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2021-08-03 19:40:58JUSTIN'S POV:
I took a deep breath cause every pain I had to go through was reflecting in front of my eyes. That's when I felt her palm on my face. She caressed my cheeks and nodded at me assuring that she was there to listen to me.
I was shocked, that was something I never expected from Alina. Not even in my wildest dreams.
FLASHBACK:
"Alina, what's wrong with you? Are you angry that my family was not quite happy with you yesterday? "
"I said leave me. I have nothing to do with you." She jerked my hands off.
"Alina please don't do this. Please don't leave me. I love you Alina... I love you. I promise my family would treat you well. I love you please." I was begging her cause she was everything to me. I loved her the most. I couldn't imagine my life without her.
"HAHAHAHAHA.... HAHAHA HAHAHA... HAHAHA HAHAHA..." she started laughing and I was confused. Why is she behaving like this?
"Alina.."
"Darling, look he's saying t
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