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Chapter Nineteen- Week Three
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2021-08-15 11:03:42Thursday
Alex's POV
I've been hanging out with Asher a lot lately, Cole doesn't even talk to me anymore and Zoe isn't really helping me much because Chris is kinda on Cole's side and since she's his girlfriend, she's on his side. I can't look Asher in the eyes and when he tries to touch me, I immediately pull back, he must think I'm weid considering I've been to his house 3 times this week and I'm currently there right now.
*texting Zoe*
Zoe: have you guys had sex yet?
Me: No and we're not gonna.
Zoe: boriiinnngg, how about this, you know blinfolding isn't all about sex, try it out.
Me: anything you and Chris do, always has something to do with sex.
Zoe: I'm serious, it can also be about just feeling that your partner is there with you and you're giving your body over to him, it builds this sense of trust between you.
Me: I'll just ask Cole when we get toget
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