62LINDY'S POVI was horny too.I want him as much as he wants me and I can't stop myself from feeling this way because it’s new to me but how brave I was to grope his hard dick with my bare hands. He felt so hard against my hand and I loved the feeling of holding it which was crazy. The way he runs his hands on my body sends shivers to my spine, the way kisses me making me utterly wet and the way he touches me on every right spot of my body makes me want more of this. I want him, so bad.We headed out of the lake and went back inside our cabin and I was eager yet nervous. I was scared that I might not know what to do but I told myself to relax and just go with the flow. I think I will know what to do when I will be there, I hope. The moment we got inside the cabin, Milo drops our clothes on the floor as his lips instantly found their way towards mine. Our kiss was unbreakable as he moans over my mouth while he walks me to the bed carefully. We were dripping wet but we no longer min
63Little by little I feel my entire vagina stretching out as he carefully pushes his huge cock inside me. I can feel myself tearing like there was something that snapped down there and I wonder if that was a normal thing. That could mean my hymen breaking, right? I gasped as soon as I felt all of his long length fully inside me. Jesus, it was so big. It was really big and very long and I don’t know how a penis could be this long. I gripped his shoulders breathing heavily but he was not moving yet and I am afraid he will move.“Relax.” He says to my ears. “You’re fine. Just relax so your muscles won't contract.”I nod as I breathe throughout my mouth. I stare at him while he was hovering over me, “I’m nervous.” I tell him honestly."I'll be gentle," he whispered.He pulled himself back again and did the first thrust as he slowly pushes himself back in causing me to wince and moan. I couldn’t understand what I was feeling and I can’t seem to put it into words too. "Oh my God..." those
64LINDY’S POV"I just do because I know you.” Milo answers with a smile."Well aren't you gonna tell us yet where you are? I'm so curious as well. All the lad are out and about doing stuff and you’re the only on MIA."Milo’s brows furrowed, “I am not MIA.”“Then if you’re not, where on earth are you?”Milo glances at me while answering, "I am home." "Which house?" Nick was quick to ask."The one I live at." Milo answered sarcastically as I stopped myself from laughing. "You are being sarcastic to me right now. Well, what time is it in your place?""It's almost two am.""Two?” Nick exclaims loudly sounding surprised. “You're probably in America. I'm sure you are. Either in California, or LA."Milo laughs under his throat.“Maybe Canada because your doppelganger was seen there the other day.”Milo just smiles while laughing again, “I didn’t know I had a doppelganger. I am sure he is more handsome than I am.” “Oh trust me darling, it’s a splitting image.”I admired how cool Milo is
65He wraps his arms around my slim body as he rests his chin over my shoulder, "I wish life was easier. Where no one follows you wherever you go. Where no one watches every single move you do."I cup his cheek as I rest my head against his and even though I feel sad that we cannot do things like the regular couples do, I am still happy to be with him. "But you're Milo Beckett and nothing will change no matter how much you wanna live a normal life again. People will always notice you and what you do.”Milo didn’t say anything as I see him pouting his pinkish lips. I turned to face him as I sat in between his thighs, “Look.” I cup both of his cheeks while stares at me. “I want you to know that no matter how difficult life is gonna be, always remember that I'm here for you.”“I will always remember us this way.”I smile at him, “No matter how crazy the showbiz industry can go, just remember that I always have your back. I'll be always here for you Mill." I added.He smiles weakly before
66LINDY’S POV"And why is he wearing a mask?" Avery kept asking.This was the moment of my life where I have never been more nervous. Avery was such a huge fan of Milo Beckett and I know that she will recognize him. I can already tell that she is already suspecting who it is."I.. uhhh... I helped this sick guy to the hospital when I was on my way home. So.... he gave me a ride to thank me. Right?" I asked Milo as he nods.Milo waved goodbye and hurriedly walked away without saying a word."Wait... that guy dresses like.... Milo Beckett." Avery gets caught up with her own world."Avery.” I called out. “Not all guys who's wearing skinny jeans is Milo Beckett." I answered her sarcastically as I was entering the house.“Then it was Jasper?” She asks stupidly.I shake my head, “Not all guys who are wearing skinny jeans are Spitfire Strip. Jesus.”I walked to the foyer and saw my mom and dad at the living room and I know she was going to scold me for not answering her phone calls."I've b
67Martin nods, “That could be right but Milo didn't say he was taken and he also didn't deny that he was or was not in a relationship when they were interviewed a few days ago. He even dedicated their own song to this woman he calls his special someone. Shady Beckett." Martin added. "Does us mean he's really taken? Well, we don't know until Milo speaks up the truth.”I sigh in my seat as they continued to talk more about Milo and I wonder if they ever get tired of talking about Milo all the freaking time. Milo here. Milo there. “Leaving the whole fandom with lots of questions like who she is, what she looks like, what's her age, if she's also a celebrity or another model or just an ordinary woman, how he met her and if they are really in a relationship." Elaine continued."I think Milo Beckett might want to take this relationship secretly after being in the limelight with his highlighted and most talked about previous relationships with Taylor Swift, Kendall Jenner and those Victor
68LINDY'S POVIt was already ten in the evening as I went to the kitchen to get some snacks, mom wont be around tonight since she got caught up in work while dad had left for his business trip. As for Avery, she is not home and it was not something unusual in this house. I was hungry from all the studying and staying up all night since Milo has told me he will be seeing me tonight.Did he forget that he was going to see me? Milo hasn't texted me or replied to any of my messages and has not answered my calls too. It's been two hours now.I opened our fridge and looked for something to eat. As I was about to grab some foods, I feel my phone vibrating on my pocket. I hurriedly pull it out from my pocket without looking because I know it was him. "Hello?" I answered quickly."Open your door." Milo sounded in a rush."What?""Your front door. Hurry the paps are on their way here."My eyes widened and I hurriedly ran to the front door before opening it. Milo was there standing with a surg
69MILO'S POVI was sleeping on my bed when I heard loud knocks on my door and continuous ringing of the doorbell which was pretty alarming. I worried that it might be the fans who have found my hotel room number. I sat on my bed and stared at my phone and realized that I had a message from Lindy and it was still eight in the freaking morning. Who's trying to wake me up early on a vacation?I groaned on my bed while stretching my arms out to the roof before I grabbed my robe and walked to my door. As I swung it open, it was four guys with surgical masks on with their hoodies covering their heads and I already had a guess they were but it was slightly unbelievable."Who the hell are you?" I asked, having my eyebrows furrowed.They pulled their masks down and my eyes widened when I saw the other lads standing right in front of me. Jasper jumped onto me and each of them started entering my room after greeting me noisily along the hallway of the entire floor. I closed the door right away
E P I L O G U E "Em, just stop screaming, please." Lindy begs. "Think of it as a vacation."VACATION?! Then why can not I use the private jet?! Why do I have to ride a plane in eco... e... Ugh! I do not even want to say the word!""Stop being so overdramatic, Em. We all started somewhere." Milo mocks."I started rich and popular, I am keeping that title." She stood her ground.Milo tilts his head, "Not unless I take that away from you."She gapes.Ezekiel pulled up his pad as soon as he finished writing the words, “Cheer up Em. It is not so bad.” with a smiley face next to the sentence.It annoyed her even more. She loves her twin brother, but she hates the situation that she was in.“Not so bad for you!!” She screams at her brother before she groans. “You can not do this to me!!” Emerald screams like the drama queen she is.Days passed, Emerald found herself arriving in Aidenwoods, New Zealand with two big pieces of luggage and only a hundred pounds in her wallet and the other hund
70‘The famous Beckett duo called EZME called it quits after five years of singing together to their millions of fans due to personal issues, scandals, and health conditions that needed to be taken more seriously. Ezekiel Beckett has been suffering from Muscle Tension Dysphonia which causes the sound and feel of his voice to change due to extreme muscle tension in and around his voice box. As a result, it causes his voice to regularly stop performing more efficiently which broke a lot of his female fans' hearts. The 21-year-old heartthrob and crooner recently lost his voice due to stress, tension, overuse, and overwork and is now going through therapy doing various exercises.On the other hand, Emerald Beckett, who is no longer new to scandals and issues, has gotten some pretty bad press every now and then. The 21-year-old pop star and the other half of the duo called EZME have been known for her horrific diva behavior since her rise in popularity. It has always been rumored that she
69L I N D Y After the honeymoon, I bravely decided to go back to college and finish where I left off. Milo has been very supportive of my decisions and he has been my confidante in almost anything that I do and I want to do. He would confront me about what would be the best and would advise me when things get harder or more confusing. He is just there constantly supporting me which means so much to me after everything.When he asked me if I would move in with him to London, I did not hesitate to agree with him because all my life anywhere with him, whether it is in London, Peru, Spain, South Africa, the Philippines, or anywhere around the world, I would want to be with him. Always. Mom and dad felt sad when they found out that I was moving to another continent which made them feel a little bit emotional before we parted ways. Although they understand that things are going to be different now that I am getting older and wiser and have plans set on ahead of me with Milo. Yet, my paren
68L I N D Y “Welcome home Lindy!!!” I was taken aback as soon as the party poppers popped that came out of nowhere and I see everyone in this house greeting me with smiles on their faces. I see Lucius, Jasper, Silas, and Rowan who came all the way to celebrate this day with me which really means so much to me after what I have been through. It was the kind of support system that I needed after what happened to me and how these people are showing me an unconditional kind of love. These guys, whom I have always considered as my older brothers from other mothers, are all here and this means the world to me. I see Martha who ran towards me in a split second and hugged me tightly with tears flooding in her eyes which made me cry too because this scene is very much making me so emotional. She hugs me tight as she says the words, "I am so glad to see you again. I have missed you. I have missed you so much. I missed you a lot."She makes me bawl my eyes out as I hug onto her tighter, "I m
67L I N D YSaint Francis Sanitarium had a different way of treatment which had been pretty much helpful for my recovery. They also had strict rules about visitors, no one was really allowed to see the patients who are under treatments like me to avoid problems, complications, and miscalculations. There were no cellphones allowed inside and Wi-Fi as well to avoid any social media. Although they allowed gifts from the outside, it was still hard not to be able to see everyone. I didn’t let my negative emotions get the worst of me because I had to be strong for myself and my kids and for everyone else who is waiting for me to head out of this mental facility. I faced this battle head on and even though it was hard for me to accept the changes that I have had, emotionally and mentally, I am still very thankful for the support that I am getting from my family, friends, and of course Milo.Milo has been sending me hand written letters every day which is something I always look forward to
66M I L OWhat did she mean by that?Did she mean it literally?Silence, there was silence between us and I was just utterly and indescribably confused. She didn’t answer while her eyes were looking all over the entire house. Her eyes looked like she was searching for something inside the house and at the same time, she looked like she was in distraught. She looked so lost, sad, and completely puzzled by her own thoughts inside her head.“Are you alright baby?” I holler.She nods and looks back at me, “Yes. Just…. Just a little… awake.”I tried to ignore what I heard from her about hearing them in her head and just walked towards her, “I thought you fell asleep?”She shakes her head, “I can’t.”“Did you even try?”She nods. “Yes. These days it’s just hard for me to sleep.”“Should we visit the doctor?”“No.” Her voice was firm. “No need for that.”I take her hand to mine, “Hey, let’s go back to sleep. Shall we?”She nods and smiles before we walked up to the bedroom.I still hear the
65M I L OThey were so tiny.Very tiny.So fragile. So delicately adorable. I stare at them from outside the glass window and my heart swells with these crazy emotions that are building up inside me the more I stare at how tiny and angelic they looked. Staring at them, I did not know that I could love more my sweet Lindy for carrying my little soldiers who are now battling with their own lives. I had no idea that these tiny creatures would actually make me feel much more whole in some way. I glance at the tubes and machines that were surrounding them to help them survive and grow and I know they are fighters and that they will grow stronger. I know. I know they will. I watch as their chests go up and down while they were breathing as they were moving their tiny hands around and subtly kicked their small feet. It was amazing how they looked and how their tiny movements could actually surprise me and amaze me at the same time. Absentmindedly, I am staring at them with a smile on m
64M I L OI laugh humorlessly as I shake my head sideways, not wanting to believe what I have just heard. No, this cannot be possible. There is absolutely no way. No. I had no idea that Ricky was this selfish and this heartless with everything that had happened. He is and has always been only thinking about himself and no other else. He only and always wants to save himself from everything when the going gets rough then runs away and hides like a frightful little child and pass the blame onto others so he can clear his name.This man is despicable, absolutely and horrifyingly greedy.“I am so sorry.” Ricky apologizes but the more he says it the more it makes me angry.“Ricky! How could you so selfish?!” Gwyneth screams at him..“Of course!” I exclaimed. “Of course you would say it’s me! You freaking asshole!” I pressed my clenched fist against the center of my forehead. I groan in frustration and in anger because I want to hit this person so badly. I want to hurt him as hard as I ca
63M I L OEver since my argument with Gwyneth, we never really talked as much as we used to. I understand why she was feeling that way and I understand why she had avoided me since she hated what I have done. Of all people, I thought she would be the one who would understand me because she is my sibling, but then I was wrong.She made me feel even worst. I tried to understand where her anger was coming from and obviously, she was gutted that I said and did those things to Jolene. I know she could not believe me that I treated Jolene that way because she has always hated it when I do things that hurt women since I was brought up by women too.I wish my words could change anything to what she sees me now but then I know I can never take back the things I did and the things I said to her.Sometimes I wish she could have understood me and why I had to do it. The night before the band’s world tour started, someone came to my house late at night and rang the doorbell many times which woke