#Chapter38Book Name -I am BellaI woke up as the sun starts to shine through the curtain. I guess I forgot to close the curtains yesterday. Just then my alarm clock starts to ring. I shut off my alarm and grabbed my towels and undergarments to take a shower. As I was in the shower I started to wet my hair, hum ' into you' by Ariana Grande. I took the vanilla scented shampoo from the body shop and squeezed it into my hand and start massaging it around my head. Soon after I applied the vanilla scented conditioner and strawberry body wash and I was done.After finishing other morning routines with a liner and mascara, I grabbed a granola bar and put on my sneaker and left for college. It was my final year. I was capable to skip a few years, hence I was doing my last year. I cannot wait to finish school - which would be in a two months- and get out to work. I loved the freedom I have. Since I was brought up in the orphanage I experienced little freed
#Chapter39-I found herXavier's POVI circled the chair that the rogue was tied up in. He was all bloodied. For an normal person, it would be a horrifying sight to look at. But I was used to this by now. "tell me why were you at my territory" I all but yell at him. He still did not say anything. He kept that smirk on his face. I realised I would not be getting anything out of him. Hence I came to a decision. I pulled my claws out and ripped him into shreds. " Taylor come in here" I ordered one of my warriors. He rushed in and I pointed down. He quickly bowed at me, acknowledging. I made my way up to my room.I quickly went to take a shower to clean myself off the blood. You might be wondering about me. Yes I am a very ruthless person. I show no mercy. I have been like this for many years. when I was younger I always had anger management problems. what always calmed was one day finding my mate. But I was disappointed during my 18th birthday. I tried to search for her everyw
#Chapter40-I am dreamingBella's POVI started to panic once I heard the howl. I felt as if I was stuck to ground. Soon my senses came back to me. I took of running ignoring how slippery the ground was. That was when I realised I was running deeper into the woods. not knowing what to do I start to panic as tears start to spill. I did not know which way should I go. Everything seemed the same. I didn't know which way i came even.All of a sudden I felt a presence behind me. I did not dare to turn around and see. I heard a deep yet low growl. It was as if its asking me to turn. Still I could not gather the courage to turn around. The growl was heard again. I found my feet moving on its own as I turned around. my eyes bulged out at what I saw. I am dreaming. It was a huge{bigger than a normal} wolf in front of me. It was pitch black and had blue eyes. I started to sob as tears begin to drop. I was stuck to the ground as I did not know what to do. The wolf started to take slow
#Chapter41-So beautifulXavier's POVAs I smell my mate, I got confused as to why she did not smell like a wolf. That is when it hit me that my mate was not a wolf. My wolf and I did not care as long as she was in our arms. I quickly start sprinting towards where the smell was coming from. I can sense that the smell was starting to get distanced as if she was running away from me. It made a growl erupt from my chest. The smell was getting deeper into the forest hence I start to sprint faster. The smell was near and I came to realise she had stopped. As the smell hit hard and realised she was very near. Soon my paws stopped. In front of me was a strawberry blonde girl who was about 5.2 feet. Her wavy hair came down to below her waist. I can see that she felt my presence yet stayed rooted to the ground. Mine. I thought to myself.In order to make her face me low growl. She tensed yet did not turn around. I really wanted to see my mate's face hence I let another low growl. I sa
#Chapter42-please let me goBella's POVI stirred trying to wake up. I felt really warm. I felt as I was being held against a wall. As I tried to wake up, the memories of what happened before came flooding into my head. I pried open my eyes. "Ahhhhh." I let out a scream. Soon there was the man from yesterday pulled me tight to his chest as he start to inspect around. I continue to try and get off from his iron grip. "Ahhhhh" I screamed as loud as possible.He realised he was the reason while I was screaming and hesitantly let go of me as I scrambled as far as possible from me which made me hit the headboard. Tears start to stream from my eyes as I looked at the man in front of me, who only had his sweat pants. I wondered if he was even human as I saw him changing from a wolf to a human in seconds. The thought made cry even harder.I continued to cry. " Hey its ok. You don't have to be afraid of me. please don't cry" he pleaded. even though it confusing on why he was pleadin
#Chapter43-not now, not everBella's POVAs I watched outside, I realised that it was surrounded by trees and I hardly was able to see anything, not even a road. "why did I went to the library?" I questioned myself. New tears started to form as I thought about everything. I had a life, friends, not family tho, freedom, a future. And now I am unable to see anything as I thought what if I was never able to go back. and came the new tears running down my cheeks.I prayed really hard for a miracle to happen. I continue to cry that I did not realise someone has opened the door. It was until footsteps were heard did I notice the man from just now. He had a platter in his hands. I start to back away into the window. "hey its ok. I just came to give some food. You have not ate anything since yesterday evening and its after lunch. I am not gonna hurt you." he said gently. I shake my head at him stating I did not want the food. he sighed," please eat something. I I don't want you star
#Chapter44-the explanationBella's POVHe took a deep breath while closing his eyes for a few seconds. "Here goes nothing. Please let me explain finish before you come to any conclusion." he asked. I nodded my head in response."My name is Xavier." he said as he waited for any response from me. I just nodded for him to continue. "This is where I was born and raised." I scrunched my eyebrows at him and tilt my head in confusion. How can a person be born and raised at a forest yet wear t shirts and sweats?He understand my confusion. He let out small chuckle. "You might be wondering how can a person be born and raised at a forest yet wear fancy clothes. Am I right?" he asked I slowly nodded my head. "Well that's the answer to almost all your questions. I am a..." he trailed off.I needed him to tell as what he says is the answer to almost all my questions. I tilt my head for him to continue. "Erm well I am a... wer-werewolf." he whispered the last and almost did not catc
#Chapter45-Are you scared of me?I stirred awake. I swear I was keep fainting a lot this days. As I realised why I fainted, I jolt awake. My eyes scanned right side of the room, and as I turned my head to the left, I saw two blue eyes that was filled with concern and worry which was directed at me. I quickly scrambled away from him. Hurt was evident in his eyes. But the only thought I had was the fact how he simply killed the wolf. Goosebumps run down as I think about it. Seeing my discomfort, he tried to reach for me I just scoot away."I know it is had to take everything in. But it is the truth. Please trust me." he said as he stared at my eyes. "Y-You ki-killed that wo-wolf." I said as I stuttered. As I said this, he features went rigid. His muscles visibly became tensed. My eyes still were wide. "I had to. If I didn't he would have hurt you. I could not let him hurt you. You were the only person that was in my mind at that time."I could not accept his reason. The way he k