That unbelievable bastard!!
I was running from Collin's, still in my bikini, but wearing Finn's t-shirt over it and I had no idea where I was going. My house was clear on the other side of town and I didn't want to go there anyway, so I decided to try Kora's. She was much closer, too.
When I climbed the front stairs and knocked on the door, Kora's mom answered a moment later. She was laughing with someone but when she saw me, her smile faded. Her eyes looked me up and down disapprovingly but then waved me inside.
I hated when her mom judged me like this. She was kind to let me stay when I needed a place to lay my head, but I knew deep down that she didn't want me anywhere near her daughter. If Collin, a new person in town, has heard all about me, there's no doubt she hasn't.
"Is Kora home?"
She shook her head. "I think she's finishing up at school for the dance. Why don't you head up to her room though and take a shower? I can wash your shirt for you." She looked me up and down again.
I would have said something to her but I was entirely too tired to do so. So, with my tail between my legs, I went up to Kora's room and jumped in the shower.
When I got out, I dressed in some of her clothes and sat on her bed, flipping through the channels. I had left Collin's place so quickly that I had forgotten my phone and now I was bored. When would she be back?!
Then the door opened and Kora came in laughing. But when she saw me on her bed, she jumped back before looking relieved.
"Saige! Where have you been?! I've been so worried about you!" She jumped onto the bed and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"I've been at Collins." I wasn't going to lie to my best friend.
Her eyes widened as a small grin spread across her face. "Finally got into the coach's bed, huh?" She wiggled her brows at me.
Any other time, I would have joked right along with her but right then I was hurting. I slowly shook my head and stared down at my hands.
"Jeez, Saige. You look like someone ran over your dog."
I've never had the pleasure of owning a dog, but I believed she was right. I felt horrible. Just when I was starting to feel better about myself, Collin goes and that. says something like that.
"He told his cousin Finn that he could never be with someone like me. That he has a reputation to uphold."
Kora inhaled a breath. "What an asshole!"
I nodded. "And what's worse is that I actually believed that he was growing feelings for someone like me." I laughed, shaking my head.
"But, who am I kidding, Kora? Nobody is going to like me like that. I've made a name for myself and I'll forever be used and abused."
My head was down, I couldn't look at her. Hell, I couldn't even look at myself.
"Hey," Kora whispered out, crawling closer to me, "don't say things like that, Saige. Sure, you've made a reputation for yourself in high school, but come on!! There is so much more life out there! You're going to leave school and this shitty town and make a new reputation for yourself. It doesn't always have to be like this, and it won't be. You can change that, girl, but only you can. Do you want something different?"
I finally looked up at her, slightly nodding my head. "Yeah, Kora, I do want something different." I also wanted Collin, all things considered, but I was keeping that to myself.
"Then do it. Start right now. Start being the woman you want to be. People may have a certain judgment about you but you can change that."
Laughing, I shook my head. "Once people have negative judgments about someone they refuse to look at the positive."
"You're right but when you leave this town, are they going to matter anymore?"
I shook my head. "No, I guess you're right."
"Girl, I know I'm right. Why don't we get ready for the dance and then go dance our hearts out? No boys allowed."
"Deal," I laughed out, but then stopped, remembering I left my new dress at Collin's. "There's just one little problem: I don't have a dress."
She waved her hand at me nonchalantly. "I got you, girl."
~~~~Kora borrowed me one of her cute dresses and then we were off to the dance.We both did each other's hair and makeup and both looked amazing.
When we pulled up to the front of the school, I openly stared at who was standing by the front door, smiling at people as they passed.
"Holy shit. I didn't think he'd show up."
Kora looked over me. "Who is that?"
"Finn. Collin's cousin that I asked to be my date tonight. He... he treats me differently. I basically offered to throw myself at him and he shut me down.""Oooo," Kora dragged. "I think you should go get your date!"
"But you said no boys allowed."
She laughed. "TJ's inside waiting for me. However, when you and I hit the dance floor, it's no boys allowed. Unless a slow song comes on, then we'll date up." She winked at me. "It's going to be fun."
We got out and headed to the front doors. Our classmates and peers were among us, all saying hi to Kora but nothing to me. Whatever.
TJ came out the front door and wrapped Kora in his arms, kissing her neck and making her giggle. I had literally been gone for like a day and a half and they're a thing already? Good for her.
My eyes connected with Finn's then. "What are you doing here?"
He grinned. "You needed a date, right? Besides, I spent a ton on this tux and I'm going to use it."
I hid the smile tugging at my lips as I continued to stare at him. "Well, I guess we can't let that tux go to waste." He actually looked really good. Much better than any of the other guys walking into the school right now.
He held out his arm to me and I hesitantly placed mine in his. I was surprised that he didn't say anything about what Collin had said but I was also grateful. I didn't want to talk about Collin right now.
We went inside, the music blaring from the main gym and as we walked, I noticed several eyes on me. I knew it was because no one liked me and also because they probably wondered who the guy on my arm was.
Once we entered the gym, I took the sights in. A lot of kids were already dancing and having a good time, while others sat at tables, laughing and enjoying each other's company. Some faculty members stood about, chaperoning the dance and making sure the punch didn't get spiked or kids weren't dry humping on the dance floor.
And that's when my eyes landed on Collin. He was standing with a few female teachers and they were laughing. I felt my arm tighten in Finn's hold and he turned to see what I was looking at.
"Come on, let's dance." He pulled my attention away from Collin and onto the dance floor.
It was going to be a long night and because Collin was there, all I was going to be able to think about was him.
SAIGE POV"Hey, don't worry about him." Finn's voice pulled me away as he placed his hands on my lower back and my arms around his neck. He turned us so my back was to Collin and I was thankful for that.I also couldn't help thinking about how I wanted to be in Collin's arms and not his cousins. Even after what he said about me.We continued to dance silently, but I couldn't stop myself from glancing over my shoulder to seek out Collin. The last time when I looked, though, he was staring at me intently. His jaw was tight and his eyes were emotionless. The female teachers were still standing next to him, clearly trying to catch his attention, but he only had eyes for me; even though he looked a bit disturbed.Was he upset that I had heard what he said about me? Or, perhaps he was upset about what he said. I really hoped it was the second one but I had a feeling it wasn't.He finally pulled his eyes away from me and looked down at the floor before I watched him make an exit.A small jol
SAIGE POVFinn led the way into the living room where he sat down on the couch, patting the spot next to him. I didn't sit down right away, too afraid of what he might have to say. Instead, I stood there until he spoke."What I'm about to show you is probably going to make Collin pissed the hell off at me, but you need to see it. You need to see why he's keeping you at an arm's length."I sat down, still wondering what the hell he was talking about. My interest was officially piqued.Finn pulled his phone out and started vigorously scrolling through whatever he was looking at before he showed me a couple of photos."That's Penelope. Collin's college sweetheart. He was going to ask her to marry him." He pulled his phone back and shoved it back in his pocket.Seeing those photos made me feel jealous, but what did she have to do with me? The woman was beautiful and I couldn't help but think she was better than me. Hell, I thought every woman was better than me."Collin was crazy about he
SAIGE POVThe awkward silence between the two of us made me uncomfortable. Not to mention, I had just been crying and now my eyes were probably red and puffy; nothing like crying-eyes to make a girl feel attractive.I watched as Collin came farther into the living room, sitting in the spot Finn had just vacated before he looked over at me."You okay?" He asked, watching me."Fine," I replied, shrugging my shoulders. What Finn had just shared with me was still fresh on my mind. I had no idea what to say to Collin or if I should even say anything at all. Maybe it wasn't my business to say anything."You've been crying," he pointed out, still watching me. It was as if he couldn't pull his eyes from mine and I couldn't pull mine from his. We were stuck in this stare-off."Yes," I whispered, still pulled into his gaze."Tell me why."I shook my head."Saige," he started, finally breaking eye contact with me when he ran his hand through his hair, "I can't help you if you don't tell me what'
SAIGE POVSleep would not come for obvious reasons.That kiss with Collin was still lingering on my lips and I wanted to do it again. Very soon. It was actually the first time kissing a guy that didn't lead to sex immediately afterward.And I didn't want it to. I liked kissing Collin. A lot.But as I laid here tossing and turning, I wondered what this all meant for me. Was I changing more than I thought I was? Thinking of a few hot guys in school that quickly popped into my mind, I found that I didn't immediately want to think of a plan of attack to get them into bed.Holy shit- maybe I was changing!And I wanted to tell someone!I jumped out of bed, putting on some pants, and went in search of Finn's bedroom. There were so many in this house and I hoped I chose his and not Collin's. But when I finally found it, I saw that Finn was fast asleep.Not anymore, buddy. I jumped onto his bed, startling him awake."Finn! Wake up! I have great news!" I shook him until he was fully awake."Je
COLLIN POVAs I drove us toward the school, I pulled off onto a side street to let her out. It wouldn't be smart to pull into the faculty parking lot with a student in my front seat. And not just any student: Saige. I hated it but it was the truth. I had seen it personally, but I knew the real her and it wasn't what everyone else saw. Not even close."I'll see you around, Coach," she flirted, leaning over the middle counsel to kiss me. But when she went to pull away, I grabbed her by the back of the neck and slammed my lips back onto hers. She giggled against me, making me smile too."Stay out of trouble today, Saige. I'll see you back in this same spot after practice."She jumped out then and I watched her sashay away from my truck. It was killing me to only kiss her, but I didn't want to push her. I knew that if I pushed a bit further than kissing, she'd be all about it; but sex with Saige could wait. I wanted it to be special for her. I wanted her to know that a guy can be into her
SAIGE POVI barely made it in the front doors before I felt Kora grab my arm and pull me into a more private setting."What the hell, Saige? The entire school knows about you and Coach Collin! Word in the hall is that he's getting fired today."I felt all the blood drain from my face. "Fired?! But he hasn't done anything wrong.""No? Letting a student live with him while they're probably doing the dirty, isn't wrong?" She leveled her gaze at me."We aren't doing that," I whispered, knowing it was the truth but by the way she was looking at me, she didn't believe me. And if she didn't believe me, nobody else would either. "I have to go fix this."I stormed away from her, heading toward the main office. This was all my fault.Just as I entered, the principal was coming in right behind me. My immediate thoughts were that he was just coming back from firing Collin."Sir, can I speak with you?"He was surprised to see me. "Ms. Cornell- just the girl I was looking for. In my office. Come on
COLLIN POV"I told you not to mess with that little harlot." Coach Briggs' voice was like nails on a blackboard right now and what he said made the veins in my neck bulge."You have no idea what you're talking about. I haven't been messing with her; I've been trying to help her," I paused to slam my locker door before turning my glare on the head coach, "Something nobody in this community has tried to do yet."He snorted, actually fucking snorted. "People have tried to help her and her mother. They're both worthless and unfixable." The tone in his voice was clearly from pure hatred and loathing. But why? What has Saige or her mother done to receive such hatred from Briggs? Besides Saige cheating on his spoiled son."Don't say that about her," I growled out, trying with all my might not to punch this prick in the face. As of right now, I still had my job and I needed to keep it until I figured out my next move. Briggs and this school wouldn't go without punishment but first, I needed t
SAIGE POV As I stood in line, tears streaming down my face, I couldn't help but dwell on Collin's words. Anxiety filled my chest and I had this feeling that I should turn back and start over with Collin. But it was fear that held me in line to buy a bus ticket out of there. I was afraid of pulling Collin down and not being the type of woman he and Finn were so desperately trying to pull out of me. At first, I was beginning to believe that I was the woman they saw but then again, with a mother like mine and the way I've lived, there was no way that woman would stick around for long. I hated that it was the truth, but I couldn't and wouldn't hurt Collin. Or even Finn. They both deserved better than me."Hi. Where to?" The woman at the ticket booth smiled warmly at me.I looked at the destinations on the board behind her and chose the first one that stuck out to me. "Los Angeles, please. One way." I didn't know a soul out west but it was the land of dreams, right? Besides, if I end up h
Shifting perspectivesMADALINAMy stomach was upset, and my mouth was dry. Apparently, my body underwent a range of reactions due to the most important event of my new life. I would be the center of attention, all eyes filled with judgment on me. Even before, I never enjoyed public events or parties, and rather let my brother fulfill such a role. Alex was an extrovert like no other, never experiencing an increased heart rate or sweating when giving out a speech. And although I wasn't afraid of speaking up my mind, my attitude was more... military oriented? I was not good at sugarcoating or putting on a perfect-smile façade. And yet, that was exactly what I was about to do tonight.I stood before the mirror, my gaze fixed on the reflection staring back at me. Who was this woman and what did she do with Madalina Crud?Carrie had chosen for me a stunning long dress with bare shoulders in the shades of dark red. It was definitely a departure from my usual style of leather pants and milita
When I first learned about Carrie's idea to throw a big welcome party for Madalina, I was a little hesitant. Ever since we arrived at my pack, my mate has faced a barrage of unwarranted prejudice due to her different background. No one dared to confront her or me directly, but the silent whispers were there. People stared. At me. At her.It was mostly due to all those horrible crimes her family was responsible for. Her family had tortured lone wolves, treating them like slaves. Sadly, even my mate took part in it, blindly manipulated by her parents. Though with each new day, I could see how much she regretted all her past actions. I may have gotten a second chance at love, but Madalina got her second chance at normal life. And she was going to prove to everyone that she no longer was the ruthless, stone-cold werewolf slayer.The atmosphere buzzed with anticipation as the preparations for the grand evening were in full swing. Decorations adorned every corner, bringing vibrant colors an
Unwelcome newsAIDENUpon Jerome's resignation, I was faced with an enormous workload that made me truly grasp the extent of his responsibilities on my behalf. An Alpha was like a lost puppy without his Beta. Despite Scott shadowing Jerome for many years, he struggled to fulfill the role with the same efficiency. Regrettably, Scott was caught between his previous Gamma duties and attempting to assume the Beta position. Our pack was huge in size, and leading it was never meant to be a solitary endeavor. It necessitated a cohesive team, which, unfortunately, I did not have.Days started to merge, and I couldn't tell the difference between light and dark, granting me less and less time for my mate. And I hated it. I hated leaving Maddie alone, even though I could count on Carrie to keep her company. But it would be irresponsible of me to just ignore the escalating situation in my pack and simply lock myself in the room with my gorgeous woman. I was an Alpha and sometimes I needed to put
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"Go back to your own kind. Leave our pack before facing further humiliation."I cleared my throat before speaking, controlling the fiery rage that tortured me. Oh, the fantasies that danced in my mind - to give her a taste of her own venomous words, to unleash that never-ending thirst in me, and sink my fangs deep in her flesh until she begged for her life. To punch that nasty mouth and show her true fear.But could I afford such scandal on my first day among werewolves? As much as I wished to make her pay, I concluded she simply wasn't worth the trouble with my mate. I came here to be a better person.Hence, I put my old habits aside and kept the fight on a verbal level."Oh, wow, thank you so much for your unsolicited prophecy! How fortunate I am to have you... whoever you are, enlighten me about my inevitable fate. Your concern for my well-being and humiliation is truly heartwarming. Clearly, your wisdom knows no bounds. Perhaps I should bow down and seek your guidance on all life
Fire tangoMADALINANerves fluttered in my stomach when his family first approached me. Will they grimace in disgust? Will they be bothered by the presence of a vampire? I had all those questions clawing at my mind, terrifying me. But what I experienced... it was something entirely unexpected.In a flurry of introductions and warm smiles, my unease began to dissipate. I stared at Aiden's mother, who exuded a genuine kindness which I found both comforting and bewildering. Not like my own mother, who only veiled her real personality under a sweet, innocent face. My mother carried the mask of kindness, pretending to be a good person, a victim of horrible crimes for which, after all, she was primarily responsible. But the warmth in Amelia's eyes and the way she squeezed my hand indicated she was genuinely happy for her son and accepted me as I was.Aiden's sister, Carrie, was a vibrant young woman. Her presence required attention as she effortlessly owned the room with her wild and loud p
"I'll get some drinks. It's time to celebrate." Carrie winked at us and rushed to one of the Omegas, splashing instructions."Okay, I guess." Maddie placed a light kiss on my lips to ensure me she would manage to survive my family. I didn't need to worry about her. My mate wasn't any shy damsel in distress. If anyone annoyed her, she would deal with it. I promised her not to be away for long and left her with mom and Carrie.On the way to my office, I met my dad. He had arrived at Black Forest pack before us."Jerome knows." He informed me shortly. I sighed, feeling how a big lump formed in my throat. My Beta had already learned about the death of his son.~~~~~~~"We are currently providing shelter for over a hundred lone wolves. The majority of them have already applied for asylum but some haven't decided yet. They still consider returning to their original village once all is settled. Anyhow, we can't accommodate them all permanently. We are running short on resources. But the disc
. Bitter tollAIDENMadalina squeezed my hand when we passed through the main gate to my pack. The Black Forest pack was one of the largest packs in Yukon, providing a home to thousands of people, mostly werewolves. We had several witches among us, as well as humans. Overall, it was a great place to live in. Despite the isolation within the mountains, our civilization thrived.The air carried the scent of freshly bloomed flowers, intermingled with the sweet aroma of home-cooked meals waffling from the houses. The streets were alive with the joyous spirit of community, as people strolled leisurely, their smiles radiant and genuine. Children reveled in their innocence, their laughter echoing through the pathways, while the sun cast a gentle glow upon their carefree games.We lived in peace, surrounded by beautiful nature, and I couldn't wait to show it all to my beautiful mate. Therefore, I was stunned when we finally arrived at my pack and the streets were empty. Gone was also the melo
Raindrops farewellAIDENI was glad that my mate agreed to live with me in my pack. I understood the depth of sacrifices she had undertaken to be with me. Her departure from her family was due to forbidden love and it led to her being estranged by her own parents. They cut off any future physical contact with her and although she tried to be strong and not to show it, I knew it bothered her tremendously. At least her brother, despite being a sick psychopath, stood by her side.And now, I was going to be her family and I would do anything to make her happy.When I returned to the safe house together with Madalina, the place was emptied. Only my father stayed with a couple of soldiers. He was eager to meet my mate and shook her hand a bit too enthusiastically that I had to remind him to keep it cool. As surprising as it was, my dad was very open-minded and didn't care about Madalina's origin. I assumed after all he had to go through in his life, he understood how precious true love was.