The world, where I spent the most of my years, lost again. He removed it and broke it. How did he do that? Wait, what the hell is this? I was crying so much that I failed to recognize my current location. This is not my home. It’s not yours, yet why does it appear so different? Who prepares meals in the kitchen, and when? Who placed the food and other items here? Mattress on the couch, and everything is different. I wonder how he learned that I live here.Theo.I asked him to stop talking, but why not? He is getting paid by Ronald. I don’t need his sympathy. Well, sh*t, he already tossed away my phone. Was it deliberate? Who informed him of my father’s house? How? Why not at least sell it to someone instead of breaking it?“All right, it is.” Screaming was the initial cry, and it persisted. I want to end my life as it is now.Okay, if that’s what you want, it’s now my turn. I was hurt by you, but I’m not like you. See what I’m going to do as you wait. The following day was incredibly
“You look cute when you’re in sleep.”Smile. God, she always came in my dream calling me for help but today she’s talking to me.“Mmmm...” She laughed and the glow ran on her cheeks.“Now you’re looking super cute. Get up, you’re getting late.” Wait. What? My eyes open suddenly and sharp light hits my eyes. Rose standing in front of me with a smile. What am I doing in her home? No... she’s here in my room.“What? Surprised? Because today is your birthday.” Her voice rings throughout the whole apartment when she speaks. I’m shocked because of what happened yesterday, I thought she was never going to come. I get up and slide out of bed.“What are you doing here?” My voice is a little harsh.“Told you it’s your birthday so happy birthday Ronald. I know my wish came after Jessie but it’s okay.” She doesn’t know her wish is always first. In those years I forgot how to feel when someone wished for you. Why is she here? Don’t know how much I hurt her.“I hate birthdays.” She stood in front o
“What are you doing here?” Jenna is standing, holding a large gift box, and I hate her dressing sense. Jesus, someone takes her to someone who teaches her how to wear a perfect dress. She came inside, and more inside. Wait, she’s coming to me? I get up and stand near the window.“Happy birthday, baby." She kissed my right cheek.“Thank you. You don’t need. ” I feel nothing. Maybe if Rose kissed me, then the scene would be something else.“Why not? I thought we would sit and celebrate your birthday alone.” No, please. I want to go.“I’m a little busy.” Avoiding her, I acted busy at work.“Liar... I will check your schedule, so sit down and let’s talk.” Then she kept going and going. One hour passed, but her talk still went on. She’s a pain in my ass.“You’re coming, right? How stupid am I? It’s your birthday party.” The attitude she’s throwing at me like a boss—I hate it.“I told you.” Fuck the party again.“Your mom arranged the party so.” She always cuts my words, and this is the mos
HorrorScaredShakingCryingThis is my situation. Who’s going to accept after watching me with my real color? Don’t know how he’s feeling? He needs to know. He saw me now. Then why is he not saying something? Opening my bra I turn. His eyes widened with horror. The Reflection in the mirror describes his situation. His eyes were running everywhere but not on me.“This is me. Your Rose. With lots of wounds.” Look at me and show me how horrible I look with my burnt skin. Every time I faced myself in the mirror I saw only old Rose with tears and wounds. This is the real pain I’m holding on my back and my front. Look at me and say I don’t want you.“Speechless huh? Don’t ask me who did that and why? Reject me if you want. I can accept your decision.”“You’re the same for me and I’m never going to raise a question on you. But let me clear one thing when I saw you, I saw you whole. You’re always a perfect and beautiful Rose. I’m thinking about the situation, your tears, your pain. How much?
What?Fuck!How can I forget about that?“You already started your pills.” Fucker why you’re asking stupid questions at that time when you’re already inside her. Can someone stop me right now? No, because the girl lying under me with beautiful eyes, swallow lips and spreading legs let me do something bad. Today I left everyone just for her.“Baby now you’re telling me when I’m inside you.” Her eyes widened but soft. Kissing her Softly I take her body up in my lap. She sits in my lap with both legs on each side.“Do that.” Her eyes again were huge.“Me?” How softly she whispers that makes my body react.“Yes, you have the right to me. Today I forgot about the contract.” Biting her lips she moved her body. She’s a goddess of lust who makes me mad for her. No one ever touched her just me and today I’m proud of myself because she’s the trophy for me. Her skin, lips, nipple and pussy just for me.“Touch me.” My hands obeyed when she told me. Holding her ass in my hand I spread wider and re
Who’s he?Why did he do that to her?My anger keeps coming punch after punch on the bag. How dare he touch her? She’s mine then how..? I left her sleeping after a memorable night. She opened up with me for the first time not mentally but physically also. She trusted me. But I’m not strong like her. In those years how did she hold herself? I need time for myself. I can’t think straight...I can’t see straight. Her husband?Coming into the bedroom my eyes fell on her wounds. Someone burned her badly but what’s her mark means. She’s looking so beautiful with glowing skin and a simple satisfied smile. She turned and her back was exposed. Why is she affecting me so much? Her pain, why? I can’t.. coming outside I called Theo.‘Sir.’‘I need a plane ready and you’re staying here for Rose. If she asks then tell her it’s some... urgent work.’‘Yes Sir.’Taking my important things, I left her asleep. Don’t know when I’m going to hold her again. Time and time this is what I want to collect myself
I need to sleep.FuckJesusWhy am I so irritating again? Tossing and turning have been happening for the past hour. Whenever I close my eyes, she comes to mind. Her beautiful skin and loud moans. The whole day was a mess, and my mind was still stuck around her. No one knows what that is. Someone mark her before me. I’m sure if I asked Neil, he would surely come back with some results, but I don’t want to.“Please let me sleep.” Why does she keep coming to mind? Her thoughts woke me like an owl. We haven’t talked since I left her. What if I called her now? Maybe her voice calms me.NoUhh, coming outside from my bedroom, I sit in the library to read a book. Placing one book in front of me, I try to concentrate on the words. Fifteen minutes passed, and my eyes still kept running on one line. My mind is trying to understand: What’s the fuck written here?“Sir.” Neil entered the library. Maybe he saw the lights on, and that’s why?“What?” My words are a little hard for him.“Sorry. I jus
I missed him.AgainIt had only been three hours since he called me. First, I was so scared because no one called me, but after hearing his voice, I fell from the bed. Ouch, it’s still hurting. He needs time to settle himself. Think about when it happened to me and in what conditions I lived. My mind stops working. I forget to eat and sleep. The dreams still haunted me and killed me in my sleep again and again. My ears still remember my screams. Every face who hurt me or who helped me.After getting up from my dream, I saw my left side was empty. He was gone when I was in bed. It looks like a joke after our beautiful night. Theo told me he went to work. But no one knows how he’s feeling. Even I wasn't able to read his mind at that time. He looks happy but hurt. But now my heart keeps telling me to call me. I picked up my phone and dialed his number. It’s ringing...‘Hello’ Before I spoke, a girl’s voice came from another side. Not just her voice; some music is buzzing behind it. He’s
ReliefPeaceMy hand’s burning sensation is nothing compared to the relief I’m currently experiencing. Do you dare? How could they? They believe that I am merely a piece that they will divide. The first time I encountered them, my terror was real. They were just looking at me because they were hungry. I bet if Ronald hears him he’ll definitely be in hell.“How on earth did you think to share with me? How could you harm him if you want me? I was your target not him. Just because of me, you killed him?”Now when I’m angry, my body is on fire. Why is that? Because they find me attractive.“Yes, baby, you are our target, but he was always our first target before you because he stood in the way of my target, which was the location of that fucking Ronald father. He has always wanted his son to take over for him. Because of this, we killed his father before your husband.” He’s laughing like it’s just a simple thing killing people.“How could you kill everyone for money?”“Money? Mom wants to
Why did I hurt him?Why?If it’s our last time together, then why?“Mrs. Rose, we have only twenty minutes.” Theo words stopped me when I was going to sit in the car. My heart and body are not feeling well. I’m sick, and my baby is not well. Today she again suggested abortion to me, but how can I get rid of our love? My body suddenly feels empty. I saw blood coming from my leg.It’s overHe’s gone“Don’t worry. Just take care of him after me.” Justin is already waiting for me. The plan is different from Theo and Neil’s.“Neil is going to wait until the end. Please be safe and come back as soon as you get what you want.”“Theo, thank you for everything.” He nodded and closed the door for me last time. Theo set up a car for me, and when he left, Neil covered me for protection. But no one knows what my plan is here. Closing my eyes, I try to remember the last kiss I gave him before coming here. It was my farewell to him. His eyes filled with tears. After all, he knows something is not go
The time is here.The moment is here.Ronald is here.But how much time do I have left with me? After what I said to him before coming here, he stopped talking with me again. He’s motionless and dumb. We’re going to a party, but our souls are at home. The days I have been waiting for are here. The stage is set for me and for others. Just wait for the performers.Two days before the evidence came into my hands, Two days before Draco and Laura were arrested, two days before my life fell apart, the words said by Ronald threw me into my past again. His hatred has come upon me again. His words told me how much he hates me now. Now sitting in the same car and breathing in the same air is hurting me more. Why is a different kind of feeling taking place where his love stayed today?Is this hate now?Our love is now over.No“Stay with me at the party.” He just gave me an order, but today this also feels like a request. Nodding, I turned my head away from him because every time I looked at him
My heart keeps beeping in my ears. I can hear my sound. Woshh...The wholeThumpStanding outside, my nose filled with a mesmerizing smell when I entered the room. The room smelled heavenly with her scent. She’s getting ready inside. Taking one step at a time, I entered the room. It’s neat, clean, and peaceful, not like my mind, which is already battling with my thoughts. Just the sound of her doing something had my heart pounding.Outside, it’s getting dark and little drops of rain start coming, and inside, the shine of her look Turning my face toward her, I saw her in white and heard myself die of fear once more. Why the fuck is she wearing white today? Two days ago, again, I saw her in my dreams wearing white, but the point of my fear is that she’s covered in blood, sitting on the floor, and taking my body in her lap. Why did I see myself there? She was crying hard after watching me die.I was also standing behind her, trying to reach her, but suddenly my dream broke and I heard he
The day of revengeI’m losing myself.Who am I?Is the person gawking at me in the mirror the same as the person standing here? Two days before, everything changed.I know the truth.So manyMy mom was arrested.EvidenceRelationshipFucking hell I never thought one day I would need to prepare myself so hard for fighting. She is detained as a result of her involvement in the killing of sixty people. When I hear the news, it seems as though the earth is constantly trembling. It’s a lie. I know. My heart knows, but things came out in front of the world because of Rose. She’s behind everything. An innocent girl who barely looked into my eyes is now standing face-to-face with me. She’s challenging me. But if she’s the one who told me to prepare for battle, then why am I blaming her?Two days before I got the news, it threw me to hell. The day was worse than I thought. It starts with the news, with so many questions and so much truth. The reporters gathered in front of my building, raising
Why did I say that?Her shocked face after watching me. Am I being too demanding here? Why did she always keep her mouth shut when it came to our baby? Why not move on? Why didn’t she give me what I wanted? It’s a child.“Ron. I already..”“I know, but look at that girl. Don’t you see me? How much I’m happy with her. She’s so cute, and I’m... I can’t express myself. Why not think about it?” My desperation and attraction toward her are beyond my imagination. Life with a child is heaven. I want to feel it."Ronald, we already discussed...”“I don’t care. Right now, you’re thinking about your revenge, not about me. It’s a child. You can..” Fuck. What the hell did I say? She’s hurt. Why fucker? She’s watching me with watery eyes without moving.“I..” It’s my stupidity. Yes, we discussed that, but right now, I hurt her. Before I talked to her more, she opened the door because we’d already reached the office and gone. Jesus, Ronald, she’s so happy and now sad.“Rose.” She’s already gone ins
Sitting on the kitchen counter, I’m staring outside. My hand feels numb after holding the papers of our lives and, on the other hand, the phone. It feels so peaceful here, where I can recall the moment that I spent with Ronald. He came running when I sent him a message. He loves me with passion, like it’s our last time. On the other side,WaitingFor tomorrowTomorrow we’re going to take our next. Third day of my battle. When they are causing me to have sleepless nights, how dare they sleep peacefully? Once more, people are dying. relapse into death. The person who manages the accounts is now dead because they killed him. Today I made the hardest decision of my life. Ronald now loves me, but what about tomorrow, when he finds out what I hide from him? Has he ever seen me the way he looks at me? If he finds out to whom I’m married, thenProofVictimsAnd he’s gone. It’s my revenge that I’m taking because the power is in my hands. Why not use it? This is my only chance. Just a few days,
Rose is not here now.Late at night, she was not in bed when my eyes opened. She thinks I slept after she left, but I’m there when they’re talking. I’m sure she has something planned, but I don’t care what it is. She’s never going to plot anything against me. All that she did was just because of me. My priority is her safety now that I hear what they’re planning.Mom and Draco are not what I’m thinking. When did she become so different? Did Jesse know? The reason she despises her mother is somewhere in there. But the lady she’s talking about, who is she? Second, I’m fighting with myself because I know there will be two drops of blood on the bed when I get up.“Hey baby, why are you still in bed?” My sleepy eyes widened after watching her.“Jesus Rose, cover yourself. At least in this situation, please. I’m trying to stop myself.” She’s fully naked, standing with wet hair and a body full of little drops of water. She’s trying to seduce me. When she’s completely exposed in front of me?
GiggleThen anotherRonaldHe’s giggling while sleeping. I hadn’t noticed him laughing before, but what could he be dreaming about? He looks so happy.“What are you dreaming?” I whisper while running my fingers through his smooth hair. But then his eyes opened, like he heard me. Why does he attract me so much, even in his sleep?“Hey!”“Rose!” He came up and kissed my lips while I was smiling. What’s going on? He looked down and then at me. His gaze was fixated on me. Wait! No. I stop breathing when his hand rests on my stomach. What? God, he knows? How?“In my dream, I saw you lying in the shadows and admiring the lovely sea outside. But then I turned around and saw someone calling out to me. He stopped again and kissed me hard again. What...? His hand rolled on my stomach. What is he expecting?“Ronald.”“He called me daddy.” No please. Don’t speak further. My body, which was calm a moment ago, now went cold. Why do I feel pain? It’s my choice not to tell him why I want to speak up.