54LINDY'S POVAfter Liverpool, they'll be heading to Newcastle then Glasgow in Scotland which sounded a little exciting because the places he has been, I haven’t been. Milo has told me that it was going to be their last concert in Glasgow before they are going to take a break from touring for a month. It seemed like he was going to still be busy from touring since I am sure they will still be doing promotions or TV shows or radio shows and I don’t want to complain because that has been his lifestyle even before he met me and I am most utterly proud of him. I downloaded the song Milo sang a while ago and it was heartbreaking to listen to since it was talking about us. I was crying while I was listening to it especially when he sang his part on the song. Listening to the message of the song tremendously breaks my heart because it reminded me of how much he wanted to tell the world about me but I know he mustn’t.I don't wanna be the reason for his downfall in his career just because h
55MILO'S POVUpon finishing at Newcastle, we headed straight to Glasgow which got me highly excited. I hear Scotland was an amazing place so all of the other lads were very much excited as well. After that interview, the world and social media had made up stories about what I said and have totally turned the entire thing around into massive scrutiny. I didn’t want to let it get through my head because I didn’t want those words to ruin what I have with Lindy. They needn’t to know about my relationship with her because what matters is what we have right now. As much as I wanted to tell the entire world that she's mine, I can't and I understand why. I just feel sad that I can't be proud of having her because of the fans and the management who are already suspicious of me. The fans have been even more intrigued and I've been getting negative comments about her already even though they still don't know her. The fans have already started posting random women who wore almost the same cloth
56MILO’S POVAfter talking and having something to eat, we head out of the hotel to drive around Glasgow but my mind was bothered about what Silas had told me. One way or another I know I had to face the management when they will confront me about Lindy and I had to know what to answer them just in case. But I can put that off for now.I decided to enjoy my day with the lads as I have promised Lindy, we took pictures, walked around, met fans along the road, and just felt like tourists. We needed this.I needed this to get off my mind from things that would probably be bigger than life once they'll know about me and Lindy.Already on my way to school babe. -LindyI smiled at my phone while walking along with the lads.That's good to know! :) I'm touring around Glasgow with the boys before we head for soundcheck. Wish you were here with me now baby. -MillI sent a few photos of the views, my own selfies that I don't really take but managed to for her and a few photos of me and lads, t
57LINDY'S POVI slowly opened my eyes twice as I stretched my arms up above my head. I rubbed my eyes and pulled myself up from the mattress as I see the bright sunlight entering my room. My hair was messy as I fixed it with my fingers. I grabbed my eyeglasses on the drawer near my bed and slipped my feet into my fluffy bunny slippers. I greeted Button and grabbed her with me as I went out of my room and head downstairs. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water before I started feeding Button for her breakfast. I sat down on the chair and stared at my mom making some pancakes. I moved my head to the clock, it was still 8AM."Oh. Good morning honey. You're up early on a Saturday." Mom tells me.I smiled at her as she says the word, Saturday. I love Saturday. Thank God it's Saturday! There are no classes during Satur-I gasped. "Today's Saturday?!" I exclaimed out loud making my mom jump in surprise."Why? What's wrong honey?" Mom asked."Because I'm seeing Mill tonight." I
58MILO'S POVI was awaken by a phone call and I have not had proper sleep since I arrived and I had to be ready for tonight when I’m going to see Lindy. I think I have slept all day but why does it feel like I need more sleep. I ignored my phone but it rings again annoyingly. I groan half asleep as I reach for my phone on my drawer before I groggily answer the damned call."Hello?" I answer, sounding half awake and half asleep."Mill!!” A nonchalant voice calls out my name and busts my eardrum.“Jesus Christ, don’t be too loud.” I whined.“How's it going lad?”I groan inwardly as I pull myself up from bed while rubbing my eyes with my wrist, "Well you just woke me up." I say as a matter-of-factly."Bloody hell you just did it with her?!"I grin as I think of that in my head, “No, I haven’t you idiot.” I say jokingly. "And it's really none of your business to meddle with in the first place."“Cut me the slack" He whines before replying. "Well you sound pretty tired, is all.” I groan
59LINDY'S POVI was busy packing some of my things inside my back and wondered where Milo is going to take me this time. I needed to make sure the clothes I will bring with me will fascinate Milo and at the same time won’t look too much and will no longer look much like me. My room was a mess after Milo told me to bring extra clothes! I was pressured in trying to look good. Piles and piles of clothes were literally everywhere and my entire room looked terribly messy I know for sure my mom will kill me once she will see this. Button is now playing with some of my clothes. I pulled my shoulder bag then placed a few clothes inside, two of my cute unused underwear and bras then I grabbed my lotion and perfume too, throwing them inside my bag one after the other as soon as I inspected them. Suddenly, I hear my phone vibrating on top of the table. I walked to it and read Milo's message as it says, Baby bring some swimwear or we'll have to go skinny dipping. Though I prefer the latter.I
60My sweet Milo.My heart was indescribably happy seeing him again and the feelings were too overwhelming that I just can’t stop smiling at him. He stands from his rocking chair while placing his hands behind his back looking effortlessly handsome. He wore a black shirt, black skinny pants, and some white sneakers which were unusual since he is always in his boots. I ran to him with a delighted heart and jumped on his arms as soon as he opened it for me. I rested my head on his chest as he pulled me in closer to him while we hug for a while. I tug onto the back of his shirt as I feel him rubbing his palm against the back of my hair.I missed him so much. His scent. His tight warm hugs. His lips. And everything about him.“I fucking missed you Lindy.” he whispered to my ears.I smiled and just hugged him for a while not wanting to let him go. I can feel him kissing my hair and his embrace was getting tighter. Then I remembered Paul and the two others were still with us so I hurriedly
61LINDY’S POVHe nods cheekily.“No, you’re not.” I commented instantly.He stares at me with his grin while wiggling his brows. Suddenly, he swings his arm on my back and runs his hand down my spine. He took a handful of my butt cheek and squeezed it while kissing my neck. I felt a rush running all over my body and how it sent me chills down my spine."Aren't you gonna swim naked?" He asked against my ear.It sends a shiver down my spine. "There are other people Milo.""So? Who cares?""Uhhh, my reputation as a woman?He laughs. "We'll skinny dip when everyone's asleep." "How are we gonna know if everyone's asleep?""You think too much." he responded while kissing my cheek.About a few minutes had passed, it was starting to get late and he was starting to count down the houses who were one by one turning off the lights. I could see from his eyes the eagerness and excitement that’s growing behind his bewildered green eyes when the lights were turned off. I rested my head on his shou
E P I L O G U E "Em, just stop screaming, please." Lindy begs. "Think of it as a vacation."VACATION?! Then why can not I use the private jet?! Why do I have to ride a plane in eco... e... Ugh! I do not even want to say the word!""Stop being so overdramatic, Em. We all started somewhere." Milo mocks."I started rich and popular, I am keeping that title." She stood her ground.Milo tilts his head, "Not unless I take that away from you."She gapes.Ezekiel pulled up his pad as soon as he finished writing the words, “Cheer up Em. It is not so bad.” with a smiley face next to the sentence.It annoyed her even more. She loves her twin brother, but she hates the situation that she was in.“Not so bad for you!!” She screams at her brother before she groans. “You can not do this to me!!” Emerald screams like the drama queen she is.Days passed, Emerald found herself arriving in Aidenwoods, New Zealand with two big pieces of luggage and only a hundred pounds in her wallet and the other hund
70‘The famous Beckett duo called EZME called it quits after five years of singing together to their millions of fans due to personal issues, scandals, and health conditions that needed to be taken more seriously. Ezekiel Beckett has been suffering from Muscle Tension Dysphonia which causes the sound and feel of his voice to change due to extreme muscle tension in and around his voice box. As a result, it causes his voice to regularly stop performing more efficiently which broke a lot of his female fans' hearts. The 21-year-old heartthrob and crooner recently lost his voice due to stress, tension, overuse, and overwork and is now going through therapy doing various exercises.On the other hand, Emerald Beckett, who is no longer new to scandals and issues, has gotten some pretty bad press every now and then. The 21-year-old pop star and the other half of the duo called EZME have been known for her horrific diva behavior since her rise in popularity. It has always been rumored that she
69L I N D Y After the honeymoon, I bravely decided to go back to college and finish where I left off. Milo has been very supportive of my decisions and he has been my confidante in almost anything that I do and I want to do. He would confront me about what would be the best and would advise me when things get harder or more confusing. He is just there constantly supporting me which means so much to me after everything.When he asked me if I would move in with him to London, I did not hesitate to agree with him because all my life anywhere with him, whether it is in London, Peru, Spain, South Africa, the Philippines, or anywhere around the world, I would want to be with him. Always. Mom and dad felt sad when they found out that I was moving to another continent which made them feel a little bit emotional before we parted ways. Although they understand that things are going to be different now that I am getting older and wiser and have plans set on ahead of me with Milo. Yet, my paren
68L I N D Y “Welcome home Lindy!!!” I was taken aback as soon as the party poppers popped that came out of nowhere and I see everyone in this house greeting me with smiles on their faces. I see Lucius, Jasper, Silas, and Rowan who came all the way to celebrate this day with me which really means so much to me after what I have been through. It was the kind of support system that I needed after what happened to me and how these people are showing me an unconditional kind of love. These guys, whom I have always considered as my older brothers from other mothers, are all here and this means the world to me. I see Martha who ran towards me in a split second and hugged me tightly with tears flooding in her eyes which made me cry too because this scene is very much making me so emotional. She hugs me tight as she says the words, "I am so glad to see you again. I have missed you. I have missed you so much. I missed you a lot."She makes me bawl my eyes out as I hug onto her tighter, "I m
67L I N D YSaint Francis Sanitarium had a different way of treatment which had been pretty much helpful for my recovery. They also had strict rules about visitors, no one was really allowed to see the patients who are under treatments like me to avoid problems, complications, and miscalculations. There were no cellphones allowed inside and Wi-Fi as well to avoid any social media. Although they allowed gifts from the outside, it was still hard not to be able to see everyone. I didn’t let my negative emotions get the worst of me because I had to be strong for myself and my kids and for everyone else who is waiting for me to head out of this mental facility. I faced this battle head on and even though it was hard for me to accept the changes that I have had, emotionally and mentally, I am still very thankful for the support that I am getting from my family, friends, and of course Milo.Milo has been sending me hand written letters every day which is something I always look forward to
66M I L OWhat did she mean by that?Did she mean it literally?Silence, there was silence between us and I was just utterly and indescribably confused. She didn’t answer while her eyes were looking all over the entire house. Her eyes looked like she was searching for something inside the house and at the same time, she looked like she was in distraught. She looked so lost, sad, and completely puzzled by her own thoughts inside her head.“Are you alright baby?” I holler.She nods and looks back at me, “Yes. Just…. Just a little… awake.”I tried to ignore what I heard from her about hearing them in her head and just walked towards her, “I thought you fell asleep?”She shakes her head, “I can’t.”“Did you even try?”She nods. “Yes. These days it’s just hard for me to sleep.”“Should we visit the doctor?”“No.” Her voice was firm. “No need for that.”I take her hand to mine, “Hey, let’s go back to sleep. Shall we?”She nods and smiles before we walked up to the bedroom.I still hear the
65M I L OThey were so tiny.Very tiny.So fragile. So delicately adorable. I stare at them from outside the glass window and my heart swells with these crazy emotions that are building up inside me the more I stare at how tiny and angelic they looked. Staring at them, I did not know that I could love more my sweet Lindy for carrying my little soldiers who are now battling with their own lives. I had no idea that these tiny creatures would actually make me feel much more whole in some way. I glance at the tubes and machines that were surrounding them to help them survive and grow and I know they are fighters and that they will grow stronger. I know. I know they will. I watch as their chests go up and down while they were breathing as they were moving their tiny hands around and subtly kicked their small feet. It was amazing how they looked and how their tiny movements could actually surprise me and amaze me at the same time. Absentmindedly, I am staring at them with a smile on m
64M I L OI laugh humorlessly as I shake my head sideways, not wanting to believe what I have just heard. No, this cannot be possible. There is absolutely no way. No. I had no idea that Ricky was this selfish and this heartless with everything that had happened. He is and has always been only thinking about himself and no other else. He only and always wants to save himself from everything when the going gets rough then runs away and hides like a frightful little child and pass the blame onto others so he can clear his name.This man is despicable, absolutely and horrifyingly greedy.“I am so sorry.” Ricky apologizes but the more he says it the more it makes me angry.“Ricky! How could you so selfish?!” Gwyneth screams at him..“Of course!” I exclaimed. “Of course you would say it’s me! You freaking asshole!” I pressed my clenched fist against the center of my forehead. I groan in frustration and in anger because I want to hit this person so badly. I want to hurt him as hard as I ca
63M I L OEver since my argument with Gwyneth, we never really talked as much as we used to. I understand why she was feeling that way and I understand why she had avoided me since she hated what I have done. Of all people, I thought she would be the one who would understand me because she is my sibling, but then I was wrong.She made me feel even worst. I tried to understand where her anger was coming from and obviously, she was gutted that I said and did those things to Jolene. I know she could not believe me that I treated Jolene that way because she has always hated it when I do things that hurt women since I was brought up by women too.I wish my words could change anything to what she sees me now but then I know I can never take back the things I did and the things I said to her.Sometimes I wish she could have understood me and why I had to do it. The night before the band’s world tour started, someone came to my house late at night and rang the doorbell many times which woke