " I questioned her as I stood a good few feet away from the bed ." The beginning . " she admits ." You were a lackey for my mother since the moment you met us ? " I ask incredulously ." Of course not . It was the next day that your mother approached me . I knew about the existence of supernatural beings , I just didn't know that you were one . "" Until she told you and asked you to spy on me . " I sigh and put my hands on the temples of my cheek in disbelief . This whole time then , our friendship was fake . She didn't care about me , she was just doing her job ." I needed the money for my family . " she says quietly ." I don't care anymore , Kayla . It's fine . " I say simply , taking a few deep breaths .After Aeron , I didn't think I'd find another best friend , I .. was starting to think of Kayla as my best friend even if she was a human , I was going to make it work somehow .I wanted to make it
" What do you want ? " I ask dryly , not making my strong emotions evident ." I just wanted to see you . " She breathes out as if taking it all in . Her hazel eyes water just the slightest and I almost give in ." You didn't see me for 18 years so why now ? "She looks inside the room .Hell no , I'm not inviting her in . I don't plan this to be longer than it actually has to be . She can say what she wants to say and then leave . I think a part of me knew that it wasn't entirely her fault but a part of me thinks she could have completely avoided this by simply waiting for her mate . Then I wouldn't be here . And I wouldn't have met Jace . So maybe that isn't the best idea after all .Without any delay she pushes past me to get inside and takes a seat on the couch in the living ." Shall we talk ? "" As if I have any choice in the matter . " I mumble as I take a seat next to her ." Have you hidden the dag
" You're crushing her . Loosen up . " Jace warns as Kayla practically squishes me to death . Perhaps if it was my human self , I'd be choking for air right now but since I have grown much stronger over the span of the past few days , it actually doesn't bother me in the slightest . Jace was probably concerned that I'd suddenly be bombarded with blood lust and I would end up tearing her apart . I may not be an absolute control freak but I'm still relatively accustomed to controlling ." I missed you too . " I laugh as she finally pulls away . I had no idea that I could get this attached to a human . All of my life I've mostly ever been around vampires and I don't mean this in a rude way but I just assumed I wouldn't get along with humans . I was wrong .Vampires , humans , werewolves etc . It doesn't matter who it is . At the end of the day we are all the same thing . We are people . No matter the types or the species , I'd like to think that we all have something in co
" Are you sure you want to go back ? " he asks ."Jace , I can't be stuck in here and hide forever . I'll have to go out at some point , besides , it's been a few days and I'm much better at controlling it now . "It was true that the slight temper issues brought on by the werewolf transition definitely ended up in me having a more difficult time with controlling my thirst than before but I was managing . I swear I was . And I was getting really bored hanging around in this hotel all day . If I'm going to be honest , being bored is a worse combination anyway so it's a better idea for me to return .This way I could finally have some distractions and also something to do instead of sitting around watching TV or playing some pool . It could be good in curbing my urges . Shouldn't I take my willpower out for a test drive ?" I'm not so sure about that . " he smirks .I can already tell he was talking about last night so I decide not to comment on it .
I paw at him to gain his attention . How do I tell him that I want to turn back ? He looks at me and raises his eyebrow .I try to feel the desire to turn back to my human self , hoping that he would feel it too and would let me know how . As expected , he hadn't put up a wall and realised almost immediately what I meant . I wonder if Jace and I will be able to communicate through mild link just like Alec and Michael . It seems fun , intruiging and more than anything a different sort of connection that I'd like to try out ." Step by step you need to focus on your limbs and visualise them returning to normal . Will it with your strength . " he explains , still stroking my fur . I try to do as he says and he gets up from the ground , walking over to a nearby tree . I was too busy to notice until he dropped the bag in front of me which contained presumably my clothes .Following his instructions , it doesn't take long before I slowly return to my original body . I
I scream as my arm twists in the other direction , possibly breaking and adjusting my elbow joint to match a wolf's . In my whole life , I have never felt such excruciating pain before . Sure there were moments that were particularly hard to bear but this ..I wanted to die than endure another second of it ." You don't have to feel it . " I tell him painfully with tears in my eyes . The searing burn and throb of a fracture made me drop to the ground and pant as my heart beats hard enough to rip out of my chest .Jace was flinching with my every move , every wave of pain caused him to grunt and grit his teeth . Why was he not putting up the wall ? Just because I'm going through it doesn't mean he has to as well . He's already done this before , there's no reason for him to experience such unpleasantness ( such an understatement ) twice ." You'll be okay , just breathe through it . You'll be okay . " he whispers lovingly in my ear , supporting my battered