"Hey, don't worry about him." Finn's voice pulled me away as he placed his hands on my lower back and my arms around his neck. He turned us so my back was to Collin and I was thankful for that.
I also couldn't help thinking about how I wanted to be in Collin's arms and not his cousins. Even after what he said about me.
We continued to dance silently, but I couldn't stop myself from glancing over my shoulder to seek out Collin. The last time when I looked, though, he was staring at me intently. His jaw was tight and his eyes were emotionless. The female teachers were still standing next to him, clearly trying to catch his attention, but he only had eyes for me; even though he looked a bit disturbed.
Was he upset that I had heard what he said about me? Or, perhaps he was upset about what he said. I really hoped it was the second one but I had a feeling it wasn't.
He finally pulled his eyes away from me and looked down at the floor before I watched him make an exit.
A small jolt of anxiety punched me in the gut and I looked up at Finn. "Excuse me for a moment. I need to use the little ladies' room."
He smiled down at me, releasing me from his embrace. "I'll be over by the drinks when you're done."
I nodded, stepping away from him before I headed in the same direction I just watched Collin disappear to.
The back hallway from the gym that led to the vocational classrooms was dim and void of any students. I knew Collin came down this hallway but I had no idea where he disappeared to after that.
When I turned down the next hallway, that's when I saw him. He had a set of keys and he was unlocking a door to one of the classrooms.
"What are you doing?" I asked, watching him nearly jump out of his skin before he looked over at me.
"Jesus, Saige- you scared the hell out of me." He looked behind me to see if I was alone. "What are you doing back here?"
"I came to ask you the same thing."
"I'm a teacher- I can be back here." He nodded toward the direction I just came from. "The dance and my cousin are back that way."
My jaw flexed and my fists balled at my sides. Those words seriously pissed me off.
"I don't give a shit about the dance or your cousin." The last one was a lie. I was becoming to really like Finn in a good friend kind of way. "I followed you to ask you why the hell you said those things at your place!"
"Shh," he hissed out, looking around.
Oh, right-he's ashamed of me and doesn't want to get caught.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me into the room he just unlocked, closing the door again behind us. Collin left the main lights off but turned on the teacher's office one to give us some light.
"You completely misunderstood what I had said earlier today."
I cocked an eyebrow at him. "Really? Because I'm pretty sure there isn't a double meaning to 'I can't be with someone like her. I have a reputation to think about."" My voice was mocking his, waving my hand around like a crazy person.
He sighed, running his hand over his face. "I didn't mean it like that, Saige."
"No? Then how did you mean it, Collin?!" My voice was raised now as I glared into his eyes, challenging him. I honestly wanted to know what he meant by those words.
At first, he didn't say anything, he just looked down at my lips and then my eyes as he stepped dangerously close to me.
"I would never say or do anything to hurt you, Saige. When I said those words, it had nothing to do with your..."
"Hey!"We both jumped at the sound of Finn's voice, spinning to find him in the doorway.
"Someone said they saw Saige coming back here with Coach Collin. Teachers are on the lookout for you two."
When I turned to look at Collin, I saw the color drain from his face. I knew he didn't want to get caught with me for obvious reasons and I didn't want him to get fired just yet.
"Get her out of here," Collin rasped as he grabbed my arm and led me over to Finn. "Go out the back door toward the football fields."
Finn nodded at him as he grabbed my hand and pulled me along. I looked at Collin over my shoulder once more and noticed him staring longingly at me. What the hell was that all about?
We continued down the hall, toward the back doors, when I could hear people talking. They were saying that they thought they saw me go down that way. Finn obviously picked up the speed and pulled me along faster.
Once we were outside, I let out a breath but not before I felt tears sting my eyes. I had really made a mess of my reputation and it was clear tonight that nobody in this town trusted me. They were never going to see me as anything but a trouble-making slut. And that hurt.
"Hey, don't get emotional on me just yet. We still have to get the hell out of here." He pulled me through the back parking lot until we were back up front, searching for his car. Once we found it, we got the hell out of here.
I didn't know where I was staying that night and really needed to figure that out. I couldn't go home and never would again. As far as I was concerned, I no longer had a home or mom to go back to. Kora was still at the dance with TJ and I really didn't want to see her mom's judging expression again; so, I wondered what the hell I was going to do. Finn didn't ask me where I was going to stay and just drove.
Before long, we were pulling back up into Collin's driveway. The second to last place I wanted to be at that moment.
"I can't be here, Finn. I'm clearly not welcome."
He turned to me with an upset face. "That's fucking bullshit and you know it. I have something I want to show you. Come on." He jumped out and then went around to open my door. "I'm about to explain everything to you."Confused, I slipped out of the car and followed Finn inside, wondering what he had to show me.
SAIGE POVFinn led the way into the living room where he sat down on the couch, patting the spot next to him. I didn't sit down right away, too afraid of what he might have to say. Instead, I stood there until he spoke."What I'm about to show you is probably going to make Collin pissed the hell off at me, but you need to see it. You need to see why he's keeping you at an arm's length."I sat down, still wondering what the hell he was talking about. My interest was officially piqued.Finn pulled his phone out and started vigorously scrolling through whatever he was looking at before he showed me a couple of photos."That's Penelope. Collin's college sweetheart. He was going to ask her to marry him." He pulled his phone back and shoved it back in his pocket.Seeing those photos made me feel jealous, but what did she have to do with me? The woman was beautiful and I couldn't help but think she was better than me. Hell, I thought every woman was better than me."Collin was crazy about he
SAIGE POVThe awkward silence between the two of us made me uncomfortable. Not to mention, I had just been crying and now my eyes were probably red and puffy; nothing like crying-eyes to make a girl feel attractive.I watched as Collin came farther into the living room, sitting in the spot Finn had just vacated before he looked over at me."You okay?" He asked, watching me."Fine," I replied, shrugging my shoulders. What Finn had just shared with me was still fresh on my mind. I had no idea what to say to Collin or if I should even say anything at all. Maybe it wasn't my business to say anything."You've been crying," he pointed out, still watching me. It was as if he couldn't pull his eyes from mine and I couldn't pull mine from his. We were stuck in this stare-off."Yes," I whispered, still pulled into his gaze."Tell me why."I shook my head."Saige," he started, finally breaking eye contact with me when he ran his hand through his hair, "I can't help you if you don't tell me what'
SAIGE POVSleep would not come for obvious reasons.That kiss with Collin was still lingering on my lips and I wanted to do it again. Very soon. It was actually the first time kissing a guy that didn't lead to sex immediately afterward.And I didn't want it to. I liked kissing Collin. A lot.But as I laid here tossing and turning, I wondered what this all meant for me. Was I changing more than I thought I was? Thinking of a few hot guys in school that quickly popped into my mind, I found that I didn't immediately want to think of a plan of attack to get them into bed.Holy shit- maybe I was changing!And I wanted to tell someone!I jumped out of bed, putting on some pants, and went in search of Finn's bedroom. There were so many in this house and I hoped I chose his and not Collin's. But when I finally found it, I saw that Finn was fast asleep.Not anymore, buddy. I jumped onto his bed, startling him awake."Finn! Wake up! I have great news!" I shook him until he was fully awake."Je
COLLIN POVAs I drove us toward the school, I pulled off onto a side street to let her out. It wouldn't be smart to pull into the faculty parking lot with a student in my front seat. And not just any student: Saige. I hated it but it was the truth. I had seen it personally, but I knew the real her and it wasn't what everyone else saw. Not even close."I'll see you around, Coach," she flirted, leaning over the middle counsel to kiss me. But when she went to pull away, I grabbed her by the back of the neck and slammed my lips back onto hers. She giggled against me, making me smile too."Stay out of trouble today, Saige. I'll see you back in this same spot after practice."She jumped out then and I watched her sashay away from my truck. It was killing me to only kiss her, but I didn't want to push her. I knew that if I pushed a bit further than kissing, she'd be all about it; but sex with Saige could wait. I wanted it to be special for her. I wanted her to know that a guy can be into her
SAIGE POVI barely made it in the front doors before I felt Kora grab my arm and pull me into a more private setting."What the hell, Saige? The entire school knows about you and Coach Collin! Word in the hall is that he's getting fired today."I felt all the blood drain from my face. "Fired?! But he hasn't done anything wrong.""No? Letting a student live with him while they're probably doing the dirty, isn't wrong?" She leveled her gaze at me."We aren't doing that," I whispered, knowing it was the truth but by the way she was looking at me, she didn't believe me. And if she didn't believe me, nobody else would either. "I have to go fix this."I stormed away from her, heading toward the main office. This was all my fault.Just as I entered, the principal was coming in right behind me. My immediate thoughts were that he was just coming back from firing Collin."Sir, can I speak with you?"He was surprised to see me. "Ms. Cornell- just the girl I was looking for. In my office. Come on
COLLIN POV"I told you not to mess with that little harlot." Coach Briggs' voice was like nails on a blackboard right now and what he said made the veins in my neck bulge."You have no idea what you're talking about. I haven't been messing with her; I've been trying to help her," I paused to slam my locker door before turning my glare on the head coach, "Something nobody in this community has tried to do yet."He snorted, actually fucking snorted. "People have tried to help her and her mother. They're both worthless and unfixable." The tone in his voice was clearly from pure hatred and loathing. But why? What has Saige or her mother done to receive such hatred from Briggs? Besides Saige cheating on his spoiled son."Don't say that about her," I growled out, trying with all my might not to punch this prick in the face. As of right now, I still had my job and I needed to keep it until I figured out my next move. Briggs and this school wouldn't go without punishment but first, I needed t
SAIGE POV As I stood in line, tears streaming down my face, I couldn't help but dwell on Collin's words. Anxiety filled my chest and I had this feeling that I should turn back and start over with Collin. But it was fear that held me in line to buy a bus ticket out of there. I was afraid of pulling Collin down and not being the type of woman he and Finn were so desperately trying to pull out of me. At first, I was beginning to believe that I was the woman they saw but then again, with a mother like mine and the way I've lived, there was no way that woman would stick around for long. I hated that it was the truth, but I couldn't and wouldn't hurt Collin. Or even Finn. They both deserved better than me."Hi. Where to?" The woman at the ticket booth smiled warmly at me.I looked at the destinations on the board behind her and chose the first one that stuck out to me. "Los Angeles, please. One way." I didn't know a soul out west but it was the land of dreams, right? Besides, if I end up h
SAIGE POVAs Collin drove home, I found myself snuggled into his side, sitting between him and Finn in the truck. No words were spoken between us after Finn chewed me out for trying to leave without a word. We all just sat there in the peaceful quietness of the truck, enjoying the fact that I was still with them. I didn't plan on being anywhere else. Not ever again.Collin's hand slid over and squeezed my thigh, making a familiar ache slide between my legs and I had to squeeze them tighter to block the urge to jump his bones right here. My hand quickly flew down to his, squeezing his back. A low chuckle erupted in his chest and I wanted to smack him. He knew exactly what he was doing and it wasn't funny at all."What do you guys want for dinner?" Finn finally broke the silence in the cab as soon as Collin pulled into the driveway. My eyes instantly went to the house and I couldn't stop myself from thinking about all of the things I wanted to do to Collin in those four walls."Um, fend
Shifting perspectivesMADALINAMy stomach was upset, and my mouth was dry. Apparently, my body underwent a range of reactions due to the most important event of my new life. I would be the center of attention, all eyes filled with judgment on me. Even before, I never enjoyed public events or parties, and rather let my brother fulfill such a role. Alex was an extrovert like no other, never experiencing an increased heart rate or sweating when giving out a speech. And although I wasn't afraid of speaking up my mind, my attitude was more... military oriented? I was not good at sugarcoating or putting on a perfect-smile façade. And yet, that was exactly what I was about to do tonight.I stood before the mirror, my gaze fixed on the reflection staring back at me. Who was this woman and what did she do with Madalina Crud?Carrie had chosen for me a stunning long dress with bare shoulders in the shades of dark red. It was definitely a departure from my usual style of leather pants and milita
When I first learned about Carrie's idea to throw a big welcome party for Madalina, I was a little hesitant. Ever since we arrived at my pack, my mate has faced a barrage of unwarranted prejudice due to her different background. No one dared to confront her or me directly, but the silent whispers were there. People stared. At me. At her.It was mostly due to all those horrible crimes her family was responsible for. Her family had tortured lone wolves, treating them like slaves. Sadly, even my mate took part in it, blindly manipulated by her parents. Though with each new day, I could see how much she regretted all her past actions. I may have gotten a second chance at love, but Madalina got her second chance at normal life. And she was going to prove to everyone that she no longer was the ruthless, stone-cold werewolf slayer.The atmosphere buzzed with anticipation as the preparations for the grand evening were in full swing. Decorations adorned every corner, bringing vibrant colors an
Unwelcome newsAIDENUpon Jerome's resignation, I was faced with an enormous workload that made me truly grasp the extent of his responsibilities on my behalf. An Alpha was like a lost puppy without his Beta. Despite Scott shadowing Jerome for many years, he struggled to fulfill the role with the same efficiency. Regrettably, Scott was caught between his previous Gamma duties and attempting to assume the Beta position. Our pack was huge in size, and leading it was never meant to be a solitary endeavor. It necessitated a cohesive team, which, unfortunately, I did not have.Days started to merge, and I couldn't tell the difference between light and dark, granting me less and less time for my mate. And I hated it. I hated leaving Maddie alone, even though I could count on Carrie to keep her company. But it would be irresponsible of me to just ignore the escalating situation in my pack and simply lock myself in the room with my gorgeous woman. I was an Alpha and sometimes I needed to put
Notre DameMADALINAIt has been a whole week since I moved to Black Forest pack, but nothing has changed significantly.My mate was incredibly busy, leaving our room early in the morning and returning at night. His Beta stepped down and he now had only his Gamma to support him. Aiden's father tried to help too, but it wasn't common practice to see a retired Alpha interfering in the pack's business. Moreover, it would shed a bad light on Aiden, putting him in the position of not being competent enough to lead the pack if daddy needed to hold his hand.. Eventually, it would motivate ambitious males outside the pack to come and conquer the place, seeing Aiden as a weak element that could be easily challenged and eliminated. Status was everything in the werewolf's world.Aiden spent the entire week searching for a proper candidate for the Gamma position. He wanted to promote the current Gamma to Beta. That man seemed to be one of a few who were loyal to Aiden and openly supported him desp
"Go back to your own kind. Leave our pack before facing further humiliation."I cleared my throat before speaking, controlling the fiery rage that tortured me. Oh, the fantasies that danced in my mind - to give her a taste of her own venomous words, to unleash that never-ending thirst in me, and sink my fangs deep in her flesh until she begged for her life. To punch that nasty mouth and show her true fear.But could I afford such scandal on my first day among werewolves? As much as I wished to make her pay, I concluded she simply wasn't worth the trouble with my mate. I came here to be a better person.Hence, I put my old habits aside and kept the fight on a verbal level."Oh, wow, thank you so much for your unsolicited prophecy! How fortunate I am to have you... whoever you are, enlighten me about my inevitable fate. Your concern for my well-being and humiliation is truly heartwarming. Clearly, your wisdom knows no bounds. Perhaps I should bow down and seek your guidance on all life
Fire tangoMADALINANerves fluttered in my stomach when his family first approached me. Will they grimace in disgust? Will they be bothered by the presence of a vampire? I had all those questions clawing at my mind, terrifying me. But what I experienced... it was something entirely unexpected.In a flurry of introductions and warm smiles, my unease began to dissipate. I stared at Aiden's mother, who exuded a genuine kindness which I found both comforting and bewildering. Not like my own mother, who only veiled her real personality under a sweet, innocent face. My mother carried the mask of kindness, pretending to be a good person, a victim of horrible crimes for which, after all, she was primarily responsible. But the warmth in Amelia's eyes and the way she squeezed my hand indicated she was genuinely happy for her son and accepted me as I was.Aiden's sister, Carrie, was a vibrant young woman. Her presence required attention as she effortlessly owned the room with her wild and loud p
"I'll get some drinks. It's time to celebrate." Carrie winked at us and rushed to one of the Omegas, splashing instructions."Okay, I guess." Maddie placed a light kiss on my lips to ensure me she would manage to survive my family. I didn't need to worry about her. My mate wasn't any shy damsel in distress. If anyone annoyed her, she would deal with it. I promised her not to be away for long and left her with mom and Carrie.On the way to my office, I met my dad. He had arrived at Black Forest pack before us."Jerome knows." He informed me shortly. I sighed, feeling how a big lump formed in my throat. My Beta had already learned about the death of his son.~~~~~~~"We are currently providing shelter for over a hundred lone wolves. The majority of them have already applied for asylum but some haven't decided yet. They still consider returning to their original village once all is settled. Anyhow, we can't accommodate them all permanently. We are running short on resources. But the disc
. Bitter tollAIDENMadalina squeezed my hand when we passed through the main gate to my pack. The Black Forest pack was one of the largest packs in Yukon, providing a home to thousands of people, mostly werewolves. We had several witches among us, as well as humans. Overall, it was a great place to live in. Despite the isolation within the mountains, our civilization thrived.The air carried the scent of freshly bloomed flowers, intermingled with the sweet aroma of home-cooked meals waffling from the houses. The streets were alive with the joyous spirit of community, as people strolled leisurely, their smiles radiant and genuine. Children reveled in their innocence, their laughter echoing through the pathways, while the sun cast a gentle glow upon their carefree games.We lived in peace, surrounded by beautiful nature, and I couldn't wait to show it all to my beautiful mate. Therefore, I was stunned when we finally arrived at my pack and the streets were empty. Gone was also the melo
Raindrops farewellAIDENI was glad that my mate agreed to live with me in my pack. I understood the depth of sacrifices she had undertaken to be with me. Her departure from her family was due to forbidden love and it led to her being estranged by her own parents. They cut off any future physical contact with her and although she tried to be strong and not to show it, I knew it bothered her tremendously. At least her brother, despite being a sick psychopath, stood by her side.And now, I was going to be her family and I would do anything to make her happy.When I returned to the safe house together with Madalina, the place was emptied. Only my father stayed with a couple of soldiers. He was eager to meet my mate and shook her hand a bit too enthusiastically that I had to remind him to keep it cool. As surprising as it was, my dad was very open-minded and didn't care about Madalina's origin. I assumed after all he had to go through in his life, he understood how precious true love was.