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Chapter # 12

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...Love can either be the most treasured feeling of immense fondness you desire or can be the most ravaging feeling that leaves you in a desolate place...

Evelyn POV:-

After breakfast, the sordid feeling of asking Adrian's assistance for the preparations of Reception obstructs my mind with undesirable thoughts from wanting to stay away at all cost.

“Dammit.” I muttered, walking away.

I want redemption from these unwanted feelings. I was stressed and turned to my room. On my way, I saw Lawrence, Uncle Shawn and Uncle Ray in the living room.

“Just say you can’t do it and end this.” Mumbling to myself, I built my determination.

I decided to go inside and join the conversation but when I was about to enter I heard a voice behind me.

"There you are! I was looking for you," I turned to Adrian. I exhaled and said nothing.

"Come," Adrian motioned me to follow him.

I walked behind him and my mind fluctuated with problematic thoughts. I'll drive myself insane if I think that much about these
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