~Hazel~ He wasn’t giving up as he continued with the messages. I told Rose just how her advice to speak to him directly didn’t go as planned but I held back the details of everything I felt under his gaze. I didn’t know how she was going to react and I hate to say it but it doesn’t look like I've healed from anything. My heart was hurt but it didn’t heal, it didn’t want to stay with the memories of those hurtful years and was choosing the wrong person over and over again. I’ve accepted that I wasn’t in control of my heart since it’s doing exactly what It shouldn’t. I could only take actions and stay away from him at all costs. Jaden was stronger and back on his feet. He took all the rest he needed and could go back to school and do all the fun things as long as he didn’t stress himself out. I busied myself in the bakery as I resumed back after I didn’t have to watch Jaden all the time and was sure he was fine. If it was left to me, I’ll keep him under my wa
~Asher~ What was I going to say to him? Everything now felt so real as I realised I didn’t really have anything in mind to say to him. I don’t know what changed her mind but she finally agreed and sent a text that I could come on Saturday and how I’ll be dead if I tried anything funny with our son. Well her exact words were her son but I’ll need to remind her to start making use of ours from now on but that wasn’t going to be happening today as I didn’t want to jeopardise anything. Was lucky enough to get this opportunity, I wasn’t going to throw it out the door like that. I wanted to do this myself, I didn’t specially prepare anything as I wasn’t sure what to prepare and eventually finalised on coming here like that to say nothing but the truth about how I want him and his mom back leaving only information about the letters out. Sitting in my car parked right outside her closed bakery and it hit me that I should have brought something along or really had prepared what
~Asher~ His words were like small daggers digging through open wounds as we remained seated. I couldn’t find the right words, I didn’t know what to do next. I wasn’t expecting much changes or his hands wide spread open to hug me. I secretly hoped it would go as smoothly and happily ever but this wasn’t some novel shit. His words were strong enough to throw me off balance as I didn’t expect to be not wanted even before assuming the role. I could feel her eyes look up at me directly as I had mine down, completely drowned in thoughts. The thoughts that I wasn’t needed and rejected were like hot brass under the sole of my feet. This was the same pain felt during a normal rejection, now just without the tangible slice of pain cutting through but I still felt pains in my chest and the only thing that felt like a remedy right now was to go back to the pack house. I needed to go back for now and face it myself. I couldn’t turn back the hands of time, I couldn’t try
~Tristan~ “What the hell did you do?” My fists were balled waiting for him to utter anything that would make me more enraged. “Calm down Tristan, just hear me out first” he remained calm and the f**k I was only holding back because of the respect I had for him. Amongst all my men he was specifically chosen for this position for a reason. He wasn’t the best social person for a position like this but anyone could smell his potentials a mile away as he was always the get the job done person. I could only take so little things from anyone and he was luckily part of that short list. “I really don’t want to hear it or I swear I would lock you down with my knees and drive my fists continuously into your face till you can never frown ever again.” I really did want to believe that what I heard wasn’t true and that it was all a joke. I was already fighting with my thoughts about what I told Hazel and now this. My insides were literally burning with flames glitching, beam
~Asher~ “So what are you going to do?” Ross voice interrupts my thinking earning a scowl from me. He kept on asking the same question for the past two days, and still got no response or reaction from me. I had a lot of thinking to do and anything that would help me get Jaden to acknowledge me would be much appreciated. “You shouldn’t be asking the questions Ross, you should be giving answers to it.” I didn’t bother looking his way as I wasn’t in the mood to take note of his expression. “Yeah,disadvantages of taking a major decision without informing people he calls his men.” His murmuring and cheesy talk could be clearly heard and I turned to face him with a scorn. “Really?” “Sorry Alpha” he reads the air and maintains his stance. This wasn’t the tone at all to call me in on what I did in the past. I ignore his statements as I was in no mood for these talks. I was busy trying to come up with what I could do that would make Jaden warm up to me.
~Asher~I got another chance and unlike before, I was prepared and ready to be ignored as Hazel enlightened me way ahead when she opened the door for me to come in. If he doesn’t want to hear anything concerning me then how were we supposed to talk or even hold a conversation? I stood outside his door, knocked lightly on it before entering. I already got permission from Hazel to enter as Jaden would definitely make out guesses and pick out who it was knocking and withdraw me access from entering. I wasn’t going to do that and miss any chance I got as I couldn’t go against his wishes since I was trying to prove a point about him making his own choices about me. I really should be grateful for Hazel this period. I thought I would have more issues trying to convince her to give me a chance but she didn’t have an issue with it and was really hoping I could do something about it. Her warnings were clear and I promised her that I was going to handle it and fix it as long
~Hazel~ I counted every single second that passed by as I was waiting to hear any sound of anything at all from the room that meant they were conversing but none came out. I know he couldn’t get Jaden to talk all at once since he could be real stubborn when he wanted to be. “I’m really surprised you allowed him to enter your home again and it didn’t just stop there. Remember how you wanted him miles away from you and Jaden? and now he’s sitting in there all alone with your son.” There wasn’t a need to repeat it all out to me but she did anyway with a lazy smirk. “You don’t have to point it out to me at every chance, you know?” There wasn’t anything I could do about it. I didn’t want to bring the issue of, if the hospital never happened thing then all this wouldn’t have happened in the first place but it wasn’t really necessary as it would change the course of our discussion and what seemed lighthearted could turn to a think cloud of gloominess and both of us woul
~Asher~ “It’s his choice, I can’t do anything about it.” I tried repeating in my head as I was about going nuts with the last image of Jaden running happily to meet with Tristan. There was nothing as cold and hurtful as that, I couldn’t do anything but just looked and passed by like it wasn’t a big deal. It was a big deal and now I was clearly getting my own taste of bitter rejection. I F**king have myself to blame no matter what I really had In mind. Days turned into a week and I still haven’t gotten a response from Hazel. They were now in control as it was their decision to give me a chance or withhold it. This was the only way I could get to talk with Jaden, since going over there and sitting in his room doesn’t look like it would yield any change. And I had a feeling he was going to come up with a way to keep me out once he found out it was going to become a regular. “Alpha?” He knocked lightly on the door before coming in with all smiles. “Leo, h
~Jaden~ We're sprawled out on the lush, dewy grass, the cool blades tickling my skin. Lily's back is against my chest, her hands on mine, which are relaxed on her lap. The night sky is a canvas of bright, vivid twinkling stars that are reflecting on the lake, and I feel a sense of wonder wash over me.I nuzzle my face into the curve of Lily's neck, inhaling the sweet scent of her skin. I feel a surge of excitement and happiness, and I smile, unable to contain my emotions."Molly," Lily says suddenly, her voice barely above a whisper.I sigh heavily, feeling a sting of guilt. "She lied to both of us," I mutter. "That bitch."Lily giggles. "Oh no, she was actually telling the truth to me," she says, her voice filled with amusement. "Well, except for the part about the lake, but yeah... She said good things about you. And she told me that you love me very much."I'm speechless, but then I laugh and plant a soft kiss at the base of Lily's neck. She shudders, breathing heavily agains
~Lily~ The twilight sky is a mixture of pinks and purples, the calm lake reflecting its serene beauty like a mirror. I sit on the bench, my heart racing with excitement and anticipation, but also a hint of anxiousness, like a butterfly fluttering in my chest.To be honest, Molly really placed me on the right track because I have almost forgotten the good moments Jaden and I have had together. I actually... want him. And I am very capable of giving him a second chance because of that.I pluck nervously at the hem of my dress, my fingers twitching with restless energy. Suddenly, I can hear footsteps, and now so accurately by the scent, I can tell it's not Jaden."Hey," Nova says, coming to stand in front of me with a smile on his face.He settles beside me, his weight causing the bench to creak softly. And lets out a deep, nervous sigh that draws my full attention to him."What are you doing here?""You..." He looks at me. "I'm here for you.""Oh!" I exclaim, shocked by his admission.
~Jaden~ I pace back and forth across my room, my footsteps echoing off the walls as anxiety gnaws at my insides. I stare at my hands, which are shaking like leaves, and jam them into my pockets, as if trying to physically restrain them."Damnit!" I let out a deep, heavy sigh, feeling the weight of my worry and impatience settling in.It's been a long while since I've felt this anxious. And I'm not just anxious about my upcoming coronation – I'm anxious because of Lily.But...There's no doubt in my mind that she'll listen to Molly; she's her friend, after all. But what if Molly can't convince her?I try to convince myself that everything will work out, but my heart is racing like a runaway train, my breath coming in short, sharp gasps."Gosh, Jaden, calm down," I whisper a stern warning to myself, my voice barely audible over the sound of my own ragged breathing and clamping my hand over my racing heart.Suddenly, there's a light and careful knock on the door, and I feel my heart ski
~Molly~ As I walk through the corridor, the sound of laughter and chatter carries from the main sitting room, a stark contrast to my own grouchy mood. I'm surrounded by people who seem to have found their silver lining, and it's almost ridiculous how optimistic they are.Meanwhile, I'm just trying to make it through the day, fueled by my desire for a satisfying meal and a long nap.The servants are a whirlwind of activity, racing from one place to another as they prepare the castle for Jaden's coronation. To be honest, it's all anyone can talk about, and as I enter the sitting room, I'm greeted by the sight of Tyler and Cameron inspecting Jaden's crown, their faces filled with excitement and anticipation.Approaching them, I plaster a bright, artificial smile on my face. "Hello," I wave at them, but they look at me like I'm an alien.Tyler's eyes narrow, his brow furrowed in a grim expression, as he mutters, "If you're looking for Jaden, he's at the garden with Kade." I sense a hin
~Lily~ I didn’t want for any arms to come grab like my heart was wanting right now. It was like my heart and head were wanting two different things and I’ll have to starve one. “I fully understand your standpoint and why you might want to reject him and sincerely I’ll ask you to do just that.” Molly uttered, turning me to face her as she had her hands on my shoulders, forcing me to face her. “You don’t think I should listen to him right?” It was different from when I was outside, shouting at the top of my lungs, screaming hard out all my pains. Now I was a lot calmer, the reality becoming so real that he was my mate and somehow I wasn’t so scared of it now that he wasn’t in front of me. It was like my heart already accepted it but my head was still trying to be very logical so we wouldn’t let the mate thing make me give in so quickly. “No, I don't think so. You have to protect yourself Lee.” Her eyes didn’t waver and she moved to hold my hands in h
~Lily~ I followed the scent wherever it went, as each step I took led me straight outside. I loved it and if it was some cologne or a soap thing then I’ll gladly ask for the bake so I could use it also. My nose carried me a few more steps outside as the scent was becoming stronger. It was like some hard drug and I could feel Raya drown in it and only her mumblings could be heard. We covered a few more steps and he was standing there, with a smile on his face and a bouquet in his hand. “Mate!” Raya screamed out loud in my head that I stood frozen again to the ground, the second tint today. The scent was intoxicating but I remained rooted to where I was. I just didn’t know what to do as Raya kept on chanting mate! Mate! And I wouldn’t lie I vent like running into his arms but I held myself back. I stayed there, refusing to take one more step as his eyes glowed and they looked so attractive that I wanted to have a close look. Like I could read up the
~Lily~ “Hey Molly, open up!” I banged for the third time on her door, trying to get her to talk to me. “Come on Molly! I heard what happened and I don’t think you should be Inside all alone.” I tried my luck again and the same response I got for all the times I knocked was the same answer I got. I continued banging and saying everything I could but they were all to no avail as she didn’t open up. It was even more shocking and surprising that everyone else in this wing obviously did hear me banging so hard but they didn’t even bulge or think to check on where the loud banging sounds were coming from. It wasn’t a futile effort as I didn’t get a response or even heard a sound from her room. Thoughts on if she was even there crossed my mind but there was actually nowhere else she could actually be. I decided to finally take my life and hating to go back upstairs I just went anywhere my legs could take me. It was still very much bright and it
~Lily~ The sudden tapping at the door came not so quickly. I went back up as Tyler suggested I should, and I waited for cam to come like he said he would pass on the information. It definitely took him long enough.. “Hey lollipop” he broke into my thoughts again, this time it felt more like he asked for permission first because I could wait for a while, like he was waiting for a response to give him a go ahead. My tongue went bland as he was just right there, like he was standing in my head and also like he took a chair to sit with the way he sounded so comfortable. “You're not going to talk? Are you not happy to see me? Or rather happy to hear my voice? He spoke softly again, ringing like rhythm in my ear just like when he mindlinked me immediately he got back. I wasn’t trying to waste time or anything, I was busy taking in every single detail of how he sounded so different this time around. Honestly it really didn’t feel like an invasion be
~Jaden~ “Have you seen her yet?” It was the third time I was asking Kade through the mindlink. I wanted to see her after all those hours without having to see her. “She’s fine, I learnt that she has been in her room since yesterday.” Kade responded, pretty much doing his best to cover up the tiredness in his voice. I know I made them come all the way back without stopping to rest after the h*ll of a suprise battle we gave them. I was more glad we didn’t lose anyone so my surprise party could go as planned as I wanted. “She wasn’t bored right?” A lot of questions still needed to be asked as I hadn’t set my eyes on her yet. “If she was then we’ll have to question Molly, won’t we? And talking about her, how’s it going there?” He asked, his voice turning to that of seriousness, definitely interested in whatever I had to say next concerning this issue. “The court session is about to start and her parents are going to be charged after they question her.