49LINDY'S POVThe kiss literally took my breath away as I was trying to compose my thoughts as soon as he peeled himself away from me. That was the best first kiss and I didn’t know being kissed would feel like that. I was lost for words for a while as I was getting completely taken away by his hungry green eyes. I know I felt him getting hard when we were kissing and I have this wet feeling down there which I cannot explain."That was unexpected." Milo tells me.I rested my head against his shoulder as I begin to let go a soft laugh but I was trying to calm my shy self down. I was getting all flustered and bashful after he kissed me like that."Damn, I've been waiting for that." He informs me and I feel myself getting more surprised that he has been wanting to kiss me when I have been thinking that I was the only one who wanted it. I pulled my head up and smiled at the handsome Milo Beckett, "I've finally tasted your lips and now it makes me wonder how I am going to miss it so badly
50LINDY'S POVAround seven in the evening in Canada, I was waiting for Milo to go online on Skype and since he was going to do a concert in Dublin, he’ll be popping out soon. He was busy almost hours ago for their soundcheck and a few run-through for their set for this concert. He was busy but always made sure that he was able to talk to me through his day.I was wearing my favorite baggy white shirt and a pair of cottony shorts beneath it securing a bowl of chips on my hand while a pitcher of orange juice was on my table. It looked like I was going to binge-watch a movie but in all honesty, I was just waiting for my superstar boyfriend to go online. I grabbed my phone and started plugging it into my speakers trying to look for a piece of good music to play while eating my chips. I played Photograph by Ed Sheeran since I was a fan. I swayed my head along with the music while taking a chip after chip inside my mouth as I went through Google trying to stalk Spitfire Strip and do a lit
51LINDY'S POVAfter their two days stay in Dublin, they headed to Manchester then to Liverpool to Sheffield to Nottingham, and then to Birmingham for their continuation on their world tour. He was busy traveling and singing for their fans who have been dying to take a glimpse of him. Sometimes, I envy the fans who attend the concert because they can see him sing on the big stage.It makes me feel happy and immensely prouder of him. At the same time, it makes me feel sad because I won't be able to see him for a while as much as I want to. Despite his incredibly busy schedule and all these flights and time differences, we were still able to talk and I was patient. We usually FaceTime a lot, texting almost every hour of every day and calling each other throughout their tour but the time difference makes it hard for us to stay awake it makes me miss him so much more. When his concerts finish, it’s either I have fallen asleep or he has. Now, I'm at the cafeteria having lunch with Martha
52LINDY'S POV"Of course, we are also here to talk about that Jasper.” Sharon laughs fakely as she smiles to Jasper and the other lads. “But we just can’t help but be curious about your personal lives.”Jasper pulled his head up and stared at the ceiling as he mutters a few words to himself which made Silas laugh as he sits next to him. He stared back at Silas as Lucius stares at Milo worriedly. “The whole world wants to know and all women are curious, is Milo Beckett still single, or are you secretly taken?" Sharon smiles at Milo.There was tension in the room and I can feel how Milo is looking so anxious as he sits on his chair. Avery and her friends were also on the edge of wanting to know about the truth as I stand here much more nervous than I should be. "Don't tell." I thought to myself.Milo just smiled at himself and I can tell he's getting annoyed by the repeated and intrusive question that Sharon has been asking her. It shows how hard he's trying to hide his feelings by
53"Uhh, mine's probably... Strong for Perrie." Rowan answered straightforward.I smiled at his answer. It just showed how much he loves his girl so much and how proud he is to have her. I'm not really sure who's who of their girlfriends are but those girls sure are lucky to be seeing all their boyfriends showing them off."Good choice Rowan." Jasper commented with a smile on his face."Will you sing for us the part you want to sing for your lovely fiancée then?" The interviewer smiled as the girls from the audience cheered."So baby hold on to my heart. Need you to keep me from falling apart. I'll always hold on ‘cause you make me strong." Rowan just flushed me with his awesome voice. Damn, his voice is just so breathtaking and I love listening to him.The audience went wild and I felt happy for Rowan. He is clearly crazy over his fiancée so much and he isn't ashamed to tell the world about it. I wish we could do that too. I wish I could hear Milo saying he's proud of me on TV or may
54LINDY'S POVAfter Liverpool, they'll be heading to Newcastle then Glasgow in Scotland which sounded a little exciting because the places he has been, I haven’t been. Milo has told me that it was going to be their last concert in Glasgow before they are going to take a break from touring for a month. It seemed like he was going to still be busy from touring since I am sure they will still be doing promotions or TV shows or radio shows and I don’t want to complain because that has been his lifestyle even before he met me and I am most utterly proud of him. I downloaded the song Milo sang a while ago and it was heartbreaking to listen to since it was talking about us. I was crying while I was listening to it especially when he sang his part on the song. Listening to the message of the song tremendously breaks my heart because it reminded me of how much he wanted to tell the world about me but I know he mustn’t.I don't wanna be the reason for his downfall in his career just because h
55MILO'S POVUpon finishing at Newcastle, we headed straight to Glasgow which got me highly excited. I hear Scotland was an amazing place so all of the other lads were very much excited as well. After that interview, the world and social media had made up stories about what I said and have totally turned the entire thing around into massive scrutiny. I didn’t want to let it get through my head because I didn’t want those words to ruin what I have with Lindy. They needn’t to know about my relationship with her because what matters is what we have right now. As much as I wanted to tell the entire world that she's mine, I can't and I understand why. I just feel sad that I can't be proud of having her because of the fans and the management who are already suspicious of me. The fans have been even more intrigued and I've been getting negative comments about her already even though they still don't know her. The fans have already started posting random women who wore almost the same cloth
56MILO’S POVAfter talking and having something to eat, we head out of the hotel to drive around Glasgow but my mind was bothered about what Silas had told me. One way or another I know I had to face the management when they will confront me about Lindy and I had to know what to answer them just in case. But I can put that off for now.I decided to enjoy my day with the lads as I have promised Lindy, we took pictures, walked around, met fans along the road, and just felt like tourists. We needed this.I needed this to get off my mind from things that would probably be bigger than life once they'll know about me and Lindy.Already on my way to school babe. -LindyI smiled at my phone while walking along with the lads.That's good to know! :) I'm touring around Glasgow with the boys before we head for soundcheck. Wish you were here with me now baby. -MillI sent a few photos of the views, my own selfies that I don't really take but managed to for her and a few photos of me and lads, t