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2021-05-10 16:41:47I try to scream , my mouth is open trying to enunciate the sound . Nothing comes out except a painful groan . His canines must be a damn metre long it felt like they sunk right down to my bone and perforated it . I bet there was some kind of canal in the middle allowing it to become a sort of bloody lake , the blood cells must be punching the air right now .
My surroundings were getting slightly foggy and I felt hazy , I could tell I was slipping away .
" J..Jace . Stop . " My voice comes out hoarse as he finally yanks his teeth out causing me to gasp in pain . Tears form in my eyes involuntarily in response to the excruciatingly painful laceration in my shoulder . I try to push at his shoulders but he was holding me steady , his hands on my waist . I wanted to look at the damage that was done . My arm hurt too much for me to push him . I can only hold back a sob .
It hurt so fucking bad .
Slowly , Jace pulls away and his eyes meet mine , colour had final
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