THIRD PERSON POV
In these four walls, an old and dusty store, a sound of a playing song piece on a piano is all you can hear inside these walls.
F# E
'Cause you know I'd walk
B F#
A thousand miles
A girl gracefully sings aloud with her emotions as she pressed the key-chord of the piano while closing her eyes.
The sound she of her voice suits the song perfectly. The melody blends well, which surely catches the attention of any person. Like, the boy who is staring at her adoringly, hiding in the shelves.
"Alexandra, that child should be here!" The father screamed in hatred while pointing his finger at his daughter.
"Jordan! Stop saying that to our child!" The mother replied to her husband, trying her best to stop those hurtful words from her husband's mouth.
"She is not my daughter! I did not accept her! She's nothing but trash!" The father exclaims, throwing the vase on the table beside him while walking out of their home.
"Jordan! No! Come back! Come back!"
*LIFE IS HARSH*
Memories of her parent's argument are all that's running through her mind that makes her heartbroken. It cracks her voice as she let it all out.
Little the girl knows that someone is watching and listening to her in this empty place while she keeps herself busy in her solo performance.
The girl is about to press the F# key-chord of the piano to start to sing the chorus of the song again. When she opens her teary orbs, the boy gets caught standing near the shelves, hiding while looking at her performing.
"...."
"AHHH!!!" The little girl screams that causes the boy to flinch at her pitch voice.
"Calm down! I didn't mean to surprise you." Said the boy in defense while trying to maintain his composure.
He covers his ears with his finger to protect it from the pitch scream he hears.
"AHHH!!! NOO!!" She continues screaming, which makes her veins look visible in her neck that causes the boy to be in a panic.
The boy couldn't think of anything to make her calm down but decided to let out what he comes to his mind.
"CALM DOWN OR I'LL KISS!" The boy lashed at out as his patience is running out from the girl's scream.
"YOU WHAT?! DON'T YOU DARE!" The girl squealed.
She never imagines that her first kiss will be in this situation that scares her. She would allow a stranger to taste her lips as she covers her mouth.
"Scream again. I'll kiss you. I'll kiss you on your cheeks." The boy scratches his burning cheeks and shyly feeling embarrassed about the words he says.
His words quite work as the girl calms herself down. She was relieved that he didn't want to kiss her lips.
"WH-WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" Said the girl while her throat sores from screaming.
"Looking at you performing effortlessly. It was a beautiful song." The boy said while giving her around of applause.
She smiles at his remark and feels her heart tightens in her chest.
*WHY AM I GETTING DELIGHTED BY HIM?* she thought.
The girl noticed the boy's white polo paired with his black jeans and blue shoes.
It is a match to her white-laced top, blue jeans, and red heels.
The boy cleared his throat to cut the silence.
"You've been staring at me for a while, are you done?" The boy sneered at her. She blushes and looks away quickly and pout.
She tries to look back at him, and they both catch each other's eyes. They chuckle in return, and the girl replies.
"Well, for a stranger like you, your fashion sense is not bad."
The boy walks closer to her while maintaining eye contact. He stops right in front of the girl while his lips curve upwards, smirking.
"Starting now, we are no longer a stranger-"
"JOANABE! ARE YOU HERE? COME OUT NOW!"
The boy couldn't continue talking because an angry voice from outside interrupted him but little did he know that it was the little girl's mother.
"I have to get going," said the girl in trouble. Her heart beats a thousand per second.
The mother was looking for her for an hour when she tried to sneak away from her sight.
When she was about to sprint, the boy grabs her wrist.
*GASP*
"Joanabe, so Joanabe is your name. What is the title of the piece earlier?"
Joanabe shakes her wrist to loosen the grip.
"JOANABE! WHERE ARE YOU?" The woman's voice outside is getting worried and shaky.
"I need to go, my mom is worried. Meet me in La Romanina I have a musical audition there at 4 p.m." She said hurriedly like a rapper while the boy let her wrist go.
She sprinted on her way to the door before she opens it to go out-
"BREAK YOUR LEG! I MEAN BREAK A LEG!" The boy screams while standing in his position properly, which makes Joanabe giggle her way out of the store.
The boy smiles at her back when Joanabe exits the shop.
Joanabe opens the door. She finds her mother standing, sweating, and irritated in front of the door, carrying her keyboard.
*GULP! I am in trouble*
"Why did you run away from me?" Her mother asked, raising her brow while her hands on her waist.
"How did you find me?" The little girl asked in return while giving her mom an awkward smile.
Her mother bends down a bit to match her height.
"Sigh... I asked you a question first, but to answer your question. I am your mother, Joanabe, and I will always find you wherever you go."
Like a mother does to her child, she kisses her daughter's forehead, and the uneasiness from them is gone.
The mother is relieved so as her.
"Joanabe, don't make me so worried. You know that you still have your audition. Do you know what time is it?"
Joanabe shakes her head because she did not know the time and look down.
She sniffs, and tears are starting to build up in her eyes that makes her vision blurry. She is starting to feel guilty.
"Joanabe, I was worried about you. I want you to be aware of what I feel. You are a clever child, but you suck at feeling people's emotions."
Her mother lightly pinches her nose to make her daughter look in her eyes.
"C'mon, don't cry. You still have an audition to go." Her mother pulls her into a hug that warms them at the same time. They feel secured and happy, but something is still missing.
The hug still feels incomplete.
They both pull away and smile at each other.
Her mother offers her a hand, "Let's go! So we won't be late."
She looks at the hand and holds it tightly. She swings both their hands while walking to the shed.
Her mother hailed a cab heading to La Romanina.
After a 10minutes ride.
The cab stops at the entrance of the stadium.
Before they enter her mother hands the keyboard she is carrying to her daughter.
"You can do this Joanabe, go own the stage!" Her mother gives her encouragement to make her feel relax.
They both enter the stadium.
A ray of light welcomes them inside as she sees the white stage she's been dreaming of, with a big spotlight. Red curtains on the side and the stage are covered with red carpet.
The chairs for the audience are arranged per bloc (VIP, Lower bloc, Middle Bloc, Upper Bloc).
Since Joanabe is a participant in the audition that makes her mom sit in the VIP chair without having any reservation or payment while she is backstage.
The program is about to start in 15 minutes.
She didn't even notice time flies so fast in a day.
She is starting to feel nervous, seeing the other participant rehearsing or vocalizing in her side makes her confidence fade.
Joanabe looks at her palm that is sweating and trembling from her nervousness. Her hands clench it into a fist.
Suddenly--
A man with a red suit, black tie, white jeans, and black shoes walks in the center of the stage. The spotlight is on him.
**BANG!**
*AWE!*
"Welcome ladies and gentlemen! I am William, your host for this wonderful event. Today we will start our audition for the next talent search. Are you ready as we witness one of the participants have what it takes to showcase their talents?"
The audience is hype from the entrance of the MC.
Joanabe knows that she is the third one to perform. They informed her the day after she signed up.
"Let's call the first participant, Shally Mae. Around of applause please." The host said as Shally Mae walk into the center of the stage and grabs her guitar.
The host prepares the mic for her.
The crowd warmly welcomes her and applaud.
"WOAH!! GO SHALLY MAE!" An unknown voice of a fan screamed in the audience.
Shally Mae giggles to her fans and nods to the organizers of the show as the signals that she is ready.
She starts playing her song.
Shally sings teardrops of my guitar by Taylor Swift effortlessly, and there were no signs of nervousness from her voice.
She adds a little ad-lib and ends the song with a beautiful low note and a strong strum in her guitar. She spread her hands after putting her guitar down confidently with a big smile while the crowd whistles in her performance.
Joanabe is starting to feel pressure in her seat. She tries to go to the bathroom, but her name is mentioned by the host.
"Unfortunately, the second performer informed us that he could not make it because he is sick, but the show must go on. Please help me welcome our next participant, Joanabe! Around of applause, please."
She is shocked when her name is called by the host. Her mouth is wide open, and her eyes enlarge.
She walks at the stage.
All eyes are on her. She gulps and shakes her hands to calm herself.
A staff prepares her a keyboard stand. She smiles, and thank the staff.
Joanabe smiles at the crowd instead of receiving warm applause or cheers. She receives nothing but silence.
She gives her nod to the organizers and starts playing her piece.
The piano produces a similar tone to the song a thousand miles as she presses the key, shivering. Her emotions are leaking at the tip of her finger. She glimpses at the crowd, who are uninterested in her performance.
Until Joanabe couldn't keep up the vibe as her voice start to crack and her throat sores. She remembers her scream at the shop.
*WHY? WHY NOW?*
She trembles and feels ashamed. Her voice is not in a condition to sing. She wants to stop in the middle of her song.
"DON'T STOP! KEEP GOING! YOU GOT THIS!" A familiar voice screams and cheers in the crowd.
Her eyes widen and scan in the audience seats. But she did not find the person who cheers her on.
She forces herself to continue to sing while trembling and finishes her song with a hoarse voice because someone believes in her.
She walks out of the stage immediately, biting her lower lip to hold her tears from falling.
Joanabe wants to go to the restroom and cry.
Her foot slips on her way to the restroom. However, a hand grabs her waist to keep her from falling to the ground.
Moreover, she turns around to see and thank the person who saved her. Suddenly, her body is pulled forcefully into a back hug.
KANE POVI am hyped to see Joanabe perform again when she told me she is participating in the talent search at La Romanina. I did not even get the chance to tell her my name or did get the chance to know the song she played in the store.I didn't even get the chance to tell her that I also joined the show but backed out because it isn't the thing that I want to do. The time my eyes landed on her performance in the shop was mesmerizing to make me stop and stare at her the whole time. She is brighter than the spotlight. The moment she opened her eyes, it was teary. I can feel her sadness. I want to know who causes those tears. Somehow I want to make her happy. It lightens the sleeping candle in my heart.The moment she walked out the door, it feels she blow the lit candle away. Now that I know where she will go. All I have to do is to go. I asked my mom to drop me off at La Romanina because I have to see her. "Honey, are you sure you did not regret backing out of the show?" My mom as
JOANABE POVI see my mom standing looking so worried afar, I run towards her to seek comfort."MOM!" I scream calling my mom while running closer to her I feel so stupid. How can I forget about her?"Joanabe! You got me so worried!" She said while spreading her hands for me to embrace."Mom, I am so sorry. I let you down. How can I make daddy proud?" as I jump on her for an embrace. I cried in her arms.*I AM SO PATHETIC*"Joanabe, you do not have to be sorry, it has nothing to do with your dad." Mom pats my back to ease the pain inside of me.*KANE? WAIT! I LEFT HIM!*I let go of my mom and look directly at the place where I went with Kane, but compare to the shop, he is not there anymore, waiting for me."Is there something wrong Joanabe?" Mom asked me, I shake my head maybe hi
JOANABE POV**KNOCK**KNOCK**"Happy sixteenth birthday Joanabe! Make a wish!" Said Cheryl, standing in front of our door while holding a white chocolate cake and of course with a note wishing happy birthday to me.Is it really supposed to be happy for me?Funny it is, it's exactly the same after 5 years.~Five years earlier**KNOCK**KNOCK**"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANABE! MAKE A WISH!" Cheryl said happily as I open the door for her wondering if it was my dad. Sadly, it was my friend that's so excited about celebrating my birthday."Cher, you know my birthday is next week," I said to her sadly, I do not want to kill her joy but I just want to remind her that it is not yet my birthday.*MY BIRTHDAY IS THE DAY I SHOULD BE CELEBRATING ABOUT, IT IS THE DAY WHEN THIS TRASH WAS BORN."*~~~~
THIRD PERSON POVIt's been a week after Joanabe's birthday after she dreamt that dream. She seats in quietly while the other students are busy chatting, vocalizing, and getting ready for their recital.Her thoughts can't help but dive deeper.That fog dream etched in her head that she cannot keep herself calm. It's intriguing her."UGH! THIS FEELING IS SO WEIRD!" Joanabe claimed, shaking her head, frustrated."You are weird, your running thoughts. You have a recital for today." Her mother said, sitting beside her in the backstage. She shot glares at her mother's comment.*WHO WAS THAT MAN IN MY DREAM?*Joanabe's mind keeps thinking about her dream, but her imaginations are interrupted by the sound of an opening door.**CREAK**She stares blankly at the person who gets inside in the preparation room."Hello students, are you all prepared for this year's recital?" Professor Melissa, the head of the music club, asked happily to the students, clapping her hands together with a confident s
JOANABE POV"You really forgot all about me, right, Joanabe?" The girl said in a snarling face, and her eyes are serious. Her shoulders are up high in her annoyance. Wow! She acts superior or popular or something--"Aren't you Shally Mae?" Kane said, pointing at her, looking quite shocked."Oh! How do you know?" Shally said happily as her face gleams while seeing his reaction to knowing her name."Nah! Saw one of your performance before in-." Kane said awkwardly as he stroke his nape. I can see he is getting uncomfortable."Ehem!" I cleared my throat, cutting their conversation. I did not like where it was heading."You and Shally Mae. Watch my performance today. I will come up to the stage to show you both I am not the Joanabe you knew five years ago." He crosses my hands at my chest level. One of the organizers calls for me, and I nod. "Catch you guys later," I said while patting Kane's broad shoulder.All the murmurs of the crowd are inaudible, and the lights were blinding as I pr
JOANABE POVIt's been three years I've lost contact with him, It's been thirty-six months I've been wanting to hear him, It's been twenty-six thousand two hundred eight hours I've been missing him, longing him. The person I've been seeking for is right on my phone talking to me like he did before.He loudly exhales that creates a vibration through my ears, "Hello, Joanabe?" Is this the day, He will ask me out?Is this finally the day he will say 'I miss you and I love you?'Is this it?~~~~~~"Joanabe?" he said to the seventeen years old of me while swinging his feet, sitting in the chair. "Knock, knock." I looked at his eyes with a questionable look in my face, and I gave him an awkward smile."Yes?""You are supposed to say who's there?" His eyes were locked in the dark blue skies.I looked up and met the moon on my face. "Who's there?""Joanabe." He plainly said to me.I raised my brow without turning my face to him. "Joanabe, who?""Joanabe, my prom girl tonight? I mean, my gir
JOANABE POVThe news that comes from his mouth is not what I wanted to hear from him. The word 'engage' is not for me. He did not say the words that I am expecting to hear.My eyes filled with tears are like candles that slowly melted away. I clenched my hand to hold back my will from slapping him.My blood boils in my veins as anger inside of me is slowly reaches my mind. My heart breaks into pieces while his warm hand touches mine. His words set cold water in my burning love for him. Now my heart is cold it is pitiful.Love sucks, love hurts----Love failed me.My sniffing nose clenches from his odor, his presence.I stand from my seat. I look into his blue eyes and my mouth coldly said, "Congratulations, you have a happy ending awaits you. I am sorry, I am not hungry. I should get going."Feet of mine start moving on their own aw
JOANABE POVMy heart just got stabbed by Kane Boucher in the restaurant, and now the knife is getting deeper by the sudden news that got strike on me.*MY BESTFRIEND IS MARRYING THE MAN I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR SO LONG.*I forced a laugh, "Pfft... AHAHAHA... Congratulations, Cheryl. Soon to be Mrs. Boucher.""Thank you. Your coming to my wedding, you are going to sing for me, okay?"She softly said to me through the phone."Yes, I-I will." I shutter under my breath while saying those words. I cannot imagine that things will end up like this. I did not know there was something between them. I thought that he is willing to wait for me, nor am I the only one who loves him?*WAS I REALLY THAT NAIVE TO BELIEVE SUCH A PROMISE?*I hang up the phone and throw it away from me. I send punches in my steering wheel. I kick in my pedal, and I just want to hurt myself physically as I am feeling the pain emotionally--mentally. I am drained, for today. My head is spinning not because I had alcohol, but