~Hazel~ We were finally back from the hospital after a couple of days. The doctor wanted to keep a close check on Jaden to make sure he was fine and would do well with the prescribed drugs. I hope the moon goddess hears my thoughts and grants me this one thing. I’ve had to deal with lots of disturbing and heart wrenching things lately and it wouldn’t be so bad if I had one good news to make me forget about the others. We just need a donor, a new heart for Jaden so I could finally be rest assured that my baby wouldn’t just disappear on me one day. I know how hard and expensive it is but I’ve constantly checked the statistics and people get theirs after waiting on the list for over a year or more. It’s been four years now since it was diagnosed and with Tristan handling all the cost there was still no heart. “You want me to go dig out some heart from those who don’t deserve it.” Her voice finally had some life in it as she walked up to me in the living room wher
~Hazel~“Really?!” I was the one that almost sent Jaden to an emergency room next as her hands came over my mouth too with a mocking smile. “I guess we are even now.” She muttered in between low laughs as she looked up at me not minding my reaction. My insides twisted as she kept on going, “you know he wasn’t really what I imagined an alpha wolf would look like.” I stared at her in horror as she kept on talking about how she didn’t think Asher would be on par with a lycan and how there wasn’t so much difference. My ears were gonna bleed for sure as she made it clear that she doesn’t like him because of what he did but she definitely couldn’t deny his good looks and very firm voice he had. I stopped her immediately when she started painting pictures of how his firm voice could work magic in the room. Now that’s too much for me to hear as her words made me a little uncomfortable as for the first time ever her thinking gets to me and I slightly see them too. “St
~Asher~ I wasn’t in any way expecting her to give in easily to my request. It took absolutely everything in me not to call the hospital straight up since she refused to reply to my message when I knew she had seen them The reminder that they were Tristan’s men left a mark that I was restricted in so many ways and I can’t just barge in like I really wanted to, just to see for myself if they were both fine. These days were hell of a torture and I couldn’t say or do anything but to sit and wait for her reply. I was in no way scared of starting a bloody war because of what I wanted but these times were different. Now I had to consider the life’s that would be at stake if I did that. It was freaking new but I had a son who I was looking forward to meet and the only person standing in between that from happening was Hazel and I can’t do anything about it but to patiently wait for her response. Damn it! I was definitely go to teach her a lesson once I have her back
~Asher~ That’s it, she was coming here today. Hazel was going to come into my pack and I could already imagine having her back and getting to keep her close to me. “Please tell me you won’t do anything stupid with her” his piercing gaze and disturbing voice pushed the pictures I was seeing away as he stood still, standing beside the chair I was sitting on. I was going to sit here and wait for her to come in or wait until I could come up with plans and make some men come around and act a lot busy then I’ll suggest we go to my room to have a more private discussion? The smile on my face sat there perfectly as I was looking for every means to enjoy every single bit of her presence. “You do plan on doing something and I’m guessing it’s way worse than I think.” He had that knowing look in his eyes as he cut me off again. “Can you just leave?!” I tried barking out to sound a lot authoritative but I guess the thoughts in my head didn’t put me in that direction an
~Asher~ “Why didn’t you tell me you were pregnant?” I whispered underneath my breath and took the turn there myself as it secretly hurt that I missed it all. “Would it have changed anything? You looked quite sure of the choices you made.” I watched her hide the pain as her eyes changed colours. The pain was right there and I put it there. “You still should have told me.” I stood up to sit closer to her and I wished at that moment I could take away all the pains she felt. “My pleading and crying weren’t enough for you, so why would news about a pup growing inside of me do anything to change your mind?” “You could as well have had one with Claire.” She murmured staring elsewhere but my face as I was sitting right beside her. I inched closer as my legs touched hers slightly and she didn’t pay any attention to it considering that it was bound to happen since I was sitting this close to her. “I’m sincerely sorry for all the pains I made you go through
~Hazel~ He was right, he would have done something by now if he really wanted to. What was I going to do? He was staring at me closely and Kyra was nudging me to give him a chance with Jaden. It was a chance with Jaden and not with me so I shouldn’t be too wary since he promised not to do anything? Rose’s advice was definitely a bad one, I shouldn’t have come here myself to spell anything out to him. I knew it wasn’t a good one the moment I stepped into the pack. I allowed the strange but friendly air to hit me as I took a ride to the pack house. Nothing changed at all and even as I thought that I had thrown all memories away, everything came back afresh as I passed and watched everything and everyone. ‘This was my home that was taken from me.’ I let it sink in so I could remember my hate for Asher and do just what I had come here to do. The wafting smell of wolves running, with their furs running against each other. I could smell and hear it all from a dist
~Hazel~ He wasn’t giving up as he continued with the messages. I told Rose just how her advice to speak to him directly didn’t go as planned but I held back the details of everything I felt under his gaze. I didn’t know how she was going to react and I hate to say it but it doesn’t look like I've healed from anything. My heart was hurt but it didn’t heal, it didn’t want to stay with the memories of those hurtful years and was choosing the wrong person over and over again. I’ve accepted that I wasn’t in control of my heart since it’s doing exactly what It shouldn’t. I could only take actions and stay away from him at all costs. Jaden was stronger and back on his feet. He took all the rest he needed and could go back to school and do all the fun things as long as he didn’t stress himself out. I busied myself in the bakery as I resumed back after I didn’t have to watch Jaden all the time and was sure he was fine. If it was left to me, I’ll keep him under my wa
~Asher~ What was I going to say to him? Everything now felt so real as I realised I didn’t really have anything in mind to say to him. I don’t know what changed her mind but she finally agreed and sent a text that I could come on Saturday and how I’ll be dead if I tried anything funny with our son. Well her exact words were her son but I’ll need to remind her to start making use of ours from now on but that wasn’t going to be happening today as I didn’t want to jeopardise anything. Was lucky enough to get this opportunity, I wasn’t going to throw it out the door like that. I wanted to do this myself, I didn’t specially prepare anything as I wasn’t sure what to prepare and eventually finalised on coming here like that to say nothing but the truth about how I want him and his mom back leaving only information about the letters out. Sitting in my car parked right outside her closed bakery and it hit me that I should have brought something along or really had prepared what