Oh my god
Stop staring
Immediately
“Stop fucking him with your eyes.” Shit! She saw me again while watching her brother but what can I do? He’s so handsome. Tall with a broad shoulder. The moving muscles of his body make every woman’s heart bleed. His long dark brown hair is tied behind his head but it’s silky and smooth I can feel from here. My hands want to touch him with every inch of my body.
Not today
Never
He turns like he saw me watching him. His dark green eyes shining in the light. Running his eyes on every window like he’s searching for something. But then he turns and is busy with his work. Like they ignored me again. Disappointment falls again in my eyes or my heart. Again, he ignored me.
He lied
He betrayed
“No, I’m here just you know fresh air and look at the flowers...”
“Oh no, there’s nothing wrong watching flowers with a handsome bee who runs around on flowers.” Jessie knows about my every move on her brother.
Ronald
She knows how much I feel for her brother. The day they’re coming as servants in my house. I stand far away from him. He looked straight into my eyes and my world went upside down.
My father hired them for work when I’m five years old. My memories never fade away because I remember him from the first day. These dark green eyes took my breath away. There’s something beautiful about us. He’s my first Male friend and maybe lasts. His mother is Mrs. Laura, our main head cook but it’s like she hates me. When I’m around her son she behaves differently and she watches me with narrow eyes. When there’s no one around me she yelled at his son.
On the other hand, Mr. Carlo is always a wonderful and loving person. I really enjoyed his company. He’s like my father. He gave me a flower every day and wished me a good day. There’s so much difference between his parents. One side is very soft and the other like a hard rock.
“Well, there’s not just you who’s eating him, see around.” Jessie jerks her chin toward the main gate and two girls in fewer clothes watch him. I hate girls because they always throw themselves on him but I know him very well. Ronald always mines and no one takes him away from me. Maybe we’re different in level but love never saw levels.
Love sees heart and soul in which people are always ready to bleed.
“Shit! you’re hearing your heart. You know, tell him...”
“Tell him what and who’s him?” My heart stops beating for a second. He’s here standing behind us. When he came here in the room? Am I so busy gawking?
Never mind
“Tell you that she’s in love with you.” The words out from her mouth and my heart skip a beat. Oh no. No.
No
“Jessie can you...” Before he completes his word Jessie gives me a small wink and out. It’s just me and Ronald. His footsteps are coming closer and I’m frozen in my place. My hands shook and it’s going cold with sweat. The heat of his body touching my back.
“My little Rosee posee turned around.” Shit! He starts calling me Rosee Posee when I’m six and he’s ten. He always likes my bodyguard in front of everyone but alone he distracts me with his weird things. He pulled my hair and made me cry. But when I started crying he gave me chocolate and candy because he hates my tears.
When I’m in my first period he gave me a bunch of flowers and made me smile. He’s always my first. My first kiss. It’s my birthday when he gave me a shiver with his kiss and then he stopped kissing me. Between these years we’re never on the same track when I found him with other girls. Obviously, he had sex but it’s doesn’t matter for me now. I lost him years ago and now they’re just memories.
“I’m just here to invite you to my birthday party.” Without turning I showed him an invitation because if I turned, they saw me again crying for him. He saw me weak again and I don’t want him.
“You’re eighteen.”
“Like you forget.” With a little push, I found my space. Closing with him is like a warning for me.
“Rose...”
“Please don’t. It’s a beautiful day for me so don’t ruin it. Come and go.” I lost my tracking when he pulled me against him. His heavy smell of flowers and sweat running around his body hit my nose. His naked chest calling me for touch.
“Tell me we’re the same. This is just a misunderstanding and you know I’m always yours my Rosee.” Rosee How simply he lied? It’s not a misunderstanding. He lied to me. He fooled me.
“Just misunderstanding? I saw you with her.”
“And I saw you with him.” He whispers against my shaky lips while I’m busy goggling his chest.
“I thi...”
“What the hell happened here? Jesus Ronald.” We both jumped with a voice and it’s Ronald’s mother. Ronald pushed me away. Oh yeah, how can I forget he’s a puppet for her mother.
“I told you to stay away from rich bitch. She is always looking for a chance when she throws herself on someone and when she needs to be complete then you’re just trash.” She said everything while watching me. How negative is she about me?
“Mom it’s not...”
“Miss Rose, I think your mother is calling for you and it’s time for you to stop running around my poor boy.” I’m waiting for something coming from Ronald’s mouth but nothing. He never takes a stand for him or me. He’s just her mother Ronald. Putting my distance between us I jerk away from my arm from his grip.
He never knows how his mother is ruining his life.
“Mom!” “Here my girl.” My mom Mrs. Lilly is working on my birthday party. She’s a beautiful and stunning growing woman. We’re very similar with a face not in thoughts. She hates the Parker family, which means Ronald, family. My mom is an entrepreneur. She loves flowers, that’s why she starts a business with her own perfume. When I’m a child my mind was always curious about flowers and here I’m thinking of taking one step further in the perfume business but my dad says you need to complete your studies first. “Mom I told you I want a simple party but this is...” So much decoration and so many guests. I told my mom I want just my friends but she invited me to the whole college. She’s not like to show off but it’s her love for me. “This is what? Oh, come on my girl it’s not a big deal and better for you to take it as a habit because.” Oh, there she is again giving me lectures on parties and class society. Blah blah “Lilly you’re talking with walls.” My mom stops talking with my dad’
“Mom!” It’s my mom. She slaps Ronald on the cheek, and he cries out in pain. She’s so angry. Oh god, she listens to everything. Maybe. “How dare you?” “Mom, it’s nothing. I..” “Don’t you dare, Rose? Stop defending him.” I ignored her and helped Ronald. He’s looking more hurt. “Mam please..” Before he completes his words, Mom slaps him again. Oh no. I’m scared now, mom. It’s not that my mom never slapped someone. “Mom doesn’t, please. Listen to me.” I need to cover everything before the worst happens. Mom came again, and before she reached me, I stood in front of him like a shield. “Rose, I can handle it. Let me..” “Oh, now you’re going to handle it. First, handle yourself. See your class. You’re just a servant. You touched my daughter with your dirty hands.” “Mom! Stop.” I cried out. How dare she insult him? But mom continuously yelled at him, and my Ron just stood there silently, listening to her words. But then his house door burst open, and his parents came outside. This i
Ten years later Time is running out. Why are they taking so long? Everything is going well. Today is a day for celebration. I am aware of many conversations taking place inside. I was focused on the wall. For me, every second counts. Outside, there is a lot of rain, and the night is getting colder. Everywhere there is growing darkness. I have to board my bus. I don’t care whether someone is watching me because my focus is on the door. My one eye is filled with rage at me. Now, it’s a habit. Rose is popular, but not here. I am the one who hurts everyone for them. I don’t care. I’m not afraid. Upon the door opening, a girl emerged. She has a list in her hand. Crossing my fingers that my name is there. My heart was racing. “All right, everybody, I’m going to introduce names, so please stand with me.” The speaker said. All of them nod. I hold my breath as she begins to say the names one by one. It’s now or never. Everything I need depends on this work. In this place, where you get th
“Merry Christmas, Rose.” “Merry Christmas, Todd.” And I walked away to my destination. New York City shines like the sun at night. Little clouds of snow are coming from the sky, and it looks beautiful all around. Today is Christmas night, and I’m the one who’s walking alone. But I’m happy. One year ago, my decision to leave the town was not so easy. After hearing them talk about me, I lost all control, packed all my stuff, and came here. For this, I sold a Ronald ring. He gave me a ring when he kissed me for the first time. In those years, I lost him so many times. Once upon a time, I dreamed about spending my night in his arms and where I’m now. He’s my memory, and one year ago I lost him completely by giving him things. I came here with empty hands, and now I’m still empty-handed. But now I have a job and a small house to live in. It’s a suitable house. Small, but okay. In one year, I learned a lot of things. Just forget and move on. No one knows about me here. Who am I? What hap
I’m feeling uneasy since I can see a big structure with fifty floors in front of me. Glass that is pitch-black and damp with tiny drops of moisture. I accepted her offer very late at night, and now I wonder if that was the worst and worst choice I’ve ever made. Please assist me, Dad. I wear basic professional attire that I have, compared to the others around me nowadays. People in expensive suits enter and exit buildings all around me. It seems like the morning commute. But how should I approach somebody? Do I require a meeting? She instructed me to proceed immediately to floor 38. I’m really anxious because I’m being watched once more. I’m getting a bad vibe from them due to my attire. If someone is aware of me, then? Oh God However, I had already spoken, so I went inside without establishing eye contact. People are talking quietly in my ear. I hurried inside the elevator. I feel secure when I’m the only person in the room. My heartbeat increased as I ran, increasing with each stor
Never it can’t be Ronald is my boss. How can I be so foolish? The negative feeling when I looked at the pictures. The card R.P means Ronald Parker. The roses and shores are everywhere. The painting spread the feeling of betrayal. How much I’m blind right now? “I’m fucking asking you a question what the hell are you doing here?” My whole body vibrates with his bark. The horror I forgot in one year is now again covering me. The whole earth is shaking badly with his roar. “I.. I don’t know...” “Mr. Ronald, I’m sorry.” Olivia’s sudden voice stopped me. She’s standing in simple clothes. Ronald angry eyes running between us. The dark green eyes like a forest now turn deep darker. The rain that’s all coming in words. “Olivia where the fuck your cloths and who the hell she’s doing on your spot?” Olivia gave me an apology look. But I’m busy watching my shaking earth or trying to stand still. “Mr. Ronald, she’s your secretary now. I quit my job.” “I don’t think I signed any your fucking r
I’m in front of Ronald, standing here and seeming so foolish. He is aware of all my routines. Nothing has changed. He observed me constantly observing him. What should I do? After all, I came into a lovely man many years later who makes me want things for him. I became drenched thanks to him. I take a step back as he stands. “Miss Rose, would you kindly clarify if you were merely staring at me when you were seated?” Oh boy. My cheek is warm. Hot? What is that sensation? Once more, early memories. He’s approaching and is now in front of me. Lethal green eyes with eerie dark eyelashes. Flat, hard chest with an ideal body form. When he speaks, his rigid jaw clenches. I have a nightmare about this. “You’ve got a flush. Is this how you want to ensnare me once more in your foolish love?” When I looked up, I saw him. “I’m your boss Miss. Rose, so tell me one thing: is your work already done?” I make a puppy-like headshake. He gives me the willies. “What are you doing there, exactly?” On
“What happened?” Ronald’s sudden voice made me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. “You scared me.” “Not the first time.” He winked and I melted. “What did he say?” We both start walking. “Nothing, just some tests.” Nodding he grabbed my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden awareness he stopped immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. Me and Ronald Just Why is he so different from me now? Maybe it’s better for us that we keep our distance. “We need to go.” He left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately. What the hell? “Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He’s so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in the cold. Not the first time I’ve ha
ReliefPeaceMy hand’s burning sensation is nothing compared to the relief I’m currently experiencing. Do you dare? How could they? They believe that I am merely a piece that they will divide. The first time I encountered them, my terror was real. They were just looking at me because they were hungry. I bet if Ronald hears him he’ll definitely be in hell.“How on earth did you think to share with me? How could you harm him if you want me? I was your target not him. Just because of me, you killed him?”Now when I’m angry, my body is on fire. Why is that? Because they find me attractive.“Yes, baby, you are our target, but he was always our first target before you because he stood in the way of my target, which was the location of that fucking Ronald father. He has always wanted his son to take over for him. Because of this, we killed his father before your husband.” He’s laughing like it’s just a simple thing killing people.“How could you kill everyone for money?”“Money? Mom wants to
Why did I hurt him?Why?If it’s our last time together, then why?“Mrs. Rose, we have only twenty minutes.” Theo words stopped me when I was going to sit in the car. My heart and body are not feeling well. I’m sick, and my baby is not well. Today she again suggested abortion to me, but how can I get rid of our love? My body suddenly feels empty. I saw blood coming from my leg.It’s overHe’s gone“Don’t worry. Just take care of him after me.” Justin is already waiting for me. The plan is different from Theo and Neil’s.“Neil is going to wait until the end. Please be safe and come back as soon as you get what you want.”“Theo, thank you for everything.” He nodded and closed the door for me last time. Theo set up a car for me, and when he left, Neil covered me for protection. But no one knows what my plan is here. Closing my eyes, I try to remember the last kiss I gave him before coming here. It was my farewell to him. His eyes filled with tears. After all, he knows something is not go
The time is here.The moment is here.Ronald is here.But how much time do I have left with me? After what I said to him before coming here, he stopped talking with me again. He’s motionless and dumb. We’re going to a party, but our souls are at home. The days I have been waiting for are here. The stage is set for me and for others. Just wait for the performers.Two days before the evidence came into my hands, Two days before Draco and Laura were arrested, two days before my life fell apart, the words said by Ronald threw me into my past again. His hatred has come upon me again. His words told me how much he hates me now. Now sitting in the same car and breathing in the same air is hurting me more. Why is a different kind of feeling taking place where his love stayed today?Is this hate now?Our love is now over.No“Stay with me at the party.” He just gave me an order, but today this also feels like a request. Nodding, I turned my head away from him because every time I looked at him
My heart keeps beeping in my ears. I can hear my sound. Woshh...The wholeThumpStanding outside, my nose filled with a mesmerizing smell when I entered the room. The room smelled heavenly with her scent. She’s getting ready inside. Taking one step at a time, I entered the room. It’s neat, clean, and peaceful, not like my mind, which is already battling with my thoughts. Just the sound of her doing something had my heart pounding.Outside, it’s getting dark and little drops of rain start coming, and inside, the shine of her look Turning my face toward her, I saw her in white and heard myself die of fear once more. Why the fuck is she wearing white today? Two days ago, again, I saw her in my dreams wearing white, but the point of my fear is that she’s covered in blood, sitting on the floor, and taking my body in her lap. Why did I see myself there? She was crying hard after watching me die.I was also standing behind her, trying to reach her, but suddenly my dream broke and I heard he
The day of revengeI’m losing myself.Who am I?Is the person gawking at me in the mirror the same as the person standing here? Two days before, everything changed.I know the truth.So manyMy mom was arrested.EvidenceRelationshipFucking hell I never thought one day I would need to prepare myself so hard for fighting. She is detained as a result of her involvement in the killing of sixty people. When I hear the news, it seems as though the earth is constantly trembling. It’s a lie. I know. My heart knows, but things came out in front of the world because of Rose. She’s behind everything. An innocent girl who barely looked into my eyes is now standing face-to-face with me. She’s challenging me. But if she’s the one who told me to prepare for battle, then why am I blaming her?Two days before I got the news, it threw me to hell. The day was worse than I thought. It starts with the news, with so many questions and so much truth. The reporters gathered in front of my building, raising
Why did I say that?Her shocked face after watching me. Am I being too demanding here? Why did she always keep her mouth shut when it came to our baby? Why not move on? Why didn’t she give me what I wanted? It’s a child.“Ron. I already..”“I know, but look at that girl. Don’t you see me? How much I’m happy with her. She’s so cute, and I’m... I can’t express myself. Why not think about it?” My desperation and attraction toward her are beyond my imagination. Life with a child is heaven. I want to feel it."Ronald, we already discussed...”“I don’t care. Right now, you’re thinking about your revenge, not about me. It’s a child. You can..” Fuck. What the hell did I say? She’s hurt. Why fucker? She’s watching me with watery eyes without moving.“I..” It’s my stupidity. Yes, we discussed that, but right now, I hurt her. Before I talked to her more, she opened the door because we’d already reached the office and gone. Jesus, Ronald, she’s so happy and now sad.“Rose.” She’s already gone ins
Sitting on the kitchen counter, I’m staring outside. My hand feels numb after holding the papers of our lives and, on the other hand, the phone. It feels so peaceful here, where I can recall the moment that I spent with Ronald. He came running when I sent him a message. He loves me with passion, like it’s our last time. On the other side,WaitingFor tomorrowTomorrow we’re going to take our next. Third day of my battle. When they are causing me to have sleepless nights, how dare they sleep peacefully? Once more, people are dying. relapse into death. The person who manages the accounts is now dead because they killed him. Today I made the hardest decision of my life. Ronald now loves me, but what about tomorrow, when he finds out what I hide from him? Has he ever seen me the way he looks at me? If he finds out to whom I’m married, thenProofVictimsAnd he’s gone. It’s my revenge that I’m taking because the power is in my hands. Why not use it? This is my only chance. Just a few days,
Rose is not here now.Late at night, she was not in bed when my eyes opened. She thinks I slept after she left, but I’m there when they’re talking. I’m sure she has something planned, but I don’t care what it is. She’s never going to plot anything against me. All that she did was just because of me. My priority is her safety now that I hear what they’re planning.Mom and Draco are not what I’m thinking. When did she become so different? Did Jesse know? The reason she despises her mother is somewhere in there. But the lady she’s talking about, who is she? Second, I’m fighting with myself because I know there will be two drops of blood on the bed when I get up.“Hey baby, why are you still in bed?” My sleepy eyes widened after watching her.“Jesus Rose, cover yourself. At least in this situation, please. I’m trying to stop myself.” She’s fully naked, standing with wet hair and a body full of little drops of water. She’s trying to seduce me. When she’s completely exposed in front of me?
GiggleThen anotherRonaldHe’s giggling while sleeping. I hadn’t noticed him laughing before, but what could he be dreaming about? He looks so happy.“What are you dreaming?” I whisper while running my fingers through his smooth hair. But then his eyes opened, like he heard me. Why does he attract me so much, even in his sleep?“Hey!”“Rose!” He came up and kissed my lips while I was smiling. What’s going on? He looked down and then at me. His gaze was fixated on me. Wait! No. I stop breathing when his hand rests on my stomach. What? God, he knows? How?“In my dream, I saw you lying in the shadows and admiring the lovely sea outside. But then I turned around and saw someone calling out to me. He stopped again and kissed me hard again. What...? His hand rolled on my stomach. What is he expecting?“Ronald.”“He called me daddy.” No please. Don’t speak further. My body, which was calm a moment ago, now went cold. Why do I feel pain? It’s my choice not to tell him why I want to speak up.