After a week of talking to Jason, Jordan decided to make the move and ask Aubrey out. Although he waited for a week after his talk with Jason, he found out that waiting was no use; it only increased his worries and fears of rejection. Jason spent a lot of time thinking about the best way to ask her out. He kept taking notes of what she liked and what she hated, so he'd give her the perfect date. He really wanted to impress her.
Jordan picked up his phone to call Aubrey, he planned on surprising her, hoping that it would all go well. There was no turning back. He made up his mind and prepared everything to impress the girl that he liked.
"Hey Bree, do you have anything to do today?" Jordan said over the phone once she picked up.
"Yeah, I actually have a live interview. It will end around seven. Why though?" she replied, she was getting ready in front of her mirror. Maria styled her hair perfectly and was doing her make-up while she was on the phone with Jordan.
"Can you come over to my place after the interview?" he wondered, he prepared the perfect date in his backyard.
"Your place?" she was a bit surprised. "Okay, just send me your address. I will message you once I'm done," she agreed, smiling as she talked to him.
"B- I mean, see you later Bree." He chuckled as he caught himself before saying 'bye', knowing that she hated that word.
"Exactly, it's a see you later," she said, giggling and hanging up.
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"Ria... I have a problem." Aubrey sighed and closed her eyes for a moment. Maria left the make-up brush from her hand and looked at her best friend who looked stressed.
"What's wrong?" Maria asked, care obvious in her voice.
"Whenever I check any of my social media accounts I see people calling me 'a gold digger' for hanging out with Jordan a lot. I hate that. I don't want people to think of me in this way. I'm thinking about pulling myself away slowly from his life, but I just... I cannot do that. I... I like him a lot, Ria... You know, I sometimes feel like he likes me too." Aubrey poured her heart out to her best friend.
"First of all, I noticed that you barely made the first move in contacting Jordan which proves that you are not a gold digger. He is the one who wants to talk to you. Can't you see that? He wants you in his life, he likes you, Aubrey, and I can't figure out why you are so blind to notice that. It's like you are in skinny love; each of you knows that the other loves them, yet you are too scared to admit it," Maria said, looking at her best friend. Maria could easily notice any change about Aubrey and it was obvious that Aubrey hasn't been okay lately. Despite Aubrey's perfect acting skills, Maria knew that she was nowhere near fine. She could see through her best friend's lies.
"But... I truly don't know what to do." Aubrey had never looked as helpless as she looked right then.
"Forget about everyone. People will talk whether you like it or not and you have to live with that from now on. You are going to be a big star, Aubrey. You'll have your fans, your enemies and you'll also have the worst: frenemies. You have to learn how to deal with all of that. That's the price that comes with fame. You'll find yourself surrounded by snakes, finding good people will not be easy; however, it won't be impossible. Live your life the way you want it, don't let anyone decide for you.
"If you want to stay close to Jordan, go for it. If you want to leave him, go for it. Nobody will stop you, but if you want to leave him because you don't want to be called a gold digger then no! Don't leave him, Ree. You know yourself better than anyone and I know you quite well, you can never be a gold digger," Maria talked to Aubrey. Aubrey looked at her best friend in astonishment before hugging her.
"Thank you, I don't know what I'd do without you," Aubrey murmured as Maria held her in her embrace and rubbed her back.
"Let's continue applying your make-up," Maria told her, giggling a bit.
After an hour, Aubrey was at the building where the interview would be held. She was not as nervous as she used to be because she was starting to get used to it. This was her sixth interview, so she kind of knew how to act in the right way.
"Miss Devlin, are you ready?" somebody asked her. Aubrey nodded and followed the man. She sat down on the comfortable chair and the interviewer was already in front of her.
"It's so nice to meet you, Aubrey, I hope you'd enjoy this interview," the woman before her said with a sly smile on her face, causing Aubrey to shift a little in her position. She could sense that something was not right, yet she tried to ignore it, thinking that she was just overreacting.
"Three... Two... One. On-air!" a voice called, making the interviewer look directly at the camera.
"Hello everyone, this is Melania Sanders and today our special guest is Aubrey Devlin!" She said in her best cheery voice. Aubrey looked at the camera and waved, smiling brightly.
"How have you been, Aubrey?" Melania asked her, with a smile on her face.
"I'm good. I'm so happy to be here," Aubrey lied, she was not happy to be on that show. She did not like the interviewer at all. She hated the way she smiled; she looked malicious to Aubrey.
"When will your album be out?" the interviewer questioned Aubrey.
"Really soon, probably by May or June," Aubrey answered her.
"So Aubrey, tell us about your very close friendship with Jordan Hill." Melania smirked.
"There's nothing much to say. We're just really good friends. Ever since he surprised me on Cheryl Garden's show, we grew close," Aubrey answered, her heartbeats fastened a bit when Jordan's name was mentioned.
"Paparazzi snapped quite a lot of pictures of you two together. If I'm not wrong, you have even met his family." The interviewer was being quite nosy and annoying.
"Yes, I have visited his family. As I said we are really good friends; best friends if I might say," Aubrey said, shrugging.
"But I don't think best friends bad mouth each other." The smirk did not leave Melania's lips, making Aubrey more anxious.
"I've never bad-mouthed him," Aubrey said in confusion.
"Oh honey, you are not the bad one here. Let's watch this video that was posted online twenty minutes ago," Melania said and looked at the big screen on her right and Aubrey did the same to see where this was going.
"Look man, she is not really that good." She heard Jordan's voice before she could see his face on the screen. The quality of the video was not the best, but she could see that the person in it was Jordan.
"Really?" another male voice said in the video. The voice was quite familiar, but she did not know it belonged to whom.
"Yes, she's annoying, I wish I could get rid of her." Jordan chuckled and took a sip of the drink in his hand. It was pretty obvious that Jordan was being filmed without him noticing. "Aubrey is such a gold digger and she thinks that she is the smartest and I'm the stupid one who cannot see through her fake act, but she is so wrong," Jordan talked with pure disgust in his voice. Aubrey looked away from the screen for a second and swallowed the lump in her throat then looked back at the screen, doing her best effort to conceal the tears.
"I mean, she is trying to get close to me and my family because she knows I'm famous! She knows what she's doing. She will do anything to promote her album. This bitch is so hungry for fame." He laughed as he uttered those words. Each word killed Aubrey. She was no longer sure who the real Jordan was. This was not the man who called her before the interview and asked her to come to his house.
"Sooner or later, I will get rid of her." That was the last thing she heard before the video ended. Aubrey was numb, she did not know who to believe anymore. The words that Maria told her before she came to this interview were erased from her memory in a matter of minutes.
"What do you have to say about this, Aubrey? I think the friendship you were talking about only lives in the back of your mind," Melania mocked the poor girl in front of her. Aubrey was smart and witty; she knew how to turn tables and that was the strategy she decided to use. Although she was hurt, she could never let her feelings destroy her career. She knew that what she was about to do was risky, especially that she did not tell Jordan about her plan, but she felt like she had nothing to lose, so she might as well take the risk.
"I say that we succeeded in exposing fools like you," Aubrey said with a challenging look in her eyes and a confident smile on her lips.
"Excuse me?" Melania said, feeling offended.
"This was all a social experiment; we did that together to prove that media can never be trusted. Especially people like you, Melania. You are ready to do anything for the sake of good gossip and I feel so sorry for you." Aubrey smirked, but she was dying from the inside. Melania could not reply to Aubrey, who owned the show at that moment.
"Jordan and I did that together to show everyone that the media likes to gossip, likes to twist stories and is in love with making the most out of any opportunity. I pretended to be hurt as you played the video to feed you the lie and guess what? You believed every single word. Bye Melania, it was so not nice meeting you," Aubrey said in an intimidating way and got up. She disconnected the microphone and walked away like a queen even though her world was crumbling.
She was not sure what she did to him to bad-mouth her like that. She had been nothing but kind and caring. She had never used him, she even used to argue with him when he would pay for her. How was she a gold digger? She wanted someone to hold her and comfort her, she wanted someone to wake her up from that nightmare. She wanted to cry till she ran out of tears, but she could not do anything. She was numb, almost like a robot. She could not even cry, she did not want anyone to see her crashing down. She just wanted to be alone, she wanted to erase that day from her memory.
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Did you expect that to happen? Why would Jordan do something like that?
An hour passed on what happened in the live interview and Aubrey was nowhere to be found. Everybody saw what happened and they tried to reach her, but she did not return home and her phone was off. Maria tried to call her once the interview was over, but Aubrey did not turn her phone on after the interview. Even Jessica tried to reach her, but she failed. When Jordan saw the interview, all the air left his lungs. He was sure th
Aubrey looked terrible when she woke up the next morning. She didn't have bags under her eyes, she didn't have make-up traces on her face, but she looked lifeless. She could not get over what Jordan had said; it was hard for her to believe that he actually said those things about her. Her mind could not process the words he uttered. She took a shower, hoping that it would help her to relax, but it was no use; she ended up crying as she showered. She dried her body, moving like a robot, then she got dressed.
Aubrey stood in front of Jordan's front door. She did not want to knock or ring the doorbell. She did not want to see him, but she knew it had to be done one way or another. She took a deep breath and rang the doorbell then waited for him to open the door. After a couple of seconds, Jordan opened the door and smiled widely when he saw her. He quickly pulled her into a hug; he needed to feel her touch against his body. She wanted to push him away so badly, but she thought that anyone might spot them together and take pictures. She needed to do everything for publicity."I'm so glad you're here," he mumbled, still holding her in his arms. He did not want to go inside. He knew that if he did, she would keep her distance."Can we get inside, please?" she asked coldly. Jordan nodded and took her inside.
Aubrey returned home after visiting Jordan. Her mind could not stop thinking about the whole act and what needed to be done. She was close to going crazy. Maria was nowhere to be seen in the apartment as she left for work an hour ago. Aubrey threw herself on the couch and turned on the TV, hoping that it would be a good source of distraction. She heard her phone ringing in her bag, so she reached for it; Austin was calling. "Hey Austin," she answered, putting the phone on speaker. "Are you okay?" he asked her the moment she answered. "I'm good.... no need to worry about me," she assured him, but she was a liar. She was not okay. She was far from that. "You know that you're not forced to continue this
Jordan held his phone tightly in his hands, debating whether or not to call Aubrey. It has been five days since they last went out together and he wanted to see her, but he was well aware that he was the last person she would want to see. He was almost a hundred per cent sure that he was the person she hated the most in her life. He did not want to be that person, but things got out of hand and he fell into the trap. He should have known from the beginning that something was off. After more than twenty minutes of thinking, Jordan built up his courage and called her. He did not know if she would accept going out with him or not, but he decided to give it a go. "Hey." He heard her voice through the phone and suddenly he got nervous. Aubrey made him see himself as a high
"You've never been this silent before," Aubrey commented, looking at Jessica who was sitting in front of her. "It's kind of awkward between us." Jessica shrugged, glancing at Aubrey. "And why is that?" Aubrey wondered, resting her chin on the palm of her hand while her elbow was on her knee. "I'm Jordan's sister." Jessica frowned. "He messed up." "HE messed up, not you," Aubrey pointed out. "Why would I treat you differently if everything is okay between us?" &nbs
Green. Not once had Aubrey imagined herself wearing a dress of this colour. It was a risk, but something about that dress caught her attention and pulled her towards it. She loved the lace, the simple design and the colour. The dress was screaming at her to try it, to put it on her body and to let its fabric touch her skin. She loved how it hugged her body, and she adored the off-shoulder cut with its long lace sleeves. She was going to a party she didn't want to go to, so she thought that she should at least enjoy the way she looked. It was an album release party that Edmond held for one of his signed stars and she was invited since she was one of his signed stars. She could have brought somebody with her, but she di
It had been two days since the signing party. Jordan hadn't been going easy on himself. He barely slept and his eyes were puffy. He was blaming himself for all of that mess because he was sure that he was the main reason behind all of it. Had it not been for what he said, everything would've been fine between him and Aubrey. Perhaps he would have been able to ask her on a date if that didn't happen, but luck wasn't on his side.After almost forty hours of being awake, exhaustion took over him and he passed out on the couch of his fancy house. Although he was a family guy, Jordan needed his space from time to time. He loved being alone at certain times and he enjoyed his personal space.Jordan woke up when he heard the doorbell ringing. At first, he tried to imagine that it was all a dream and nothing was interrupting his strongly
The warden locks the door of my cell behind me and I let out a heavy sigh as I throw my body on the thin mattress on the narrow bed. I am supposed to be spending the next forty years of my life between these cold, hideous four walls. Nothing here is comfy and I guess this is intended; it's a prison not a hotel after all. I have to get used to this feeling; the feeling of imprisonment. How am I going to survive this? I can't live like this. I need my freedom back. Whatever I've done to that bitch isn't worthy of my freedom. I'm confined and bound by transparent shackles. It feels like there's no air to breathe. It's been two months since I last took a glimpse of the busy streets of Los Angeles and I swear, I am close to losing my mind. I miss the busy streets, the traffic jams, my job- that I lost a long time ago because of my stupidity; I should've been more cautious-, my beautiful girlfriend, the humane food and most importantly, the looks of plea that I used to witness eve
"I'm finally seeing him! I'm finally seeing him!" Aubrey squealed as she got off the plane with Maria and Jessica. They have been on a vacation for a month. They went to more than six countries together. They went on the vacation they talked about on the day of the trial. It was a girls-only vacation just as they planned. Jordan wasn't really excited about the whole thing since he was going to be staying away from Aubrey for a month, but he definitely wanted her to go and have fun."For the love of God!" Jessica rolled her eyes playfully at Aubrey. "It was just one month." She chuckled."Exactly! A month! Like 30 days! I miss him!" Aubrey whined as they walked to the bus that would take them from the plane to the arrival hall. The girls decided to go on this vacation after exactly twenty days of the trial. Ever since Austin's chapter in Aubrey's life came to an end, she became a whole new person. She was more cheerful, happier and she seemed to be more alive. She was b
Aubrey stood in front of the mirror and she adjusted her grey suit on her body. She styled it with a blue blouse that was tucked in the suit's pants. She took in a shaky breath and closed her eyes for a couple of seconds then she opened them again. "You got this," she whispered to herself. "Are you done, babe?" Jordan asked her as he walked out of the dressing room. He approached her from behind and she turned around to face him. "I guess I am." She smiled a little at him. She took her clutch that was on the bed and the two of them went downstairs. Just as they reached the bottom floor, the doorbell rang so Aubrey went to open the door. She found Maria and Jessica before her. "You were supposed to be in Miami," she said in shock, looking at Jessica. Jessica did have a modelling gig she managed to get for a perfume commercial and it was supposed to b
Austin's trial was the following day and Aubrey wasn't okay at all. She was freaking out internally and externally. In the morning, she was pacing around the house, trying to make herself busy with anything, but she failed to keep her mind away from the dark thoughts that roamed through it.She was in the backyard, just walking around, trying to do her best to stay calm. She felt like screaming. There was a huge amount of negativity inside of her and she wanted to let it out. She didn't want to do anything reckless that she might regret later. Keeping her sanity secure wasn't an easy task at such a hard time.Jordan was watching her from afar, attempting to make sure that she was okay without being so close. He didn't want to make her feel like he was breathing down her neck. He knew that she needed space and he was willing to provide her with what she needed, but at the same time, he was worried about her. Nora had already told him to keep an eye on her as Aubrey was
Two weeks passed over Dana's visit. The date of Austin's trial was getting closer and everybody was on the edge. Aubrey was trying to appear contained as much as possible, but internally, she wasn't as strong as she made herself seem. She was breaking into a thousand pieces, but she was doing her best to keep her true feelings hidden.Aubrey started therapy sessions ten days ago. She decided to go for extensive sessions because she felt that was what she needed, yet she didn't justify why she picked the extensive sessions. Most of her close ones knew why and they didn't bother to ask, they were desperate as much as her; they wanted her to get better and they were willing to do anything to get that.Her parents left two weeks ago after they made sure she was stable enough. They were assured that she'd be in good hands with Jordan, Maria and Jessica. They were certain that they would take good care of her. That was what they wanted for their daughter for the time being.
Jordan and Aubrey were still sitting together, watching Netflix while munching on the fruits. Aubrey was sat on his lap. Originally, she was sitting beside him while he had one arm around her and her head was on his shoulder, but lately, they took a liking in that position. It just happened naturally, they didn't do it intentionally. Without even noticing, she would find herself on his lap and honestly, she preferred that position.As they were sitting together, the inner telephone rang, meaning that the security on the mansion gate was calling."Who is at the gate?" Jordan sat up as he talked on the phone. By his tone and the look on his face, the visitor wasn't really favoured."Give me a minute," he said through the phone then looked at Aubrey. "Dana is outside. She wants to see you," Jordan told Aubrey, who seemed to be a bit taken aback by what she had just heard."Dana as in... Austin's girlfriend?" Aubrey gulped, looking at Jordan. He nodded and wa
Aubrey's breath caught up in her throat and her chest started to rise and fall rapidly. She was experiencing another nightmare; the third one in her first week with Jordan. She saw Austin in her nightmares. He would always torture her, hit her and of course, rape her. The nightmares' ideas were the same, but the order of the events was different each time.Her body jolted up as she screamed. Tears were streaming down her face as the intensity of the nightmare managed to break her peaceful sleep or semi-peaceful sleep. She longed for a peaceful night with no nightmares or overthinking, but it seemed like one of those two attacked her each night.Jordan was awoken by her scream and he immediately turned on the light of the lamp on his nightstand. He placed his hand on her back and started to gently rub it."I'm s-sorry." She breathed heavily. "I didn't mean to wake you up. I didn't want that." She whimpered, looking down. She was embarrassed by her state and the s
Aubrey curled up into a ball and stayed in bed. She didn't want to sleep, she just wanted to run away from everyone. She wanted to run away from the looks of sympathy and the questions that roamed their minds. Everything was taunting her, mocking her and even reminding her of what she went through. The looks of pity made the memories attack her. The days she spent locked up in that atrocious cabin played at the back of her mind like a tape on rewind and she failed to turn it off. She looked at the door when she heard it being opened; Jordan walked inside. He wanted to check on her because he was more than sure that she was far from being okay. It killed him to see her in that state, he despised seeing her broken. She resembled an angel with broken wings. The enjoyment of flying was taken away from that angel and now it was stuck on earth; that was how he saw her. He had always thought that she was an angel sent to h
Nobody could comprehend or fathom Aubrey's relief when she saw Jordan's house at her sight. Comfort found its way to her heart and she wanted to do nothing other than locking herself inside and to never get out. It was her safe haven that she didn't want to leave for the rest of her life."You okay?" Jordan asked her as he noticed how she was staring at the house before her."Yeah." She nodded with a smile on her face. He took her hand in his and they walked inside the huge house. All her smiles were broken, Jordan could tell. Even though he hadn't known her for long, he knew her true smile and her broken one. He learned everything about her, he learned to love everything about her and to cherish her.Her parents, Jordan's parents, Jaden and Maria were already inside. They wanted to give her a small welcome party to make her feel at home. They wanted to make her happy and to wash away the days she spent in torture. Yet, they didn't know the cruelness of what she