“Mom!”
It’s my mom. She slaps Ronald on the cheek, and he cries out in pain. She’s so angry. Oh god, she listens to everything. Maybe.
“How dare you?”
“Mom, it’s nothing. I..”
“Don’t you dare, Rose? Stop defending him.” I ignored her and helped Ronald. He’s looking more hurt.
“Mam please..” Before he completes his words, Mom slaps him again. Oh no. I’m scared now, mom. It’s not that my mom never slapped someone.
“Mom doesn’t, please. Listen to me.” I need to cover everything before the worst happens. Mom came again, and before she reached me, I stood in front of him like a shield.
“Rose, I can handle it. Let me..”
“Oh, now you’re going to handle it. First, handle yourself. See your class. You’re just a servant. You touched my daughter with your dirty hands.”
“Mom! Stop.” I cried out. How dare she insult him? But mom continuously yelled at him, and my Ron just stood there silently, listening to her words. But then his house door burst open, and his parents came outside.
This is the end, I know. My heart is telling me something is going to be wrong. My eyes land on Ron. He’s also scared. He circles his right arm around my waist and pulls me against him like a protector.
“Rose, please don’t leave me.” He also feels.
“Not until my last breath.”
“What’s going on here?” Ron’s mom’s eyes were searching for answers.
“Your dirty boy touched my daughter with his dirty hands. I’m already giving you enough warning, but now I think we need some action against him.” No. My mom grabs me, but Ron never lets me go.
“Can we talk calmly? We need to think.” Mom cut Mr. Parker.
“Don’t tell me what to do or not. Your blood is just like his family.” What does that mean?
“Mom, stop insulting people.” I’m so angry with her. Why did she say this?
“Mam I love your daughter, and I never put my hands on her. She also loves me.” But mom ignored him and pulled me harder from him. In this, my bracelet broke, and something was in my skin.
“Stop; you’re hurting her. If you did something, then”
“Then what?” She is hurting me already. Her grip was so hard, and I felt sticky because now blood was coming from the wound.
“You’re hurting her, Lilly; stop now.” Everyone stopped with dad’s voice. Thank god.
“Ronald goes home, and Laura and Carlo come inside. Rose went into your room and did not come outside until I told you. Get that.” Ronald’s eyes found mine, and he gave me a nod.
“Ok, dad.” But Mom drags me inside. While mom took me, my eyes were on him, and my hand slipped like life.
Why I feel like it’s the last time I’m seeing him. He’s everything for me. I can’t live without him. But mom and dad are going to talk. What talk? I know dad, but mom, she’s going for the worst.
One hour has passed, but they’re still talking. Correction fighting. So much talking is happening in my dad’s office, and I’m just sitting there crying like a baby. I’m worried about Ronald more. What if Mom forced them?
My thoughts always proved right, and that is why I hate my thoughts. I can’t sit here like a dumb person. Slowly, with light footsteps, I came near my dad’s office. When they’re talking, muffling voices are still coming outside.
“Careful, what are you saying, Laura? If you said it again,
“Or what? No one knows the truth. If it comes outside, then your life is in hell.” It’s Mrs. Laura. What is the truth? What are they talking about? With a finger, I push the door a little.
The words coming from them were ringing in my ears. Every word is a bitter truth. The truth is dark and hard to believe and accept. What if anyone knows what they’re digging in their hearts? Everyone knows, and now it’s me too.
Me, Ronald, and Jessie how? Why? My foot is unable to carry my weight. Suddenly, my legs were so weak, and I fell to the ground so hard.
“No! This is not true. How much truth are they hiding?” My body was shocked with a shiver. I can’t breathe.
“I need to tell him. He needs to know. But if he’s strong enough to handle the truth.” My crying went loud after hearing every word. I covered my mouth with my hand to stop the sound of sobbing.
“I need to tell him the truth.”
“Oh no, you can’t.” Then she pulled me with her.
The next morning, I sit in bed listening to their voices because they’re going. He’s leaving because of me. He’s leaving me alone and empty. Everyone plays their part; now it’s my turn. All night, my phone vibrated with his name flashing. Today, the wall between us is growing stronger because of me.
I’m going to give him the pain he never forgets. He’s going to hate me. The corner where I cried all night was still wet with tears. I know he’s shouting my name. He wants me, but I can’t. Be brave, Rosee Posee, for him. Shaking badly, I remember all our dreams we planned together.
Today they’re going to break forever for our family or for us. I stood with courage and came outside from my room.
“I need her. I’m not going anywhere without listening to her. You’re telling me wrong.” Mom and dad were standing, watching and fighting with him. While his parents pulled him with them.
“Leave me, I said. Fuck you.” Then our eyes met, and a relief that I never deserved landed in his eyes.
“Rose tells them they’re lying. Your mom said it’s a plan. You just play with my heart.”
Nothing comes from my mouth.
“Rose, you love me, right? It’s true love. Tell them and prove me right.”
Nothing
“Rose!” Nothing.
“Rose! Speak up.” He yelled.
Nothing
“Ronald, my boy, I told you she never deserves you. She’s playing with your feelings.” He’s watching me, still waiting for an answer, but I keep my mouth shut. You never understand what Strom is running through my heart.
“She said right. I just play with your heart. Look at you; you’re nothing in front of me. No place, no job, and nothing. How can you even think about me? You’re nothing for me.”
“Look at me and say, Look. in . my . eyes.” I looked like a hard stone. His eyes were black with green. This is a warning to me that he’s building hate in his heart for me.
“You’re nothing for me, and I think you need to leave.” He nods continuously and laughs. He seriously laughs and stops.
“Mom, you’re right. She’s just a cold-hearted bitch.” Laura smiles like a witch, but Mr. Parker looks hurt.
“See, I warned you before.”
“Get out of my house.” But Ron grabbed me hard from my throat. His grip was tight.
“Just pray that in the future our paths will never be exchanged; if it’s happened, then just wish for your death because I’m going to ruin you with every second passed. I’m going to show you hell in real life, and you’re begging for death.” He turns so fast, and in the second, I’m flying in the air, then landing hard. Everything is falling from my hands.
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Ten years later Time is running out. Why are they taking so long? Everything is going well. Today is a day for celebration. I am aware of many conversations taking place inside. I was focused on the wall. For me, every second counts. Outside, there is a lot of rain, and the night is getting colder. Everywhere there is growing darkness. I have to board my bus. I don’t care whether someone is watching me because my focus is on the door. My one eye is filled with rage at me. Now, it’s a habit. Rose is popular, but not here. I am the one who hurts everyone for them. I don’t care. I’m not afraid. Upon the door opening, a girl emerged. She has a list in her hand. Crossing my fingers that my name is there. My heart was racing. “All right, everybody, I’m going to introduce names, so please stand with me.” The speaker said. All of them nod. I hold my breath as she begins to say the names one by one. It’s now or never. Everything I need depends on this work. In this place, where you get th
“Merry Christmas, Rose.” “Merry Christmas, Todd.” And I walked away to my destination. New York City shines like the sun at night. Little clouds of snow are coming from the sky, and it looks beautiful all around. Today is Christmas night, and I’m the one who’s walking alone. But I’m happy. One year ago, my decision to leave the town was not so easy. After hearing them talk about me, I lost all control, packed all my stuff, and came here. For this, I sold a Ronald ring. He gave me a ring when he kissed me for the first time. In those years, I lost him so many times. Once upon a time, I dreamed about spending my night in his arms and where I’m now. He’s my memory, and one year ago I lost him completely by giving him things. I came here with empty hands, and now I’m still empty-handed. But now I have a job and a small house to live in. It’s a suitable house. Small, but okay. In one year, I learned a lot of things. Just forget and move on. No one knows about me here. Who am I? What hap
I’m feeling uneasy since I can see a big structure with fifty floors in front of me. Glass that is pitch-black and damp with tiny drops of moisture. I accepted her offer very late at night, and now I wonder if that was the worst and worst choice I’ve ever made. Please assist me, Dad. I wear basic professional attire that I have, compared to the others around me nowadays. People in expensive suits enter and exit buildings all around me. It seems like the morning commute. But how should I approach somebody? Do I require a meeting? She instructed me to proceed immediately to floor 38. I’m really anxious because I’m being watched once more. I’m getting a bad vibe from them due to my attire. If someone is aware of me, then? Oh God However, I had already spoken, so I went inside without establishing eye contact. People are talking quietly in my ear. I hurried inside the elevator. I feel secure when I’m the only person in the room. My heartbeat increased as I ran, increasing with each stor
Never it can’t be Ronald is my boss. How can I be so foolish? The negative feeling when I looked at the pictures. The card R.P means Ronald Parker. The roses and shores are everywhere. The painting spread the feeling of betrayal. How much I’m blind right now? “I’m fucking asking you a question what the hell are you doing here?” My whole body vibrates with his bark. The horror I forgot in one year is now again covering me. The whole earth is shaking badly with his roar. “I.. I don’t know...” “Mr. Ronald, I’m sorry.” Olivia’s sudden voice stopped me. She’s standing in simple clothes. Ronald angry eyes running between us. The dark green eyes like a forest now turn deep darker. The rain that’s all coming in words. “Olivia where the fuck your cloths and who the hell she’s doing on your spot?” Olivia gave me an apology look. But I’m busy watching my shaking earth or trying to stand still. “Mr. Ronald, she’s your secretary now. I quit my job.” “I don’t think I signed any your fucking r
I’m in front of Ronald, standing here and seeming so foolish. He is aware of all my routines. Nothing has changed. He observed me constantly observing him. What should I do? After all, I came into a lovely man many years later who makes me want things for him. I became drenched thanks to him. I take a step back as he stands. “Miss Rose, would you kindly clarify if you were merely staring at me when you were seated?” Oh boy. My cheek is warm. Hot? What is that sensation? Once more, early memories. He’s approaching and is now in front of me. Lethal green eyes with eerie dark eyelashes. Flat, hard chest with an ideal body form. When he speaks, his rigid jaw clenches. I have a nightmare about this. “You’ve got a flush. Is this how you want to ensnare me once more in your foolish love?” When I looked up, I saw him. “I’m your boss Miss. Rose, so tell me one thing: is your work already done?” I make a puppy-like headshake. He gives me the willies. “What are you doing there, exactly?” On
“What happened?” Ronald’s sudden voice made me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. “You scared me.” “Not the first time.” He winked and I melted. “What did he say?” We both start walking. “Nothing, just some tests.” Nodding he grabbed my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden awareness he stopped immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. Me and Ronald Just Why is he so different from me now? Maybe it’s better for us that we keep our distance. “We need to go.” He left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately. What the hell? “Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He’s so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in the cold. Not the first time I’ve ha
Fuck Is she dizzy? Seriously? On me I immediately put her to bed after picking up her numb body in my arms and called Marcus. Did my seduction force her to pass out? But this isn’t the first time I’ve spoken to her in that manner. Okay, fine, it’s the first time since we met, but why? As I sit by her side, my gaze is constantly drawn to her pallid face. She seems so different now. The finest part came when Olivia told me she was working for me, which was the first time I noticed my fury rising to such a high level. My mind was racing with ideas of how to weaken her. My revenge is what I’m thinking, but she convinces me of her transformation in just one day. Broken Miserable Scared She always acts so frightened around me. I couldn’t find a single smile on her face. What has become of her? She only says yes, sir, or no, sir. She always has me on the verge of losing control. Her scent was terrible. Her heart is full of icy She is a gorgeous, stunning, and alluring woman. Her
“Wow, Ronald, that’s amazing. You have a lot of drama. I initially believed it was me, but today you reveal your actual self.” Jessie joins me in the car and starts clapping. Why does it sting now that I’ve seen her cry? “Stop it.” “You have to stop, you jackass. What in the world?” “So you and I are at odds over her.” When she turned her head away, the car became silent. “I don’t know Ronald, but she’s got a problem. She has undergone significant changes. Her behavior did not reflect her actions. She is quite frightened and uneasy with us.” Yes, it is the only difference I have noticed since she re-entered my life. “Let me at least defend her.” I find myself laughing and cannot control it. Jessie gave me a perplexed expression. “You believe she needs to be protected? You believe I allowed you to defend her from me. Remember that you are my little sister and take your place. Don’t approach her. Her terrible luck has already begun.” She gave me an extremely angry expression. “You
ReliefPeaceMy hand’s burning sensation is nothing compared to the relief I’m currently experiencing. Do you dare? How could they? They believe that I am merely a piece that they will divide. The first time I encountered them, my terror was real. They were just looking at me because they were hungry. I bet if Ronald hears him he’ll definitely be in hell.“How on earth did you think to share with me? How could you harm him if you want me? I was your target not him. Just because of me, you killed him?”Now when I’m angry, my body is on fire. Why is that? Because they find me attractive.“Yes, baby, you are our target, but he was always our first target before you because he stood in the way of my target, which was the location of that fucking Ronald father. He has always wanted his son to take over for him. Because of this, we killed his father before your husband.” He’s laughing like it’s just a simple thing killing people.“How could you kill everyone for money?”“Money? Mom wants to
Why did I hurt him?Why?If it’s our last time together, then why?“Mrs. Rose, we have only twenty minutes.” Theo words stopped me when I was going to sit in the car. My heart and body are not feeling well. I’m sick, and my baby is not well. Today she again suggested abortion to me, but how can I get rid of our love? My body suddenly feels empty. I saw blood coming from my leg.It’s overHe’s gone“Don’t worry. Just take care of him after me.” Justin is already waiting for me. The plan is different from Theo and Neil’s.“Neil is going to wait until the end. Please be safe and come back as soon as you get what you want.”“Theo, thank you for everything.” He nodded and closed the door for me last time. Theo set up a car for me, and when he left, Neil covered me for protection. But no one knows what my plan is here. Closing my eyes, I try to remember the last kiss I gave him before coming here. It was my farewell to him. His eyes filled with tears. After all, he knows something is not go
The time is here.The moment is here.Ronald is here.But how much time do I have left with me? After what I said to him before coming here, he stopped talking with me again. He’s motionless and dumb. We’re going to a party, but our souls are at home. The days I have been waiting for are here. The stage is set for me and for others. Just wait for the performers.Two days before the evidence came into my hands, Two days before Draco and Laura were arrested, two days before my life fell apart, the words said by Ronald threw me into my past again. His hatred has come upon me again. His words told me how much he hates me now. Now sitting in the same car and breathing in the same air is hurting me more. Why is a different kind of feeling taking place where his love stayed today?Is this hate now?Our love is now over.No“Stay with me at the party.” He just gave me an order, but today this also feels like a request. Nodding, I turned my head away from him because every time I looked at him
My heart keeps beeping in my ears. I can hear my sound. Woshh...The wholeThumpStanding outside, my nose filled with a mesmerizing smell when I entered the room. The room smelled heavenly with her scent. She’s getting ready inside. Taking one step at a time, I entered the room. It’s neat, clean, and peaceful, not like my mind, which is already battling with my thoughts. Just the sound of her doing something had my heart pounding.Outside, it’s getting dark and little drops of rain start coming, and inside, the shine of her look Turning my face toward her, I saw her in white and heard myself die of fear once more. Why the fuck is she wearing white today? Two days ago, again, I saw her in my dreams wearing white, but the point of my fear is that she’s covered in blood, sitting on the floor, and taking my body in her lap. Why did I see myself there? She was crying hard after watching me die.I was also standing behind her, trying to reach her, but suddenly my dream broke and I heard he
The day of revengeI’m losing myself.Who am I?Is the person gawking at me in the mirror the same as the person standing here? Two days before, everything changed.I know the truth.So manyMy mom was arrested.EvidenceRelationshipFucking hell I never thought one day I would need to prepare myself so hard for fighting. She is detained as a result of her involvement in the killing of sixty people. When I hear the news, it seems as though the earth is constantly trembling. It’s a lie. I know. My heart knows, but things came out in front of the world because of Rose. She’s behind everything. An innocent girl who barely looked into my eyes is now standing face-to-face with me. She’s challenging me. But if she’s the one who told me to prepare for battle, then why am I blaming her?Two days before I got the news, it threw me to hell. The day was worse than I thought. It starts with the news, with so many questions and so much truth. The reporters gathered in front of my building, raising
Why did I say that?Her shocked face after watching me. Am I being too demanding here? Why did she always keep her mouth shut when it came to our baby? Why not move on? Why didn’t she give me what I wanted? It’s a child.“Ron. I already..”“I know, but look at that girl. Don’t you see me? How much I’m happy with her. She’s so cute, and I’m... I can’t express myself. Why not think about it?” My desperation and attraction toward her are beyond my imagination. Life with a child is heaven. I want to feel it."Ronald, we already discussed...”“I don’t care. Right now, you’re thinking about your revenge, not about me. It’s a child. You can..” Fuck. What the hell did I say? She’s hurt. Why fucker? She’s watching me with watery eyes without moving.“I..” It’s my stupidity. Yes, we discussed that, but right now, I hurt her. Before I talked to her more, she opened the door because we’d already reached the office and gone. Jesus, Ronald, she’s so happy and now sad.“Rose.” She’s already gone ins
Sitting on the kitchen counter, I’m staring outside. My hand feels numb after holding the papers of our lives and, on the other hand, the phone. It feels so peaceful here, where I can recall the moment that I spent with Ronald. He came running when I sent him a message. He loves me with passion, like it’s our last time. On the other side,WaitingFor tomorrowTomorrow we’re going to take our next. Third day of my battle. When they are causing me to have sleepless nights, how dare they sleep peacefully? Once more, people are dying. relapse into death. The person who manages the accounts is now dead because they killed him. Today I made the hardest decision of my life. Ronald now loves me, but what about tomorrow, when he finds out what I hide from him? Has he ever seen me the way he looks at me? If he finds out to whom I’m married, thenProofVictimsAnd he’s gone. It’s my revenge that I’m taking because the power is in my hands. Why not use it? This is my only chance. Just a few days,
Rose is not here now.Late at night, she was not in bed when my eyes opened. She thinks I slept after she left, but I’m there when they’re talking. I’m sure she has something planned, but I don’t care what it is. She’s never going to plot anything against me. All that she did was just because of me. My priority is her safety now that I hear what they’re planning.Mom and Draco are not what I’m thinking. When did she become so different? Did Jesse know? The reason she despises her mother is somewhere in there. But the lady she’s talking about, who is she? Second, I’m fighting with myself because I know there will be two drops of blood on the bed when I get up.“Hey baby, why are you still in bed?” My sleepy eyes widened after watching her.“Jesus Rose, cover yourself. At least in this situation, please. I’m trying to stop myself.” She’s fully naked, standing with wet hair and a body full of little drops of water. She’s trying to seduce me. When she’s completely exposed in front of me?
GiggleThen anotherRonaldHe’s giggling while sleeping. I hadn’t noticed him laughing before, but what could he be dreaming about? He looks so happy.“What are you dreaming?” I whisper while running my fingers through his smooth hair. But then his eyes opened, like he heard me. Why does he attract me so much, even in his sleep?“Hey!”“Rose!” He came up and kissed my lips while I was smiling. What’s going on? He looked down and then at me. His gaze was fixated on me. Wait! No. I stop breathing when his hand rests on my stomach. What? God, he knows? How?“In my dream, I saw you lying in the shadows and admiring the lovely sea outside. But then I turned around and saw someone calling out to me. He stopped again and kissed me hard again. What...? His hand rolled on my stomach. What is he expecting?“Ronald.”“He called me daddy.” No please. Don’t speak further. My body, which was calm a moment ago, now went cold. Why do I feel pain? It’s my choice not to tell him why I want to speak up.