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2021-08-03 19:45:46IVANA'S POV:
I woke up in the morning to find myself alone and what happened yesterday flashed in my heart. Maybe he really regrets it and that is why he's avoiding me. This broke my heart.
I was given leave from office in order to rest so I had not much to do. After freshening up, I went down to have my food. Although I could eat tasty foods today, I still felt it tasteless.
I was lying on bed facing the ceiling, lots of things going on my mind. Basically, everything was related to him. That's when I got phone call from Edward brother.
"How are you Ivana?" I could sense concern in his voice.
"Well I'm good brother. How are you?"
"I'm good as well. Actually Ivana, I called you to inform something. You'll have to go to Justin's farmhouse today. Actually foreign clients are visiting us and you need to be there as Mrs. Merchant. Nancy's coming up to you right now to get you prepared and driver will take you there in the evening. Are you okay wi
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